The “Sleep” And The “Awoke”

Conspiracy and corruption, along with demoniac essence, goes on everywhere and in everyday life not just within the elite. They are just the traps that set up the bait.

We find quite a lot of acts and schemes played out within ruthless and determined ways for benefit or profit by ordinary people.

A lot of individuals don’t really know the depth of what is going on within this society.

Nevertheless, many of us who are genuinely spiritual inclined have always had the insight and connection to this realm, and beyond.

One of my strong and consistent faculties was being able to sense things about people that other people weren’t able to sense.

There is so much that I could get into and explain, however, I will give a brief summary of my point.

I remember through out different stages of life, I would try to tell certain people things in regard to whatever was the issue if I was confronted, and they’d refuse to listen to me then blame me for being difficult, or the one who was the trouble.

I’ve never had this problem with people who were “awoke” or on my high level/wavelength.

Now, some of this with particular people, was an attempt to gaslight me because I was no pushover and could see through them and their calculations. I was never anybody’s fool or one to be controlled and taken advantage of.

With others, it was their inability to discern through their limited view of perception as they would often come back to me later after having discovered the truth, acknowledging to me “Now I see”, or “I see what you mean”, or “You were right”.

Yet, I didn’t give a fuck what they were too late to have seen, and acknowledged, once their stupid asses rudely became aware of their errors, and then humbled by them.

Maybe I would have been kinder or more understanding if some had not been snidely injudicious. I don’t tolerate those who try to make me out to be the bad one because they have an inadequate mentality/mindset.

I never believed everything I watched on the news, read in news papers, learned in school, observed in religions, or heard from other people.

I wasn’t blinded by information just because it was handed out by those who were considered to be an authoritative figure or source.

My intuition and intelligence knew when something was not all about truth, or whereas something did not seem right. My mind was able to decipher through analysis, gut feelings, and plain common sense.

Many people are so dumb and weak-minded and easily deceived. They are mind controlled, and cemented within their own lack of knowledge and awareness-and they don’t even realize it.

A lot of people actually dimiss or reject genuine knowledge because it may go against what they have learned, heard, or was raised to believe.

I am so glad that I was never an individual who was able to be manipulated or programmed along with the masses of people who are slaves to the worldly system of government, and who are vulnerable to their propaganda and agendas.

 

The Depth Of Ignorance

 

I awoke this morning to the adorable sounds of birds chirping outside my window. They always sound so cute! Their chirruping lasted for a good hour.

I also awoke to a headache that intensified two days ago; the results of adversaries working against me through black magic-when will they learn or accept that their efforts are in vain?

It doesn’t ever matter what is going on within the world they are still preoccupied with trying to overcome me. When 9/11 hit they didn’t stop, and now with this corona virus they are still at it. World events do not distract or deter them from their envies and resentment being put into action.

They are trying to communicate with me through dreams in an attempt to manipulate me into their false perception of what should be.

I have an extremely strong spirit and strong mind; I do not and have never thought the way average, or below average people do. No one can steer my mind from the truth or of my definite nature, it is impossible; yet, reason does not register with sick people.

My adversaries know who to mess with and who not to so they are just acting stupid right now. My conquering of them was, and still is, too much for them to handle. The idiocy they showed was too much for them to bear. Nevertheless, their nonsense attempts at trying to undermine the facts of their defeat is a total waste of time.

Bad Intentions

People getting mad and destructive through the cellestial bestowments directed out from the great universe.

Unfortunately desiring to harm other individuals because they are blessed in ways that they aren’t – Miss LaToya

I never understood why certain individuals who were of a lower intellect and character, tried to dominate and degrade, those who were of a higher level and caliber.

It happened all the time among specific type of people who considered themselves to be up to par, yet were actually not.

The ones who’d get downgraded and downplayed were the true definition of genuine sunstance, and quality.

Imitators who aspired to duplicate within their own facades, often hunted deep to find fault within those who were just living normally, often creating a barrage of unwarranted attacks, in a mere attempt to completely subdue one.

Strange how relentless people are, and how far many of them will go, due to their own  unfathomable resentment toward the favorable advantage naturally granted upon certain others.

Funny Facts: Dope Lesson For Dummies

Dope is for dopes, a dead high just to get by.

Fiends put themselves into a sleep, as they can’t cope because life is just too deep. -miss latoya

I wonder what was in that heroin to incite a lot of junkies to believe they were experts on everything.

They have a delusion in where they are smart and everyone else is dumb.

Within their false assumptions, distorted points of view, and severely altered mind state, they are in tune to various illusion in which blows away the most keen individual toward a hysterical fit of laughter.

Their reasoning is outrageous, and their logic is quite ludicrous.

I guess those of us within a healthy and productive mindset, and bestowing extra sensory capacity, have a lot to learn by not adapting to what is not reality.

Once one begins to regularly deliberate within fallacy, they’ll be just as bright and informed as the junkie, and also agreeably welcomed, and suitably joined, into the fool’s comfortably inadequate paradise.

Jealousy

On one of my blogs titled Working Woman, I’ve talked a bit about my mother, and the good relationship we’ve had during my childhood on up.

Ignorant adversaries, however, seem to constantly assume for some reason that if they intervene it would cause some type of uproar or inconvenience within my life.

My mother is not and has never been some crutch or resource that I need to lean on or to survive by.

I don’t understand why these idiotic degenerates continue to attempt to play on her mind through black magic. Since she’s had a history of having a breakdown they prey on what they consider her vulnerability.

The other night, I heard, as I am Clairaudient, the discussion of inciting conflict between my mother and I. Adversaries from time to time want to use her, and speak through her, in order to get to me psychology with bullshit.

These utterances are to actually come from her mouth while they manipulate her mind and emotions, and I am supposed to succumb to the ploy.

My mother does have some personal issues yet I have absolutely no attachment to that whatsoever.

When a person is sick or gets sick they are not in their original mindset, not their usual self, or thinking within their general pattern.

The circumstance has no bearing on my life, just because we have had good memories, and experiences together, doesn’t mean it’s dependent upon my present or future happiness.

Plenty of children and parents have fond recollections and get along. It doesn’t mean we are unable to separate one from the other. If discord was to arise it’s logical to move on with living a healthy life, and at a distance if necessary, all depending on the state of the relationship.

The situation is definitely not normal and I don’t understand our adversaries distorted perception of the relationship between my mother and I and how they assume it would affect my life.

Nevertheless, trying to play on one’s mental illness to perpetuate delusion is expressing the deep mental illness in which they most definitely possess themselves.

It’s all a waste of time and energy as I am ahead and unfazed.

It is really insane how they pathetically and absurdly keep this nonsense going periodically, and this very morbid attachment in which they have to me and my life that they refuse to let go of.

Well, they can sadly hang on by themselves.

 

 

Ill People, Ill World

The mind is a powerful tool when it functions correctly and within accordance to one’s own healthy nature and distinction.

It is also powerful how one’s mind works and doesn’t work, and often how one thinks and operates, which causes action or reaction to what they accurately or inaccurately conclude.

I’ve been around a lot of people with mental illness and emotional problems both personally and professionally, the ordeal hasn’t at all made me compassionate toward any of their circumstances, many of them prove to be nothing but a burden and much trouble.

It is different when I have worked in an environment with those having mental affliction as it was a job in which I got paid for and I did not have to live with them or interact with any of them on a personal level.

I don’t have the patience or tolerance for sick people.

There are many type of mental illness that effect people and that stem from drug use, psychological disorders, chemical imbalances, unreasonable mentalities and irrational ignorance, aside from some already being born sick.

There are many who do not consider themselves mentally ill since there may be others in the majority who may share their same ideas, thought patterns, habits, desires and modes of living.

Sick people and their rise into society have become so widespread and acceptable that their influence has inspired a definition of what is now the “normal”. Anything challenging or opposing this long time outrageous process is in return described as being ill or off balance.

I know as a truly well person that I have to be vigilant and careful as this world continues to change for the worse in specific matters. My common sense, logic, intelligence, and truth, will eventually just be looked upon as nonsense as more and more of those without the proper sense take over within everyday life.

Its happening in government to such an extent and within political events, slyly escorting the gifted or adroit out and welcoming the typical in.

I genuinely believe that is the plan anyway.

To get rid of the certain strong, smart, and sane individuals who have a mind of their own and who can’t be manipulated or controlled to cater to the more susceptible and ordinary who can easily be persuaded.

A lot of weak people give in, and some just play along, I refuse to give in or to play along. I am not intimidated by the backlash for holding my own, and not following along with the deceptions and corruptions in society, not even at the cost of those who’ll attempt to ruin me with lies as a payback.

They’ve done it before, and guess what? I’m far from ruined!

I’d just say bring it on as I’m nowhere near afraid and I won’t back down.

Lies cannot destroy the truth. Truth is reality, lies are just fantasy to build up facades.

As I live and look back I realize just how strong and astute in the mind I really am and no one will ever take that fact away from me.

I’m one of the strongest people that I know.

Too Late For Sorry

When one tells the harsh truths about no good people fellow like-minded individuals don’t want to hear or believe it. When one tells vile lies on good people haters are eager to hear and ready to believe.

 

There are people now and for a while now who are and who have been sorry for the negativity in which they had directed toward me.

They feel stupid and regret the things that they have done and took part in yet I’d never accept their apologies and I would never forgive them. I don’t want any apology I just want them to suffer for their dumb errors.

I’d never even give them the benefit of the doubt I’m so disgusted by their ignorance and audacity to so readily believe and be so eager to falsely come up against me on account of whatever they heard from someone else’s mouth when they didn’t even know me personally. I never went around bothering anybody. People were getting mad because I didn’t want to be bothered with them and because I had no dirt on me.

If I didn’t have the strong mind and spirit in which I had where would I have been?

Fortunately I wasn’t affected or devastated by the ordeal, if anything, I was enhanced as I always continue to evolve and grow, however, I thought about other people who weren’t strong enough and had gotten destroyed through the barage of other people’s ignorance, jealousy, and lies.

I don’t care if what they were told did come from a family member or certain people who’d been around me. People lie on people every day and one can live with someone and hang around them and still don’t genuinely know the heart or mind of the individual.

People didn’t really know or understand me only smart people who were on my level or higher could see me for who I honestly was and they truly liked, loved, and respected me and they all still do they’d never listen to or go along with nonsense out of pure envy, jealousy, and idiotic misgiving, and people like them immediately earn my respect. My own mother admitted to me that she never understood everything about me because I never thought like or had the mentality of the average person.

As one born with second-sight it is very hard for me to put myself in these people’s shoes because I’ve always been able to look and see through people, things, and situations whereas other people couldn’t rationalize so I was never one to be easily deceived or one to fall for anything major. I’ve always had a mind of my own and analyzed things.

I’m so sick and tired of undesirables but here we go again. And I never cared anything about their kind though I keep getting warnings and messages about them and I am ever so grateful for the insightful revelations.

There are people who don’t use drugs who are trash and degenerate, and all people who dabbled in drugs don’t go around spreading and making up lies about their relatives, this type of behavior stems from a type of mental illness and a sickness within anyone behaving in this manner.

Most jealousy starts within the family and no one knows that better than me. There was tremendous dirt done by particular family members much too much through out the years to fit into just one post.

I unfortunately have an aunt by the name of Ernestine Lawrence and she was always extremely jealous of my mother and I along with my great grandmother Amanda Byars (who is deceased now) and uncle Willie Jr (also deceased) and all three of these individuals were junkies.

Tina has had the nerve to try to contact me through Facebook a few times a few months back I just ignored her request. I know what she’s up to I see right through her. The bitch is in trouble all of the dirt she’s done and the bitch also wants information.

It’s bad enough when one has envy and jealousy from others on the outside but when you have a few undesirable relatives deceptively conspiring along with a parade of fellow ignorant and gullible lowlifes in an effort to bring you down to the gutter level to where they are it is just despicable.

I’ve hated undesirables ever since childhood because of the way their minds operated and because they’ve always proved to be and cause nothing but trouble.

Ernestine Lawrence was so jealous of my intelligence and achievements so she went around lying saying I had no education. She was jealous of my mother’s intellect and the jobs that she was able to get so she went around saying that my mother never worked a day in her life.

Amanda Byars along with neighbors on the outside worked brujeria on my mother causing her to have a mental breakdown when I was a child then went around saying that she was crazy and that she bugged out over a man when this particular man and his sister was just mad because my mother didn’t want him or a baby by him.

They tried to do the same to me. Who puts black magic on a seven year old child on up?!

Men got mad at me because I didn’t want them too and lied and tried to give me a reputation and make me lose my mind with black magic I didn’t give a fuck about that shit couldn’t no man degrade me.

When I published my first book about the family they lied and said my mother told me what to write about when in truth my mother had no idea exactly what I was going to put in my novel. I would ask her a few questions from time to time but other than that she didn’t know, however, she knew it was autobiographical. Everything came from me and my own words as I’d been writing since the age of ten but Ernestine and Amanda didn’t know that about me as certain others who knew me did.

Unsavvy people took the word of jealous junkies who’ve committed every deed of dirt known to man and they are all paying for it now and in ways they wouldn’t recognize.

Tina (Ernestine Lawrence) has had HIV since the eighties and is dying like a dog. I don’t understand why it’s taking so long for her to die. I guess she has to suffer before she goes and busts the gates of hell wide open. She’ll go out with an explosion.

My uncle was still shooting up before he died from AIDs as Amanda tried to cover it up saying he had cancer. Amanda croaked in the year 2009. They were all miserable and had messed up their lives at an early age and tried so deeply to destroy mine and my mother’s.

Nevertheless, I was protected and came out on top because right prevailed over others wrongdoings and I don’t care about any of their sorry feelings or regard. I wish them all nothing but doom.

My mother is a little more understanding, she’s not taking up for any of them but she explained to me how some people get fooled by the crafty skill of a liar and when tall tales may come from members of someone’s family others just may not know any better. She told me that I shouldn’t compare myself to them as far as being able to distinguish specific matters because my world is completely different from theirs since I was born with extrasensory perception.

She also imparted how some of the instigators and harassers were victims themselves because they didn’t really know the truth or the real deal about what was actually going on until later. And how the junky’s mind is on a totally different level than that of a logical and healthy thinking mind.

My mother is right in her words, yes many of them are sick, but still I am not giving those who fell for what they wanted to hear and act on a free pass and I’m not making allowances for any of the worthless addicts who dared to ruin my life. There were plenty who took part and knew that they were all lying and went along with the conspiracy anyway it was all part of the game. Some were so ill they believed their own delusions.

They even used black magic from time to time to get inside my mother’s head to turn her against me with fabrications. A lot of people don’t understand how voodoo/black magic/witchcraft works but I do and it will effect the people around you. It also unnaturally effects everyday happenings and the energy around one.

My mother had many times been so nice and helpful to people just for them to turn around and do her dirty. I’m glad I’ve never been as nice and helpful toward certain people, not that she did anything wrong she just was good to some people who didn’t deserve her kindness.

The universe has been good to me and allowed me to be aloof to all of the wickedness that was around me so I won’t complain.

Wendy Williams

I’ve never been a fan of Wendy Williams and I am not a frequent viewer of her talk show.

I have a relative who tunes in to her from time to time just for the hell of it and today a repeat episode of Wendy’s ran where she spoke on people home schooling their children. Wendy has stated before on her show that she is not fond of home schooling and she mentioned today how the situation in her opinion prevents socialization.

There are definitely other ways in which a child is able to mingle or socialize and grow up productively besides attending a public school with other children so she is wrong, nevertheless, this is not the matter I have with Wendy after watching the segment my issue is her criticizing some parents reasons for not wanting their children learning around conflicting environments created by the cruelty of other kids .

Now, I understand in the real world there are these same circumstances and behaviors of adult people that occur everyday and that are an unfortunate part of what goes on within society.

Early life experience does lead one to awareness, preparation, adapting, and coping methods, however, to say that everyone has been bullied and taunted with remarks that are hurtful but that the events served to makes us all out to be stronger and today’s generation are raising a bunch of wimps as if bullying or harassing and taunting behavior from others is an acceptable rite of passage.

So certain parents who don’t want their children interacting with other toxic dysfunctional fuckers contributes to being weak? I think not!

And where is Wendy William’s so strong at? She is one who has had nothing but major self esteem issues as the bitch has been heavily addicted to drugs and alcohol, lowered herself so bad to suck on mens penises, surgically blew up her breast to resemble hideous basketball titties, and married a man who she allowed to continuously use and abuse her.

Wendy Williams needs to talk about no one because her shit is all fucked up.

It’s fellow trash like her with the same ignorant mentality which promotes bullies and harassment among degenerates within the first place.

People of a specific mindset only insult, try to dominate, or attack, because they assume that it will hurt, give them control, or cause fear.

To categorize everyone as the same and take for granted that everyone will react within the same to these instances is a mistake and generalization.

I remember when I had people harassing me and trying to bring me down years ago for no reason other than “the green eyed monster”, and accused me of putting up a front because I was undisturbed by their conspiracy of spreading lies and rumors against me then having people I didn’t even know utter out insults and remarks at me in attempts to intimidate me, and I had absolutely no idea what they were talking about as I truly wasn’t fazed by their bullshit.

What the incident genuinely came down to was they themselves really didn’t have the strength and level of mentality as I did to sincerely be unaffected by the negative treatment of other people and they knew it. They would have been crushed and destroyed if it had been done to them and that is why they used that stupid shit on me yet it failed to give them the results that they were looking for. I always ignored them and their “game” as their nonsense was an honest reflection of their own bouts with inadequacy.

And, don’t stand up for yourself or speak your mind if need be, though, because you’ll just get accused of being “defensive” the psychological mind game and manipulation tactic in which assholes use in order to place their own insecurities on you when they can’t deal with accepting truth or fault.

Wendy Williams is a total idiot bullying another doesn’t make them stronger look at the poor souls who commit suicide (not that everyone who kills themself is weak because all of them were not) or become flunkies to the human asses that they kiss due to low self worth?

One has to already have strength to endure and to get even stronger that is why people try to break them.

Bullies aren’t people with real strength as their only weapon is feeding off the fear of another. Usually it is the victim who is the strong one yet doesn’t even realize it yet and if or when they eventually find their courage the bully then becomes the true wimp.

Any form of bullying is and should be unacceptable.

People Who Call Us Positive People Negative When They Are The Negative Ones

No one can manipulate me into thinking within a fashion that is not of my nature and no one can manipulate me into acting within accordance to what is not of my innate state of being.

When one refuses to bow down to another just to get along with certain others they are considered being negative.

When one doesn’t like or want to be bothered with specific kinds of people they are considered being negative.

When one has a mind of their own which cannot be swayed and isn’t easily influenced by others and one doesn’t follow a crowd to fit in they are considered being negative.

When one isn’t afraid to stand up for what they know or believe in they are considered being negative.

When one tells a truth in which certain others don’t like or agree with they are considered being negative.

When others lie on one or does some type of malicious deed against them and one justifiably takes up for themself they are considered being negative.

When one doesn’t allow others to walk all over them and get over on them for their own benefit or through manipulative tactics they are considered being negative.

When one can sense and perceive unfavorable things about individuals that others are unable to see, process, or recognize for themself they are considered being negative.

Everything is being negative when it comes to the convenience of the actual negative people themselves. Anything to unscrupulously control an instance or provoke a situation in which to better suit their own ulterior motives and design.

And many unknowing and unsavvy people fall for their schemes as there are many who are oblivious to the artful guile of others in particular, or who share within the same mentality, or who just have a similar mode of calculating mindset.

Individuals who are in the right are often told that their own so called “negative behavior” will just create more negativity along down the line as to blame the intended target of unfairness for the trouble that is deliberately or primarily caused by others, a coercive statement which is lent to further manipulate one into submitting to and accepting the mischievous treatment and behavior of certain others, and to also permit them to freely get away with continuing on in their malicious deeds and actions within the future.

It is indeed a cunning and deceptive measure of audacity to acknowledge, a persuasive approach of nonsense talk which I have never listened to, as in reality, people of this nature inevitably create a vicious loop of negativity to spiral back at themselves when it comes to an individual as in tune as I am.

A lot of people don’t like other people who are too smart and who are too strong within the mind and within character especially those of us that by nature and instinct will fiercely tussle back when necessary.

The more these type of “sick” (as I call them) or unethical (if one wants to call them) people act out within their wrongdoings whether perceived to them as such, or not, the more they become disreputable and detestable to me.

A Truth Full Of Lies

Malicious people will call one a liar for speaking the truth.

For speaking a lie when they get caught malicious people will falsely state the truth, even sometimes expressing a tone of disdain, to cause intimidation and to deliberately give off a misleading impression with the intent to deceive.

Ill-natured people will often lie while aiming to tell what is perceived to them as truth and intentionally adapt themselves into believing their own self fulfilling lies.

 

The “B” And “N” Word

The word bitch seems to literally touch some people in the wrong spot. The term upsets, distresses, and agitates them.

The word Bitch gets these people highly emotional and from what I’ve seen I think the response is quite ridiculous.

I never understood why so many women get riled up over the word “Bitch”.

It’s just a word that has no significant value.

Just as the word “Nigger”, individuals place so much emphasis on words that are totally without meaning, even if people base their own feelings of what they believe or define when they assert their expressions.

Many of these name calling terms have been constantly used so much within society that they just subconsciously become a repetitive habit-forming part of some people’s vocabulary.

Getting hurt or offended over these names are self-inspired.

It’s as if our society groomed and programmed individuals to become conditioned (brainwashed) to react and be affected in order to cause influence within their personal attitudes.

What is offensive to me is when one expects that I should or would get bothered by being called a bitch or a nigger.

Nevertheless, everyone doesn’t think like me.

When I use the word bitch it’s just particularly said on impulse and/or mode. So if anyone calls me a bitch it goes through one ear and out the other.

 

 

 

Karma Can Be So Sweet!

This past Friday on January 25, 2019 I was out in the field doing a ten hour fill in shift at the Brandywine assisted living facility located in queens (which is an undesirable place to work as it is kind of torn down in my opinion compared to the more luxurious facilities that I have continuously worked at) and ran into a knucklehead that use to work in the same department as I did when I worked at Sears seven years ago.

I don’t remember the correct spelling of her name but to give the closest examples of it “Madulla”, “Madrulla” or “Mahudrulla” something to the style of that but everyone called her Liz and I worked at Sears before she had come along as she had against the rules got the job there because she was dating and screwing the team lead manager of our department. She never did any real work, however, she use to follow along with bullshit in trying to harass me with false made up rumors due to ignorance and jealousy.

Well, this dumb tramp happened to be working at Brandywine and called my name when she saw me as I ignored security whom didn’t want me to enter the dining room to attend to a client while I was wearing gloves.

When I returned to the lobby I told Liz “You have the nerve to call my name after all of the stupid shit that you use to do at Sears?”

I told her to talk all of that shit now! I told her that I’d beat her ass. I told her that she was a bitch and a slut and to step to me outside!

All Liz did was keep quiet and put her head down.

People with a lot of dirt on them like to do dirt to others who haven’t done anything and that haven’t done anything to them in attempts to bring them down out of envy and because they get intimidated-the bitch didn’t even know me-then they think it is all suppose to be forgotten about.

Don’t fuck with me and then get friendly I don’t care how long ago it is or was.

I kept cool back then because I knew the certain ones that took part in that nonsense were sick, jealous, and beneath me and, they weren’t worth losing my job over by retaliating verbally or physically as they were looking for responses from me anyway as in their warped mentality they probably would have thought they were getting to me but they weren’t.

I’m just a passionate person that is full of fire born under the sign of the bull (Taurus zodiac) and I don’t take any shit from anybody especially worthless trash.

The energy around me serenaded my actions as I was justified and glorified-this opportunity was meant to take place. I hate that stinking cunt!

 

Blessed

Another new year is about to come in and things are going my way and working in my favor as I continue to elevate and advance even further mentally and spiritually as usual as I was always ahead of my time.

When I look back at how all the jealous people had tried to interfere and bring me down within my life since childhood on up with lies, mind games, manipulations, black magic/voodoo/witchcraft and so on I just don’t understand why they all wasted their time yet one cannot explain logic and reason to deeply sick and disturbed individuals that redefine the true meaning of what being morbidly twisted actually represents.

They couldn’t take away my self-love, they couldn’t take away my high self-esteem, they couldn’t take away my intelligence, they couldn’t take away my strength, they couldn’t take away my confidence, they couldn’t take away my gifts and talents so what was the purpose?

They also definitely couldn’t take away the intense and genuine love, protection, respect, distinction and blessings that surround within my energetic field as they so desperately wanted that beauty and wellness for themselves but would never receive such an honor as the privilege and specialness was never meant for those of an inadequate and degenerate nature.

I was never happy within the way the world is and I never will be as I am not and never will be a part of this world.

I continue to want no part of it but I am so happy with my self and genuinely have so much love, peace, and security that steadfastly resides from within.

I am ever so grateful to the universe for being on point and constantly delivering I have faith in what to expect due to the loyalty though I never take anything for granted as I accept appreciatively.

What is around me you never cease to amaze me, truly awesome! – latoya lawrence

The Truth Should Always Be Exposed

Voodoo/Black Magic Removal And Reversal by misslatoya

Tracey said 6 hours ago

Just want to warn everyone about Tonita Poyser. Behind the scenes this woman is a demon witch who thinks she’s powerful and thinks she has control over a lot of people. She and her Mother and family has done a lot of evil acts such as blood sacrifices, death curses etc to people in order to gain power, money etc. Her Mother Cecelia Bond is even worse!!!
I know this to be true about them as I have experienced it firsthand with them.
They act like they are Godly people going to church every Sunday, but they are not.
For anyone who knows this woman, her mother and family, just be careful, cause you never know what they might have done to you. These people are very evil and dangerous.

For anyone wondering what is this purpose of this post, I think it’s time we start to expose the evil ones who are doing evil, there are more good people on this planet and if we all come together and pray in God’s light to drive out the darkness, I believe surely one day we will be able to overcome all the evil people out there, and evil intentions towards humanity.

These people who practice these evil acts don’t want people out there to know the real truth about them, and will try to make their victims look like they are the mad or bad ones. It is time to start exposing them for what they truly are!!!

You said 0 minutes ago

First of all I just want to say that as a truly gifted and intelligent and knowledgeable woman with a strong and open mind I am well aware of certain low-minded and ill-intention people that may write to me for dishonorable results or silly set ups and it is not that I take every comment that I respond to as truth or as a cordial expression of similarity and sharing but I use certain topics and elaborate valuable input through my inner voice of spirit.

So what I am saying is that I take the good out of bad situations or circumstance and use it as an advantage and to my own advantage. Special people are always ahead of those that are calculating.

Now I don’t feel that everyone has an agenda when they contact me I just know that I am a target as many of us that are good, gifted, strong and that speak the truth are among people who’d like to see our downfall as that is evil’s mission, however, it doesn’t bother me.

When I notice a tactic used that may be thought to “reel” me in spirit moves me to take that opportunity to exercise wisdom. And that is just my acknowledgement in general because I am not and have never been anyone’s fool!

I commend anyone genuine for taking the initiative to write what is on their mind especially on a issue that has and that continues to wreak havoc on this entire world.

When we expose evil for what it is and the evil doers for what they are it weakens what they do in secret because it is made known and brought out into a “conscious” reaction of conflict to activation.

The more we expose the truth the more we destroy the negative energy that inevitably creates a positive change. And while we are doing that we also bring about and bring forth our purposes of what we are here to accomplish and fulfill more healthily and abundantly.

Us good are here and in reality we do reign we just need our day and time to shine ultimately and it is here and coming.

Those of us that are on the level and/or that have the insight would not have to wonder or automatically doubt or question an individual’s motives as to why they would publicly put out their messages as for many of us it is a necessity as we ourselves are naturally inspired and propelled by the “energy” to express ourselves and to speak out the much needed truths that need to be told. For many of us it is a calling, a gift, and a “power” that is handed upon us through the universe to utilize.

When spirit speaks to us we have to listen and act upon it.

Genuine power is within the truth. And the liars hate the truth and definitely do not want their true identities and true intentions to be out there at all. They are vicious deceivers and master manipulators who indeed turn everything negative around on us truly good people.

Of course, they try to make us out to appear to be the bad ones, to be the liars, and then they call us the crazy ones in a vile and vain attempt to scare and to discredit us as we can see through them and discern them for who they truly are and into the notorious depths of how they operate.

We don’t fear evil and we do not fear them, in fact, we are the intimidation/threats to them and they know it that is why they try so hard to destroy people like us but we that have knowledge know that it is impossible for the darkness to overpower the light. They prey on the fear of the ignorant or the uninformed that is why it is so very important for the proper information of what is going on to be known and as to their tactics of pattern.

When we authentically walk in truth there is no need to fear anyone or anything as the truth is what has us maintaining and standing strong to begin with and when one has the knowledge on top of it we can indeed move mountains while no one will be able to ever move us because we are concrete. We just sit back and watch our enemies panic and wait for them to come up with their next batch of ludicrous schemes to worm their ways out of.

Good people do need to come together yet they have to be wise enough in doing so because those that are evil do everything within their efforts to try to prevent that from happening through all types of manipulation against us in general. Many of them are so sick that they believe their own lies and they are sometimes convincing to those that are not able to read into them as well as we can and they just continue on to cause even more trouble and unnecessary confusion.

It seems though now as so many of us have went through this with these kinds of people they all are not getting away with these things as they use to anymore and have gotten caught. The dirt that they have done to and upon us we as individuals were strong enough to handle and disperse (circulate/branch out/produce) yet they are genuinely cowardly people because they cannot handle and stand up to their defeats, consequences, and punishments and will do all that they can to resist and stall.

As long as this imperfect world is within existence there will always be negativity along with evil people only once the world ends and that new paradise begins within all of our own celestial destinations according to our own fates when we make our transitions whether good or bad will there finally be a genuine end to all bad things and people.

But of course, we as a people here on this earth for the time being are very capable of making great positive changes to a much better world and better ways of living but we as good people would really have to be determined and have that internal “fire” to continuously fight for what we want and make that happen by no means turning against each other within the process of eliminating the bad people in their destructive actions towards us and our designs. We all have to put our minds (knowledge/intelligence), talents, and uniqueness together and make some beautiful “Magic” for all the world to see.

And P.S. And just for the record: most people within the church just masquerade and are true demons (demonic individuals with the mark of the beast) and many congregations are in disguise just temples and bodies of devil worship and evil supernatural practices.

A Day In The Life Of A Working Lady

When I finally left Toy R Us back in May of this year as I told a representative at the corporate office that I wanted to resign I had already had another job working at Burlington Coat Factory.

When I got hired at Burlington it wasn’t for the position that I had initially applied for (just like at Toys R Us nobody really wanted to do that job) the desperate bitch manager named Ruth explained to me that she was going to put me in the fitting room to work because none of the other previous fitting room attendants were able to meet audit for an entire year so I was suppose to be the new slave to put to the test and use? I don’t think so!

I wasn’t like the other worthless trashy flunky bitches (Marilyn Bartnick, Johanna Jackson and Latima Hall) that needed to be there. And I am darn sure not anybody’s ass kisser. All three of those inferior bitches tried to start trouble with me yet I ignored them as Ruth had stated “LaToya, your working with a bunch of women, just keep your mouth shut”.

I do understand that “average” jealous women do get catty and petty but not “real” women-“classy women” of intelligence and purpose don’t have time for nonsense. All we care about is being happy and taking great care of ourselves and optimistically preparing different things for our pleasant futures.

Johanna got mad because I expressed to Marilyn how I caught her sad and obvious attempt to sabotage my work-not that working in a fitting room is serious duty-however to people of that nature they don’t know what real work is so Johanna failed at her intention to make me look incompetent at a job that I was far overqualified for.

It reminded me of when I was one of the top workers at Sears about five years ago and after having working there for four years straight a few envious employees tried to mess up my work to get me into trouble, little did the stupid asses know that there were hidden cameras back there in the storage room where I was in charge of, and they were the ones that the head manager penalized. They had to clean up everything that they had intentionally unorganized.

Ruth told me that she knew I was doing everything that I was suppose to do (because she claimed she could see from afar, hidden cameras I assumed, because security also claimed that they knew everything going on within the area too) but that I just needed to speed up on my task of overloaded volumes of clothing that were being returned back to the store on a day to day basis and at the same time organize clothes to go back onto the sales floor while cleaning out and up after the fitting room as customers were nasty and constantly stacking up extra clothing. She wanted me to do all that shit within a short time every day so that she could make audit and take credit? That bitch must have been out of her fucking mind!

The real truth of it all is that they were always backed up due to the fact that they were too cheap to hire other people to fill out other positions I had heard other employees complaining of the excess areas of work that were being stacked upon them (one person bombarded with the impossible unless one was going to fuck up the work just to get it done within a hurry).

Latima, a literally bald headed bitch with no hair that was barely on the scalp, had the nerve to come to work with a thick long weave the next day after sporting her natural no hair style. This girl is so hideous looking as those are usually the ones to start conflict and she knew that she was ugly because she’d come to work with globs of make up on and still looked bad she got mad at me for doing work that another employee told me to do that she claimed she was going to do then accused me of lying about being told by the other worker to do so.

It was all a set up, silly shit that I ignored, and she made a scene because I would not give her the reaction that she was looking for I never understood why trash thought people should fear them they need to get off of their insecurities as they are absolutely nothing to fear. A customer was even disgusted by her and told me to report her as she was so unprofessional.

The next day Latima didn’t come into work so I told the woman named Karen who was in on the lie that “I come here to work and not for no bullshit” then she got scared and started kissing my ass because she knew she was guilty.

The day after that Ruth calls me into her office because she was disappointed because after a little over a month employed there I wasn’t being the flunky that she hoped and planned that I would be by working me like a damn dog and getting me to do what she wanted when she wanted and said to me “If you don’t speed it up in two more weeks then you’re out the door”.

I said to her, “Will you give me another position in the store since things are not happening fast enough for you?”

“No”, Ruth said.

“I’m leaving now because I’m an excellent worker”, I told her as I refuse to let anyone control me by threats of any kind just to keep a job. I can find work anywhere unlike the others that she had stranded there and wrapped around her finger.

“Okay”, Ruth got mad and said. “I’m going to terminate you out the system right now”. However she lied because she didn’t terminate me right then and there. She hadn’t expected me to come out with what I did. I have too much self esteem and self confidence to stay and tolerate bullshit-she thought she was a bitch-she didn’t know me very well because I can ultimately be the definition of a real bitch!

Instead of actually terminating me within the system I received a new hire benefits bullshit sent to my email later that day:

Intent

candle litCurrently adversaries seek to deprive me of all of the happiness and good luck that is around me right now, and I know.

It is just a vain repetition from their failure within the past that they continuously refuse to accept here now within the present. My contentment and celestial advantages is too much of a harsh reminder of the beauty that they were unable to tarnish from within and around me.

Their lies and their countless actions of devious measure toward me and toward the aspects surrounding my life went insufficient. The laws of the universe that govern my establishments are steadfast and upright, fierce and reprimanding. My adversaries have received a scolding that their sick and deficient minds cannot handle.

I am a target and have been attacked many times and one of the most annoying signs among certain others is a headache which is intended to trigger irritability, gloom, a clouding of my perspective, disorientation-all of which I absolutely do not feel due to the fashion in which I naturally operate-and a host of other back and forth emits of sorcery when the technique does not adhere to me and then reverse again unto them.

When one is extremely resilient within the mind and their energy is high, positively magnetic, robust, and unwavering, and others that are wicked are unable to persuade their way of thinking and/or manipulate their fortunate circumstances through the disruption of accomplishment and social relations by conspiring underhandedly on their own within palpable means they may resort to the impalpable ways of solution.

Envy and jealousy will provoke people to throw outbursts of unreasonable and unjustifiable hostility and it will also ignite them to rise up against an individual with allegations that are spurious (false/fake/forged) and unfounded, and sorcery brings about reactions of this nature in the same exact motion.

Witchcraft within all of its negative forms and terminologies of choice is a deception of illusion. A play on the faculty of concepts, ideas and images that form within the mind that is not present to the senses. It is also a strategy of attempt to debilitate one mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually and financially by sucking out all of their good “energy”.

 

A True Story Of One Living With The Caul:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/02/20/a-true-story-of-one-born-with-the-caulliving-the-life-of-my-spirituality-as-a-child-of-the-caul/)

Occult Power:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/11/03/occult-power/)

 

 

Scenario

hat and handbagI never liked him from the get go as I knew that he was a candidate for trouble (he had made a smart remark about me wearing my jacket one day in early February saying that it wasn’t cold in the section of the building where we were at to someone else there present and I ignored his childish behavior as it was chilly until I had reached into a particular part of the room).

However, the scheduling director (Marlon) there at where I work kept coming to me within my thoughts last week and all that I could mainly gather aside from a few other things is that he was one who did not appreciate the praise that I had received from one of my clients who had spread her excited approval of me to the main office (headquarters) and all around the assisted living facility that she resided within in addition from him trying to set me up prior with a case to a Manhattan location on a short notice that I did not comply with a few weeks ago.

I am nowhere off point either as I had dreamed just the night beforehand when he called to schedule the assignment back then I was just way ahead of him, he had took a long pause over the phone when he did not get the reply that he was looking for.

Now today out of the blue I get a call this morning from another scheduler stating that I hadn’t arrived to my permanent three day case this morning, permanent case? This was the first time that I was hearing about it yet I was told by the lady that she had informed to me last week that the case that I did a week ago would be ongoing and that Marlon was a witness to her telling me so over the telephone.

Right away I smelled another set up within the making.

I was asked if I could come in to work today and I answered to them no because I was not notified ahead of time as she had falsely claimed. Then I was hung up on with a slam down to the phone receiver.

Later in the afternoon the same lady scheduler phoned me back up acknowledging to me with a milder tone and attitude that the case I worked on last week was my permanent shift load.

Later on, after that telephone correspondence I get a call from Marlon stating that the client I was suppose to work for suddenly requested no more service and that his case was now closed and that he had a different assignment for me in a close by location within another building, I declined, I am not playing along with no bullshit this entire scene was viewed out to me as a poorly written and undeveloped scheme.

At least think the situation through before creating a dumb picture to display.

When I mentioned to Marlon about me not being told about the case being permanent he imparted that it was water under the bridge and to forget about it I explained that if the lady had forgot to inform to me that the case she had offered to me was permanent then do not put her error on my slate because I know that she deals with a lot of people so the reference may have easily slipped her mind.

Marlon insisted that he was right next to her when she delivered the information to me. I communicated bluntly to Marlon that if he wanted to cover up for her fine that is on the two of them but do not let it happen again. He went on about how he was not a liar while steadily trying to over talk me I interrupted him before he got stumped within his words and before I hung up I challenged his nonsense, “If these lines are recorded play them back”.

collectablesCertain people are so sick the way they lie and they know that they are lying.

All that shit was a ridiculous hoax a bunch of made up shit brought on by an asshole or more who are so infuriated by the continual envy and jealousy entertained as a result of the harmony that flows concurrently within my life.

What was the purpose, nothing became of this today, what will be next? My days at going to work will never be dull ones with those in specific who desire for me to not have a place to go to work to and/or to not be comfortable within.

I remain naturally undisturbed.

They consistently use people who they have dirt on to perform their shenanigans they kill me how they always endeavor to interfere with my employment desperately seeking for me to lose my jobs hoping that one day I’d become a bum out in the street hanging in the gutter looking and smelling dusty and funky as themselves, that day will never come.

I am so glad that I have peace within my life and am not tormented by the demons that plague the completely miserable.

 

Roots

 

chairOf course, I know for a fact that I was suppose to become very successful and accomplished at a very early age on up into adulthood where I would have already been properly established into an extremely comfortable arrangement of life setting due to the advantage of my natural destiny, according to my fate I was never meant to fail at my purpose or to be stricken with any form of disease that would cause my deterioration or death. There are many people within the world who innocently fall into my category and one day we will all be highly compensated for our injustice whether it is within this fucked up world or within the next.

I did indeed get the chance to have my stories that I wrote as a child published by a mainstream publisher at the age of ten or eleven regardless of the “roots” that were placed upon me yet I turned down the offer because of the anger that resided within me at the time toward the turbulence that was going on back then within my life but I was shown through out it all that whatever evil that it was that was struggling to overtake me my power was verily way much stronger.

I had let that anger pass up an opportunity to move forward in the most generous of a fashion but I was just a kid enduring bullshit that never should have arisen to the surface within the first place all on account of the worthless degenerate people of the trashy nature who never should have been given the breaths of life to begin with. Even if I had of accepted the offer there was no guarantee of a life free from the interference of perpetrators since those specific “roots” needed to be further tangled with and utterly unraveled and cut out from it’s own hearty core.

Jealousy, envy, hatred, spite and revenge are the main reasons why people resort to the aides of supernatural conveniences.

Whether one phrases the tactics as being derived from the origins of Voodoo, Santeria/Brujeria, Obeah, Witchcraft, Black Magic and so on (depending on one’s culture and/or practice) to create situations and circumstances that we accurately determine and describe to appear to us as being “fixed”, “crossed or crossed up”, hexed, jinxed, cursed and “blocked” because no matter how the terms are used the foundations are exactly the same, we have undoubtedly become the targets of vicious attacks carried out by those who attempt to harness malignant spiritual forces against us and within our lives.

People who actually contract spirits to reign pure havoc among our presence.

When “roots” are done or put on us the purposes are to bring about unnatural misfortune and/or disease. As the intent is for one and for what is all around one to become stagnant “roots” produce unnecessary blockages into one’s pathways, eliminating the ordained roads that are effectively suited for inevitable opportunity. In return, a person is unjustifiably restricted into mischievously altered lanes that they otherwise would have not selected due to the turnaround of their life literally being turned upside down, an abomination that proves to be quite burdensome and oppressive.

Who wants a condition whereas their roads are partially or completely blocked off when they were never designed to have been crooked that way within the first place? And what about the “roots” that are particularly outlined to bring about sufficient illnesses and diseases that is able to result in immobilization or death? Making healthy people fall sick with illness and disease that resemble afflictions that seem to occur or to develop normally.

bottleI remember back in the early two thousand when two pieces of garbage had the nerve to be looking within my eyes while their conspiracy of “Brujeria” was taking place, I was no dummy, my empathetic nature along with intuition told me that they were speculating or should I say “anticipating” disease. They expected me to have herpes of the eyes (which is not venereal yet can be venereal depending on what simplex type 1 or 2 and how it was caught as I’ve learned that people can spread their infected area from one body part to another) some shit at the time that I had never knew existed aside from hearing of cold sores and genital sores I hadn’t known that herpes could also affect the eyes but they taught me through extra sensory perception that I later found out the disease of the eyes that they wanted me to have was indeed a form of herpes.

I had never ever within my entire life ever had a fever blister only the chicken pox so if I did come down with something I would have instantly known that it was not normal and natural.

I had guessed that they wanted blisters to appear on my face for everyone to see just because I had made it known that I knew of a relative on my father’s side of the family who had actually contracted herpes and she was a degenerate just like them and had gotten her feelings hurt so it was suppose to be my payback to give me herpes through working “roots” that actually never did finally happen.

One night years ago, after that incident, I felt a pain above my right eye as I lay in bed. The pain had come from my head and I felt something leave from my head straight above my eye and slide down behind my right eye, and shortly following, my eye had begin to itch and then right away I knew that there was an attempt being made through “root work”.

I had said to myself no, I do not have herpes, and shortly after the itching stopped because the circumstance was trying to feed off of the fear of what I had known they were trying to do. I would not allow them to make me believe that they could give me a disease that I did not actually have so therefore the spell did not go into action.

As a person with clairvoyant ability simultaneously identifying affect while the situation was in motion I used my common sense to defuse the mechanism. It takes a strong mind to transform the correlation of negative spiritual manipulation; however, it can be done if one has the skill. It is vital to thoroughly know one self and to believe in one’s self, especially within a corrupted and distorted tangle within the mind.

A lot of people suffering from skin disorders, cancers and a variety of other ailments are none other than the recipients of a malicious supernatural foul play. Perpetrators have also tried to make me bleed continuously (have an unnatural excessive menstrual flow) another “root working” that never actually came into happening.

All of these motives are to stop us from doing the things that we want to do within our lives, to take away our strengths, to take away our confidence, to take away our dignity and to take away our spirit. If we let them win then they would end up taking away our purpose and that is completely unacceptable. The most important thing whether one has overcame the experience of having been the target of “roots” or whether one is currently undergoing the experience is to know, recognize, and to be aware that the condition is extremely real and of the ordeals that are able to manifest from it, and that it can also be removed and reversed.

Once done away with, though, remember to mend whatever the damage it was that was done so that the spirit goes back into it’s restorative states and is not left open unto the further malicious of possible attacks.

 

Baby At Peace:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2015/11/29/baby-at-peace/)

The Perfect Combination:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/03/08/the-perfect-combination/)

 

 

 

 

 

Desperate Measures

A Bit About LaToya

https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/a-little-about-latoya/

I am so tired of these phony commenters who are all within cahoots together in connection with particular jealous and envious foes. They are all sailing in the same boats that they will never ever find me riding in.

You want to talk in riddles I’ll spell it out for you:

Ratonya said 1 day ago

I am Ra’Tonya. A caulbearer, rh neg, born 4-21-1975. Real deal but not involved in anything but being there for info. You may contact me.

You said 25 minutes ago

So strange. I knew a amazon-looking crack-head street whore from back in Hollis, Queens who went by the name Venus who was very jealous of me and her blood type was RH negative and she was born April 29 (4/29/I don’t remember what year she was born) but she was way older than me at the time, she was in her forties when I was in my twenties.

Anyway, she had AIDS and one night went into the emergency room using my name, date of birth and address, but where she was stupid at is that I do not have RH negative blood type which Venus often described as monkey blood. And I did not ever go into the emergency room because I never attended that hospital.

I had found out about what she did years ago not so long after she had done that stupid shit and confronted her.

She was trying to get back at me and thought by using my name, date of birth and address at the time it would get out, hoping that someone who worked there and who may have at the same time lived in our area and who may have known me would come across her medical file about her having AIDS and think that it was me. But like I said before she was stupid because she and I do not even have the same blood type.

So her garbage failed and to her or anyone else who is jealous of me and wishes that I actually had that nasty disease or any other disease or downfall for that matter it is too bad because It is just impossible. It is not my fault that other people have fucked up their lives and I didn’t fuck up mine through sex, drugs and/or alcohol so just get over it.

And here are some more desperate measures:https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/05/dear-miss-latoya-4/

Blood, Money, And Dirt

I never ever fell for the mind game junkie mentality. I remember when my drug addict aunt Tina would get in her jealous envious ways and literally tell me to my face “You don’t have no education!” And she would try to spread that lie to anyone she thought that she could manipulate into believing it.

I thought it was so strange how she would continue on with that when she herself actually never graduated from high school. She has no high school diploma nor GED. However, that was the entire point, I was highly educational and knowledgeable and she was not.

I had never ever in life been classified as a dummy and no one could ever genuinely call me one, especially not with my academic evaluations.

I also remember Tina being jealous of me being a cute little girl and of my pretty complexion. She had some type of sickness/obsession about bumps on the face and would have a field day trying to make me believe that I had a problem with them. I guess that was a junkie thing. A deep sickness among the junkies and the like because I never understood that nonsense.

Tina along with my great-grandmother had done and tried the same exact thing with my mother. They would tell her that “You never worked a day in your life”.

That was also crazy.

My mother had quite a few good jobs within her lifetime and when she had passed the government test and started working for the Post Office back in the eighties they were all ate up with pure jealousy and they came up with a scheme to sabotage her in the workplace.

All Amanda (my great-grandmother) had ever done for a living aside from being a junkie and a drunk when she came up to New York from North Carolina was steam and/or iron clothes in one of those work factories down in Manhattan. And when I once mentioned to her “all you did or could do was iron clothes” she got offended and said “Oh, no. There is a way that you have to iron”.

And my mother had said “What other way is there to iron other than to get the wrinkles out?”

946002-200The same thing with Tina and my uncle they got their jobs from social services. After being on welfare for such a long period of time they began to work there at the company. In the long run, my uncle kept his job until he fell ill from AIDS and while he was still on dope and died. Tina had eventually got demoted, got injured on her job (either she fell or someone got tired of her shit and knocked her down) then tried to sue the city and got fired.

When my uncle was on his death-bed in the hospital in January 2004, Amanda asked me to come up there with her to visit him (I was curious and wanted to get a look at him. He looked terrible, like death itself) but before we made the trip up there she stopped off at his apartment to steal his employment checks that had piled up so that she could illegally bust them.

Amanda could not find them so one day she sent Tina up there to her brother’s apartment to find them and she must have smelled those checks because she went right straight on over to them, also discovering his dope needle through out the search.

When one family associate had heard that I visited my uncle in the hospital she said that he was making, or that he had to make an amends (As some people who may have wronged someone in some way often does). And that bitch who was named Stephanie Caffey (a ole whore-hopper) made me so sick with her ignorance.

I had never held any animosity over my uncle for throwing me around the room when I was a nine month old baby, I mean my mother and family from day one had always shared that information with me when I was a very young girl, but I never had any personal recollection of it to feel any anger or resentment toward him.

It was an awful thing that he had done but I absolutely was not affected by it in any way, I mean the man was crazy.

The only hostility I ever felt for my uncle was in the negative ways in which he would sometimes act toward me and he had eventually admitted to me that he was jealous of me and he had the courage to apologize.

I also never felt comfortable being around my uncle there was just something about his spirit that was not right.

Tina and Amanda on the other hand always thought that they could solve their wrongdoings with money. I could not be bought from anyone’s guilt or from anything else for that matter. They obviously weren’t use to people with integrity (They were familiar only with people who weren’t use to anything and who had never had anything). There was not enough money in the world that they could bribe me with or to compensate to me for all of the nasty deeds that they had done.

What killed me the most was how they were supposed to be so much against my mother and I but when they would get mad or scared about something and then turn on one another or even against someone other who they would often downgrade us to, they’d run straight back to us to talk about them in the same very negatively light, giving us the scoop on and about all of their business (Bet those stupid asses didn’t know about that!).

misty blueHowever, we as levelheaded people always took certain information with a grain of salt because just like a dog will take a bone the same dog will most likely bring it back. So if Tina and Amanda would lie to others about us they surely wouldn’t hesitate to lie to us about them.

The only difference in between was that my mother and I weren’t fools. We were never stupid or naive as were the other people who were so easy or susceptible to believe. Nevertheless, jealous envious people want to hear the worse about someone else and will take in as true the negativity that is geared towards their targets.

Amanda once offered me control over her 5,000 dollar bank account. What is 5,000 in this day and age? If it would have been more I still would not have taken her up on the offer. “I don’t want shit from you”, I told her (All I wanted was for her to die and she finally did pass away in the year 2009).

In 2012, after my mother sold our old house and split the “will” money Tina had the nerve to want to talk to me about something.

“I want to talk to you about my pension”.

Tina was insinuating leaving me behind her financial benefits upon her eventual death. I do not need or want that shit she could shove that money all up her HIV or AIDS infected ass as far as I am concerned.

I never had to go to anyone and I never had to ask anyone for anything in my entire life. And I never will.

I’ve always had and I always will do for myself. I am a very independent individual. I only want my own and I will endeavor to always get mine on my own.

 

 

Call Me Occasionally Red And Oily, But Don’t Hate Me Because I Am Beautiful!

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This is interesting and kind of silly, maybe even funny to some, but mostly sad in my opinion.

I am from African American and Native American bloodline with a little bit percentage of European mixture. I am not a dark skinned black. I am medium to light brown depending on the weather. During the summer I may get tanned a bit to a medium brown, but during the winter season my natural light brown color returns back to normal.

What I found strange is that amongst a few people within my lifetime I’ve come across those in particular who thought or assumed that my face may had been irritated, or that I was putting something on it just because my complexion was red in its appearance.

And I thought to myself, “Why? Just because I am a black person I cannot naturally turn red? It has to be considered a skin problem or a reaction to something that I may have done cosmetically?

A lady even once thought that I had applied a substance to my skin just because it was greasy due to the natural sometimes excessive oils and shine of my skin.

White people and people of a high yellow and light complexion are not the only ones to turn red.

I turn red sometimes when it is cold outside, my face and body turn red after washing with hot water, and sometimes during hormonal changes due to the menstrual cycle my skin turns sensitive and will turn red after washing my face with soap and remain that color through out the rest of the day. No big deal to me!

Beauty and health is in the eye of the beholder. I’ve always been very attractive and I have always had a pretty brown complexion that would heal and rejuvenate rather quickly. During my teenage years up until now I’d notice how rapidly my new skin cells would develop sometimes leaving my facial skin flaky and peeling which is a good thing as it is a natural process by the body to shed off old cells.

The flaking and peeling never lasts too long and happens here and there with me, and sometimes at a more rapid rate than normal. In return, there may be some dark patches of scales that result from the desquamation.

I have oily skin so I naturally repair with moisture and a youthful appearance. I love the way my skin is yet some ignorant people may assume or mistake a normal process from the body as a skin disorder.

If I had a normal discoloration or a mild temporary dark spot it was automatically assumed that it was from an eruption when in actuality my skin had never broken out at all. The only time I may get an eruption is during the menstrual cycle and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that.

What manifests on the skin can have a lot to do with what is going on within the inside of the body as well as on the outside; many diseases and medical conditions are detected in that fashion with further evaluation.

Particular medications that people are on and that they take may also trigger an outwardly affect on their skin or extremities.

I never wore any type of make up and/or used any type of chemical facial beauty aids; I stay pure and original in every mode and form as I believe in the natural benefits, effects, and rewards of nutrition and a healthy lifestyle.

Aside from lack of knowledge, sometimes it is also a jealousy.

Some people like to pick and poke at other people to see if they can get a reaction out of them to cause them to have a complex and insecurity because they themselves have and suffer from a low self esteem and they do not have the self confidence that they so mostly envy in others.

They often put, and try to put their own hang ups and insecurities on certain other people and sometimes it does work on specific people depending on whether or not the individuals are weak-minded enough to fall for and to believe in the nonsense and the deceptive games .

Education is very important, and that is learned by one’s own experience and knowledge-in whatever and however manner that may be-which contributes to personal wisdom. It is sad how individuals get swayed by unreason and misdirected through trivial pursuits.

I had got curious and conducted one search on the internet regarding anyone who may had inquired about the “turning red” issue and came across a few, I copied and posted one below. It is not at all to me a heavy subject or anything serious to bring into attention but it is something to take into consideration and to keep in mind as a little food for thought.

Do black people blush or turn red?

I’m black and i blush
and if i scratch it dosent take long for that area to turn noticeable red
im not that light skinned
i was just wondering it other black or brown people blush because i was always told they don’t, well they do you just can’t see it.
and i know i’m not the only one

Best AnswerVoter’s Choice

You are absolutely correct. Darker skinned people flush just like pale people, it’s simply that the results are less visible.

Other Answers (1)

Kel answered 4 years ago
Everyone blushes or turns red. But due to the color a persons skin, sometimes it will not be very visible or noticable.

Doris And Tiffany

 Update: August 6, 2014

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  • Andrew

    02/20/14

    This business should be closed…. These women (Tiffany, sister and mother in law Victoria) are crooks. They all work together and have places in different places including Marco Island. It s truth about all the negative reviews and if you see something good it should be one of these demons trying to get more people. For Gods sake if you read this review before you go to this please you are so BLESSED. I wish these women will pay in this life or any other all the terrible things that they do or their generation will pay so terribly. I m sure they will because God is loyal to right people. GOD BLESS AMERICA!!!
  • MultiHmu

    12/09/13

    Omg this place is a scam please noo one go here all this crazy lady Tiffany does is lie and take your money me and my friend were victims and Lost alot of money she is not a good person at all when we tried asking for a refund she got so crazy started yelling and screaming saying no it doesn t work that way I just wish me and my friend read the reviews before going then we wouldn t have made this mistake this place needs to be shut down for good!!! And I m most certain the reviews that are good are probably written by the crazy lady herself so she can fool people please don t make the same mistake I made stay away from her she s the devil in a human costume

 

 

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Doris And Friends classspring14“Doris” Dorothy Johnson in her younger days (Tiffany’s mother) on the left dressed in the yellow jacket and black stripe red pants out in the woods doing her so called spiritual work or so called automatic writing (she can’t even spell).

I’ve dealt with Doris years ago (And like I’ve said before she had a little power but nowhere near as great as mine as she had to work with others, and tried to steal my strong positive spiritual energy but failed along with a few other things that backfired in her face) and I have spoke to her daughter Veronica over the phone (neither one are too or very accurate-big liars also, however, I have never had any communication with Tiffany yet she is just as worse and pathetic in her scams.

They try and pretend to be more than what they are and what they definitely are not.

Gypsy Psychic Fortune Teller/Spiritualists In Florida  Psychic Doris · Doris Palm & Card Reader John & DorothyJohnson 1872 Airport Rd. S http://www.gypsypsychicscams.com/parlors/doris-palm-card-reader/

Keeping It Real: Tiffany And Doris caught in their scams again!

https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2009/02/19/a-psychic-to-beware-of/

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  • R

    Created on 02/01/13

    I wrote a letter to the police departmnt about tiffany, I will not get in trouble because its a business I went in she stood inside the first day and watched the camera I think she has voice camera so she hear everything. MRS TIFFANY JJOHNSON IS A MONEY SATAN she steals from innocent ppl that goes in for help she stole 8000.00 total its like going to the doctor they say they can help you u then u pay money and u die afterward tiffany just charms u into thinking that you have so many problems so your scared that something will happen. She made me think I had alot of problems she needed my money for materials I was told that I will get it back in a week ? where is all these ppl money? what she did with the money? buy a new chevy? give her husbund more burgerking? he sits on his #$%$ and he know excatly what #$%$ his wife does. she never liked me because she knew that I was telling my friend what kind of person she was we were like begars by her door step she called sickness upon her kids, shes s not home, and that babysitter knows everything. tiffany sees you atleast two time enough time to take all your money and after that she sens u text tells u to soak in oil, wear white clothes, light black candles etc.my poor friend thinks it actually working. TIFFANY JOHNSON IF YOU DARE TO REPLY TO THIS LETTER I WILL GIVE YOU THE ADDRESS TO WHERE YOU SHOULD BE SENDING BACK THE 8000.00 OK. because I will make your life crzy for what u did last year with my friend. After that you should pay back all these poor ppl their money and then u and your kids and chubby boy move far away and burn in HELL!!!!
  • LovelyOne

    Created on 07/03/11

    SCAMMMM!!!!!!! Do not waste ur money on her lies! Tiffany does not know what she is doing…and dont be scared of her, she does not know how to do voodoo or anything. She has been scamming people for a while now and has stolen up to thousands and thousands of dollars from hard working confused people. She claims she is doing God’s work but that is just another lie. What she is doing is not God’s work, God would never steal from us. White magic is not good nor is it part of christiananity. do not give her ur money especially with our a sworn written agreement of receipt. Tiffany has given that business a bad name and one day will get caught in fact i will try my hardest to bring this to legal terms. if you have fallen for her scams please comment back to me we will take legal actions. Tiffany has been using our money for her own personal stuff. please dont consider this place to go to if you r lost and confused!
    Tiffany
    Look I did not double charge ur card I remember exactly what happend ur card got declined I gave the receipt to u then u said u don t need it and if I can throw it away and I riped it up in front of u and put it in the trash. Reply back and admit that u saw the declined receipt please. This business has bin here for 32 years now. IF WE R SUCH A BAD BUIENESS WE WOULD NOT HAVE BIN HERE FOR 32 YEARS.
    08/24/12
    Tiffany
    Look I never stole anything from any one and I never lied to anyone. I am not stealing anyone s money. I don t have a assistant at all I don t even know anyone with the name Giovanna. These reviews are all false if they where true yahoo would not take them off but they are all lies all of these comments are fake and vary harsh. I did nothing to anyone I am going to take legal action agenced LOVELY ONE , SHEILLA, ANGEL , M. I don t do white or black magic or voodoo. I would like for the lady s that wrote these reviews. Please call me so I can understand what u think I did and I will do my best to fix the situation. Profile M I did not double charge ur card if u remember like I do I gave u the declined receipt and u looked at it then ask me to throw it in the trach. I riped it up right in front of u and put it the trash. U did not contact me u never came by again. If i thought Someone double charged my card I would call or go back to the shop but u did not. The first time I found out about this was just now reading ur review I SWEAR TO GOD. I am not a bad person. I want everyone that comes in my shop to leave satisfied so if there is something I can do for all the lady s that r not happy please call me and we can fix this. I Do Not STEAL FROM ANY ONE. I AM A CHRISTIAN WOMEN.
    08/24/12
    Amanda
    GREAT READING!!!!!! I LOVE IT~~~~~DONT GO BY WHAT THIS REVIEW IS SAYING.I don’t believe it……..DON’T HATE!!!! TIFFANY WAS RIGHT ON EVERYTHING….
    08/09/12
    Tiffany
    Fake reviews pending deletion…
    08/06/12
    Sheilla
    please do not go to that place. ALL of them are are lies steal from people. VICTORIA, TIFFANY and so call their mother say they all have God gift, but the only gift they have is the gift of stealing others money.
    03/26/12


The Stratagem And Sabotage Endeavored By Those Who Just Defeat Themselves

I have an update in response to this post: https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2009/02/19/a-psychic-to-beware-of/

Gypsy Psychic Fortune Teller/Spiritualists In Florida  Psychic Doris · Doris Palm & Card Reader John & DorothyJohnson 1872 Airport Rd. S http://www.gypsypsychicscams.com/parlors/doris-palm-card-reader/

I like that term and statement of Ripoff Report’s trademark “Don’t let them get away with it. Let the truth be known!” I have always felt that way in life and plenty of others do as well.

Well, I came across some further and more recent information regarding Dorothy Johnson and her family with their scams and I have presented the information on one of my sites called Keeping It Real @truth always comes out.

Still till this day, here and there Doris tries to work evil against me that is to absolute no avail and it frustrates her because she does not have the power to overcome me, or to influence my life.

And I think that I may be a fraud too!

Yes! I Latoya, miss LaToya May actually be a “Fraud” because I am an experienced person who is not at all afraid to share, back up, and verify the particular controversial information that I know to be true and serious even if or when it is necessary for me to pass on.

So, so funny! Silly assholes never stop. When they in particular do come, they are sent, of course, all premeditated. All planned out. I am a target. It is definitely no sweat off my back, they can knock themselves out in vain! We know who is getting the best of who without even trying!

And the most absurd thing about the situation is that they do not even know me, setting themselves up for more disappointment by generalizing what they think should or that would result from their desperate and pitiful attempts. They then become bewildered and dumbfounded.

No one will ever be able to intimidate me by manipulation (either spiritually or psychologically), scare me off from my own path of raw talent and knowledge, or even try to make me feel inferior in any way whatsoever. I will always speak the truth and I will always speak my mind. I was not born yesterday, I know all the games! Yet I still had to share because it is all too sad.

Here is the latest regarding this specific “Voodoo Black Magic” post, just a mere and obvious set up from one who possesses the mind of a child, and I won’t directly mention who is behind this but they come to my blog to find and retrieve certain posts that gives them ideas on what they think may provoke me or think that they can use against me.

I have never ever in my life been legitimately accused of being a fraud by anyone, it is so hilarious!

In actuality there isn’t anything to be used against me but that is how these imbeciles and degenerates are, they take nothing to make something ridiculous out of it. They create a non existent inch then turn it into a yard:  https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2007/10/07/symptoms-of-voodooblack-magic/

YOU ARE A FRAUD
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Submitted on 2013/09/03 at 2:34 pm

you have copied all this information off another site. You fraud.

misslatoya
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Submitted on 2013/09/04 at 3:38 am | In reply to YOU ARE A FRAUD.

Nice try, but it will not work! Sorry to disappoint you in your effort to falsely discredit me in my knowledge, wisdom, power, and the rest of the nonsense that I know you’re up to so I am going to stop you straight dead in your tracks right now because I never ever claimed to have written this particular article from “Vedic.com” and it is very obvious at the beginning of the article with the mention of “According to Mony Singh”. So you purely just wasted your time and energy.

I posted this Black Magic article as a reference years ago just as other bloggers have on their websites. I am not the only one, but I bet you did not go and try to accuse them of being fraudulent. You are so full of shit! I posted it, however, because I know that the statements are totally true from my over thirty years of personal experience with voodoo and black magic and from my gifts of the caul.

I am a genuine 100% clairvoyant, honey, so you better think twice before even daring to doubt me, and back off! You in know way can tell me all of the things that I know, that I have been through, and that I have experienced so please do not make me laugh harshly at you and your stupidity.

I have no time for bullshit games. You and/or nobody else can ruin me or downplay my abilities. Latoya is one of the real ones who cannot in anyway be tarnished by trash (the garbage type of people) who are angry because they are not able to dig up any dirt on her (Because there is none! And that is what all you perpetrators are mad about!).

I am here to stay and will always keep fighting against no good, jealous, miserable, deceitful people who will never triumph!

Thank you for your comment, it was flattering because I do know who, why, and what motivated you. “I tell you, jealousy sure is a bitch!” However, I am extremely use to it people have always been jealous and envious of me for my entire life and those in particular will continue to be. They cause hurt to no one but themselves as they stress and strain themselves in their own hell and torment.

misslatoya
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Submitted on 2013/09/04 at 4:08 am | In reply to misslatoya.

Here is some more phony bullshit! I was honest with this person yet I didn’t give them the answers that they wanted (the answers that this person was really looking for)! I just let them hang their selves with their own bullshit. I know the bitch who keeps sending them (she is just mad because she is destroyed and has been exposed as a true liar and poser!) with their imbecile comments!

Angela Bowers on August 26, 2013 at 5:54 am said:
https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/03/31/a-true-tale-of-voodoo-and-revenge/
Dear Miss Latoya, Iam a 46 year old mother of 2 who works very hard to support my family. I never knew much about witchcraft and voodoo until I became employed by a federal gov’t agency! When I was hired, I went to work ready to tackle anything! The problem worsened a few years later when I lacked the energy to perform duties at work. I slept all the time, couldn’t cook or clean home. Just sleep. I still experience pains, and twitching in my body parts. My eyes have been itching. My finances have taken a beating. My trees, and flowers in my yard have been dying. I’d been vomitting at one point. I’ve been losing my hair, and the coworkers have been tormenting me at my home and work for years. I come home and here their constant complaints and pain. i’ve purchased just about every curse removal spell on the web with no relief. I’ve been seeing this lady who lives locally, and she has provided some relief. She advised my to pay $4000 to free me. I then payed the amount for her to free me in March of this year. A few months later I was vomitting again and bedwetting. My finances a still in shambles, and I continue to feel the pains in my body. I visited the lady again a week ago. I took her a egg wrapped in my white cloth in a paper bag. We said a prayer and thereafter she cracked the egg in paper towels, and ther were several snakes in eggs! What did I spend $4000 on. She then told me I needed to pay her an additional $5000 to get the main snake from inside me. I feel like a prisoner in my own home or wherever I go! Please help me!

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misslatoya on August 28, 2013 at 2:43 pm said:
That egg with the rotten yolk, snakes coming out, and so on, is just a silly trick and a scam that phony psychics demonstrate falsely. I do not know why some people fall for that nonsense. It is no different than the pranks that magicians perform for entertainment.

And no offense towards you, but it does not take anyone no $5000 to get or to have any type of voodoo removed, that is just plain ridiculous! Real healers are not purely after money that is not necessary for the job that they undertake. All that they need the money for-if they are truly legitimate-is for the items that are needed for the purchases of certain spiritual items or supplies, and for their precious time spent, just like any reasonable person who should be compensated for any occupation.

And it is not wise to purchase spell kits off the internet. I would never believe in those things. Some are just phony scams to rip people off for money, and some are just evil and sneaky tactics to do others harm by placing negativity upon them.

You need to be careful (to anyone in general needs to be careful) about falling prey to bullcrap. And just because people work witchcraft/black magic on you does not mean that it has to or that it is going to work! The mind and spirit for those in particular is much more stronger than anything if you are truly a good, strong, persevering person. Yet, generally, negativity can and sometimes does effect people externally as well as internal it all depends on the circumstances and the situation.

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Angela Bowers on August 28, 2013 at 5:38 pm said:
Miss Latoya,
Please tell me what should I do?

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misslatoya on August 30, 2013 at 2:37 pm said:
Fight Back!

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Angela Bowers on August 30, 2013 at 4:34 pm said:
Ok fight back! Who do you recommend that i talk to about this issue? My enemies put this on me. Now i need help to remove. Thank you.

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misslatoya on September 1, 2013 at 6:46 amsaid:
If you are unable to do it yourself or need assistance go find someone whom you feel comfortable with. Good Luck.

Hanging Yourself With Your Own Rope/You Don’t Need Me!

418020-200The Curious Caul 
My nephew just posted this on my personal page…and it couldn’t have been more well-timed. Mr. Rogers was my father-figure growing up, as my father moved away and I never heard from him after my parent’s divorce when I was two yrs. old. I never felt worthy of Mr. Roger’s love and guidance…I always believed that he was talking to all of the other children, who were worthy. But how I loved him and still do. ♥

“Would you be my, would you be my, would you be my neighbor?”-Obviously Shannon Lee Wolf is very mentally and emotionally scarred and disturbed and I have absolutely no time for her or her unfortunate state and/or situation.

I have no type of sympathy or regard for Shannon whatsoever.

If She has no peace and happiness within her life and cannot find peace and contentment that is purely her own personal problem, however, it is impossible for her to steal away any of mine.

Nobody threatens me or will ever intimidate me.

Shannon Lee Wolf is a very stupid woman. She does not realize the things that she shows and reveals through her actions.

I say “More Power To You” for your blog about me-which I never go to read by the way (and all of the other pitiful and desperate things that you continue to do). She hurts no one but herself.

I am not inspired at all to know or at the least bit worried about anything that she has to write or say about me. I am not a weak person like she is.

Oh what a fool, the power that Shannon Lee Wolf gives to others!!! And the silly woman let’s everyone know it. She is easy to destroy.

This is Shannon’s latest stalking entry, it is so deep and all too sad the way that she is so preoccupied with me and my life.

I never understood why I had so much magnetism amongst the trash (the garbage type of people). Should I just stop my rant about them right now in this matter and just be flattered by their unwavering morbid envy and jealousy that they constantly entertain towards me? I think not.

Admiration or attention from them never serves to me as a compliment, it just shows that the more that they continue to come after me the more that I continue to stay and remain up at the top.
426572-200Little note:

This Shannon Lee Wolf situation is so obviously transparent. I do not know why she thinks that she can get her shit off through me. I am not the one to be played with. What a crazy, stupid, delusional bitch who has the weakest and the most corny “game” strategies.

In this day and age I do not even think the little children would fall for this stupid shit.

The bitch can keep suffering. This is my site I ain’t takin’ shit down!!! The truth is here to stay and it will always remain!

shannonleewolf
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Submitted on 2013/07/21 at 7:57 am

So, now you say I’m stalking you? Your hate blogs about me began 3 years ago – that is stalking. And you say you’ve never done anything to me? Maybe I’m just having my say after years of your slander and twisted lies. I’ve been quiet about them up until now. I’m tired of seeing your blogs about me on the internet. You’ve been contacted several times by Kellie Curran that her WordPress account was hacked, and that she didn’t write those awful comments about me on January 25th 2013, and all you did was block her. I believed that she had written them, but it wasn’t her after all. And yes, we know who it is. Do you want me to go public about that? And believe me, we know a whole lot about him. He is as evil as you are, maybe even worse.

You brag over and over how honest and truthful you are. But you are purely about vengeance – you ignore the truth and keep on with your efforts to make me look like the mentally ill one. Maybe if you deleted all of the hate blogs you’ve ever written about me, we could all have some peace again. Did you ever think of that?

And…if you blocked me from your FB page, it obviously didn’t take because I’m not blocked. It’s you who holds hands with and protect hackers, not me.

The Crazy Loon Is Internet Stalking Me!/What A Serious Nut Job!!!

419606-200Sharon Lassiter/Shannon Lee Wolf is worse than that character that Glenn Close played in “Fatal Attraction”.

I do not know why she continuously keeps trying to contact me over and over again. All that she is doing is making a complete fool of herself and showing just how “psychotic” and “confused” that she truly is.

Sharon Lassiter/Shannon Lee Wolf is not in touch with reality. She is extremely delusional and talking out of her head.

She needs help. She needs to be admitted into the psychiatric ward of her nearby hospital and to be put on some serious long term psychiatric medication.Then once Sharon/Shannon Lee stabilizes her mental health and cooperates sufficiently with the doctors maybe she’ll be able to receive that disability that she could not otherwise acquire.

With Sharon’s mental illness she will or may get the disability honestly this time.

She keeps visiting my facebook page. I blocked her profile a few days ago and she found an underhanded way to get back in to make the most pitiful and desperate comments.

I don’t know why she is taking her frustrations out on me. I did not do a thing. She did everything to herself. She says that I have been after her for three years and that is very strange because I have not known her for three years.

Sharon/Shannon Lee came after me and she knows this. This is a current copy of my followers list for my blog:

dovergraye@live.com 2 years, 8 months ago

 

Sharon/Shannon Lee has even created a blog here on wordpress.com in dedication to me in an attempt to retaliate and to give her a false sense of justification and/or credibility.

And I do not know what she keeps hollering on about these so called lies and attacks on her character. What lies? She is everything that anyone who is on the level knows that she is. And if the truth hurts then that is just too darn bad.

Sharon/Shannon Lee tried to ruin me in the beginning for no reason, just because I am a good person with talents, gifts, and a purpose. And because she is a no good nothing, and a nobody, with a dirty past who constantly manipulates and tries to take advantage of people with her deliberate schemes.

I did not, and I am not doing anything.

All what Sharon/Shannon Lee tried to do to me just went back and backfired onto her ten times the more worse because she wasn’t right. If she was truly a genuine and upright/upstanding person the universe would not have sent karma back to bite her. And she just cannot handle the sharp, piercing chunk that was bitten into and, out of her nasty ass.

Sharon/Shannon Lee is only continuing to make things bad for herself. Her nonsense has no meaning and it is not doing anything to me. What is the purpose?

She keeps accusing me of being in cahoots with these “hackers”. Some ploy that she has concocted. I wonder who these hackers are actually supposed to be because in reality they absolutely do not exist as far as I can see!

Either she is living in the “Land Of Make-Believe” with her neighbor and friend Mr. Rogers (the non existent father figure that she looked up to-“woman has serious psychological issues that need to be dealt with”).

Or someone has just messed with her head “real good” and she is just too stupid to see it. And the people or person who did it they obviously know it, and they know how to get to her!

Apparently people are playing on her mental illness and confusion. Or Apparently Sharon is still just making up stories to start trouble and to keep things further ongoing.

This situation has gotten so old and this sick woman needs to go away and finally leave me alone for the better. This obsession that she has is ridiculous. The more that Sharon writes to me the more crazy that she appears to become.

It infuriates Sharon that I do not pay her any attention. Why should I?

I’d sure hate to be inside of her miserable and demented world. Everyone of her actions shows how messed up and pathetic that she really is.

 

 

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Just dropping by to say hello, sweet caul bearer sister!

You sure have spunk, I’ll give you that, you little mischief maker. I love you so much, you are my all, my hero, my everything.

Big hugs, your best friend, Shannon

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Submitted on 2013/07/16 at 2:53 pm

I think it’s really cute how you think I’m scared of you and walking on eggshells, lol! :P

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Submitted on 2013/07/19 at 7:40 am

You are the world class hypocrite, miss latoya! You spread lies and gossip about me with your blogs, then pretend that I’m the bad guy and you take the high road, lol! Who do you think you’re fooling? You join up with hackers who spread lies and hate, too – even against my friend’s child. Wow, you are soooo enlightened. All you have is yourself and those of the Darkness. And you think this is good and clean and pure, and filled with peace. While all you do is slither around in the shadows doing the devil’s work. You are so pathetic, and filled with jealousy. You are one sad sack, little missy.

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Submitted on 2013/07/20 at 8:55 am

Just a little note for you – we know you’re not working solo, as you say you are. You’ve got a certain little demon hacker by your side. We are caul bearers, we are not fools. I’ve been silent long enough – we know of your evil schemes against caul bearers of the Light. We are not afraid of your silly black magic – you can’t hurt us with that garbage. You and your tiny little minions can fight us to eternity, and you will never even touch us. I’ve done nothing to you, except tell the truth. It seems to you, the truth is like a horror show. You believe you are special above all others. You’re not. All you’ve done is isolate yourself in the realms of darkness, and you call it “pure”. It’s nothing but folly. We send you the love and gentle swards of the Archangels – we don’t have to do anything else, but clean up a few of your silly little messes. :)

I believe that you shouldn’t read that person blogs sometimes it is best to let go of ones who want to hurt you. Also one on the blog seems to know a lot about you is it a friend or foe? The flame will go out as long as you don’t feed it. I would take all the stuff concerning her off my page only a fool would feed the flame.

June 19 at 8:20am

  • The Curious Caul Barbara, I totally understand where you are coming from. However, I have ignored her for 3 years and she hasn’t stopped her mission to blacken my name. A very dear friend of mine was affected by her blogs – these blogs are out there for the world to see, and anyone who doesn’t know me might have every reason to simply believe what they read. We are talking about real people and real lives being affected – not just mine, but others’ whom I care about. I just can’t sit back and allow these sick people to keep hacking away at me and say nothing. That other person was a member of one of my groups. Out of the blue one day she started accusing me of using caul bearers as “lab rats”, in some sly ploy to make money. Only a sick mind could conjure such twisted images of me. She then dug up my personal court records that have personal medical comments in them. This is not okay. These women have hurt a lot of people with their slander, and it’s time somebody stood up to them.
    • Barbara Hoffman I understand where you are coming from but the truth will set the ones free and by feeding the fire with fuel the sickness will keep going on. Your life is yours do not give it to them to do as they please take it back if you understand what I am saying.
    • Barbara Hoffman And you say your mate can tell if a person is a CB so is she one?
    • The Curious Caul Barbara…by saying nothing, the truth wasn’t being told. I’m taking my stance by telling the truth, you see? My life is mine, indeed — and I’m taking it back by speaking the Truth. They have taken it upon themselves to take parts of my life and create sick lies – by standing up and speaking the Truth, I am taking those parts back. As I said, when I was quiet about it, it was going strong. Have you heard this quote…”Your silence gives consent.” – Plato By being quiet, I was giving them permission to say whatever they wanted to. I am now speaking out, and saying “NO!” What they are doing is not only immoral, it’s illegal. Both cyber-bullying and Slander are offences that I can take to court.
    • The Curious Caul We have no way of knowing if Miss Latoya is one or not. She has never shown her face online — lol, and she points at us and yells “Incognito!” hee hee, it’s really pretty funny! Kellie Curran – yes she’s a caul bearer. A Dark One who loves to start trouble and scream like a banshee. What a foul mouth she has – if you could see the emails she sent me! Those two together remind me of the ladies in the movie “Death Becomes Her”. Fake and rotten to the core. And I’m tired of sitting back and just allowing them to slander me.
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      The Curious Caul Oh…and how could I forget? I also had some correspondence with the person I believe to be responsible for the comments, and he fully admitted to me that he did indeed dig up my SSDI records to try to prove that I was a “poser.” As if being ill and struggling to survive makes me a poser. Oh, person of question…born of the caul…at one time we were friends and I gave you hours of my care and time. Do you really not care who you hurt – so many people who loved and trusted you? It’s really really sad.

My Enlightening Musings Of The Early Day

678348-200Last night I did sleep good yet I awoke in the early hours of the morning before daybreak to the scorching heat that kept me quite uncomfortable and unable to get back to sleep right away (It is so hot in New York right now).

The fan felt good as it blew cool air back and forth toward my way.

I laid in my bed listening to the quiet of my room and absorbing the peace that was around me and that continuously surrounds my life.

My mind began to wander and I thought about how lucky and fortunate that I am to naturally be detached from any negativity and/or anything that would come into confliction with me and within my life.

When certain things come into my mind aside from just the normal here and there musings that everyone experiences there is usually a reason.

Sometimes a warning or an alert to keep me up to date with a situation that is taking place, or that is currently going on, or even an incident that may have already been going on. Any which way that is meant and served as a measure to inform.

( My signs were so right on cue for today as they usually are. There was a definite confirmation in detail that I will not share or mention)

I do not cater to and I do not have time for trivial matters and minds that attempt to provoke one due to their own personal insecurities and/or unresolved issues.

I am not an adult who takes steps back into childhood to feed into nonsense brought on by individuals who cannot get their way and who cannot gain satisfaction through spite. I didn’t have time for that shit back then.

I am glad that I have never been the type to scare easily or to back down from a matter or a confrontation if the circumstance had merit and was in my opinion worth the while for whatever reason that may be for whatsoever.

I have never been the type who needed other people or a group of people to back me up in order to fight my own battles. I do not gather courage from others and have never feared or took anyone else seriously who did.

There is nothing wrong with people joining together to ignite some controversy or a defeat for a good cause. However, if those same people individually could not stand alone-then do not stand at all, especially against me.

I will not be fazed. Either way I still could care less.

1193255-200I have a mind that cannot be manipulated. A strong spirit that cannot be broken. And I have a character that cannot be tampered with.

I am good, I have no serious problems in life. And I darn sure am not going to let anyone make any silly and unnecessary problems that derive from the imbecile mentality.

I thank my lucky stars that I have never been the gullible type, falling for the games that the ignorant have tried to set before me.

I was always on a higher level. And I will always continue to think upon that particular level.

When things are going on good in one’s life and certain others’s are struggling with their misfortunes, and are down and defeated by their own shenanigans they sometimes want company.

Their actions tell the whole dreary story!

They want to see others in their same predicaments or worse, and walking around in their tore up and decrepit shoes.

I say no thank you. You can have and keep all your miseries all to yourself.

I never did care and would not start to care now about who does not or who will not like me, or approve of my stances, facts, knowledge, and/or beliefs and what so have you.

Nobody’s thoughts or words will ever have an affect on me or change my ways, modes of  thought, being, and state of existence.

Any asshole that is looking for a premeditated rise out of me surely will not get one.

Mad about that? Mad about the fact that I am unaffected, unfazed, and do not care? So want to send some one else (or a few others) to do the dirty work?

So funny. So Sad. So will not work!!!

It is very wise to stay alert, but to also ignore, and to let and allow the tortured people to battle a fight that they create within themselves in vain.

As one continues to dismiss them by going on with their own day to day life they’ll eventually get tired and then further worn out. Remember, it takes two to argue, and only one to walk away!

Who is and will be the one continuing to stand as the fool?!

True Words Of Wisdom/Food For Thought

682205_a_roseNow I do not and have never liked a liar. And I do not appreciate being lied upon so I can relate to anyone who would get pissed off by certain untruths yet when one is genuinely innocent then they have nothing at all to worry about.

Even if one has beliefs, behavior, or a lifestyle that others see as wrong or do not approve of. It does not matter what others think of us it only matters what we truly think of ourselves.

I can understand it when someone takes up for their self, stands up for their self, defends their self, and so on. Any self dignified person with backbone should automatically be inspired to do so if the circumstances are justified and calls for it. Even if one just needs to let off that steam.

It is one thing to fight back reasonably or to state an experience to continuously share due to the realities and discoveries of life.

It is an entirely whole different situation when one goes out of their way to try to prove them self. Especially when they know that they are guilty.

It is deep how when certain people tell lies on others it is supposed to be alright (speaking in general). As soon as others tell the truth on them though they cannot handle it.

That is the difference between a liar and a truth teller.

In most instances an honest person who is lied on does not care about what others believe and will not try to convince anyone of anything because they do not have to.

A deceptive person on the other hand will eventually hang themselves by their own constant guilt. The perpetuating tortures of being eaten up inside. Eaten alive.

Caught up into the strings of their own raggedy ropes. Their own ties that loosely bind.

Before they even realize it they are already strapped in a full rip of holes. All tore up, bound, and gagged out.

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Significance Of The Caul/A Caulbearer That Cannot Be Defeated

1397581_front_porchThe Trials And Truths Of A Caulbearer

My Love And Light

I came across some old comments that I had saved but never approved because they were so ridiculously transparent.

Full of envies, jealousies, and disappointments as to my success as a “special person” and as to the successes within my life as a “survivor”. As a great accomplished (continuing to push forward and prevail regardless of obstacles set before me by enemies) individual with strength, confidence, growth, and much knowledge.

This person in particular who addressed me rather arrogantly and bitterly in a comment was particularly responding to the one and only post regarding the Caul that I had copied and pasted to share for public observance August 26, 2007 http://www.caulbearer.org Order Of The Ancient Way which was removed by wordpress since the owners of the site did not approve of the sharing of their content.

Anyway, this person specifically who I speak of had not read anything else other than this particular post that I had copied regarding being born with the caul.

They had not bothered to read any of the over one hundred prior posts that I had written concerning my life and experiences with the world distinctly and in general.

So when they mentioned that much of what I wrote about caulbearers they had seen on other sites-it was indeed a big fat lie! I did not write the post listed by “Order Of The Ancient”. Nothing but a game that they tried to run on me.

Later came Shannon Lee wolf (Sharon Lassiter) who tried the same thing and failed (But she went a step further by falsely accusing me of plagiarism. And only to draw attention primarily toward herself). The only problem now is that she continues to come to my site to steal my content, facts, experiences, and style of writing (which cannot be duplicated) to put into her own words and to claim as her very own material just like she did with the other particular members of her phony caulbearers united website.

All credit for anything that Shannon writes goes to I and to all the other “true caulbearers” that she has stolen input from. I guarantee that she will not get far. Everyone who is on the level knows the truth about her. Even the certain people around her are aware of her fraudulent schemes-trust me!

This person accused me of purposely attempting to drum up admiration. In reality this person was just infuriated by the attention that I was getting on my site. Jealous, resentful people do not like to see others who are talented do well in the things that they were meant to do.

I am a writer, a messenger, a speaker of truth.

If people are inspired to compliment me or to look up to me that is purely their prerogative. I have absolutely nothing to do with that. If a bunch of people were coming to my blog constantly criticizing me would I have been accused of trying to purposely drum up that type of attention? I think not, so please spare me the bullshit.

People have admired me and my works all through out my life and for many reasons just like many of us congratulate or compliment others who we take pleasure or resource in.

Whether one “praises” or “ridicules” it has no bearing on me.

I am not here to please or to disturb anyone. I am here because I have just as much right as anyone else to live my life and to fulfill out my purpose.

I am not obligated to serve anybody’s “God of the bible”. He is not my Lord or my commander.

My caul birth serves for my own well being as an individual of my own existence of where I come from, who I am, and where I belong.

And no one will ever violate that. No one will ever dictate to me what my life and birth truly signifies within the terms of lifestyle or celestial means.

My worth is not based on the service from me to others.

I am not here to serve anyone. I have no obligation but to myself. I am obligated to love myself, to respect myself, and to be all that I was created to be.

I am one of the very few of my kind who weren’t able to be converted or destroyed by the demonic and their negative disguises and influences. Part of my purpose is for the survival of what I am a representation of.

And through my self service of naturally exercising and utilizing my gifts to enhance my life and profession certain others are able to benefit within certain areas if they choose to, or if they find it useful to their own state of being.

The so called “will” of “God” does not apply to me as I gratefully and fortunately am not of him.

“God” is demonic. I know this for a fact. There are a lot of lies and brainwashes going on out within the world that only a person like me is able to see, feel, hear, know, interpret, and understand. Certain revelations are not meant for just anyone.

All caulbearers are not of one another. They all do not use their knowledge or ability in the same exact method. All do not even have the same beliefs or interests into the occult. Many have different roads, genealogical roots, and are connected to specific spiritual dimensions. And many are very powerful in their abilities and in what they do.

Some caulbearers are just extraordinary people living ordinary lives. And if they follow or believe in “God” it does not necessarily make them bad people. Neither does it make those born without cauls any less good or important in their existence.

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Of course, those who oppose the God of the bible will come under ignorant conclusions and judgements by many. It does not bother or affect me at all. It just makes me the more proud and determined.

This person who left the comment also mentioned obeying “Gods’ instruction to stay on the right path.

It is very sad that some choose and need a sad book like the bible in order to know the true difference between what is right and what is genuinely wrong according to their particular nature.

God is just a sick, irresponsible, cowardly spirit who continually wants and needs to be praised and worshipped for his own gratification or self satisfaction.

If one is truly pure in mind and spirit according to their own particular nature guidance, direction, inspiration and truth will innately manifest and lead one down along their correct or destined path. I know. This has been my way for all of my life because of who I genuinely belong to, and I have lived an extremely good life.

That is why I have always constantly come under attack ever since childhood.

Christianity and no other religion will ever strip away the true identity or spirituality that comes from my true African origin.

“Spirit has always been with me”. “Spirit came to me on it’s own”. My ancestors and Orishas have been with me from the beginning and they will continue to be with me til the end. I am gratefully of them.

I don’t give a fuck about the “god” of the bible and I am tired of hearing about him. He gets no credit from me just pure contempt.

My life runs so happily, so peacefully, and so smoothly. Only when he’s around and trying to intercede with his demonic presence and demonic believers, servants, or followers does conflict arise.

I remember when my so called Godmother (who my mother picked out for me during my christening as a baby in a catholic church. And who I have no regard for. She was a dopefiend in the past as well as one who was down with the rest of my enemies).

Lorraine had the nerve to tell me that I defeated all of my enemies with black magic because I always kept the ways of God.

Lorraine’s statement was one of the biggest insults to me (I had never told her or went into detail about how I defeated my enemies. “They are all shocked and surprised, they don’t understand how you did it” Lorraine had said to me at that particular time).

They believed more in their own God more than they should have!-I say.

I know tricks that none of them knew about. Not even the certain person that I worked with. I did the rest alone. And within the present I still work alone with my “spiritual connection”.

I, Latoya, having lived a clean life had absolutely nothing to do with me adhering to the laws or rules of God. I defeated my enemies because I and what is around me is much more stronger and much more powerful than them and what they are.

And God played a big part in my enemies black magic as they were and are all demonic.

Some people have such a twisted and misguided view of the influence of their perceived God, actually believing that we as humans cannot be of any good or of any significant value without him. Nothing but pure bullshit!

I am the way that I am not because of the God of the bible. If I was I’d be in serious trouble!

I am the way that I am because it is within my own nature. Strong, honest, and free with no shame or apologies.

The circumstances around my very existence estimates the true value of my worth and I have plenty of experiences to validate every aspect. So the only one’s that defy and fool themselves are the ones who are in denial and who are blinded by their own ignorance and lack of acuity.

Here is the comment that was sent to me on my blog back in the year of 2008

From Caul/Veil, 2008/05/28 at 2:19 PM
2008/05/28 Approve | Unapprove | Spam | Delete
Caulbearer
cs70@cox.net | 68.9.80.253

Furthermore?LaToya, you should question yourself and your inner motives. I see a lot of people praising you here, but you would do much better to help others see what they need to know for themselves. Praise will be a downfall

As a caulbearer, you have a gift of ability and certain attributes that others do not. But you should take care of those. God?s instruction to you through the Bible still applies, and you are not exempt from being contaminated by self agrandizement of free will. The Caul itself is not an ends to a means. It is a means to do good. How you choose to use your abilities is what makes those profitable -spiritually profitable- to others, and should be done without acknowledgement of your self.
You can fool yourself. You can deify yourself. I know. And you have to take great care in listening to God, to know that you are staying on the right path.
Much of what you write about Caulbearers I have seen on other sites. But I don?t need to see that to know that I am different, that somehow I know more, that somehow I can sometimes heal. Just remember, you need God to do all of these things, with the caul or without.

And here is the other comment that was more recent from last year. This one however, was motivated by the connection that had to do with a post regarding Shannon Lee Wolf. If one takes notice though they both are similarly related just different tactics “Just like the rest who’s names I will not mention”. They all had and have their different approaches yet some go away and leave it alone while others continue to effort in vain:

LoveGOD
Himroid@rocketmail.com
76.91.63.248
Submitted on 2012/10/02 at 2:30 am

For a hand- pickedt soldier of GOD you sure don’t mention him much . I do recall you talking alot about you’r self though. Seems like you need to take a few steps back and humble you’re self. You seem so full of light and so full of shit at the same time . My name is what you call me. I was born to anwser his call as well. You spend a lot of time on the computer I see . The world needs you. If you have gifts I can promise they were not ment for you to gain “fans” . Instead of promoting “you” or other negetive light why not ask that people go sign up to donate Blood Marrow . Or ask that people in need of someone to talk to e-mail you . You get my point of course . See you’ll probably want to fire back at some grammer error or get ignorant in some way but the truth is GOD . Email all retarded comments to HIM and ill take the positive ones 😉 Also what point is it to have us unite ? That just means a higher chance of some one feeling there self a little to much ( happens some times ) and trying to be some leader or something like that. Our gifts don’t need anyone but …. take a guess …Yep ..!! GOD!! ..

Both comments from demonic creatures who I laugh at without pity. They do not realize what they show. I know what they are, the people who they are affiliated with and so on. Most of the time they are looking for a response, a reaction to aid them out within the mission that they have planned (all in which I can see right on through). For so many of them they sure aren’t too bright-but after all that is why there is so many of them! The blind leading the blind.

The Visions/The Messages/The Knowledge

I Am Blessed So Keep Your God To Yourself

 

The Quality Of A Life Well-Born, Well Bred

778143_violets_and_laceThere are a lot of trash within the world. Way too many of them. I wish that they would just all disappear.

I know that the day will come when eventually they will all be no more.

The trashy type of people spoil and ruin everything with their obnoxious, undesirable, and revolting behavior and auras.

These particular individuals have an inadequate and sick mentality.

They tend to put a damper on a beautiful day, a wonderful mood, and the productive quality of life in general.

The majority of them are exactly like a dark cloud that comes to hover over as a great dread and gloom.

These kinds of people are definitely nothing at all for anyone to genuinely be brought down by mentally, spiritually, or emotionally.

However, they can be very aggravating and completely irritating to the soul who is at peace and harmony within them self and within their surroundings.

I remember as a young child first coming into contact with the trash, observing the depth of their degenerateness. I unfortunately had certain members of the family who fell into this category of disgrace.

Then, when I went to school, they were there also.

My pure and innocent bright soul wondered “what were they?” “Where did they all come from?”  “Why are they here in the world?”

When I would look at them and their appearance-their physical features, mannerisms, their tones of voice and the way that they would express themselves-I’d say to myself how could a God give life to something like them?

Something had to be wrong somewhere.

I still feel that way til this day just even stronger in and about my thoughts and facts regarding the trash.

Anyone or anything that could or would create these people into existence absolutely raised a great big red flag of warning and caution to the senses that I was definitely able to accurately perceive.

People who are of a garbage nature obviously have no class and are very jealous and envious of those who are naturally of a better stature character-wise.

Of course, money or material possession plays no part whatsoever in the determination of what is and what is not considered trash.

There are many poor and middle class people who are accurately and innately defined as substance. And many rich people who are undoubtedly the innermost epitome of what trash exactly describes and classifies as.

Garbage type of people are not limited to a specific group of people. They do come in all races.

As an African american female with much knowledge and honesty I can and will say this though, and that is that there are plenty of black people who are not worth anything to themselves or to anyone else.

They are extremely ignorant, envious and jealous, and continue to try to tear their own race down. And they make things, situations, and circumstances bad for the ones who are about something good or constructive.

All African american people are not to blame for the destructiveness of their communities and family structure.

Many have just been objects or victims of certain other people within the west Indian culture and conspires to pollute and dilute the purity, heritage, and vitality of our original innate beauty and existence.

I know this from true experience myself.

They set out to destroy by taking the special things that belong to us. The things that are of a spiritual and intellectual value, the things that are celestially sacred.

The conspiracies of the particular Caribbean people include using us African american people as guinea pigs, bribing us with money, turning us against one another-even against our own relatives.

They do also conspire against other races of people yet much of the black or African american race tend to not stick together as a unit or as a people harmoniously so therefore many of the Caribbean cultures as well as certain other cultures consider us to be stupid and uncivilized.

There is indeed prejudice and bias within all walks of life with all types of people but I must admit I never judged anybody solely on race, or on race at all for that matter.

I am so sick and tired of hearing certain black people who blame caucasian people in general for the things of the past, incidents that may have happened ages ago way before their time, and for their own inability to succeed in this crazy society.

It has been a lot of white people who have done nothing but help and encourage me during the times that I was growing up, and even now. They were nice and gave me a platform to aspire from as well as an environment to succeed and be healthy in.

It has been my own so-called race of people who sadly continued to want to hold me back in life and in the things that I was capable of doing.

I could always get along with anyone of any race that my spirit took to yet some of the west Indians and Haitians that I have come across were troublesome.

Not everyone can be influenced, persuaded, or coerced.

These people know who to go after (those with low self-esteem, the weak-minded, etc…)  and for the ones who are not able to be snatched up into the games and mechanisms of control they are placed and plagued upon by the battles that are struggled with through the tactics of evil black magic.

Absurdly, the garbage will endeavor to claim or to convert a person of substance into their own insane world of disorder.

The day that I ever become a stupid, irresponsible, immature person with no self-love and self-respect who lacked purpose by indulging in worthless gossip, excessive drug and alcohol use, nasty promiscuous sexual activity, and the constant re-population of rampant baby trash is the day that hell will freeze over.

Which absolutely means never! It is not within my celestial plan or nature.

Garbage contributes nothing that is truly substantial to society and to the world that we all live in.

All that the trash like to do is to party hard.

They are not in tune with the matters that concern our spiritual or material warfare other than the rumors and innuendoes that are spread and assumed by people who remain in the headline news.

These people are not on the level when it comes to the depth of life. They are not even on the level when it comes to the minor things that regard life, circumstances, and their situations.

If some of them can afford to they waste money on frivolity by dressing up in particular styles of weave, jewelry, and apparel only to impress other people out of their own insecurity and low self-worth.

They profile and show off in fancy vehicles.

They over compensate by trying to be more than what they actually are. Some of them even believe that they are more than what they are even though deep down inside they do recognize their inferiority.

I have witnessed these acts of ostentation and pretentious conduct for many years now.

What really kills me though is how these type of people try to cause fear into one. They always want someone to be scared and afraid of them with their loud talk and boasts of violence just to intimidate and to prove that they are rough and tough.

Usually, and in reality, they are the most cowardly kind of people that there is that is within existence. Especially the way that they take advantage of others in order to get what they want.

They do not have the courage, dignity, or ability to acquire or to accomplish anything that is worthwhile.

They do not know the meaning or the fulfillment of working hard, or working at all to gain the rewarding achievements of and on their own.

The trash have no life.

In return, and in the process of their constant degeneration, their negative energies linger around idly, vigilantly seeking to drain and to suck out the lights of positive vibrant lives and their life-forces.

Jealousy And Envy: Knowledge, Creativity, And Gifts

Gossip And Rumors

Quality And Substance

Tall Tales: Lies And Liars

What Is Truth?

Hey liar! Do you know what truth is?

How long can you keep your lies going? Do you have a lifelong plan? Are you able to remember each and every one of your lies thoroughly and accurately?

If so, I’d like to examine your mind.

You may be the type to make up lies due to your own feelings of inadequacy. Or you just may be an habitual, compulsive, or pathological liar suffering from a form of mental illness.

Many sick people tell atrocious lies as they live within a fantasy world of illusion and delusion.

Is one person’s fact another person’s fiction? Or is it just that some people simply cannot face the truth?

We all have a tendency to perceive things differently yet some will use a situation to their own advantage.

Although they may know or come to realize their erroneous interpretations some keep on in their denial and refusal to accept and acknowledge the reality of what the truth exactly is.

Especially if or when the situation and circumstance is not going to turn out in their favor, making them to look or appear bad.

I was never the type to believe everything that I heard.

Some people tell so many lies that they do not know what the definition of truth means. Some people even believe in their own lies.

There is a vast difference between a person who tells a little innocent white tale and the guilty person who tells the very tall one.

Many people are deliberate liars.

Certain individuals have been telling lies since the beginning of time and they will continue on until the end of time.

These individuals lie out of envy and jealousy, out of hatred and revenge, out of spite and wickedness, out of ignorance and sickness.

Nevertheless, a true tale brings to a liar much shame, humiliation, embarrassment, and fear.

A destruction that can only result from a cowardice soul who is not strong enough to handle reality. Too weak to deal with defeat. Too scared to bow down to authority.

A liar is constantly bombarded by their insecurities and complexes.

A need to compensate for the things that they themselves actually lack but what they see and desire that is within others. Whether it be toward the approval of others or the imagined gain of a particular social stature.

To the smart and intellectual person of substance a liar is the true one who reflects their own negativity.

They make no one look foolish but themselves and those who believe and further perpetuate any of the falsities.

A person who is lied upon has nothing at all to worry or fret about.

The only thing for them to recognize is the blessing that comes along with not having a futile mind to struggle and fight with.

The sharp observer who has been the object of tall tales knows the true value of respect and learns the depth of who is genuinely not worthy of any esteem.

The liar on the other hand continues to cheat them self. And at the same time considers those who believe in them out to be stupid since they have gotten away with their deceptions by gaining their trust.

They then figure that they could tell their listeners anything. So who really loses out? Indeed not the one who is being lied upon!

Liars by malicious intent are displaying one of the most sincerest form of their own low caliber, and their own lack of self worth.Their inability to honestly rise and move forward for the better.

A liar will always go through life escaping through the tall tales of deceit.

I Am Blessed And I Have Better Things To Do With My Life

1068808_daisiesThis dumb bitch (Shannon Lee Wolf/Sharon Lassiter) and her stupid games.

“I am a wounded soul who is full of pain and who needs love and compassion”. That is the most hilarious load of bullshit that I have ever heard in my life.

I know that she is posting this nonsense on her facebook page for me to read. She has the mind of a child.

Obviously she wants me to fight back and forth with her, however, I do not have the idle time on my hands or the disturbed mentality to do so.

So I’ll let her continue on in her own true grief and pain that I know originated far along down the line somewhere within her childhood.

I will not even waste my time viewing her page as she continues to visit mine.

It is really deep and sad how sick this woman is along with the other people out in the world who are within her category.

One is never too old to learn the depth of how some people degenerate. Especially when they have been on drugs and alcohol for long periods of time.

That is why positive people in very fortunate circumstances should always count their blessings and be grateful for the sound mind and serene life that is bestowed upon them.

I do not at all feel sorry for people like Shannon Lee wolf.

People that are in her predicament deserve every bit of the hell and misery that they are living in and that they are living with.

She is just getting her payback (many anguishes) for the type of person that she is. The universe does not like ugly.

It just kills them (her and her kind/class of people) to know and see good positive people who are anointed and who are at peace.

https://www.facebook.com/CaulBearersUnitedLiftingTheVeil

She says I’m “crazy” when I read her blogs about me, and some of how she views herself. She comes to The Curious Caul, reads my posts then blogs some more about me — that I then read. I do think it’s funny, but more so, sad. She has mocked my father’s suicide, my dog’s passing away, and suggested I earn money as a prostitute. I have debilitating CFIDS/Fibro and other health problems, and am unable to work.But I do write, as I find it cathartic. How can I hate her when she is so very filled with pain? Sometimes I’m deeply hurt by her blogs about me. Sometimes I laugh them off. But mostly now, I feel compassion for a wounded soul who seeks love and understanding — like we all do. ♥
  • Alice Mcquoid Knittel She does that because she knows she can get away with her mean spirit. You are a very smart person and a special person she wishes she could be. Let her be jealous in her mean spirit and you keep reminding yourself how you would never be able to drop to her level and she could never come up to your level.
  • The Curious Caul Thank you for your kind and supportive words, Alice. We can only hope that she learns to truly value herself and come to a peaceful place in her life.
  • Martin van Staden I honestly think she is looking for your attention and that she wants you for herself but she doesn’t know, how to tell you.
  • The Curious Caul Thank you Martin, you are very kind.

Pathetic

134218_lobbyCaulbearers United Scam/Caught Red-Handed

Shannon Lee Wolf or shall I say Sharon is going crazy.

She has repeatedly visited my site. She had also alerted a few other of her associates (her partners in crime).

The bitch is in a panic yet she is playing the circumstances off.

Sharon attempts in vain to manipulate the situation that she is in. Putting up a public front and display. Sharon is not a strong and unique person.

She is just a phony weak liar.

Sharon/Shannon is not fooling anyone over here. (I am way ahead of you bitch!)

Sharon’s shit is all hanging out there.

The lengths that she will go through to cover up her tracks just to make her lies appear even the more legitimate.

As usual she has to use her facebook page as a means of  support (a crutch).

A place to build up her false sense of purpose and credibility. And to “prove” to those who are gullible enough to believe in her, or to those who are just pretending to believe in all of the bullshit that she is portraying.

While I have a real and productive life to live and enjoy with plenty of security along down the line Sharon has to continue on with her cons.

I just wish she’d stop following my blog and stop worrying about me and what I write about. She needs to mind her own business and get a life of her own. No one over here cares about her or her existence. She serves no true value or importance.

Instead of putting on airs of being content and laughing things off knowing damn well that she hasn’t got a pot to piss in she needs to be out looking for a job instead of looking for ways to hustle over the internet.

Fifty year old bitch has nothing to show for anything but a funky fat ass. Who and what does she plan to live off of for the rest of her life?

Oh I know, Sharon is the co founder of “Vermont Peace Barbecue Sauce” the first sauce made by caulbearers!!!!!

Sharon needs not to pretend to laugh at anyone or anything because she is a mockery within herself.

If I were able to delete this sick bitch from my site’s subscription I would, unfortunately that option is currently not available.

Anyway, here is the latest in her transparent ploys.

https://www.facebook.com/CaulBearersUnitedLiftingTheVeil

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Surreal how some people will launch cyber hate attacks on you from the dark shadows of anonymity, and always on the safety of their own turf. A self propelled whirling blackness they create — shadow boxing at it’s worst. 😛

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What You Wish On Me Will Undoubtedly Fall Back On You Again, And Again, And Again!

I had read a fictional book in the nineties about a little girl who was born with a caul over her face. The book was sort of interesting, however, in my opinion it could have been better.

The life that I lived was actually way more deeper and fulfilling than what was made up in that novel and much more detailed in grave (serious) content and in the things that are possible.

I was in my early twenties back then and looking for someone else who was familiar with the gifts of the caul, someone who could shed another perspective other than the things that I had heard from the people in my life, and the things that I had already experienced for myself.

So I contacted the company who published the book by the author whose initials are t.m.a. I wrote a letter to her, and I had intended for the letter to be forwarded to her home, through them. Instead, the publishing company returned my letter back to me with her home address stamped onto it.

I wrote three letters to this woman before she responded to me. I explained to her that my inquiry was not a hoax and that I was indeed genuinely interested in possibly gaining a little more insight about particular things regarding being born with a caul/veil.

T.m.a. set up a day and time to call me and we spoke over the phone. When we first talked she expressed to me that she did not know anything at all about the caul. That all she knew is what she heard-what people told her.

Right then and there I knew that she was a liar. I did not believe that. I felt that she had to have been born with a caul to write a book about it. I mean, I did. I would not had wrote my own personal non fiction book mentioning my gifts and experiences without actually having been born that way-unlike some people that we know of (Shannon lee wolf for instance).

Later on in the conversation after she warmed up to me and saw where I was coming from she admitted “I, t. (I’m just going to continue to use her initial/initials) was born with a caul”.

“I knew you were”, I told her”

And she laughed.

T.m.a. also expressed to me saying, “Okay, you know that you’re special. And you have to use your gifts. Our gifts are not for ourselves, they are for others. What are the points in having gifts if no one knows that you have them?”

I have to say that I actually disagreed with her comment because I knew that my gifts were indeed for myself whether anybody knew about them or not. I did not mention this to her though. I didn’t give her too much information, she was a vibe that I was familiar with and did not really take to.

I read t.m.a. like a book. I knew her kind/type but I was lead to her for a reason-and I found out just how correct I was in my judgment of her and why I had sought her out to begin with-I am seldom wrong about people.

I met a priestess through her (which turned out to be in good favor for me. I then met another woman over the phone by her who was born with a caul who couldn’t keep any friends, and who had a very nasty attitude-she wasn’t shit).

T.m.a. and I had talked over the telephone a couple of more times since then but I noticed her attitude started to change. Right after I spoke with the second woman who was sick and miserable.

To make a long story short, I eventually had to tell t.m.a off. I had to tell her about herself/put her in her place. She’d heard gossip/lies (well, they’re all liars-including t.m.a.) from my trashy father’s side of the family who knew her or knew of her, and since they were of the same negative vibe they joined in together.

It is a very complex story but it has to do with their witchcraft conspiracies-and me not being one of them/their kind (thank goodness!).

T.m.a. has been pissed ever since. A year or two ago she felt stupid and was disappointed because an evil spell that she’d done against me did not work. The woman is still at it. She does it non stop from time to time, however, now she is putting extra effort into it.

On Friday, January 25, 2013, t.m.a. and others were working against me, trying to put thoughts into my head about my disposition/attitude toward their kind/class/type of people. They wanted me to feel like I was the bad person; I’m the wrong one, absurd mind games measured by their own lies and deceit.

This past Friday, on February 1, 2013, I felt t.m.a. and a group of others engaged in prayers, meditations, and rituals. Negative sayings, thoughts, and wishes along with their spells to try to block me in my writing career. They don’t want to see me succeed in anything that I do, especially what I was meant to do. They want to sabotage the building of my profession.

I just pitied them in their vain attempts/endeavors. They are just so sad and worthless. They need to feed off of other peoples positive energies in order to gain success for themselves. They try to do a switcheroo, your good energy in return for their negative energy so that they can pull to prevail and push to make you go down.

The next day, on the second of February, I could feel t.m.a. again. This time wanting me to feel that I was out of my league, treading on territory in which where I did not belong-by conducting the occupation of my writing. My own gifts, my nature, part of what and who I am.

I knew their garbage wouldn’t work. They do not have the spiritual power. They are nowhere near as strong as me in mind or spirit. And I was right. So now t.m.a. is trying to weaken me with more absurd spells. She’ll just have to wear herself out along with the others. I am steps ahead of them, knowing their every move.

What is sad is that instead of wasting time and putting so much energy into attempting to bring me down she should be doing spells to try to make herself advance in life. Obviously she is unable to do that, though.

At one time years ago (way back in the early 2000’s) she was suppose to be making a movie about her book with her “so called” independent filmmaker husband-what happened to it?

I have not seen the movie in theaters yet! Then she launched what was suppose to be her own publishing company that she could not afford because she was in desperate need of donations in order to maintain the business, and get it up and running.

T.m.a. is demonic. I saw it in her face years ago when I observed one of her pictures that she posed in with her husband. And the more dirt that this bitter bitch tries to do will just set her further and further back in the ground.

Phony Commentors? “How To Know If I Were Born With A Caul/Veil”-“Victim Of A Psychic Scam Artist”

I received a visitor from Naples, Florida yesterday who left some comments under the name “Shari”.

Now here and there I know that I will run into people who have ulterior motives for why they contact me. Some for spiteful purposes, and some for reasons that do not mean anything-they are just curious, just being plain silly or just idle-minded.

A lot of us in the world share certain experiences and circumstances that we may be able to relate to with each other, and sometimes the comparisons are so much alike.

And like I’ve mentioned in one of my posts before-there are billions and zillions of people out there in the world and many of us can come up with similar ideas or similar modes of expression that are honestly just mere coincidence. A whole lot of us are the same in our certain ways and in the way that we do things.

However, it is quite obvious to tell when someone has been reading things that I’ve wrote then go and use my own words as examples of similarity.

I mean, we can read or hear things by others that express something that can definitely pertain to us and our experience or situation and we may get further clarification and confirmation.

We may also get stimulated and better understand, remember, or express something that we weren’t able to put into our own words. And gathering information in that instance is very helpful and beneficial to us all in any relevant subject. There is always something that we can learn from one another.

But why some fool around for attention or whatever else is just a pure waste of time.

Anyway, this is an example of what went on yesterday:

The first comment on the post “my sites”

Shari on January 11, 2013 at 1:28 pm said:

How will I know if I was born with a caul/veil…

My response was

misslatoya on January 11, 2013 at 2:34 pm said:

Everything has specific characteristics even though each individual is different. A true person born with a caul/veil has experiences that ordinary people do not. Definite signs are knowing things without understanding how you know them.

Noticing how easy it is for you to pick up on things, and picking up on things that others cannot. Realizing how much more different you are when it is in comparison to others. You will have clairvoyant or psychic abilities. And they do not always come all at once. For some people their powers get stronger with age. You will be very wise and wise in ways that others do not always appreciate.

You will be able to read people and their motives just by looking at them or hearing their voice. You will dream things that come true, see visions with your third eye, feel other people’s emotions, communicate with spirits, hear actual incidents and peoples conversations in your mind, communicate with others through your mind. Taste foods and energies, smell scents and chemicals all without coming into physical contact with any of the substances.

There are also many other spiritual activities that will happen around you that other people will not be able to see or understand. The ordinary person will look at you and physically think that you are a regular person in a regular state and/or situation just like everybody else but you will know that that just isn’t so. There is a border that separates me from the rest of the world and I am elevated by it. I see and feel the spiritual activity around me every day and my mind does not work like the average person, I am constantly learning and growing and have always been unaffected by the things that are going on around me.

If what I have written isn’t explanatory enough, or wasn’t exactly what you were looking to know directly, or do not understand, you can be more specific in your questions, because there is a lot of complex things that go along with being born with a caul. I am thirty-seven years of age and have lived with these supernatural experiences and things all of my life so I understand and have come to understand quite a lot, and I still have further things to understand about myself and my life.

Her response was

Shari on January 11, 2013 at 3:24 pm said:

When I was a child I use to see things, feel things and dream things before it happen… But my mom and family will always tell me it’s all in my mind or am just making things up.. I never wanted to stay by my mom so I moved with my grandmother thinking everything will get better. It did for some time but then it started again but I kept it to my self. I just didn’t understand why my family acted that I was making things up. Then when I was about 12yrs old my grandmother told me about what me great grandmother use to do not her mother but my grandfathers mother she was a witch and that my mom can also be one but she don’t want to do it. So I ask her about me do I have the gift she did not answer me all she said was don’t thing about it.

Am 33yrs and still have dreams that come true. Some times I feel things. On Tuesday night was on my bed and it felt like someone was in my house but I couldn’t go and check I don’t know why but this time I was very scared. On Wednesday morning when I was still sleeping I was feel something touching me I jump and woke up with no energy. I still trying to get my energy back. Today I feel a little better but I know am not my 100%. Some times I dream with people that are family and friends telling me that they are going to die or not come back, and it do happen. Or sometime the are dead and give me a messages. Even people that I never meet come and talk to me. I pick up on things so fast.. That’s why I don’t have much friends. They all call me cold they also tell me that I don’t care how I talk to people. I don’t care about the way I say things and their feelings, that I show no feelings and the list will go on and on.

Everything you told me about, it’s like me like you are reading me. I just wish to understand me more and just be me.

Thank you for replying

She Then Made Another Comment On “A Psychic To Beware Of ” https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2009/02/19/a-psychic-to-beware-of/

Shari on January 11, 2013 at 2:23 pm said:

I wish I had known more about Tiffany before going to her…. It’s a long story and still can’t get the money back or any answers…. Yes that’s the time that she calls around 1:00am – 6:00am…. She even told me that everything that is happening with her was so post to had happen to me!!! Also stated that everything is going bad with her because of my case…. I just don’t know what to believe anymore…. I just can’t understand why every time I go to someone to read me, help or tell me if i have a gift I feel that I know more then them and don’t get the answers or the help I need…

misslatoya on January 11, 2013 at 2:51 pm said:

No offense, but I will answer certain questions for people sometimes even if they tell me phony stories or are just trying to test me or for whatever nonsense and silly or spiteful motives that they may have. And it is only because there is always someone out there who is real who will come along and who will really benefit from the knowledge that I can infer to them. So you and whoever else don’t think that you can fool me.

And just speaking in general, I am very well aware of the jealous and resentful people that cannot deal with the truth and who endeavor to destroy my credibility through these obvious tactics. I guarantee that it will not work though- you might have a chance with the gullible and weak-minded. Otherwise you’re just wasting your time.

Back Stab/Back Talk/I StabThem With Their Talk When Their Talk Is Crap!

I am special and unique, gifted and strong. I do not go along with the many illusions and manipulations of the world; I am no part of it. I never was and I never will be.

There are lots of individuals who smile in other peoples faces then talk behind their backs. It is a slight, and a technique that is also used to dishearten one. When people continuously talk and/or go around speaking very negatively about someone it is “generally” suppose to cause hurt and alter the person’s reputation.

I am and have always been the type to tell people things to their face. I have never been one to indulge in idle, pathetic, worthless gossip. Now yes indeed everybody talks, but there is a difference between constructive analytical discussion, curiosity along with observation and the ignorant bias judgments, irrational accusations, and false reports.

Sure everyone has an opinion and a method of how they see or view things; nevertheless it does not mean that they will discern the situation thoroughly or correctly. And everyone is not always justified in their findings.

Socially I do not personally associate with anyone. I am a very proud loner by nature, a thinker, a creator, a doer. I have an independent mind and a low tolerance for those who are influenced by certain “mentalities”.

Of course, one’s character is actually who they genuinely are and reputation is just what others perceive or think one to be. We as humans/individuals are always going to be talked about. Somebody in some form or fashion and in one way or another will always have something to say about us.

I have often been called cold. Cold because of what is perceived as my insensitivity towards other peoples feelings and because I have never been disturbed by extremely negative words that were spoken against me from jealous enemies and/or people who just did not like me. And I do not deny this because it rings true.

I have no problem with admitting to a truth but I will not confirm to a lie that does not pertain to me and my life by those who are narrow-minded, ignorant, or spiteful. No one will ever manipulate me or any of my circumstances with my permission. I don’t go along with “trickery” (misrepresentation) out of intimidation/fear.

In the past, just as well as now in the present, negative rumors/gossip or regular talk and lies-if and when they are said-are illusions and delusions made and maintained by those who are beneath me and who are inferior.

And many of the times perpetrators deliberately know that they conspire in the falsehoods. They all just want a reaction from their target to see if they can bring them down to a level that is lower than their own, and to destroy their confidence.

I have to admit that I get empowered by the nonsense. The psychological behavior of these individuals are educational weapons to analyze, learn from, and then use against them-but of course, they do not know that. They’re too busy and stupid applying energy into remaining stagnant instead of realizing what they are actually acknowledging about themselves. The mental predicament that they are in is laughable.

I live my life for myself and not for the acceptance or approval from others.

I am not defined by what is considered normal/conventional in the eyes of individuals and through the state of the world.

My existence itself is a complete validation of exactly who and what I am.

The Real Story/The Real Deal

I like many others in the world have been the object of extreme and malicious jealousy. A lot of people get over by telling lies. Whether they tell lies on other people or just lie in an attempt to advance themselves by whatever means.

I remember a few years ago a particular incident at work (sears). I had just arrived at my job, and as I entered into the employee entrance the assistant store manager was in the process of insulting one of the team leaders who was later demoted from his position. They both turned to glance at me while I went to hang up my jacket upon entering, and then turned back to one another.

“You ain’t shit”, our assistant store manager told the short and ugly guy who’s name was Jeremy, and who was of a Caribbean descent. “Do you know what people around here are saying about you?”

“I don’t care what people say”, Jeremy said in return.

“You’re not strong”, the manager said. “You’re a faggot”. “I’m going to tell you what they are saying”.

At that last comment I was making my way on through the hall just around the corner to begin my scheduled tasks. I didn’t get to hear the rest. And I didn’t really care to.

Later sometime during that same day, I had gone to put some flattened boxes inside the store baler. Jeremy had the nerve to tell me that he “cannot place and crush the boxes for me. That I have to pick up behind myself by not leaving anything around for him or someone else to do”.

Now come again, what shit was he smoking?! I had been working there at sears way before he came along and was one of the most top and valued workers there and how ironic since the talk going on around the store was that he wasn’t a good employee. “I wish I could get paid for doing nothing like Jeremy”, I personally overheard a co-worker say in reference to his performance on the job.

Jeremy didn’t get too much respect around the workplace.

I definitely knew that something was up with the ridiculous remark that he made and he was with another fellow employee when he conveyed the nonsense to me.

“I’ve been working here long before you”, I told Jeremy then walked away.

Soon after the confrontation my own team leader came to me regarding not properly handling one of the responsibilities that concerned my operation between the boxes and the baler. Jeremy had intentionally approached my manager with the lie that he himself had approached me with-but in more negatively deceptive terms.

It even seemed as if my manager was going to take Jeremy’s word for it until an employee who worked on my team stood up for me. “She crushes her boxes”, my fellow co-worker assured.

“So just forget about it”, our manager had told us.

Jeremy’s motives were clearly obvious to me. He was embarrassed and humiliated by what I had walked in on earlier in the day between him and the assistant store manager. He took it all out on me. I was the scapegoat because I had witnessed him getting verbally beat down and disrespected.

And the sad thing was that I didn’t even care about what had gone on. I did not go around and spread what I saw and heard to anyone. That told me a lot regarding Jeremy’s character, a person who takes their insecurities out on someone else because they are more sufficient.

Jealous people and liars are well-known for the “big trouble” that they tend to generate and stir up.

The old saying: “there are three sides to a story-your side, my side, and the truth”.

To the jealous liar the lie is the truth, the only way for them to get by. They become so accustomed to deception that they become master manipulators. Many gain an evil satisfaction from their deliberate actions, especially if they continuously get away with what they do.

I have for the majority of the time been a human lie detector, fiercely spotting the connivers and the spiteful which often inspires further resentment and retaliation on their parts.

(I once went for a job interview at tiffany’s jewelry store in Manhattan in the year of 2007. I had already had a part time job but wanted to make some extra money. I was interviewed by a manager by the name of Daniel. He was of West Indian descent. He explained to me that the position that I had applied for was not difficult at all-and such and such-and I’m like saying to myself well alright then give me the darn job already and stop bullshitting around.

I could tell that he was not on the up and up. So after wasting my time he told me to go wait in the lobby for a second interview with a lady by the name of Joanna. I waited for I don’t know how long-an obvious set up in the making. When I finally got face to face with Joanna we sat across from one another for my interview and she was very nervous. So I just went along with her questions, knowing I was not going to get the job. There was something else that I was supposed to get.

When the phony interview ended Joanna walked me over to the elevator and advised me to take it down to the basement. “I know how to get out of here”, I told her.

“No. You came in here off the street but you have to go down to the basement then walk all the way around to make it out of the building”, Joanna informed to me as she was extremely nervous. She was even much more nervous than before.

She bullshitted around looking at the decoration of flowers that were by the elevator doors asking me if I thought they looked like geraniums. Oh what a very stupid, dumb bitch, I had thought to myself. This woman must have had a lot of dirt on her to go along with trying to lure me to my death. I played along with her. So I got on the elevator and got off on the first floor right where I first came in at.

The next morning when I got on a bus to go to my regular job, there was some talk. “She was told to go to the basement and gets off at the first floor”, a young male voice said. Then he went on to say something about a gift and being a target)

When one is sharply on cue and fearless, and know too much about what goes on, some will try to make that person lose their mind so that it can be said that they don’t know what they are talking about.

I notice certain people get labeled as crazy when they are able to discern and/or call out other individual’s motives and those alike-especially when it is not understood how they gathered up all of their uncanny information. “Perception” is a gift indeed. Liars and deceivers are intimidated by those who challenge them, and then proceed to take them down.

A lot of people’s lives have been altered or destroyed due to petty and malicious lies that have been concocted and told by negative individuals.

I observed and learned at a very young age how degenerates operate. I have for years been attacked and continuously lied on in many instances and I never got destroyed because I am a fighter, a survivor-and I am someone who is more vicious than any of my enemies could ever imagine. And that is a good thing since I am a very positive person. Positivity is always much stronger than negativity in any circumstance.

Part of my viciousness is the flame that burns with determination, the torch that refuses to blow out. The passionate bomb that is always ready to explode and conquer without regret.

No matter what, one should never get caught up in the confusion set forth by others. A lie is just simply what it is “a lie”. A lie does not define truth no matter how many others may believe in the deception.

When you genuinely know and are strong in who and what you are-no one can ever take that away.

Respect/Real Respect

Real respect is to hold esteem or high regard for someone or something. I find it interesting how individuals place value on what they define as modes of respect and disrespect.

When certain people speak to me and I ignore them they will sometimes interpret that as a sign of disrespect, especially if it was a greeting such as “hello”.

And I do admit that I do not have any regard for a lot of the people that I do not speak to or ignore. However, I will not go as far as to say that it should always have to do with it being a show of disrespect.

I have talked nicely to many people that I have absolutely no respect for. Just because someone is nice to you towards your face does not mean that they like or respect you.

And it was not a matter of me being a phony. It was about being courteous and polite.

After all, we do share a society together whether we all like it or not and we all can’t just go around behaving abruptly just for the hell of it.

There are times to be nasty and times not to be.

And most of the time I do not even care one way or the other. I don’t need the people that I dislike, loathe, and have no regard for. They have no great impact on my life. All of us cannot and will not get along and will never always come into agreement with one another.

Some one told me a long time ago “you talk to people who downgrade you”.

Was I supposed to feel bad about that? This particular person did not know me very well! He was no good, not too bright in the mind, and thought that he could make me feel stupid.

A lot or some of the people who don’t know me personally, automatically assume that if I walk around so carefree and confident as I normally do and/or communicate with other individuals in an environment where I may not be well liked by those who speak negatively about me-that I am unaware of it or that I am just foolish.

It is nothing more than a generalization because many would perceive things that way if they were in that same predicament. They probably would have felt uncomfortable or even bad about themselves.

I am well aware of all my surroundings. I did not socialize with these people and they were not around me in my personal/private life. These were certain individuals who I worked with or who I happened to live in the same neighborhood with at the time.

Everyone just isn’t as strong as I am when it comes to not worrying about what others say and think about them.

What anybody says or thinks has absolutely nothing to do with me. It is all about how I think and honestly feel about myself and the way that I respect myself.

I have a self esteem and strength of mind that supercedes any type of bullshit. It may even be a bit of conceit. Whatever it is it works very well for me!

There are people who have a lot of respect for me and there are people who do not-and either way it does not faze me at all. And I do not mean that in a negative light.

People respect people for many different reasons. I respect people by their character. Not for the type of occupation that they have because a job does not make a person. And not for the things that they do because everybody has their own motives. I am more concerned about where a person’s head is at.

Whether an individual has respect for me or not does not at all reflect my true value or worth.

Very few people in this world know me well enough-and the majority does not know me at all for that matter-to truly understand and respect me for who I really am anyway.

Everyone at least deserves to be treated with common courtesy and a respect for humanity.