My Mother Is All Bugged Out/My Enemies Tried To Use My Own Mother Against Me In Order To Bring Me Down And Failed!

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1443226-200As I have said before, my mother had her first mental breakdown when I was about seven or eight. The incident occurred while black magic was being worked on her during the early eighties. http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2012/01/29/brujeria/

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She was diagnosed as manic depressive back then and she told me that the only reason that she was put on medication was because she was going to whip this woman employee’s behind who had acted very rude towards her so the Creedmoor psychiatric facility had against her will given her some anti psychotic or sedative medicine to calm her down.

My mother and I have always been very different in character even though we were able to relate to one another within certain aspects. She had always loved me very dearly because I was so very smart and so very unique and so very strong, and of course because I was her baby.

When I was a child I loved her for who I knew her to be as a mother yet there were certain things that I did not like about her and as I grew older I really did not love her at all the way that she loved me.

My mother’s illness and personality often got into the way and I would over look it still standing by her side and treating her without any prejudice or judgements. She had always loved me, cared for me, and treated me good and I appreciated that and that was all that mattered and that was all that was important at the time.

Even though I was very young I tried the best to take her unfortunate circumstances into consideration since we were both related to people in our family who were of a no good character and who were out to get us spiritually, and physically. We had a good close relationship. http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/04/06/the-mother-and-daughter-relationship/

I did not care about what she did in life or what had happened to her it was about the ways in how she treated me.

My mother would not have come as far in life if it wasn’t for me being there and helping her out. She has even expressed to me in the past (even again just the year before last) that if it wasn’t for me she could not have gone on.

1401926-200I am not going to get into our entire life story but to make a long story short people have always been very jealous of my mother and I. It all originated with particular members of the family Amanda Byars ( my great grandmother deceased now) Willie Lawrence (my uncle deceased now) Ernestine Lawrence (my aunt still alive now). They were all dope addicts and street-runners, liars, and trouble-makers. http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2012/11/26/a-scream-for-helpsorry-great-grand-mother-it-is-time-for-you-to-pay/

My mother, Patricia Lawrence had stopped taking her medication in the early part of April 2013 and began to get severely paranoid and delusional throughout and towards the end of the rest of the year. My mother had never been that long without taking her medication.

In the past, when she’d skip her medications it wasn’t for such a long period of time and after a two-week period of hospitalization she’d come back to her normal self.

It was a diagnosis of bipolar in the distant past, however, for a while now she has been diagnosed as a Chronic Paranoid Schizophrenic.

I cannot put her situation totally on mental illness because I know without a doubt that it is the affects/effects of black magic that had been previously worked on her last year and that is currently being maintained on her now.

Our enemies could not and will never ever get me because I am too strong and too equip in the mind yet poor Patricia was vulnerable to their tactics and has turned on me.

“I know exactly who is doing this evil and why and I know the others who are involved here is a hint to one who is partially involved and some of the reasons are because of a bitch or two or three that I dogged out on the internet amongst other non related motives. It’s a combination of things”: http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/11/03/my-vaginal-lips-are-lovely-wrapped-and-sealed-in-contentment-and-blissno-toleration-for-love-or-lust-spells/

When people are too smart and of a good-nature evil miserable rotten people will do everything within their power to destroy their reputation or credibility by driving them crazy (by making them lose their minds/giving them breakdowns) lying on them to destroy and ruin their character (mind games/psychological manipulation).

All of these things are aided by black magic when these people cannot break a person down in any other way naturally.

I do not think that my mother will ever turn back into her normal self and if she does it will be too late because I have no type of respect or love for her. She is straight up trash just like her grandmother, brother and sister.

Patricia goes in and out of it, talking out of her head, accusing me of being against her, spitefully lying on me, forgetting what she says and does. Just last month she told me “I love you so much”. Then this month she told me “You’re a liar, I never said that!”

The doctor’s and social workers all tell me that I am not alone that NAMI is a support group for and with people who go through the same thing with their mentally ill relatives. I do understand that, however, mental illness is indeed a very deep and ugly burden but it is not mine to bear and I do not want any part of it especially one that is induced by forms of black magic.

People in my Mother’s situation do nothing but cause confusion and bring trouble to the innocent one. “Not really”, someone at a mental crisis facility told me in response to that statement in which I had also made to this person I was speaking to over the phone. “These professionals (police, ems and etc…) that they talk to know that they are sick”.

“What about the professionals who are sick too in there own little ways?” I say.

Nowadays it is up to the EMS (Emergency Medical Technicians-Paramedics) to evaluate a person before they decided whether or not to take an individual into a psychiatric facility, not the police. The EMS should not have that type of authority, I came across some corrupt ones just as I have some policemen and women. There are no good sick people in all fields of work who cannot be trusted, I firsthand experienced their style.

You just have to be extra careful these days and watch your back.

1476915-200People use to come to me years ago and tell me “You know you are the only one with any sense in the family”, and that was definitely the truth. Not that I put any faith into what people say or gossip about as I know many of those same people would gossip about me in other subjects since I was of a higher class and they could not bring me down due to the fact that they did not understand me.

Do not get me wrong-I never thought that everybody was against me because not everybody was, and not everybody is against me. That would be an absurd statement to make and a false one at that. I on my own just had to clarify that because some may misinterpret how I express myself-there are people who always believed in me, who were for me, and who still have my back.

And even though I had already knew that I was the only one who wasn’t messed up what could I do?  They (my family) all had done forms of drugs, smoked, drank, and indulged with men through their own lustful and insecure desires.

They all (my mother and her siblings) took a very bad genetic group of traits from their very mentally ill and sick grandmother, Amanda Byars. http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2007/08/25/my-family-tree/

I was never like any of them and am so very proud of that I took after my mother’s mother side of the family. I wish that my grandmother Catherine Lawrence (deceased now) had never married and had any children with Amanda Byars’s son Willie Mason Lawrence deceased now) because she fucked up the bloodline. http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2012/11/16/my-familymy-spiritual-connectionmy-back-up/

It doesn’t matter anyhow in regards to me though because my Orishas and Ancestors got me. My bloodline is strong and pure and no negative energy or any negative people can or will be able to destroy me and our family circle. http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2012/06/23/sustained-by-the-universethe-truth-in-knowledge-is-power/

(I still have good distant relatives who are still alive they just live in different other states than I do)

They got my mother and they can have her. She is just a burden that I will not allow to tie me down with her lies, delusions, conniving, paranoia, and crafty talk against me and to get over. Even if my mother is not totally aware of what she is doing due to the spells that are  upon her she is not someone healthy for me to be around.

When I put her in the hospital recently the last few times I felt a great weight of peace and relief. In other words the only connection that my enemies have with me is through her because she is now totally demonic just like them and has to be dismissed away from my life as we are not of one another and I am just delighted by that.

It is so sad that my mother has been seized and attacked but I am so glad that I was not caught up into the mist. When she first had the breakdown years ago the demonic seed was planted and now it has blossomed and manifested it’s ugly heads.

Once the seed is planted and embedded it is reoccurring, ongoing, permanent. When the seed is not planted-as in my case-since the positive energies around me never let the seeds of black magic and/or demonic activity take pivotal root within my spirit and auric field.

I kiss the “crazy” Lawrence family goodbye once and for all!

No one could ever steal my true identity (my natural self) away from me and as I always wanted to spread the beauty of my own independent and unconventional wings quietly I had to separate myself from all negative demons even if it meant letting go of all maternal ties to my mother.

I do not even recognize what was left of Patricia Lawrence anymore.

Someone told me not to abandon my mother and not to let these enemies do her in but I disagree, my mother is not as spiritual as me. She had a gift, it wasn’t nowhere near as strong as mine but she let them get inside her head and sway her mind like a puppet/a rag doll and I am tired.

What good is she to me? She is just an anchor ready to sink me down into the muddy rivers of a ship that is right along with her and I darn sure ain’t gonna let that shit happen!

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1440458-200True love, respect, strength, confidence, happiness and power comes from within-and no one can ever take that away from me!

When those in particular endeavor to stop me it only makes me more inspired and determined to succeed, and naturally without even trying -I do!

I am very special, lucky, and blessed-truly ahead of my time (A cut above the rest). I am a survivor who always wins and prevails against all evil and negativity.

My enemies have been trying very hard to overcome me but that is nothing new. They always try and they will always fail, they do not have the energy/power or ability to defeat me (I am the one who can and who is able, the one who possesses the capacity to destroy them all without a doubt).

For months now they have been working relentlessly on my mother since it is extremely hard and impossible for them to succeed in any way with their attempts at destroying and/or affecting me.

Their jealousy and inferiority is so very morbid and they are so eaten up by it. And they kill me how the many of them will in a heartbeat deny their absolute envious and jealous feelings of insecurity and desire by downgrading me when they are accused knowing darn well that they are enormously crippled and totally entangled by it.

They love to play head/mind games. They deny most of their actions to throw me off because they do not want me to know anything that is really and truly going on-but how could I not?

I was born with extrasensory perception. I’ve always been far ahead of them. I know what they will do before they even know it themselves!

They are not and never will become smarter than me.

They cannot measure up to me within skill/capability/aptitude, knowledge/intelligence/wisdom, spirituality/gifts/power.

My foes all want me badly. They all want me to go down to the shittiest of shits worse than they are.

My enemies are trying to use my mother as a puppet/rag doll, getting inside of her head to control and to infest her mind with the most severe of delusions caused by the demonic origins and effects of mental illness.

They were and are so jealous and envious of the relationship between my mother and I. Jealous of the extreme passionate love that she always had for me. They want to use her by the manipulation techniques of black magic as a weapon against me, thinking maybe that she could bring me down.

Those fools are so very mentally ill, misguided, and so very delusional themselves. They also believe in their own lies!

My enemies need a serious reality check! No one and I mean NO ONE can hurt me through my mother or anyone else for that matter. They cannot hurt me at all, they only continue to hurt themselves even if they cannot see it or realize it in the beginning or right away.

These sick demented and demonic assholes can never take away my strength/confidence and they definitely cannot deprive me of my spirituality.

Sick, Miserable, Inferior People Never Go Away When They Cannot Bring You Down!

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Just speaking in general when I say this-whenever someone tries to downgrade me out of jealousy, ignorance, sickness, dislike, or whatever the case may be it has and will never have any effect/affect on me whatsoever.

Another person’s negative or positive opinion is just that and it has nothing to do with the truth, it has nothing to do with me, has nothing to do with my reality or how I will continue to feel about myself. I know who and what I am and what I am worth and nothing and no one can change that (I am pure substance who cannot and will not be broken).

Whenever anybody tries to bring me down I am just naturally brought farther on up. Knowledge is power and strength and unconventionality are some of my tremendous assets!

I’ve been living nice and quiet. I do not have the desire or time to be on the internet too frequently (Do not get me wrong I still love to write and find the computer and internet a very great and resourceful tool that I adore and that I do indeed need to conduct business, and also as a very necessary tool of convenience in life as well as a source of entertainment and recreation) .

I have everything going on successful for me in my life, not worrying and/or caring about any nonsense yet garbage is always concerned and aggravated by my existence.

There is nothing wrong with staying and being alert, aware, or mindful of things that are going on or that may have already occurred, however, when those in particular cannot move on due to failure, insecurity, incapability, ignorance, low scale nature  and/or whatever else that the case may be and want to take their crap out on me it is absolutely so sad and so absurd.

(People like this make me even prouder to be the person that I am. When they think that they are hurting me they are actually helping me. I thank my lucky stars for the beautiful  and competent mind that I have)

its not shannon lee wolf its sharon lassiter ,,,,,i dispute many thingsa with sharon ,,,same caul group ,,,anyhow a few years ago she told me she wasa going into making a sauce ,called peace sauce or something and she was going to do this with a lady she had just recently meet another bearer called shannon lee wolf ,,she was so so happy as this was the first other bearer she had meet ,,,but it turns out she had already it seemsa meet that plonker jade edwards ,,,then after i got on her case thge story changed now she claims shannon is her pen name ,,,,but you must know all of thisa because you claim to know just what the frik is goibng down ,,,but like many others that soil the cauls good name i know pretty sure that you are just another god botherer ,,hell the whole article just here is about you yourself and you again ,,,nothing of substance i wish you nutjobs would go away ,,,only thing you got going for you is you have sussed her out ,which i like

This message was sent by a visitor who has constantly visited my blog (Christchurch, Canterbury, New Zealand) for the last past year or two and I’ve always thought that they were affiliated with this Shannon Lee Wolf character.

I am not really too sure right at this moment (different things are floating through me right now intertwining due to other matters but things still click and come together rather quickly when I am overloaded) a definite will hit me and I will keep all of that information to myself.

And if this was actually sent by a Michael Francis Edens or if it is just a prank to make me think that it is why should I care? What do they all have to do with me? Absolutely nothing!

Mental illness is no joke! And I know firsthand as I continue to see and have experienced one too many delusional and bugged out individuals and I am very tired-I have no tolerance for it, and will acknowledge that I do not give a darn about the degenerate and demented defects of the demonic as it has no bearing on me or my life. It is very deep though that they are within the crazy state of mind that they are definitely in.

They just want to make me sick and crazy right along with them or much worse off than they actually are. That’s right, they want me to lose my mind but that day will never come!

It is not at all healthy to be around people like them. It is such a breath of fresh and purified air to be surrounded further away from their negative energy.

There is a true fact that is constantly confirmed to me throughout this life and that is that many people are born to be nothing and should have never came to exist in the first place but that just says and goes to show so much about who and what actually created them in specific (without mentioning that hideous spirit’s name).

michael francis edens
thenzpatriot@yahoo.co.nz
125.237.247.106

its not shannon lee wolf its sharon lassiter ,,,,,i dispute many thingsa with sharon ,,,same caul group ,,,anyhow a few years ago she told me she wasa going into making a sauce ,called peace sauce or something and she was going to do this with a lady she had just recently meet another bearer called shannon lee wolf ,,she was so so happy as this was the first other bearer she had meet ,,,but it turns out she had already it seemsa meet that plonker jade edwards ,,,then after i got on her case thge story changed now she claims shannon is her pen name ,,,,but you must know all of thisa because you claim to know just what the frik is goibng down ,,,but like many others that soil the cauls good name i know pretty sure that you are just another god botherer ,,hell the whole article just here is about you yourself and you again ,,,nothing of substance i wish you nutjobs would go away ,,,only thing you got going for you is you have sussed her out ,which i like

http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/07/28/a-real-caulbearer/

Nuts In The New Year! Go Away And Begone! (So Sad And Hilarious)

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817531-200No matter how good one does in life and no matter how good things are going there will always be those one or two out there who like to keep bullshit going on, it is so strange.

This nutty person keeps coming to my blog in nonsense, it is so ridiculous that an idea came to me to mention the commentary farce in a post for amusement and analysis.

It all began in the comment sections of http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2007/10/07/symptoms-of-voodooblack-magic/ and that is where the rest of my responses are in regard to this person.

From me to Lavonda on January 1,2014:

You are the one who is fucked up! There is absolutely nothing wrong with me or my mind, if anything I have exceptional sense and much accurate knowledge and wisdom, I am very intelligent and sane.

Yes, by nature I am an unconventional human being and I am very proud to be, I am real and am not afraid to show it by being myself. There is nothing wrong with being rare and unique.

People like you cannot deal with and/or accept the truth about specific things, situations, and circumstances, and I really do not care about you or anything that you have to say or anything that you think and believe. And I am really tired of your silly and pathetic bullshit tactics.

For someone who claims on such “empty words” you sure keep coming to my blog so very often. You are so sure preoccupied with me, when I do not give a damn about you. Your actions definitely contradict your words. If I am so much of what you say-Stay The Fuck Away From My Site!!! What do you keep coming back for? You are one dumb, stupid bitch! Do yourself a favor and go get a life!

Believe me, keep making a fool of yourself by continuing to write by making imbecile comments because you will be doing it alone. You cannot push my buttons, I have a life but you have nothing but idle time that I do not have to waste on.

The only reason I approved and responded to the last few of your correspondence is due to the fact that I wanted to see just how much of an ass that you would actually make out of yourself- and your stinking ass is big enough for everyone to smell and spew out all over the states.

P.S. I just bet you’ll have to try to top my words as you always have to have the last word, actually thinking that you will get some sort of rise out of me, however, I only patronized you-even though my words in return were totally in truth. Write your heart out “Lavonda” you will be writing in vain, as sick as you are you just keep writing even when you are being ignored!

670931-200LAVONDA on December 29, 2013 at 5:13 pm said:

I HAVE NOT CALLED YOU OUT OF YOUR NAME ONE TIME, THATS HOW I KNOW YOUR FULL OF DEMONIC SPIRITS, YOU CAN CALL ME WHAT YOU WANT, BUT I DONT EVEN THINK YOU KNOW THE REAL MEANING OF HELL IF YOU DID YOU WOULDNT BE ACTING THEY WAY YOU ARE, I AM THROUGH WITH YOU AND THIS CONVERSATION, NOW MY FATHER IS GOING TO MOUNT THE CHERUBIM, AND FLY DOWN ON THE WINGS OF THE WIND, WITH HAILSTONES AND BOLTS OF LIGHTNING, THE BATTLE
IS BETWEEN YOU AND HIM NOW, IT DOESNT BELONG TO ME ANYMORE, LETS SEE WHO WINS, GOD BLESS YOU AND I LOVE YOU

LAVONDA on December 29, 2013 at 5:21 pm said:

OH YEAL I CAN TELL YOU WORSHIP A NASTY GOD, WHO EVER IT MAY ME, BECAUSE THE GOD I SERVE, FROM HEAVEN, DOESNT ALLOW PEOPLE WHO WORSHIP HIM TO CALL OTHER PEOPLE NASTY NAMES THATS NOT OF HIM, BUT OF THE DEVIL, AND AS FAR AS JEALOUS GOES, YOU DONT HAVE ANYTHING FOR ME TO BE JEALOUS OF, I DONT SEE ANYTHING REALLY TO BE JEALOUS ABOUT, AND DO BELIEVE, YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL PERSON, YOUR JUST VERY TWISTED, I LOVE YOU GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS

LAVONDA on December 21, 2013 at 8:33 pm said:

RATHER IS POSITIVE VOODOO, OR NEGATIVE VOODOO, GOD IS AGAINST IT ALL, IN JESUS SIGHT ITS STILL WRONG, EXODUS 22-18,THOU SHALT NOT SUFFER A WITCH TO LIVE, HE ALSO SAID IN ROMANS 16-18 FOR THEY THAT ARE SUCH SERVE NOT OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST, BUT THEIR OWN BELLY, AND BY GOOD WORDS AND FAIR SPEECHES DECEIVE THE HEARTS OF THE SIMPLE, HE ALSO SAID IN JAMES 3-15 SUCH WISDOM DOES NOT COME DOWN FROM HEAVEN BUT IS EARTHLY UNSPIRITUAL, OF THE DEVIL, WHAT GOD IS SAYING IS THAT HES THE ONLY ONE WITH POWER PSALMS 62-11,GOD HATH SPOKEN ONCE, TWICE HAVE HEARD THIS, THAT POWER BELONGETH UNTO GOD, THATS THE WORD OF MY FATHER FOR ANYONE WHO ATTACKS HIS WORDS WANT BE ATTACKIG ME, BUT WILL BE ATTACKING HIM.

Lavonda Butler on December 22, 2013 at 12:01 am said:

hello i am not trying to attack anyone, the word of god is true, and i am not worrying about anyone hurting me, your spiritual forces, are weak, god is the only one with power, and hes the only one that has a heaven and a hell to put us in, remember, your to fighting against me your fighting the blood of jesus, i have never seen anyone, won against the blood of jesus, that battle belongs to god, so let your spiritual forces know that there are fighting god, and when my father god gets tired he will erase you all from the face of this earth, i love you no harm met, its just the word of god god bless you

LAVONDA on December 7, 2013 at 9:57 am said:

THE BLOOD OF JESUS, ALL YOU NEED IS THE BLOOD JESUS, I WAS A VICTIM OF BLACK MAGIC MY NEIGHBORS WORK IT ON ME EVERYDAY, IF IT WASNT FOR THE BLOOD OF JESUS I WOULD HAVE BEEN DEAD, GOD IS A HEALER CALL ON JESUS, THAT NAME IS ABOVE ALL NAMES, JESUS, JESUS, JESUS

LAVONDA on December 5, 2013 at 11:04 pm said:

THE BLOOD OF JESUS, IS ALL YOU NEED

LAVONDA on December 21, 2013 at 7:54 pm said:

I WAS A VICTIM OF WITCHCRAFT AND BLACK MAGIC, AND I KNOW ONE THING THE BLOOD OF JESUS, SAVES AND HEALS, I WAS SICK, REAL BADLY THE DR COULDNT FIND OUT WHAT WAS WRONG, WHEN I CALL ON THE NAME OF JESUS, OH THAT NAME, ITS POWER IN THAT NAME AND NO ONE CAN EVER TELL ME DIFFERENTLY, I KNOW THE BLOOD OF JESUS SAVED ME, I PRAYED AND ASK GOD TO LOOSE METATRON,,SANDALPHON, SURIEL, URIEL, YEFEFIAH, AND AKATRIEL, THOSE ANGELS BIND UP ALL FORMS OF WITCHCRAFT OFF OF ME, AND THE SAME THING GOD DID FOR ME HE WILL GLADLY DO IT FOR THE NEXT PERSON, JESUS WENT TO THE CROSS FOR US ALL, AND WE ARE HEALED BY HIS STRIPES, THE BIBLE DIDNT SAY SOME OF US WAS HEALED, IT SAID WE ALL ARE HEALED BY HIS STRIPES AND THE BIBLE DONT LIE, LOOK PEOPLE, THE BLOOD WORKS CALL ON GOD, HE WILL ANSWER, DONT TRY TO GO NO WHERE TRYING TO GET A SPELL REMOVED ALL THEY DO IS ;LOOSE MORE SPIRITS OFF ON YOU, THE BLOOD THE BLOOD THE BLOOD, PRAY YOU SAINTS OF GOD PRAY, GOD IS THE ONLY ANSWER.

LAVONDA on December 21, 2013 at 8:07 pm said:

I GIVE GOD ALL THE GLORY AND THE PRAISE,, IF IT WASNT FOR HIM WE WOULDNT BE HERE, I WOULDNT EVEN TALK TO SOMEONE WHO DONT ACCEPT WHAT JESUS DID FOR US ON THE CROSS, AND EVERY ONE WHO IS A VICTIM OF BLACK MAGIC, E-MAIL ME AND WE WILL PRAY TOGATHER, AND WATCH MY FATHER IN HEAVEN PROVE HIS SELF, GOD IS THE ONLY ANSWER, JUST TRY JESUS, THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO DO JUST TRY HIM, DONT LET ANYONE STOMP THE GOSPEL OUT, THATS WHAT SAVES US, THE GOSPEL, ONCE AGAIN JESUS IS THE HEALER

LAVONDA

Submitted on 2013/12/05 at 11:00 pm | In reply to misslatoya.

ALL YOU NEED IS THE BLOOD OF JESUS, ISAIAH 54-17, NO WEAPONS FORM AGAINST YOU SHOULD PROPEROUS

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Submitted on 2013/12/05 at 10:01 pm | In reply to karma.

YOU E=MAIL JESUS CHRIST THATS ALL YOU NEED THE BLOOD

Symptoms Of Voodoo/Black Magic

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Submitted on 2013/12/05 at 9:58 pm | In reply to aMIT.

THE BLOOD JESUS, THATS ALL YOU NEED

Archie Comic Books

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Aug1024x768From a young child up until my late teens I’d been a very loyal fan who vastly enjoyed collecting and reading many of the great, unique, and creative and entertainingly designed comic publication of the Archie series.

Betty and Me, Betty’s Diary, and Betty and Veronica, of course, was my immediate favorite volumes of selection as a young girl. I gathered a nice and endearing accumulation of wide range comic Digests, Double Digests, and Giant series magazines.

I loved all of the exciting and various cast of likable characters, stories, and intermittent strips that were included such as Moose & Midge, Dilton, Nancy, Chuck, Cheryl Blossom, Big Ethel, Reggie, Jughead, Hot Dog, Pop Tate, Miss Grundy, Mister Weatherbee, Coach Kleats, Archie Pals ‘n’ Gals, Archie And Me, Archie Andrews Where Are You?, the spectacular issues, the vacation issues, LiL Jinx, Sabrina the Witch, Josie and the Pussycats and so on! You name it, I had indulged in it!Jul1024x768

So long were those years ago since I would lie propped comfortably upon my bed with or without a snack and in a hypnotizing state of glee escaping into the delights of my favorite Riverdale world and neighborhood.

And now I cannot deny and am in no way ashamed to admit that in my late age thirties I have once again taken huge steps back into my past and into my explosive enthusiasm for my favorite comic book adventures of monumental depth and quality laughter. I enjoy and anticipate reading the Archie series now just as much as I did then if not so even more.

I could not imagine life without the big talents and inspirations behind this creation that has brought upon so much genuine happiness and amusement to the millions and millions.Jun1024x768

Two years ago I ordered and received my over four hundred pages of the Best of Archie volume one, last year I ordered volume two, this year I cannot wait to get my hands onto volume three!

Whenever I read and turn through the artistic styled pages of the Archie comic series I sense and feel the success and specialness of the publication, not only is the item an extremely fortunate invention but, a tool of positive stimulating energy and a encouraging source of productive motivation.

As one of my favorite childhood memories and one of my favorite adult hobbies the Archie’s comics will always be number one in my choice of classic and quality books!

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My Vaginal “Lips” Are Lovely Wrapped And Sealed In Contentment And Bliss/No Toleration For Love Or Lust Spells!

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432607-200“You’re going to be a heart-breaker when you break out of your shell”, a few male associates who were in their thirties and forties had told me when I was in my early twenties, harmlessly mistaking what they may have interpreted as shyness for indifference.

“You’re going to have it your way”, another guy in his forties told me.

“How do you know?” I asked, testing him.

“Because, I know women”, he said in return.

A psychic even told me that in a romantic relationship that I was the one who would, and who was suppose to have the upper-hand.

I had already known these revelations due to knowing my self very thoroughly. I never at all was a self conscious or insecure type of female; I never had any reason to be.

I was always very strong, confident, aggressive, intelligent, and beautiful to my own liking. I never cared about what anybody thought about me or what they thought about the way that I looked.

As long as I am satisfied with myself that is utterly all that matters.

Naturally and proudly born asexual, I have absolutely no romantic or sexual interest and desire in anyone whether it be male or female. And who cares, right? I sure know that I do not, I am very happy and at peace. I was meant to be in this specific mode of life and would not have it any other way whatsoever. Yet there are disturbed individuals who cannot accept my lifestyle even though that it does not concern or pertain to them and is absolutely none of their business!, Particularly the degenerate/demonic male gender and quite a few dogged out jealous females who didn’t know their own vaginas from a jack-hammered whole in the ground.

Sadly enough these males are jealous of my “Twat” and because they cannot talk about me. They never had me sexually and never will, and the few guys that may have lied about me wish so undoubtedly that they could.

Anyhow no man could ever destroy or dog me out, it is not within my nature, if anything I would be the one to dog him out and destroy him!

Lies mean nothing truth holds weight.

Men and women have told me for the way that I looked that they didn’t expect for me to not have been in relationships, or did not understand why I wasn’t out there and wanting to mingle. It simply just wasn’t my thing, so unnatural and ridiculous unto me!

1019024-200When I was in my early twenties I took a really good look in the mirror at my self and saw what everyone else at the time had seen and what I was not really paying any attention to, and I honestly admitted that I felt too darn good about myself to let any male have sex with me.

So I had thought just the opposite, why waste my cute self on a man?

I still feel this way till this day, and I do not want or plan to have any children at this time right now in my life, if I did I’d go to a sperm bank, and if I couldn’t I would not resort to sexual contact with a man-that sure is for certain.

Black magic has been tried on me so many times and in so many repetitive fashions in such a derogatory (tricks to stimulate my vagina to give me sensations down there) and pathetic endeavor to try to change my mind and desires regarding my sexuality.

Silly “lust” spells that failed to work, and stereotypical “caring” spells to break my strength, confidence, and identity within who I am as a individual woman-and because of how it contradicts what is the norm in general/average society.

On the 22nd of October on a Tuesday I had went out to take care of some errands. The next Wednesday night I had a dream of the light-complexioned Haitian guy with the hazel/green eyes who I’ve written about in the past here http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2007/08/26/rituals/,

Here http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2012/01/14/the-visionsthe-messagesthe-knowledge/,

And here http://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2012/11/16/dirty-rotten-and-pitiful/

He was trying to hold me down on a bed in darkness-as a shadow covered and outlined his body-to make me feel comfortable, relaxed and pleasant as he sucked the left side of my neck then tried to stick inside his tainted penis.

This degenerate wants to have intercourse with me so bad that it is a shame; one cannot get any sicker than him. He has been doing and trying to self-perform sex spell acts and spells on me here and there for years with no avail.

His raggedy funky “cockifritos” (fried penis in my terms) never penetrated me in this vision of warning, a sign of my disgust and resistance.

The night after on Thursday, he tried to send the dark energies and illusions of a tarantula to seize and attack me upon my sleep.

Friday, Oct 25th I went out again to run a few errands and the next night on Saturday I dreamed of him again! I had the strongest feeling that I would since I had caught him in his previously failed attempt just as I usually do.

Another of sex dreams of course, him not getting the opportunity to penetrate yet hesitantly and verbally stating his wistful intentions, “I had that”.

Sunday night I had a vision of a Halloween prop that hung upon his bedroom wall right before I closed my eyes to retire and just knew that he would give another hand at the effort to resend his weak-minded mechanism involving the large spider.

Sure enough during the early hours of the morning this happened at the same exact time as the other occurrences around 4:20 a.m.

I don’t think it was 5:20 a.m. it is possible because when I looked at the clock it was in the dim lit of my room, but I am pretty sure it was definitely at four twenty in the morning.

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Aside from family members, friends, associates, neighbors, enemies, strangers, and whoever else people also need to watch out for the “posers” who claim to help the sufferers and people who are the unjustly objects of evil black magic.

Many practitioners camouflage themselves as good healers.

Always on the lookout for positive energy and positive souls to drain and to corrupt.

We live in a world that forever battles between the good and the evil. We cannot afford to be oblivious to the demonic intentions of those who cover themselves up with persuasive talk and false displays of character-Miss LaToya http://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2013/04/12/some-of-the-associations-of-black-magic/

I have heard some other psychics and/or clairvoyants in the past impart how they were able to see or to read into the lives of many others but that they could never see as much in detail or into anything significant at all when it came down to digging into their own personal lives and concerns.

I am just the complete opposite when it comes into that department. I have always been able to see deep into my past, present, and future, as well as into the lives, thoughts, feelings, and utterances of others without even trying.

And it seemed that I could see or read more about what was going on around and within my own personal surroundings and into the things that concerned what was going on around and within my own life more than anything else!

The same thing went and still goes for me in regards to healing and grave (serious) spiritual work.

I have consulted and did work with other spiritual persons within the very distant past which had proved in some ways to be very helpful and beneficial and in other ways to serve both as a distinct warning and learning experience to further grasp and analyze.

I had discovered that I was way more naturally powerful in occult sufficiency than those that I had visited and dealt with and therefore obligated and fortunate enough to handle my own healing procedures that were especially conducted for my own personal spiritual growth and sustainment.

I work entirely alone with the great assistance of the universe, and energy is best and most uncontaminated in that way.

Just as there are the positive extra sensory perceptive energetic folk such as my self, there are also the negative demonic and degenerate folk who reside on the other side of the podium. And I surely stand innately divided as we do not mix, constantly within opposition as they are always in conflict against me and all that is right and truly good within a particular mode/fashion.

498101-200I have had a so called psychic and a few others who attempted to “help and heal” by their own ulterior methods. Healing and helping that I did not need, want, or ask for!

We all have our own free will, so if one approves of any specific special spiritual work done by a spiritual person then they are wittingly and willingly giving their own consent.

However, then there or those, and you have those in particular who will go behind one’s back to influence them, their life, and their surroundings and etc…,without their permission and knowledge-even when in their demented mind they considering it being helped or healed-to maintain a control over them. And that is indeed no other than a form of evil malicious devious black magic!

It is wrong to try to affect a person’s will through any type of underhanded manipulation.

The few who tried this with me I had to laugh harshly at, underestimating my ability to know and to pick up on what they were doing then underestimating my capacity to repel it.

Those individuals who knew that I would perceive or foresee at the same time tried to confuse my mind and weaken my senses to make me susceptible and vulnerable to their tactics of reconstruction.

It never worked out though. If anything, the black magic would eventually rebound along with the touches of my satisfying techniques of spiritual revenge!

There were even those spiritual workers who had initially intended to harm my aura and well-being but were unable to due to the powerful protective forces of the head Orisha and intelligent entities that governed around my illuminated spirit.

Instead they had and were forced to make amends by reprimand or else they would have to suffer the consequence of numerous perils.

How humiliating for them to have to bless me in replace of the many curses that they originally had designed!