Bad Intentions

People getting mad and destructive through the cellestial bestowments directed out from the great universe.

Unfortunately desiring to harm other individuals because they are blessed in ways that they aren’t – Miss LaToya

I never understood why certain individuals who were of a lower intellect and character, tried to dominate and degrade, those who were of a higher level and caliber.

It happened all the time among specific type of people who considered themselves to be up to par, yet were actually not.

The ones who’d get downgraded and downplayed were the true definition of genuine sunstance, and quality.

Imitators who aspired to duplicate within their own facades, often hunted deep to find fault within those who were just living normally, often creating a barrage of unwarranted attacks, in a mere attempt to completely subdue one.

Strange how relentless people are, and how far many of them will go, due to their own  unfathomable resentment toward the favorable advantage naturally granted upon certain others.

Too Late For Sorry

When one tells the harsh truths about no good people fellow like-minded individuals don’t want to hear or believe it. When one tells vile lies on good people haters are eager to hear and ready to believe.

 

There are people now and for a while now who are and who have been sorry for the negativity in which they had directed toward me.

They feel stupid and regret the things that they have done and took part in yet I’d never accept their apologies and I would never forgive them. I don’t want any apology I just want them to suffer for their dumb errors.

I’d never even give them the benefit of the doubt I’m so disgusted by their ignorance and audacity to so readily believe and be so eager to falsely come up against me on account of whatever they heard from someone else’s mouth when they didn’t even know me personally. I never went around bothering anybody. People were getting mad because I didn’t want to be bothered with them and because I had no dirt on me.

If I didn’t have the strong mind and spirit in which I had where would I have been?

Fortunately I wasn’t affected or devastated by the ordeal, if anything, I was enhanced as I always continue to evolve and grow, however, I thought about other people who weren’t strong enough and had gotten destroyed through the barage of other people’s ignorance, jealousy, and lies.

I don’t care if what they were told did come from a family member or certain people who’d been around me. People lie on people every day and one can live with someone and hang around them and still don’t genuinely know the heart or mind of the individual.

People didn’t really know or understand me only smart people who were on my level or higher could see me for who I honestly was and they truly liked, loved, and respected me and they all still do they’d never listen to or go along with nonsense out of pure envy, jealousy, and idiotic misgiving, and people like them immediately earn my respect. My own mother admitted to me that she never understood everything about me because I never thought like or had the mentality of the average person.

As one born with second-sight it is very hard for me to put myself in these people’s shoes because I’ve always been able to look and see through people, things, and situations whereas other people couldn’t rationalize so I was never one to be easily deceived or one to fall for anything major. I’ve always had a mind of my own and analyzed things.

I’m so sick and tired of undesirables but here we go again. And I never cared anything about their kind though I keep getting warnings and messages about them and I am ever so grateful for the insightful revelations.

There are people who don’t use drugs who are trash and degenerate, and all people who dabbled in drugs don’t go around spreading and making up lies about their relatives, this type of behavior stems from a type of mental illness and a sickness within anyone behaving in this manner.

Most jealousy starts within the family and no one knows that better than me. There was tremendous dirt done by particular family members much too much through out the years to fit into just one post.

I unfortunately have an aunt by the name of Ernestine Lawrence and she was always extremely jealous of my mother and I along with my great grandmother Amanda Byars (who is deceased now) and uncle Willie Jr (also deceased) and all three of these individuals were junkies.

Tina has had the nerve to try to contact me through Facebook a few times a few months back I just ignored her request. I know what she’s up to I see right through her. The bitch is in trouble all of the dirt she’s done and the bitch also wants information.

It’s bad enough when one has envy and jealousy from others on the outside but when you have a few undesirable relatives deceptively conspiring along with a parade of fellow ignorant and gullible lowlifes in an effort to bring you down to the gutter level to where they are it is just despicable.

I’ve hated undesirables ever since childhood because of the way their minds operated and because they’ve always proved to be and cause nothing but trouble.

Ernestine Lawrence was so jealous of my intelligence and achievements so she went around lying saying I had no education. She was jealous of my mother’s intellect and the jobs that she was able to get so she went around saying that my mother never worked a day in her life.

Amanda Byars along with neighbors on the outside worked brujeria on my mother causing her to have a mental breakdown when I was a child then went around saying that she was crazy and that she bugged out over a man when this particular man and his sister was just mad because my mother didn’t want him or a baby by him.

They tried to do the same to me. Who puts black magic on a seven year old child on up?!

Men got mad at me because I didn’t want them too and lied and tried to give me a reputation and make me lose my mind with black magic I didn’t give a fuck about that shit couldn’t no man degrade me.

When I published my first book about the family they lied and said my mother told me what to write about when in truth my mother had no idea exactly what I was going to put in my novel. I would ask her a few questions from time to time but other than that she didn’t know, however, she knew it was autobiographical. Everything came from me and my own words as I’d been writing since the age of ten but Ernestine and Amanda didn’t know that about me as certain others who knew me did.

Unsavvy people took the word of jealous junkies who’ve committed every deed of dirt known to man and they are all paying for it now and in ways they wouldn’t recognize.

Tina (Ernestine Lawrence) has had HIV since the eighties and is dying like a dog. I don’t understand why it’s taking so long for her to die. I guess she has to suffer before she goes and busts the gates of hell wide open. She’ll go out with an explosion.

My uncle was still shooting up before he died from AIDs as Amanda tried to cover it up saying he had cancer. Amanda croaked in the year 2009. They were all miserable and had messed up their lives at an early age and tried so deeply to destroy mine and my mother’s.

Nevertheless, I was protected and came out on top because right prevailed over others wrongdoings and I don’t care about any of their sorry feelings or regard. I wish them all nothing but doom.

My mother is a little more understanding, she’s not taking up for any of them but she explained to me how some people get fooled by the crafty skill of a liar and when tall tales may come from members of someone’s family others just may not know any better. She told me that I shouldn’t compare myself to them as far as being able to distinguish specific matters because my world is completely different from theirs since I was born with extrasensory perception.

She also imparted how some of the instigators and harassers were victims themselves because they didn’t really know the truth or the real deal about what was actually going on until later. And how the junky’s mind is on a totally different level than that of a logical and healthy thinking mind.

My mother is right in her words, yes many of them are sick, but still I am not giving those who fell for what they wanted to hear and act on a free pass and I’m not making allowances for any of the worthless addicts who dared to ruin my life. There were plenty who took part and knew that they were all lying and went along with the conspiracy anyway it was all part of the game. Some were so ill they believed their own delusions.

They even used black magic from time to time to get inside my mother’s head to turn her against me with fabrications. A lot of people don’t understand how voodoo/black magic/witchcraft works but I do and it will effect the people around you. It also unnaturally effects everyday happenings and the energy around one.

My mother had many times been so nice and helpful to people just for them to turn around and do her dirty. I’m glad I’ve never been as nice and helpful toward certain people, not that she did anything wrong she just was good to some people who didn’t deserve her kindness.

The universe has been good to me and allowed me to be aloof to all of the wickedness that was around me so I won’t complain.

A Tortured Soul

My Page Turner by misslatoya

Melissa Campa said 4 hours ago

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Melissa Campa

These are lies of demonized souls, go far back as far as you can remember. The first time you felt abandoned or abused whether physically or mentally or sexually. The door was open from that day forward. You see I was just like you even suicidal, literally would negotiate with a voice telling me you’ll never see heaven you already love every day in sin (addicted to pain killers) so if you were to die and kill your self you would go to hell as you would go to hell anyways by the judgment of your sins according to your God! I cried I cut I screamed and then I remembered my dad took me and my brother to church Very young and we went up to the alter with our dad and accept Jesus as our lord and savior. I never knew exactly what I did but I knew I was more Of a threat because of it. The difference between a child of God that has a seed from a young age vs a new age follower or atheist is that the one who was brought up in a Christian home has been to church before has heard the word of God is a threat to the devil because gods word says in (Proverbs 22:6 Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.) you see I may not change your mind about God I’ve yelled at God when people I loved died I cursed God for allowing me to get beat my child’s father I was so mad but I still felt like who else do I have. My parents both live their lives and I had it rough growing up from being molested to watching my dad beat my mother while she never fought back and beat on us and because of my father I became so defensive always fighting and protecting the weaker individuals who I saw bullied. But if my mom or dad couldn’t do right by us as children. My dad the same man who hit me and my brother and mom took me to the living god and he placed a seed that seed is in certain chosen people. Jesus said if they hate me they’ll hate you too if the crucified me they will do it you because of ME. Jesus said but be of good cheer I have overcome the world. The devil the demons Satan comes against us threw other people who have been deceived who listened to the suggestions that God did this and its his fault. This whole world is ruled by demons look at the president! I’m not perfect I sin and I may sin again tomorrow I may say the same prayer god forgive you know how it goes but Jesus does because he knew god knew we will never ever be holy we will never get it right! If Jesus came to preach the word right now in this generation he would chose his disciples and they would be former pimps former murders former thief’s former gang members former homeless people former drug dealers and homosexuals. He never would ride around with the people of the church the holy traditional church and hypocrites. He would save the ones from what we see as the worst people he says these people are the first in the kingdom of heaven because basically people like them need more love and god sees the heart and he sees the soul has authority to cast out demons of torment of perversion, abuse and immortality etc. before you click off maybe you already did just give him a chance crawl to him say a few words and then next time maybe stand up to him say a few more words and if you ever feel like nothing is working with the new age practices you still can’t find peace you can’t find healing then run to god surrender in private take baby steps god know we can’t just change over night he knows we will never get it right. He’s not a god of suffering because the Old Testament was of the way the first living people of the world had to be obedient and this why god sent Jesus Christ his word says behold i make all things new. The new commandment I give you is to love each other. If I can suggest maybe listening to deliverance prayers on YouTube with head phones and water. Baby steps pray in private goodnight

 

In reply to Melissa Campa.

You sound like a very mentally and emotionally disturbed individual and one that isn’t intelligent enough to understand the depth of my writings.

Just because some people don’t like or agree with God and have different viewpoints or perceptions regarding him and his way does not mean that they are suffering, lost, or have been broken in some way. If anything it is quite the opposite and you need to stop being ignorant and closed- minded.

I was born a gifted child and one with the wisdom and knowledge to “see” and “discern”. I’ve experienced a lot of supernatural occurrences and ones that you have no idea exist. I was a happy child there were just some adults and relatives around me who weren’t happy within themselves but it wasn’t everyone.

I’ve never been or walked in your shoes as I’ve never been raped or sexually abused by anyone and I’ve never been mistreated by a parent. “Spiritual essence” in which constantly followed me would never have allowed those vile things to happen. I was lucky and blessed and had natural spiritual protection.

I was raised and brought up in love by a darn good mother and had lots of love given to me by my mother and solicitous attention given to me as well as from certain others that were around me. I was very well taken care of as a child on up that is partly why so many people were jealous of me.

So you’re venting to the wrong person.

I am very happy and fulfilled within myself and have a great peace of mind and what I venerate and believe in suits and serves me very well. Things are working out within my life accordingly and the universe is bringing to me the elements in which I desire.

I have been attacked all through out life by “particular” individuals-along with principalities-for being a good and unique person by those who are not of my caliber and who have a lack of knowledge into things in specific.

Yes, I do agree with one thing you’ve wrote and that is God does concern himself moreover with the negative people but it is not because they’re all sincere within their heart and deceptively mislead and all good people are not hippocrates because we don’t need or have to serve or consult with god to genuinely be of a positive nature or character by his definition.

You’re a tortured soul and you are brainwashed and people who are deeply troubled often incite to bring unnecessary problems to others. Go and get yourself some serious help.

A Truth Full Of Lies

Malicious people will call one a liar for speaking the truth.

For speaking a lie when they get caught malicious people will falsely state the truth, even sometimes expressing a tone of disdain, to cause intimidation and to deliberately give off a misleading impression with the intent to deceive.

Ill-natured people will often lie while aiming to tell what is perceived to them as truth and intentionally adapt themselves into believing their own self fulfilling lies.

 

(God) A Supernatural Bully

I am and always was blessed within many ways at the same time had to undergo unnatural encounters just because of the person that I am.

I’m glad not to be average and that I’m unique in my own right. I don’t owe anyone anything and I didn’t ask to come into this world to share within a life with other human beings with different natures and various mindsets.

The Lord did me no favor whatsoever as in my dreams when I sleep display and explain more beauty and meaning than on this earthly plane that he created.

God didn’t ask my permission in order for me to come here so I don’t need his while I have to remain here. Like I said, he didn’t do me any favor, this world isn’t a paradise that I should be ever so grateful to exist in.

The world in its dreadful condition is grotesquely overpopulated as it is with all kinds of shit. From disgusting insects to disgusting animals, disgusting principalities, and disgusting people.

Life is often times strange, unfair, and full of circumstantial misinterpretation and situations that compromise the lives of people on account of the ignorance or biases of others.

It seemed irresponsible to me to have us all here on the earth together why not keep the compatible in one section and the incompatible in other sections let everyone have their own suitable accomodating place of habitat.

Why be made to live a life or in a condition that one truly doesn’t want to be in? I loathe God, I truly do, and for more reasons than one, and I feel so insulted to be one that was created in his perverted formation of a plan.

From the beginning by designing a man and a woman to be together and to have sex, and having to have sex to have children, is all a turn off to me. Cutting up animals in the old days to atone for a sin since the wages for transgressions was death there had to be bloodshed so finally Jesus eventually came and did the ultimate sacrifice, all a bunch of sick shit to me.

But I guess I’m suppose to be crazy for not liking or agreeing with a God and within the fashion in which he made things to occur.

One thing is for certain and that is that I genuinely do love myself. When I look back on my life as a child I’ve noticed how disrespected I was by God and how I never trusted in him because I knew deep down inside that he was no good.

He disrespected me and my life one time too many by altering my destiny, using his trash to assist him, and by placing too many undesirables within my pathways, knowing the extent of my hatred toward them.

I always wondered who the fuck he thought he was as I never thought too highly of him or his reasoning. As I have the gifts to see I never saw anything special or perfect within him.

It is said that God makes no mistakes and if that is so that is a dangerous reality. At least if he made errors I could give him the benefit of the doubt but since his intentions are meant as what is suppose to be right it shows me just how wrong he is as a creator.

God is a disgrace and it clearly shows within his creation.

It seems to me I’m too headstrong for him whereas his trash caters to his demented teachings as they are twisted too.

If his words are so true why am I happier without him? If his words are so true why do I have peace of mind without him? If his words are so true why is the energy around me good without him?

I didn’t began to really live until I recognized my true love and light and separated myself from God’s oppressing grip and because I’ve broken free (years ago) and confirmed his unsavory nature he doesn’t want me to live the life that I am suppose to fully receive.

So even though he adheres to keep me stuck in a rut the rut does not adhere to stick to my spirit.

I’d rather live my life within truth, love, and strength and be cheated from what I truly deserve than to live within lies, unhappiness, and weakness just to be given an abundance of riches for being a mindless flunky only to serve and praise a God that is not worthy to be glorified.

If one could take away God’s power where would that leave him if he didn’t have all that supernatural weight to throw around and bully with? If he was void of his mighty energy to manifest how many would fear him then? -miss latoya lawrence

 

 

My Page Turner

Black Magic does all types of dirt and damage to people. It is evil and tragic, demented and traumatic.

Even though I was unaffected and protected God still allowed it to be projected so to me he will never be respected.

Life goes up and down. Going through beneath me things had pissed me off, but that sorcery shit was the last straw- never no more outrageousness will I have to endure- I turn the pages of my life forevermore.


The Good, The Bad, And The Ugly

After I came home from work yesterday I ran into one of my neighbors, an Italian woman in her seventies and she mentioned how the good people constantly have to suffer while people who are full of the devil nothing ever happens to them.

Yes, those of us that are upright tend to have to go through so much within life as the diabolical seem to get by easy, chiefly when orchestrating their dirt.

The context is absolutely backwards and definitely should be the other way around.

It’s a wicked world out there as well as the principalities who reign and influence and that venture to go against our efforts yet still and all there is a light that shines upon a great deal of us good folk one that cannot be shut off by any force of the darkness.

As it on many of occasion appears in which heinous individuals get away within their vile and foul serendipity that unjustifiably flows around to them. An unfortunate course of appalling luck outrageously bestowed by demonic intervention, that rotten satanic energy.

In the “mindful eye” it is very important to recognize that the unsavory folk are actually seized, tormented, and dissolved within their own true dimensions of hell, even if they aren’t able to perceive it.

 

 

The “B” And “N” Word

The word bitch seems to literally touch some people in the wrong spot. The term upsets, distresses, and agitates them.

The word Bitch gets these people highly emotional and from what I’ve seen I think the response is quite ridiculous.

I never understood why so many women get riled up over the word “Bitch”.

It’s just a word that has no significant value.

Just as the word “Nigger”, individuals place so much emphasis on words that are totally without meaning, even if people base their own feelings of what they believe or define when they assert their expressions.

Many of these name calling terms have been constantly used so much within society that they just subconsciously become a repetitive habit-forming part of some people’s vocabulary.

Getting hurt or offended over these names are self-inspired.

It’s as if our society groomed and programmed individuals to become conditioned (brainwashed) to react and be affected in order to cause influence within their personal attitudes.

What is offensive to me is when one expects that I should or would get bothered by being called a bitch or a nigger.

Nevertheless, everyone doesn’t think like me.

When I use the word bitch it’s just particularly said on impulse and/or mode. So if anyone calls me a bitch it goes through one ear and out the other.

 

 

 

Choices

There was this Haitian chick that tried to start an argument with me in the elevator as we escorted/transported elderly residents to and from their rooms to the dining area when I worked as a private companion for a lady resident at the Bristal assisted living facility in North Hills a couple of years ago.

I told her how ugly she was and to take off her weave and make up, and she couldn’t handle it. My words had bothered her for a good three weeks before she eventually let go of what she initiated to begin with.

I don’t understand why women or girls with low self-esteem dish out nonsense that they cannot take back in return. They need to keep their mouth shut and stop being petty toward other confident women that they don’t personally know and that aren’t bothering them.

Some of these females act worse than children.

Another young Caribbean girl who also worked there caught wind of what went on during my scoff at the other woman.

“We’re immigrants”, she said.

“Why don’t you go become a doctor?” She also addressed to me, in response to her hearing that I specifically mentioned to the one in the elevator “I’m american, this is my country”.

The way I took her words was that I was born here in this country of the united states and that I have every opportunity in the world to take advantage of becoming what I wanted compared to them having to struggle and make do within the field that they were in.

Yes, it’s true If I really wanted to be a doctor or even a lawyer I genuinely could have been those things, however, my heart wasn’t in it. I had no interest in those fields.

Also, even though there are a different type of physicians and different type of attorneys when one is a doctor there is an obligation to serve and to take care of every patient in need of emergency care or help unless maybe one sets up a private practice of their very own.

For the most part I wouldn’t want to help everyone and I’d never forgive myself if I saved a piece of trashes life.

As far as the law goes I would be darn good at legal representation, debating, standing up and fighting for what I believe in to make a change, and for adhering to what is right according to what I agree with.

Nevertheless, I don’t agree with the certain laws of the land and the way the judicial system operates.

 

Ill By Nature

Does stupidity rule?

Why is what is average considered normal within human nature just because society caters to their own description of a perceived common familiarity.

While many are born sick already through genetics or by chance, with the decades of the drug epidemic and the illegal use of drugs that many consume like the air that they breathe up these days they considerably add to the problem, breeding a new ground of dysfunction.

There are a lot of sick people in the world and they’re getting sicker by the day and at various stages and various degrees.

As a society that is willfully unreasonable against the reasonable mental illness among many seems to be the norm. People are walking around with mental illness who haven’t been diagnosed.

Has it officially come to be that insanity is classified as sanity in an insane world?

Mental illness is a serious problem and one that even the doctors cannot control.

Sufferers are prescribed drugs (even some young children are on prozac) but often times the medications do not work or are not effective enough.

When individuals come down with serious physical conditions of illness often times the worst possible outcome could foreshadow immobility (paralysis/incapacitation) or a death.

In the case of the mentally ill the situation could get so bad that death is a condition that may be actually wished upon the sufferer.

Even though these people are sick and not always responsible for or in control of their unfortunate mental affliction and/or behavior individuals within this category sometimes bring about trouble and instead of developing a sympathetic or humane approach toward them it promotes a reaction of contempt.

Of course, not everyone who suffers from mental illness is annoying, miserable or dangerous as there are so-called normal/mentally healthy people who are notoriously this way and cause a great response of aversion within many.

In the fashion that government and societal resource accommodate the drug users and abusers and ill-bred the world is launching down the welcome mat and inspiring a new generation of nuts.

Loathe And Despise

My mother listens to the radio station from time to time in the morning and Steve Harvey comes on, always running his mouth and talking about God. This man has done so much dirt within his life and has the nerve to give advice and continues on to express his corny and ineffective opinions and unrealistic soliloquies.

Today he mentioned the subject of hatred and how time consuming that it is to hate and about people that write on blogs expressing the hate that they feel as they talk about other people and things.

While I do understand that there are plenty that have and that have had negative things to say about him online and plenty in general that write about or that mention their dislike of others publicly as well as privately it definitely is not time consuming or a waste of energy.

Anger and hatred Is healthy and normal it is just how the anger and hatred is handled depending on circumstance.

And I myself am not talking about speaking petty nonsense or unjustifiable lies as so many unfortunately do I’m talking about the power of truth and self expression.

One thing that is pathetic-and that is the ignorant mind-people need to just speak for themselves and stop placing their insecurities and personal notions and generalizations as a universal truth because it is indeed not.

I’ve heard those that are on a particular level in the past go around saying how they may have went hating certain people for years, inferring that the object of their contempt wasn’t always aware of their disdain or that while they were resenting that individual they on the other hand were going on with their lives smiling and cheerful or whatever, making them feel stupid or defeated and that may be the case with some people but so what?

What does that signify? Abosolutely nothing! It all depends on an individual’s own mentality as to why they feel the way they do and how it benefits or doesn’t benefit them. Everyone doesn’t see things within the same view and everyone doesn’t feel and experience within the same outcome.

There are people that hate me out of their own envy and jealousy and because I am a strong and intelligent person that doesn’t care or for whatever else and I don’t give a fuck.

Hatred is not a burden or a negativity for everyone. Hatred is no different than love as it is just a description of a feeling it is just that acting on hatred can produce what others view as negative incidents or results and some are fearful of that.

However, no one ever really complains too much when someone does a nice gesture out of love. Why isn’t that considered time consuming and a waste of time and energy especially when the one on the receiving end doesn’t care or isn’t appreciative?

People have liked, loved, and cared for me and I wasn’t touched or moved by it. I didn’t like, love, or care about them or have any consideration for their feelings because I didn’t take to them within that way whether it was just friendly or amorously by hopeful aquaintances, associates, or even relatives.

So all that I am saying is that every one that hates does not go around miserable everyday or every second dwelling and pondering over and about who they don’t like and we don’t care whether they are aware of it or not (It’s not a psychological competition it is just a natural feeling of intense dislike for another for whatever personal or general reason), in fact, we hate who we hate like what we like and genuinely enjoy ourselves as we go on and live our daily lives.

 

Hone One’s Own

Symptoms Of Voodoo/Black Magic by misslatoya

Keirria

In reply to misslatoya

 

I believe one of my fiancés female friends put voodoo on our relationships. I have been cut off from the dream world but because I am part psychic myself I can still get little parts of warnings that voodoo have been done by a jealous female and she keeps coming around to see how much damage her work have done. I have small kids and don’t want them to continue to witness this and have my body to continue going through the things she makes both me and him do to each other. I love my family deeply and hate that we ran in to this evil person and we are very good people. can you help us please or tell me what I must do . People will do a reading a see what I see but want help us with out money and that is something that is limited to us because f this jealous person. I feel so sad and hurt I could cry but my high self Is in tune so now I am ready for war with what ever raft this is this person sunt to my family. Peale help a kind hearted soul person and give me some advise to beat this evil ….I don’t want to be evil back just some good kind please . thank you kindly oh and the person have my school picture. They stole it out my car one day I just don’t know who it is or why.

 

In reply to Keirria.

You know, I never ever got to the point of feeling sad or hurt when my enemies came after me with voodoo/black magic or anything else. They could never hurt me mentally or emotionally with their words or actions.

From what I’ve learned through their ignorance is that they try to hurt others with the things that would hurt or bother them.

They were oblivious to the fact that there is a world full of people out there that are on different levels and with different mentalities.

What effects some or most will not at all effect certain others.

They didn’t seem to understand the distinction within individuality, they didn’t have the knowledge or experience to step out of their zones to adapt to the facts and realities of the diversity of life they were only familiar with the limitations and generalizations that they were use to.

And what I had to realize is that everyone wasn’t as emotionless and unaffected as I was.

So I didn’t feel any hurt but I felt anger and contempt because I knew what my enemies were about and what they were doing and what they had done to other good people and I am a good person though I do have a violent temper when I am provoked and I am vengeful, it is within my nature, when people do me wrong I fight back viciously.

So I may not be the person for you to come to because I have the gift of clairvoyance and the foundations of my own spirituality and view a lot of things from an unconventional perspective.

Just like other things in life voodoo/black magic has to also do with the mind as well as spiritual and physical and emotional and it all depends on how one’s mind works when it comes to defeating it. How you view things, what you believe in and etc… You have to be stronger than the negativity and if and when what is worked on you is the opposite of your true nature or desires it backfires making it easier to combat.

My passionate fiery side along with my spirituality enabled me to beat and further prevent these evil spells.

You as a person with some psychic ability as you have claimed say you are aware of what is going on around you but you should find your own path and solution that is befitting to you through meditation and divination.

A person of true ability is protected and guided by spirit. They’d already know to listen to their inner voice of wisdom that leads them to truth. You shouldn’t go to outside sources you wouldn’t need to. You should know if you really have a gift.

Information comes to people with extra sensory perception naturally and automatically through energy.

Intent

candle litCurrently adversaries seek to deprive me of all of the happiness and good luck that is around me right now, and I know.

It is just a vain repetition from their failure within the past that they continuously refuse to accept here now within the present. My contentment and celestial advantages is too much of a harsh reminder of the beauty that they were unable to tarnish from within and around me.

Their lies and their countless actions of devious measure toward me and toward the aspects surrounding my life went insufficient. The laws of the universe that govern my establishments are steadfast and upright, fierce and reprimanding. My adversaries have received a scolding that their sick and deficient minds cannot handle.

I am a target and have been attacked many times and one of the most annoying signs among certain others is a headache which is intended to trigger irritability, gloom, a clouding of my perspective, disorientation-all of which I absolutely do not feel due to the fashion in which I naturally operate-and a host of other back and forth emits of sorcery when the technique does not adhere to me and then reverse again unto them.

When one is extremely resilient within the mind and their energy is high, positively magnetic, robust, and unwavering, and others that are wicked are unable to persuade their way of thinking and/or manipulate their fortunate circumstances through the disruption of accomplishment and social relations by conspiring underhandedly on their own within palpable means they may resort to the impalpable ways of solution.

Envy and jealousy will provoke people to throw outbursts of unreasonable and unjustifiable hostility and it will also ignite them to rise up against an individual with allegations that are spurious (false/fake/forged) and unfounded, and sorcery brings about reactions of this nature in the same exact motion.

Witchcraft within all of its negative forms and terminologies of choice is a deception of illusion. A play on the faculty of concepts, ideas and images that form within the mind that is not present to the senses. It is also a strategy of attempt to debilitate one mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually and financially by sucking out all of their good “energy”.

 

A True Story Of One Living With The Caul:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/02/20/a-true-story-of-one-born-with-the-caulliving-the-life-of-my-spirituality-as-a-child-of-the-caul/)

Occult Power:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/11/03/occult-power/)

 

 

“Offended” Is Not Necessarily The Equivalent As To Being “Hurt”/Although It Means The Same To Some There Is Actually A Big Difference To Those Who Sincerely Know

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I am a very intellectual and analytical person by nature. I have always been very perceptive, unconventional, and very open-minded. And I have always had a very strong sense of self.

Now what I have learned growing up and had to try to understand is the way that some/certain people get their “feelings hurt” and what that actually means (It was indeed foreign to me-and that is no lie!).

I never would get hurt mentally or emotionally through what was supposedly considered “Damaging or “Wounding” within the eyes of those with a typical mind-set yet I did not realize in specific instances that others in particular who were limited in knowledge did not take it that way.

My mother would often tell me “Toya, you have no feelings.” Even people who were close to me knew that nothing really bothered me, I was just that way.

A neighborhood guy who didn’t even know me well enough came up to me on the street and said to me many years ago “You care/love animals more than you do people”.  I have to admit that he did discern me correctly.

Individuals often put their own insecurities on others. If they perceive something as a hurt and/or get offended by that same something in the like or what have you they will automatically assume that that is or will be another person’s same exact hurt.

I totally disagree, although, the majority of people or a great deal of the population are affected in that mode/fashion there are way too many other people within the world for everyone to actually feel and behave in the same.

610797-200The difference between being offended and actually hurt within my eyes and within reality is:

“Annoyed and Irritated”! (Just as “hatred” isn’t derived from fear or hurt)

I do of course get angry and pissed off at times depending on the mood and/or tolerance of the energy that is around me just like anybody else, especially and specifically if I am lied upon and other not so kosher/acceptable instances but it is not all of the time. It is stemmed entirely out of “anger” which is a natural and very healthy emotion. It is just how one goes about handling their hostility or rage.

And I usually just naturally dismiss and rebuff the offense because it does not and will not stay with me. It will quickly pass and it is all forgotten about.

One can be offended without being “mentally” or “emotionally” hurt. When one is hurt they “feel bad” or “distressed” (they can be angry at the same time too) over whatever the incident. If someone has a significant impact on them perhaps- “striking a nerve” of some sort it will resonate because it may “hit home”. The negative emotional affects will linger and the “mental” assault/attack will be prolonged as harm and injury has been caused upon the mind and spirit.

Many people do not intentionally set out to hurt another person’s feelings in fact most thoughtful people try to avoid that misgiving. In my life, though, there of course have been people who have deliberately said and have done things to try to “hurt” or “break” me to no avail.

They’d even prefer to believe that I was “faking” my strength or putting up a “front” (not everyone, just certain knuckleheads). Some people will even take one’s “kindness for weakness”.

The real deal is that those are imbecile or uninformed people who are not strong enough themselves and who are not wise enough to determine “cause”,  “effect” and “circumstance” so they cannot imagine no one else not feeling the pain in which they endure through the burden of their own lack of knowledge/self ignorance (they are limited in scope, view, and experience).

We all are the way we are for a reason. I always rose above and mastered my situations, recognizing myself as a spiritual soldier armed with qualities and characteristics innately bestowed upon me as a means for vital survival and as an instrument for influence and change.

I will always debate when necessary. I will always stand up for myself and I will always love and respect myself.

Hatred

Thursday, August 03, 2006 at 12:58 AM EDT

I’ve heard some people say that it isn’t good or healthy for one to go around carrying hate in their heart. And that it’s a waste of time to hate when it comes to feeling that particular way towards another person because they may not know how you feel about them.

I say that may be true for some but not for all.

I have hatred for certain people in the world and it’s not the hate itself that is the problem it is not being able to do anything with the hatred. Nasty things that we may want to do to people may get us in serious trouble and things that we may want to happen to them sometimes don’t.

And those who may hate us also often feel the same way. So to me it’s not the hatred that is agitating it is when you’re not able to put your hatred into action.

Everyone is an individual so people have their own minds.

I personally don’t focus on the people i hate every day. It’s sometimes when one of them or their kind fucks with me or someone who shares my opinions that makes me think of what needs to be done to them. Otherwise i’m fine.

Hatred does not interfere in my happiness because it’s a come and go thing.

 

Anger

Friday, March 24, 2006 at 8:34 PM EST

Anger is a normal emotion. It’s okay to get angry. The important thing is what you do with your anger, how you handle it.

It takes a lot to get me significantly angry. And when i get mad sometimes the outcome is not good because i have a ferocious temper.

I have gotten revenge on people who have done me wrong and in my eyes i was justified in doing so. Sometimes though, you have to think before giving in to actions initiated by anger. Some matters that lead to trouble are easy to get in then hard to get out of.

So far, i haven’t experienced any serious consequences due to retaliating out of my anger, nevertheless, there is a first time for everything and some things aren’t worth the effort.

People often get back what they deserve so priceless time doesn’t have to be wasted when life will naturally make them reap whatever they may have sowed, and you can move on satisfied without having had to lift a finger.

 

AIDS

Sunday, February 05, 2006 at 4:37 PM EST

I watch the news every day and yesterday i heard that HIV is on the rise more so now than ever. That 80,000 people are infected with AIDS, and 20,000 are infected and they don’t even know it.

I heard it is said that AIDS doesn’t have a look, that you can’t tell who might have it but that is not true. A neighbor and i have even discussed this issue. HIV shows up a lot in a person’s face. Sometimes their cheeks are sucked in. And some of them have twitches similar to a drug-addict, their bodies may appear stiff and they talk out of their heads.

Some people with HIV or full blown AIDS are very hurt, angry, or depressed and when they find out that they’ve contracted the deadly disease they intentionally go out and spread it to other people. Instead of doing this they should go and seek some serious counseling. But all can’t be reached by this method they are going to go do what they feel while they’re in their emotional state.

So the only thing that i can say to anyone who is having sex and cares about their bodies be very cautious in this day and age because people don’t care. Even if it’s someone that you think you can trust beware, you never know. Protect yourself the best way you know how. You only get one life to live and life is too short to be miserable living with such a foul incurable disease when you could be enjoying a happy healthy life.