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Kin Folk (My Lovely Family)

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I love my mother’s side of the family people like them don’t come around so often. I am so proud of them, to be related to them, and that I am of them and that they are of me as we all have our own unique identities that also draws within us our connection.

Knowing where you come from is so very important and interesting. And as a person of the caul it has by nature been detrimental that I not interact with certain types of individuals and things as they are not of my specific essence.

All of my good relatives outweigh the very few that I partially grew up with within my home that had resulted from the union of my grandmother (Catherine) and grandfather (Willie Sr).

My mother’s mother Catherine came from an extremely large family that originated in Virginia. They were very tight and close-knit just the way a real family should be they were good people and would always keep in contact with her when she moved to New York. I remember how they would regularly call her on the phone.

Some of her relatives eventually moved up from Virginia to all places such as parts of New Jersey and other states and boroughs of New York as well.

Census Records
1-40 of the members of my family

When My mother was a little girl her and her siblings would go down south and visit their grandmother and grandfather (Catherine’s parents) on the farm that they owned and where they would produce and sell their very own goods/products. My mother had two aunts and four uncles altogether and all members of the family cooperated and played a significant part in making the family business a success.

My great grandmother (Catherine’s mother) use to make homemade soaps and foods and etc…I have other relatives that owned their own funeral home that was still doing business in the 1980’s I don’t know if some of them expanded or still have the same business running currently.

On the farm our family had lots of animals including dogs. They had cows that my mother would milk, horses, mules, pigs, chickens-one of the mules had kicked my young uncle in the head once.

My mother had a lot of fun down there and was shown and given much love just as she did with me. I always had love and security around me that contribute to the strong person that I am today my real family from Virginia all stuck together and there were and still are many of us.

Even though many have passed on they are definitely not forgotten and their being deceased makes them no less of relevant to me as opposed to those that are actually living. They continue to be here with me in spirit and one would be a fool to fuck with me with all of the ancestors that I have lingering around loving and protecting me and my loved ones.

Census Records
41-80 members also included in my family

As I have communicated with them and gotten to also know them on another level “home is truly where the heart is” and no one can break that bond. Our love is a house homed by our energy.

One day as time went by Catherine just didn’t have time for her family anymore as she was more preoccupied with hanging out with the neighborhood trash within the area we weren’t even suppose to be living in that area she was originally set to move into a corner two family home over in another part of queens. She didn’t want to know her family again until she got ill from having a stroke back in the early 1980’s.

How could she forget where she came from to go down to the lowest forms of disgust?

I could and would never be so inauthentic and disloyal to my nature to be turned around when tested by negativity.

Nevertheless, here and there runts do run through our family trees that is why it is so important to not intermix genetically with certain lines of individuals even though what may have been done before our time we to certain extents have no control over.

I found a census that dates back to 1940 recorded of eighty members of my family, there are so many more of them not listed, however, a cousin of mine that is on the list acknowledged how my grandparents had another house other than the one that my mother and her siblings use to visit a bigger and beautiful home that they shared when she’d visit. Wow, I just can’t get over how much family we have and my mother remembers a lot of them I even remember some!

 

 

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Kin Folk (The Fruits And The Branches)

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When I was a baby my great grandmother Amanda Byars knew that I was gifted and that my mother had a power too aside from her being intelligent and multi talented and found out through one of the readers that she use to go to what I was going to grow up to become and got insanely jealous.

Any other normal relative would be happy and proud of and for the other members of the family.

She with the help of other undesirables went to have my mother and I crossed up in an attempt to change our destiny, the beautiful destiny that was fated for us. She wanted my mother labeled as crazy and wanted me to be just another statistic all to happen within a unnatural fashion through the black magic/brujeria done unto us.

Much to her disappointment my mother was one of the most competent and best mothers a daughter could have and she helped a lot of people that didn’t deserve to be helped.

She helped a bitch by the name of Annette Cromwell get into college years ago if it weren’t for my mother and her connections (because my mother knew a lot of people) she would not have been able to have the necessary documents filled out correctly and authorized, she helped a neighbor contact his long lost relatives through digging up files in the library, and she helped another neighbor get her disable son to collect disability benefits for the rest of his life, and that is just a very few of the things that my mother did for people who didn’t know how to go about doing these things on their own and for themselves.

I had a dream of my deceased great grandmother a few nights ago about how she was unable to get what she wanted. My life did not at all turn out to be the disaster that she wanted it to be and she is rotting in hell for all that she has done and tried to do to my mother and I.

My life hasn’t exactly went accordingly in order as to how it was suppose to go as far as career level is concerned as I was a long time ago suppose to have already become prominently established in all of the areas of field that I was originally to excel and prosper in.

My mother also should have come so much farther in life with all of the knowledge, smarts, talent and capability that she had and still has today.

I meanwhile instead had to take detours that still resulted into successful ventures yet never the directions in which I was meant to take although the journey to reach a portion of my destined peak currently is in it’s availability for me to someday eventually grab a hold of as no one could ever utterly take my blessings away and all this interference as a result from the damage that was done from the blockages and burdens of past black magic/brujeria.

When my blessings do come to me as designed I won’t get them in the ways that it would have come initially this time it will be even better and more meaningful as I have come to know the details of my existence more profoundly.

When I went to certain readers many years ago in my younger days I didn’t tell them that I was born with a caul I let them tell me as that was what they were suppose to do. I was lucky enough to find quite a few real legitimate readers that gave accurate readings.

Aside from the psychics ability to hit the nail on the head about a lot of the occurrences within my life they all had predicted the same things about me being very successful, having my own business and so on, that I was always meant for success but constantly had too much jealousy around me coming from other people.

I was born to have money and fame that money would never be a problem and told that I was going to be on television one day. I do admit that I don’t mind the money as my family never went without to begin with but I never wanted fame.

I’ve even dreamed many times of my future and the things meant to come for me as well as the actions of others so I knew that it was true as much has come to be and much has been blocked or delayed from me in receiving.

So it was interesting years ago when my great grandmother was alive back in the early 2000’s when her and the neighborhood trash were in the midst of working their brujeria uttered to me over the phone “I thought you were going to grow up to be somebody. I thought you were going to be on TV”.

Now where did she get that from? I never spoke to her or anyone else about what the psychics informed to me years before that. It is because she already knew my future as well as others did and spitefully said those words as if to say “I fixed you”, without knowing she was giving herself away.

“I never wanted to be on TV”, I told her. And that was the truth. “And I already am somebody”. I then expressed to her that I knew what she was doing and that her words weren’t hurting me as she wasn’t on the level intellectually or spiritually to understand where my head was at and where I was coming from and that really her words were just an honest reflection of herself and other unfortunate undesirables who were bitter and hurt through their own inferiority.

I’ll never understand why my grandmother Catherine dealt with and then married my grandfather, not that he was a bad man, because he was extremely smart and gifted but because that would bring a piece of trash like Amanda into our lives. It wasn’t his fault he had a mother of that nature but Catherine didn’t come from people like that. Too bad my grandfather didn’t know his father-where I strongly suspect he got his good qualities from, Amanda also didn’t have the same biological father as her other brothers and sisters, her mother was a gifted woman though and her other siblings weren’t trouble like she was.

Once Catherine did start raising a family with her husband I wish that she had of stopped having children after having my mother because the other three spawned their genetic trashiness from Amanda’s side and a lot of unnecessary bullshit-erupting from their envy, sickness, and jealousy along with associates of their kind- never would have escalated to the extent that it had.

 

Very Special, Lucky Babies

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Caulbearer Connections | “My Voice” Weblog By Miss LaToya Lawrence

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teapotConnie said 6 days ago

I was wondering if you knew, or anyone knows, what the odds are of me being a mother of identical twin girls, and having one of them deliver an en caul baby? Yes, the baby, (she) was born in her entire amniotic sac just a couple of days ago. And, just for kidding around, do you think I should play the next biggest lottery available? Honestly, I am very intrigued by the whole phenomenon.
Any information would be greatly appreciated,
Thank you,
Connie

You said 4 minutes ago

basket-of-applesA child born with the caul strictly over its face and a child born entirely within the amniotic sac are two different instances and are not to be classified within the same signification although a child born en caul can still have psychic capability even with full fledged abilities.

I’ve never met anyone within my personal life that was born en caul. I and certain others that I know along with family members were born with the caul over our faces at birth yet my family comes from the south and I have heard of the stories from others of some who were born within the amniotic sac and that were psychic and that could tell people their future.

Nevertheless, a child born with the caul over their face is definitely no superstitious nonsense and should be taken very seriously. I am forty-one years of age now and my earliest memories of noticing and experiencing my gifts were at the age of three and my abilities get even stronger as I continue to age gracefully.

When I was at a certain age I stopped going to school because I could not be within the same environment of specific types of people and other children that were demonic and that were of a negative energy it was not healthy for me to be around them it was very intolerable they ruined and dulled the atmosphere (https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/04/stages-of-a-caulbearer/). I was nothing like these people and I still am nowhere near like average within manner of bearing and within manner of thinking.

Entering into my teenage years I gained more insight and enlightenment and the natural power to build a shield around myself with connection and understanding with the universe to protect my energy field yet it is still repulsing and intolerable for me to keep within the company of undesirables yet I am unaffected by their actions and vibrations. I am able to work and interact around them on a professional and social level though I still have to keep my distance from them on a personal level as my spirit will absolutely not take to them.

As children of the caul we are very spiritual, intellectual and influential (some of us are even genuinely extremely magical) and we are often very misunderstood, misjudged and targeted by certain groups of diverse people who lack information and/or that are not on the same particular wavelength as we.

In general, true caul births are rare and we differ hugely from others yet as we all come from different backgrounds and walks of life with similar traits and characteristics we all have our own unique experiences and valid stories to tell.

To Elude The Truth?

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felineIsn’t it something when sick people who are extremely jealous and envious of us try to relentlessly stop us within life then attempt to blames us when or if difficulty occurs knowing all along that they were behind the sabotage to begin with?

As they deliberately try to cause damage for us through their duplicitous methods of intervention whether by lies and/or manipulation of circumstance they actually believe that we ourselves are suppose to be the scapegoat?

It was often so strange to me how these type of people considered themselves to be clever within their ominous ventures as their undertakings have always appeared and proved to be rather transparent within the keenly focused mind’s eye especially when the subject of their scheme was well aware of their own obvious talents and skill and logical reasoning of natural probability for success.

The red flag is automatically raised when particular essence according to bestowal does not properly go into fruition, so who is the genuine culpable fool?

Eleggua

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coconutsI stay close to Elegba as we have a special bond that no one can break, he is one of my African soldiers, the chief among the others yet all of them maintaining their high roles, whether it is my Goddess Oshun, right hand man Ogun, grandfather Orunmila or backup man Ochosi.

I love Elegba, he is and has been so good to me, and it is unbelievable.

Never have I been able to trust so loyally within a divine spirit to do right by me than he and my other specific Orishas that reside within and around my life and upon the universe, not to mention all of the truth , guidance,  love and respect that they have all expressed to me.

I am still amazed whenever Elegba occasionally shows and let’s me know when his powerful spirit is surrounding me by giving me signs, whether he turned on the light bulb that was screwed into a fixture of my old house that wasn’t at all functioning to turning on the television set of my current home after I had turned it off among other astonishing yet plausible things.

I remember when Ogun use to unlock the lock to the front door of my old home on occasion a few days shortly after I’d correspond to him within ritual.

There are many genuine tales of testimony that I could share on behalf of the congenial relations between my Orishas and I along with my beautiful and loving ancestors.

I feel so honored to have been born into the lineage that naturally incorporated these special Deities into my life, where would I have been without the necessary properties of the caul that imparted me with the ability of extra sensory perception to acknowledge and to communicate with those intangible beings, vibrations, energies and forces that have been looking out for and watching over me long before I had even come to know about it?

They all had been with me since I was a baby, especially my ancestors.

coconut-and-spiceWhere would I be without their direction and protection aside from the nature of my very own birthright?

I just cannot believe how they have not failed me, they are so real, so sincere, they are so within accordance and within correlation to the individual that I am and within vibration and within our connections within the universe.

 

 

 

It Is Hereditary, No Doubt!

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The Truth About The Caul And The Truth About Voodoo/Signs And Symptoms by misslatoya

Jennifer Leaman said 5 days ago

pumpkins-and-treeHello. I am looking for some information regarding caulbearers…. do you know if their children inherit any of their abilities?

You said 0 minutes ago

Yes, of course they do! Yet there is no guarantee that a person that is born with a veil will automatically pass their gifts down to one or every child/offspring, however, gifts/talents/ability are definitely bestowals that run through out the generations and that may sometimes skip a generation.

deersFor the most part though, and to answer your question more directly and honestly, again yes, children do ordinarily inherit the powers of the caul from their parent or even another relative whether they fit within the immediate family or the distant family relative.

As I was born with the caul/veil I do know this for a fact and it has ran along all through out my lineage as I have this supernatural attribute that dominates as it coincidentally and fortunately is on both sides of my family within more than one of the generations.

 And, although guys are also born with veils it is a gift that is mostly and frequently past down to women/females.

My Cousin Dottie (Another Lovely Memento)

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Dottie

Dottie

I last saw my cousin Dottie-who the family referred to as “Dot” her nickname like people always called me “Toy” or “Toya” for short-in person sometime in the nineties at her mothers apartment in the Bronx after she had passed away. Before then I hadn’t seen her since I was much younger aside from having talked to her over the phone once in a while.

I forgot the year in which Dottie herself passed away, however, Dottie was the glamorous type who was well off and that had lots of money and like me she never cared what anyone said or thought about her as she had many that were also jealous of her.

Dottie was one of my great-grandmothers sister’s twin daughters, the sister that is featured in my “Lovely Mementos” post and she was beautiful too. I am glad that I got to see her before she passed away as she was one who had told her aunt Amanda that she was “The worst one in their family” as the rest of us good ones shared the same view.

Dottie and one of her husbands

Dottie and one of her husbands

At one time in life at the very beginning Amanda had seemed alright yet something happened along the way, anyhow, us that had sense didn’t let those who were envious of our entire family and the things that we had as well as our character come between us and try to tear us apart as individuals-we sustained and I am proud!