Daily Archives: October 20, 2012

Living “The Life”/Spiritually Inclined

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My home is blessed and my life is pure.

I love what I do and I truly enjoy being who I am. I am so delighted when spirit moves me to write, one of the most empowering expressions of my dynamic energy.

I’m right where I’m supposed to be spiritually as I have this human experience here on earth.

I constantly have my family around me-my “spiritual connection”-guiding and protecting, loving and adorning.

I often feel like a princess, engrossed in the royalties of a lavish richness. The great wealth and stature of abundant refuge my own personal sphere where I am free and able to evolve within my nature, my privilege, my very own birthright, my highest potential.

I live in a society where I’m sure many would tell me that my ways and circumstances are not possible or realistic yet I’ve been living in the preternatural “mode/condition” for my entire life.

Of course there are people who will always come up with some kind of explanation or analysis as to how and why something that would otherwise appear unexplainable or highly unlikely could come into effect, whether the matter regarded an action or a situation.

Individuals like these are plainly ignorant and in denial. I consider myself exceptionally blessed to be one of the “chosen ones” to indulge in such a beautiful and worthy experience.

I go throughout my life as a fierce warrior who is ready for battle, success, and triumph!

My ancestors and orishas proudly lead the way, greatly appeased by my spectacular performances, gleaming with much praise and satisfaction from their young and precious baby-which is no other than me!

They have richly and royally glorified me. And I absolutely without a doubt ultimately glorify them-because we are indeed a very fierce and effective team!

Much love and respect to all of what is around me (my spiritual connection/ancestors, orishas and spirit guides) and I cannot express that enough. And I write this with much excitement and passion. I am so happy and so very proud.

“My elegba”-you are the greatest, you are the best, you are the shit! And you know that I surely say that with all due respect, my love and refuge.

Thank you for giving me my times to rest and refresh, my times to inspire and to be inspired.

Thank you for giving me the time of my life. Thank you for giving me “the life”, the “ultimate” within the nature of my existence.

Elegba, oshun, ogun, orunmila, ochosi and my excellent ancestors who’ve always had my back and who continue to do so-this is the life that you have all made go right, the parts of my life that no one could ever touch.

The orishas laugh at those who think that I’ve been put out of commission when I “take a missing”. Spirit orders and allows me my “vacation period” of relaxation and rejuvenation. And a stage during which I have to attend other duties.

Let all those in the dark continue to be dismayed and mislead by their own lack of sight and understandings.

The spiritually inclined who are on the correct side of the path will never fail to interpret the journey of our predestined lives that are set by what we desire and require.

How could one forget one’s self? Turning away from whom and what they really are. I am not ashamed of anything regarding myself. And I am not afraid to express what I’m about or what concerns me.

Freedom is a very powerful thing. Liberation is a privilege to take advantage of, yet many do not indulge in the opportunity out of fear, the fear to truly be themselves.

Some, who are different and unique in their behavior, appearance or preference and so on, would rather fit in with the general population than to endure the ridicule and rejection that many individuals face.

So instead of having the courage to reveal who they truly are they compromise themselves to gain acceptance.

In my opinion that is a very empty way to live and to conduct one’s life. It is also very sad.

To me, generality is boring. I find myself more interesting in being unique as I am like no other. I find delight and excitement in what I like even if nobody else does.

When one downplays what they are genuinely about they sell themselves short.

I wouldn’t want to be anything other than me, pretending just to satisfy and to get the approval of others.

People who stoop to that level do not deserve the blessings that come along with having true individuality.

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Negativity/Negative Energy

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The day before yesterday I could feel the anger that was coming from two enemies of mine. One was a male and the other was a female. Shortly after, I felt the jealousy that they still entertained for me.

The female especially, exuded the most jealousy, resentful toward me for the positive ways in which I have conducted my life and in the things that I have accomplished. She lived a “very nasty” past and was not capable of being anything other than somebody’s flunky.

There are some individuals who in life are dealt a bad or unfortunate hand do to certain circumstances yet they endeavor to overcome and work their way out of it through determination and strength.

There was no excuse for this female’s wrong or deliberate turns.

She grew up on the spoiled side, no harsh realities to deal with, no grave experiences to gain any depth or insight from.

She made her own bed to lie in so why get mad at me for innately choosing the most suitable path that complimented my life? She was born to be who she was-and accepted that route without question and resistance!

The male was more so resentful toward me for the strength of my character and mind. You see, I rejected and humiliated him years ago and he has not gotten over it. He cannot live it down.

I was not the type of female that he was use to-or even deserved for that matter!

He had dealt with low scale women all of his life, skanks who did not compare to me. I did not want him or a relationship with him as I am and have always been asexual. And if I were ever going to have a relationship with any male he definitely would not have stood a chance.

I have high standards. A person has to stimulate my mind in any respect. I believe in growth, development and achievement to the better quality of one’s life, the fulfillment of love, peace and true happiness within oneself and their surroundings.

This particular male had set out to fabricate stories about me and did not succeed because I never catered to idle bullshit with no merit. I do not feed into traps of deception that are created purely to cause entanglement.

I am a free bird flying above the highest ground never to be bound by the lowest of dirt.

Yesterday morning, when I awoke from my sleep most of the negativity that I had felt from these two pathetic individuals was gone. My empathic abilities had done its job and my positive energies were in affect dispelling all evil vibrations.

The lingering negative energy was a reminder of what was intended for me, their vain attempts to block me from succeeding in all aspects of my life-which is nothing new.

As a spiritual person, I will always come under attack yet I will never succumb to it.

Aside from having my own unique special spiritual ability (strong energies/power) within which allows me to strike back, I have faith.

I believe in the things that I know are yet to come. I believe in what is. And I know that in which I am surrounded by has the faith in me to see things through.

I anticipate with confidence. Not bound by the ropes of any worry or fear. I look forward to what I expect.

For what is to be-already went to proceed.

Real faith is a very powerful tool. One should not underestimate the tenacity of the mind and spirit.

When something is consistent in nature it builds trust, loyalty, and/or presume.

However, to abruptly take things for granted can lead to one’s chilling disappointment.

In dealing with what is reliable we learn to depend.

And we should always appreciate what we can depend on with honor and grace so that we may continue to receive the most ultimate things that the universe has to offer.

When someone tells me that I cannot, faith tells me that I can. And I do, because I really knew that I could!

When someone says that it is not possible, faith tells me that it is. And I see, because I really knew that I would!

When someone wants me to not believe in what I know, faith tells me not to listen. And I hear, because I really knew that I should!

Faith knocks down the doors that are closed. Faith opens up the windows that are shut. And faith will fly us directly into the sky that is limited.

Without faith there is nothing. And for those who do not believe will receive nothing.

So I don’t believe that I have faith. I have faith in what I believe and what I believe-gives me the faith to continue to achieve.