By nature, I am a fighter, a survivor and a conqueror. When I was seven years old in the second grade, I was one of the children who were honored in the auditorium of my elementary school as being one of the most exceptional readers and I received a pen as a reward of acknowledgement.
When I was nine, and in the fourth grade, I use to do book reports, and I would always get high marks on every one of my reports. There was this time when one of my book reports was just “a little too good and well written” that my white Jewish teacher didn’t want to believe or accept that I actually wrote it myself. And I was pissed off by that at the time. “This is not you”, she said. As if I was incapable of writing something of that magnitude.
This fourth grade teacher of mine had the nerve to make me take my book report home for my mother to sign it before she marked and accepted it as my very own genuine accomplishment. After I brought her my mother’s signature, verification that I did indeed write my report on my own without the assistance of anyone else, her bias toward me changed.
And that same year she gave me the lead role in the school play “potpourri”. And quite a few certificates I received from her for spelling tests, and a science project.
When I was about eleven, I had the opportunity to get a book published by a mainstream publisher. I use to write a lot of horror stories back then. I took these special tests that high school students couldn’t pass and I got skipped to the seventh grade. It seemed like I had a great promising future ahead of me (and in reality I really did), however, there were obstacles amongst it all.
Too many “green eyed” monsters were around me. And they were working behind the scenes. You see, I was very young, with no skeletons in the closet. There was no dirt on me. I was clean and innocent when I was beginning but, not naive. Did I eventually get discouraged or contaminated along down the line of underhanded schemes to taint me? Hell no!
I stood my ground. Vigilantly observing, and learning, and growing. And here I am today at thirty-seven years of age still going through the same shit! But now it is totally on my terms. I am running the show. I am in control of my destiny and how things will eventually turn out.
When I published a book in the year 2001, witchcraft was worked on me to interfere with the natural flow of success that was supposed to come along with it.
In the year 2006, I got a job at jcpenny and was continuously harassed by envious sickos though I was too strong for their nonsense to affect me. So they concocted a plan to set me up to get me fired. You see, I was very successful on the job, kept to myself and I was making good money.
In the year of 2007, I got a job at Bloomingdale’s. I did very well there too, and making good money. I just ignored the ignorant insecure assholes in particular that were there. You see again, every where I went to work there were people who knew of me through other lying, jealous envious people and, they didn’t want me to have anything.
I was a whole different class of person than all of them were. And in their world it was out with the substance and in with the trash. The universe is making a significant difference now though, and is continuing to begin its cycle of change.
The universe is cleaning up. No longer will it be the wrong bringing the right down to where they are suppose to be while they climb up to places that they definitely do not belong.
And, I am one of the proud instruments that the universe is using to thoroughly complete this change, as one who never gave up and always knew that positivity would undoubtedly prevail over any weak negativity.
Positive forces, energies and activities of the mind and spirit have a very powerful impact on the very world that surrounds us, and when that intense power connects with our universe we can accomplish almost anything.
I stayed at Bloomingdale’s seasonally for three years before I finally quit. The person there wouldn’t give me a permanent job there, not because I didn’t qualify but because it was a good-paying job (the underhanded interference from the low-life kind who had influence over somebody there). My manager had already acknowledged to me before he gave me the job that I was over qualified for the position.
It didn’t matter because in between time I had got a second permanent job working at sears, which gave out lousy pay. I worked at sears for four years. I got a raise the first year, got a certificate for excellent work the third year, and got the highest review in the store during the fourth year there, and another raise was suppose to be included following this rating.
Instead, of me being promoted, a fellow co worker, who was a smoking blunt-head with a low i.q., and didn’t know how to literally spell “b-e-n-e-f-i-t r-a-t-e”, was put as manager over me. He had got a low review rating yet given an undeserved position.
Edward was known for being a liar, and he was known for not being too bright.
And he was one who had come there to work as a spy (my enemies keep tabs on me) later after I was employed there. He lived right around the corner from me at the time.
I knew the store was really on its way to going down then. This manager, Edward Mclamb, began to hire incompetent people in his category. As I already knew that he would, people that he knew or who he was related to, who didn’t really want to work but, who just wanted a free ride.
This one particular unattractive whorish-skank named Shaniqua Capers was hired by him. And the bitch thought that she was going to intimidate me. She didn’t know who she was fucking with, however, I just left it alone because females like her are easy to see through, and easy for guys to manipulate and get over on. Somebody “souped” her up, they played with her head, I knew what was going on.
When the fifth year came in, which was this year; I quit sears with no regret whatsoever. It was one of the best things that I did. I wasn’t going anywhere with that job. Not especially since I am a smart attractive woman still with no dirt on her.
I was also genuinely sick and tired of that job anyway. I worked more than I was getting paid and it definitely wasn’t worth it. I quit my job on absolute faith!
Two weeks later, I got a job at Macy’s. Ridiculously there was more stupid shit. I was delayed from starting work right away just for another set up! So when I finally went to begin work my manager turned out to be a dope fiend, and my trainer was a complete asshole who was trying to discourage me.
I was supposed to have another position there in the first place. Then the manager acknowledged to me that she wouldn’t have any work available for me any time soon from then on, and that I was on call. So naturally I resigned and told my manager that she was a “dope fiend” and that she could go and “fuck herself!”
Obviously as anyone should be able to see, the jealousy and envy around me does not want me to have any money or success (I was once set up to get murdered at a place I’d went to for a job interview). Nevertheless, I already do, I always have, and I always will.
Earlier this year, the universe brought to my attention the direction my “new life/new beginning” would be taking me with the aide of the loas who are always around me and who are actively involved in my everyday life. I moved into a new home, got brand new furniture, and love the environment of the new neighborhood that I am in.
This is my “rest period” my spirit guides have informed to me, time for yourself from the things that you have been through in your life.
Time to sit back and relax, time to enjoy what you have accomplished, time to prepare for the beautiful things in store for you that no one will be able to take away, and most of all, time to be in a safe place while the universe resets the planet with the new recycling energies of disposal and prosperity.
I honestly have to admit that I am taking advantage of this privilege as I am totally at peace, to do otherwise would be a set back for me and an offense to the very ones who are instructing and protecting me.
When we learn to naturally (instinctively) listen to the universe in its unique form of messages we can ultimately distinguish which road is best for us during our travel, and what measures to take for our infinite battle and survival.