Daily Archives: February 4, 2016

The Ties That Mysteriously Bind

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coffee and saucerI am not and have never been the jealous or envious type certain people, a lot in fact, have always been very jealous of me and all of this definite fact has not only been recognized by me but by many others who were cognizant of it at a time even before I myself was completely aware, they came and told me some even while I was still very young. I hadn’t even known the depth of envy and jealousy yet.

And with much experience growing up and then looking back I have examined and discerned with a “fine tooth comb” and yes it at times has burned me the fuck up how sick individuals have tried to maliciously interfere and to hold me back within life as well as they have tried and have also failed with others who were superior within their own leagues of existence.

I never dwelt on the ill will and ill intent of those who were inadequate because haters actually deep down inside hate themselves and I knew that they could never succeed within hindering me as I have always had too much fire and intelligence blazing inside of my own indestructible constitution.

I’d laugh at transparent manipulation tactics (ploys that were so obvious to me) and at the collaboration of those weak-minded souls who needed to desperately band together because by themselves they were never shit as they consistently gained their confidence (false sense of security) through the facades of their own pathetic little circles.

sweet treat heartsWhat I didn’t realize as a child as I do absolutely now is that everyone of those individuals have already and those who have accumulated along the way do reap much more worse than what they have sowed as at the first instant of dirty contemplation and deed it is “recorded” and “stored” for inevitable unbeknownst self reimbursement that automatically “tie” and “bind” here on earth and all to eternity.

Devious Contemplation:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/18/devious-contemplation/)

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pavementAbout thirteen years ago when I traveled to another borough other than of my own for service as a standby juror I and a load of other people who were scheduled to be there at the Brooklyn courthouse was dismissed to take an hour lunch break after having had spent the entire morning awaiting to be directed up to one of the court appointed rooms as to be questioned by a judge for the possible selection of jury duty.

During recess, I and an escort who came to keep me company through out the whole boring day left out the building and walked down the streets to view the scenery and to kill some time.

When we reached an avenue full of stores and fast food restaurants my escort wanted to get something to eat so we headed on over to a burger king that had a block that was crowded full of people and we both could feel the dreariness that was within and all around the atmosphere as the tone also had a distinct appearance of gloom.

The negative energy that hovered over and that was settled within the place was abysmal.

When my escort received their order of food I suggested that we take a tour across the street over to the next block that was separated by a wide space of city road as the setting had refreshingly caught my eye it looked like the total opposite of where we were standing and it indeed was just like an entirely different environment once we had finally made it completely over there.

Even the class of people were different they were more like us, refined, and the block was kept up and quiet with only a small number of people strolling around and occupying the vicinity. There was a feeling of positive energy that my escort and I both enveloped from within the vibration nothing dreadful that compared to the revulsion that was noticed and felt upon just straight on over down across to the other street.

in the streetIt was as if hell was literally positioned on one side of a Brooklyn pavement and heaven was positioned and situated merely a short distance away without any intercede or connection.

The matter was thought provoking to us at the time and it is still till this day.

We reflected on how deep the circumstance was and how the situation proceeds within life in general all through the universe and how very lucky and blessed that we are to not share within that unfortunate “lot” (fate).

Yes, it definitely is a free country to a certain extent because none of us are utterly as free as we genuinely would love to be but those grim individuals did belong on their very “own side” of the block that catered more to their own suggestive negative energy that had lingered and spread about amid the location.

It is not healthy to be around and within the association of the conflicting energies of other human beings that one’s own spirit will not harmoniously take on to. One thing that I have learned from a youngster on up was that my body, mind and soul has never lied to me or has failed me yet, and with thorough investigation, and when gut instinct and intuitive warnings tug and nag in graveness, even with just a pinch, there is no room for doubt I naturally know to listen as they are fortunate blessings and they are “true blessings” for all who can profoundly hear the message.

I never reveal everything that I know as I am “in tune” and “set apart” within my own unconventional zone.

Silence Is Golden:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/06/10/silence-is-golden/)