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The Truth Should Always Be Exposed

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Voodoo/Black Magic Removal And Reversal by misslatoya

Tracey said 6 hours ago

Just want to warn everyone about Tonita Poyser. Behind the scenes this woman is a demon witch who thinks she’s powerful and thinks she has control over a lot of people. She and her Mother and family has done a lot of evil acts such as blood sacrifices, death curses etc to people in order to gain power, money etc. Her Mother Cecelia Bond is even worse!!!
I know this to be true about them as I have experienced it firsthand with them.
They act like they are Godly people going to church every Sunday, but they are not.
For anyone who knows this woman, her mother and family, just be careful, cause you never know what they might have done to you. These people are very evil and dangerous.

For anyone wondering what is this purpose of this post, I think it’s time we start to expose the evil ones who are doing evil, there are more good people on this planet and if we all come together and pray in God’s light to drive out the darkness, I believe surely one day we will be able to overcome all the evil people out there, and evil intentions towards humanity.

These people who practice these evil acts don’t want people out there to know the real truth about them, and will try to make their victims look like they are the mad or bad ones. It is time to start exposing them for what they truly are!!!

You said 0 minutes ago

First of all I just want to say that as a truly gifted and intelligent and knowledgeable woman with a strong and open mind I am well aware of certain low-minded and ill-intention people that may write to me for dishonorable results or silly set ups and it is not that I take every comment that I respond to as truth or as a cordial expression of similarity and sharing but I use certain topics and elaborate valuable input through my inner voice of spirit.

So what I am saying is that I take the good out of bad situations or circumstance and use it as an advantage and to my own advantage. Special people are always ahead of those that are calculating.

Now I don’t feel that everyone has an agenda when they contact me I just know that I am a target as many of us that are good, gifted, strong and that speak the truth are among people who’d like to see our downfall as that is evil’s mission, however, it doesn’t bother me.

When I notice a tactic used that may be thought to “reel” me in spirit moves me to take that opportunity to exercise wisdom. And that is just my acknowledgement in general because I am not and have never been anyone’s fool!

I commend anyone genuine for taking the initiative to write what is on their mind especially on a issue that has and that continues to wreak havoc on this entire world.

When we expose evil for what it is and the evil doers for what they are it weakens what they do in secret because it is made known and brought out into a “conscious” reaction of conflict to activation.

The more we expose the truth the more we destroy the negative energy that inevitably creates a positive change. And while we are doing that we also bring about and bring forth our purposes of what we are here to accomplish and fulfill more healthily and abundantly.

Us good are here and in reality we do reign we just need our day and time to shine ultimately and it is here and coming.

Those of us that are on the level and/or that have the insight would not have to wonder or automatically doubt or question an individual’s motives as to why they would publicly put out their messages as for many of us it is a necessity as we ourselves are naturally inspired and propelled by the “energy” to express ourselves and to speak out the much needed truths that need to be told. For many of us it is a calling, a gift, and a “power” that is handed upon us through the universe to utilize.

When spirit speaks to us we have to listen and act upon it.

Genuine power is within the truth. And the liars hate the truth and definitely do not want their true identities and true intentions to be out there at all. They are vicious deceivers and master manipulators who indeed turn everything negative around on us truly good people.

Of course, they try to make us out to appear to be the bad ones, to be the liars, and then they call us the crazy ones in a vile and vain attempt to scare and to discredit us as we can see through them and discern them for who they truly are and into the notorious depths of how they operate.

We don’t fear evil and we do not fear them, in fact, we are the intimidation/threats to them and they know it that is why they try so hard to destroy people like us but we that have knowledge know that it is impossible for the darkness to overpower the light. They prey on the fear of the ignorant or the uninformed that is why it is so very important for the proper information of what is going on to be known and as to their tactics of pattern.

When we authentically walk in truth there is no need to fear anyone or anything as the truth is what has us maintaining and standing strong to begin with and when one has the knowledge on top of it we can indeed move mountains while no one will be able to ever move us because we are concrete. We just sit back and watch our enemies panic and wait for them to come up with their next batch of ludicrous schemes to worm their ways out of.

Good people do need to come together yet they have to be wise enough in doing so because those that are evil do everything within their efforts to try to prevent that from happening through all types of manipulation against us in general. Many of them are so sick that they believe their own lies and they are sometimes convincing to those that are not able to read into them as well as we can and they just continue on to cause even more trouble and unnecessary confusion.

It seems though now as so many of us have went through this with these kinds of people they all are not getting away with these things as they use to anymore and have gotten caught. The dirt that they have done to and upon us we as individuals were strong enough to handle and disperse (circulate/branch out/produce) yet they are genuinely cowardly people because they cannot handle and stand up to their defeats, consequences, and punishments and will do all that they can to resist and stall.

As long as this imperfect world is within existence there will always be negativity along with evil people only once the world ends and that new paradise begins within all of our own celestial destinations according to our own fates when we make our transitions whether good or bad will there finally be a genuine end to all bad things and people.

But of course, we as a people here on this earth for the time being are very capable of making great positive changes to a much better world and better ways of living but we as good people would really have to be determined and have that internal “fire” to continuously fight for what we want and make that happen by no means turning against each other within the process of eliminating the bad people in their destructive actions towards us and our designs. We all have to put our minds (knowledge/intelligence), talents, and uniqueness together and make some beautiful “Magic” for all the world to see.

And P.S. And just for the record: most people within the church just masquerade and are true demons (demonic individuals with the mark of the beast) and many congregations are in disguise just temples and bodies of devil worship and evil supernatural practices.

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A Day In The Life Of A Working Lady

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When I finally left Toy R Us back in May of this year as I told a representative at the corporate office that I wanted to resign I had already had another job working at Burlington Coat Factory.

When I got hired at Burlington it wasn’t for the position that I had initially applied for (just like at Toys R Us nobody really wanted to do that job) the desperate bitch manager named Ruth explained to me that she was going to put me in the fitting room to work because none of the other previous fitting room attendants were able to meet audit for an entire year so I was suppose to be the new slave to put to the test and use? I don’t think so!

I wasn’t like the other worthless trashy flunky bitches (Marilyn Bartnick, Johanna Jackson and Latima Hall) that needed to be there. And I am darn sure not anybody’s ass kisser. All three of those inferior bitches tried to start trouble with me yet I ignored them as Ruth had stated “LaToya, your working with a bunch of women, just keep your mouth shut”.

I do understand that “average” jealous women do get catty and petty but not “real” women-“classy women” of intelligence and purpose don’t have time for nonsense. All we care about is being happy and taking great care of ourselves and optimistically preparing different things for our pleasant futures.

Johanna got mad because I expressed to Marilyn how I caught her sad and obvious attempt to sabotage my work-not that working in a fitting room is serious duty-however to people of that nature they don’t know what real work is so Johanna failed at her intention to make me look incompetent at a job that I was far overqualified for.

It reminded me of when I was one of the top workers at Sears about five years ago and after having working there for four years straight a few envious employees tried to mess up my work to get me into trouble, little did the stupid asses know that there were hidden cameras back there in the storage room where I was in charge of, and they were the ones that the head manager penalized. They had to clean up everything that they had intentionally unorganized.

Ruth told me that she knew I was doing everything that I was suppose to do (because she claimed she could see from afar, hidden cameras I assumed, because security also claimed that they knew everything going on within the area too) but that I just needed to speed up on my task of overloaded volumes of clothing that were being returned back to the store on a day to day basis and at the same time organize clothes to go back onto the sales floor while cleaning out and up after the fitting room as customers were nasty and constantly stacking up extra clothing. She wanted me to do all that shit within a short time every day so that she could make audit and take credit? That bitch must have been out of her fucking mind!

The real truth of it all is that they were always backed up due to the fact that they were too cheap to hire other people to fill out other positions I had heard other employees complaining of the excess areas of work that were being stacked upon them (one person bombarded with the impossible unless one was going to fuck up the work just to get it done within a hurry).

Latima, a literally bald headed bitch with no hair that was barely on the scalp, had the nerve to come to work with a thick long weave the next day after sporting her natural no hair style. This girl is so hideous looking as those are usually the ones to start conflict and she knew that she was ugly because she’d come to work with globs of make up on and still looked bad she got mad at me for doing work that another employee told me to do that she claimed she was going to do then accused me of lying about being told by the other worker to do so.

It was all a set up, silly shit that I ignored, and she made a scene because I would not give her the reaction that she was looking for I never understood why trash thought people should fear them they need to get off of their insecurities as they are absolutely nothing to fear. A customer was even disgusted by her and told me to report her as she was so unprofessional.

The next day Latima didn’t come into work so I told the woman named Karen who was in on the lie that “I come here to work and not for no bullshit” then she got scared and started kissing my ass because she knew she was guilty.

The day after that Ruth calls me into her office because she was disappointed because after a little over a month employed there I wasn’t being the flunky that she hoped and planned that I would be by working me like a damn dog and getting me to do what she wanted when she wanted and said to me “If you don’t speed it up in two more weeks then you’re out the door”.

I said to her, “Will you give me another position in the store since things are not happening fast enough for you?”

“No”, Ruth said.

“I’m leaving now because I’m an excellent worker”, I told her as I refuse to let anyone control me by threats of any kind just to keep a job. I can find work anywhere unlike the others that she had stranded there and wrapped around her finger.

“Okay”, Ruth got mad and said. “I’m going to terminate you out the system right now”. However she lied because she didn’t terminate me right then and there. She hadn’t expected me to come out with what I did. I have too much self esteem and self confidence to stay and tolerate bullshit-she thought she was a bitch-she didn’t know me very well because I can ultimately be the definition of a real bitch!

Instead of actually terminating me within the system I received a new hire benefits bullshit sent to my email later that day:

Intent

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candle litCurrently adversaries seek to deprive me of all of the happiness and good luck that is around me right now, and I know.

It is just a vain repetition from their failure within the past that they continuously refuse to accept here now within the present. My contentment and celestial advantages is too much of a harsh reminder of the beauty that they were unable to tarnish from within and around me.

Their lies and their countless actions of devious measure toward me and toward the aspects surrounding my life went insufficient. The laws of the universe that govern my establishments are steadfast and upright, fierce and reprimanding. My adversaries have received a scolding that their sick and deficient minds cannot handle.

I am a target and have been attacked many times and one of the most annoying signs among certain others is a headache which is intended to trigger irritability, gloom, a clouding of my perspective, disorientation-all of which I absolutely do not feel due to the fashion in which I naturally operate-and a host of other back and forth emits of sorcery when the technique does not adhere to me and then reverse again unto them.

When one is extremely resilient within the mind and their energy is high, positively magnetic, robust, and unwavering, and others that are wicked are unable to persuade their way of thinking and/or manipulate their fortunate circumstances through the disruption of accomplishment and social relations by conspiring underhandedly on their own within palpable means they may resort to the impalpable ways of solution.

Envy and jealousy will provoke people to throw outbursts of unreasonable and unjustifiable hostility and it will also ignite them to rise up against an individual with allegations that are spurious (false/fake/forged) and unfounded, and sorcery brings about reactions of this nature in the same exact motion.

Witchcraft within all of its negative forms and terminologies of choice is a deception of illusion. A play on the faculty of concepts, ideas and images that form within the mind that is not present to the senses. It is also a strategy of attempt to debilitate one mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually and financially by sucking out all of their good “energy”.

 

A True Story Of One Living With The Caul:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/02/20/a-true-story-of-one-born-with-the-caulliving-the-life-of-my-spirituality-as-a-child-of-the-caul/)

Occult Power:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/11/03/occult-power/)

 

 

Scenario

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hat and handbagI never liked him from the get go as I knew that he was a candidate for trouble (he had made a smart remark about me wearing my jacket one day in early February saying that it wasn’t cold in the section of the building where we were at to someone else there present and I ignored his childish behavior as it was chilly until I had reached into a particular part of the room).

However, the scheduling director (Marlon) there at where I work kept coming to me within my thoughts last week and all that I could mainly gather aside from a few other things is that he was one who did not appreciate the praise that I had received from one of my clients who had spread her excited approval of me to the main office (headquarters) and all around the assisted living facility that she resided within in addition from him trying to set me up prior with a case to a Manhattan location on a short notice that I did not comply with a few weeks ago.

I am nowhere off point either as I had dreamed just the night beforehand when he called to schedule the assignment back then I was just way ahead of him, he had took a long pause over the phone when he did not get the reply that he was looking for.

Now today out of the blue I get a call this morning from another scheduler stating that I hadn’t arrived to my permanent three day case this morning, permanent case? This was the first time that I was hearing about it yet I was told by the lady that she had informed to me last week that the case that I did a week ago would be ongoing and that Marlon was a witness to her telling me so over the telephone.

Right away I smelled another set up within the making.

I was asked if I could come in to work today and I answered to them no because I was not notified ahead of time as she had falsely claimed. Then I was hung up on with a slam down to the phone receiver.

Later in the afternoon the same lady scheduler phoned me back up acknowledging to me with a milder tone and attitude that the case I worked on last week was my permanent shift load.

Later on, after that telephone correspondence I get a call from Marlon stating that the client I was suppose to work for suddenly requested no more service and that his case was now closed and that he had a different assignment for me in a close by location within another building, I declined, I am not playing along with no bullshit this entire scene was viewed out to me as a poorly written and undeveloped scheme.

At least think the situation through before creating a dumb picture to display.

When I mentioned to Marlon about me not being told about the case being permanent he imparted that it was water under the bridge and to forget about it I explained that if the lady had forgot to inform to me that the case she had offered to me was permanent then do not put her error on my slate because I know that she deals with a lot of people so the reference may have easily slipped her mind.

Marlon insisted that he was right next to her when she delivered the information to me. I communicated bluntly to Marlon that if he wanted to cover up for her fine that is on the two of them but do not let it happen again. He went on about how he was not a liar while steadily trying to over talk me I interrupted him before he got stumped within his words and before I hung up I challenged his nonsense, “If these lines are recorded play them back”.

collectablesCertain people are so sick the way they lie and they know that they are lying.

All that shit was a ridiculous hoax a bunch of made up shit brought on by an asshole or more who are so infuriated by the continual envy and jealousy entertained as a result of the harmony that flows concurrently within my life.

What was the purpose, nothing became of this today, what will be next? My days at going to work will never be dull ones with those in specific who desire for me to not have a place to go to work to and/or to not be comfortable within.

I remain naturally undisturbed.

They consistently use people who they have dirt on to perform their shenanigans they kill me how they always endeavor to interfere with my employment desperately seeking for me to lose my jobs hoping that one day I’d become a bum out in the street hanging in the gutter looking and smelling dusty and funky as themselves, that day will never come.

I am so glad that I have peace within my life and am not tormented by the demons that plague the completely miserable.

 

Roots

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chairOf course, I know for a fact that I was suppose to become very successful and accomplished at a very early age on up into adulthood where I would have already been properly established into an extremely comfortable arrangement of life setting due to the advantage of my natural destiny, according to my fate I was never meant to fail at my purpose or to be stricken with any form of disease that would cause my deterioration or death. There are many people within the world who innocently fall into my category and one day we will all be highly compensated for our injustice whether it is within this fucked up world or within the next.

I did indeed get the chance to have my stories that I wrote as a child published by a mainstream publisher at the age of ten or eleven regardless of the “roots” that were placed upon me yet I turned down the offer because of the anger that resided within me at the time toward the turbulence that was going on back then within my life but I was shown through out it all that whatever evil that it was that was struggling to overtake me my power was verily way much stronger.

I had let that anger pass up an opportunity to move forward in the most generous of a fashion but I was just a kid enduring bullshit that never should have arisen to the surface within the first place all on account of the worthless degenerate people of the trashy nature who never should have been given the breaths of life to begin with. Even if I had of accepted the offer there was no guarantee of a life free from the interference of perpetrators since those specific “roots” needed to be further tangled with and utterly unraveled and cut out from it’s own hearty core.

Jealousy, envy, hatred, spite and revenge are the main reasons why people resort to the aides of supernatural conveniences.

Whether one phrases the tactics as being derived from the origins of Voodoo, Santeria/Brujeria, Obeah, Witchcraft, Black Magic and so on (depending on one’s culture and/or practice) to create situations and circumstances that we accurately determine and describe to appear to us as being “fixed”, “crossed or crossed up”, hexed, jinxed, cursed and “blocked” because no matter how the terms are used the foundations are exactly the same, we have undoubtedly become the targets of vicious attacks carried out by those who attempt to harness malignant spiritual forces against us and within our lives.

People who actually contract spirits to reign pure havoc among our presence.

When “roots” are done or put on us the purposes are to bring about unnatural misfortune and/or disease. As the intent is for one and for what is all around one to become stagnant “roots” produce unnecessary blockages into one’s pathways, eliminating the ordained roads that are effectively suited for inevitable opportunity. In return, a person is unjustifiably restricted into mischievously altered lanes that they otherwise would have not selected due to the turnaround of their life literally being turned upside down, an abomination that proves to be quite burdensome and oppressive.

Who wants a condition whereas their roads are partially or completely blocked off when they were never designed to have been crooked that way within the first place? And what about the “roots” that are particularly outlined to bring about sufficient illnesses and diseases that is able to result in immobilization or death? Making healthy people fall sick with illness and disease that resemble afflictions that seem to occur or to develop normally.

bottleI remember back in the early two thousand when two pieces of garbage had the nerve to be looking within my eyes while their conspiracy of “Brujeria” was taking place, I was no dummy, my empathetic nature along with intuition told me that they were speculating or should I say “anticipating” disease. They expected me to have herpes of the eyes (which is not venereal yet can be venereal depending on what simplex type 1 or 2 and how it was caught as I’ve learned that people can spread their infected area from one body part to another) some shit at the time that I had never knew existed aside from hearing of cold sores and genital sores I hadn’t known that herpes could also affect the eyes but they taught me through extra sensory perception that I later found out the disease of the eyes that they wanted me to have was indeed a form of herpes.

I had never ever within my entire life ever had a fever blister only the chicken pox so if I did come down with something I would have instantly known that it was not normal and natural.

I had guessed that they wanted blisters to appear on my face for everyone to see just because I had made it known that I knew of a relative on my father’s side of the family who had actually contracted herpes and she was a degenerate just like them and had gotten her feelings hurt so it was suppose to be my payback to give me herpes through working “roots” that actually never did finally happen.

One night years ago, after that incident, I felt a pain above my right eye as I lay in bed. The pain had come from my head and I felt something leave from my head straight above my eye and slide down behind my right eye, and shortly following, my eye had begin to itch and then right away I knew that there was an attempt being made through “root work”.

I had said to myself no, I do not have herpes, and shortly after the itching stopped because the circumstance was trying to feed off of the fear of what I had known they were trying to do. I would not allow them to make me believe that they could give me a disease that I did not actually have so therefore the spell did not go into action.

As a person with clairvoyant ability simultaneously identifying affect while the situation was in motion I used my common sense to defuse the mechanism. It takes a strong mind to transform the correlation of negative spiritual manipulation; however, it can be done if one has the skill. It is vital to thoroughly know one self and to believe in one’s self, especially within a corrupted and distorted tangle within the mind.

A lot of people suffering from skin disorders, cancers and a variety of other ailments are none other than the recipients of a malicious supernatural foul play. Perpetrators have also tried to make me bleed continuously (have an unnatural excessive menstrual flow) another “root working” that never actually came into happening.

All of these motives are to stop us from doing the things that we want to do within our lives, to take away our strengths, to take away our confidence, to take away our dignity and to take away our spirit. If we let them win then they would end up taking away our purpose and that is completely unacceptable. The most important thing whether one has overcame the experience of having been the target of “roots” or whether one is currently undergoing the experience is to know, recognize, and to be aware that the condition is extremely real and of the ordeals that are able to manifest from it, and that it can also be removed and reversed.

Once done away with, though, remember to mend whatever the damage it was that was done so that the spirit goes back into it’s restorative states and is not left open unto the further malicious of possible attacks.

 

Baby At Peace:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2015/11/29/baby-at-peace/)

The Perfect Combination:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/03/08/the-perfect-combination/)

 

 

 

 

 

Desperate Measures

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A Bit About LaToya

https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/a-little-about-latoya/

I am so tired of these phony commenters who are all within cahoots together in connection with particular jealous and envious foes. They are all sailing in the same boats that they will never ever find me riding in.

You want to talk in riddles I’ll spell it out for you:

Ratonya said 1 day ago

I am Ra’Tonya. A caulbearer, rh neg, born 4-21-1975. Real deal but not involved in anything but being there for info. You may contact me.

You said 25 minutes ago

So strange. I knew a amazon-looking crack-head street whore from back in Hollis, Queens who went by the name Venus who was very jealous of me and her blood type was RH negative and she was born April 29 (4/29/I don’t remember what year she was born) but she was way older than me at the time, she was in her forties when I was in my twenties.

Anyway, she had AIDS and one night went into the emergency room using my name, date of birth and address, but where she was stupid at is that I do not have RH negative blood type which Venus often described as monkey blood. And I did not ever go into the emergency room because I never attended that hospital.

I had found out about what she did years ago not so long after she had done that stupid shit and confronted her.

She was trying to get back at me and thought by using my name, date of birth and address at the time it would get out, hoping that someone who worked there and who may have at the same time lived in our area and who may have known me would come across her medical file about her having AIDS and think that it was me. But like I said before she was stupid because she and I do not even have the same blood type.

So her garbage failed and to her or anyone else who is jealous of me and wishes that I actually had that nasty disease or any other disease or downfall for that matter it is too bad because It is just impossible. It is not my fault that other people have fucked up their lives and I didn’t fuck up mine through sex, drugs and/or alcohol so just get over it.

And here are some more desperate measures:https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/05/dear-miss-latoya-4/

Blood, Money, And Dirt

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I never ever fell for the mind game junkie mentality. I remember when my drug addict aunt Tina would get in her jealous envious ways and literally tell me to my face “You don’t have no education!” And she would try to spread that lie to anyone she thought that she could manipulate into believing it.

I thought it was so strange how she would continue on with that when she herself actually never graduated from high school. She has no high school diploma nor GED. However, that was the entire point, I was highly educational and knowledgeable and she was not.

I had never ever in life been classified as a dummy and no one could ever genuinely call me one, especially not with my academic evaluations.

I also remember Tina being jealous of me being a cute little girl and of my pretty complexion. She had some type of sickness/obsession about bumps on the face and would have a field day trying to make me believe that I had a problem with them. I guess that was a junkie thing. A deep sickness among the junkies and the like because I never understood that nonsense.

Tina along with my great-grandmother had done and tried the same exact thing with my mother. They would tell her that “You never worked a day in your life”.

That was also crazy.

My mother had quite a few good jobs within her lifetime and when she had passed the government test and started working for the Post Office back in the eighties they were all ate up with pure jealousy and they came up with a scheme to sabotage her in the workplace.

All Amanda (my great-grandmother) had ever done for a living aside from being a junkie and a drunk when she came up to New York from North Carolina was steam and/or iron clothes in one of those work factories down in Manhattan. And when I once mentioned to her “all you did or could do was iron clothes” she got offended and said “Oh, no. There is a way that you have to iron”.

And my mother had said “What other way is there to iron other than to get the wrinkles out?”

946002-200The same thing with Tina and my uncle they got their jobs from social services. After being on welfare for such a long period of time they began to work there at the company. In the long run, my uncle kept his job until he fell ill from AIDS and while he was still on dope and died. Tina had eventually got demoted, got injured on her job (either she fell or someone got tired of her shit and knocked her down) then tried to sue the city and got fired.

When my uncle was on his death-bed in the hospital in January 2004, Amanda asked me to come up there with her to visit him (I was curious and wanted to get a look at him. He looked terrible, like death itself) but before we made the trip up there she stopped off at his apartment to steal his employment checks that had piled up so that she could illegally bust them.

Amanda could not find them so one day she sent Tina up there to her brother’s apartment to find them and she must have smelled those checks because she went right straight on over to them, also discovering his dope needle through out the search.

When one family associate had heard that I visited my uncle in the hospital she said that he was making, or that he had to make an amends (As some people who may have wronged someone in some way often does). And that bitch who was named Stephanie Caffey (a ole whore-hopper) made me so sick with her ignorance.

I had never held any animosity over my uncle for throwing me around the room when I was a nine month old baby, I mean my mother and family from day one had always shared that information with me when I was a very young girl, but I never had any personal recollection of it to feel any anger or resentment toward him.

It was an awful thing that he had done but I absolutely was not affected by it in any way, I mean the man was crazy.

The only hostility I ever felt for my uncle was in the negative ways in which he would sometimes act toward me and he had eventually admitted to me that he was jealous of me and he had the courage to apologize.

I also never felt comfortable being around my uncle there was just something about his spirit that was not right.

Tina and Amanda on the other hand always thought that they could solve their wrongdoings with money. I could not be bought from anyone’s guilt or from anything else for that matter. They obviously weren’t use to people with integrity (They were familiar only with people who weren’t use to anything and who had never had anything). There was not enough money in the world that they could bribe me with or to compensate to me for all of the nasty deeds that they had done.

What killed me the most was how they were supposed to be so much against my mother and I but when they would get mad or scared about something and then turn on one another or even against someone other who they would often downgrade us to, they’d run straight back to us to talk about them in the same very negatively light, giving us the scoop on and about all of their business (Bet those stupid asses didn’t know about that!).

misty blueHowever, we as levelheaded people always took certain information with a grain of salt because just like a dog will take a bone the same dog will most likely bring it back. So if Tina and Amanda would lie to others about us they surely wouldn’t hesitate to lie to us about them.

The only difference in between was that my mother and I weren’t fools. We were never stupid or naive as were the other people who were so easy or susceptible to believe. Nevertheless, jealous envious people want to hear the worse about someone else and will take in as true the negativity that is geared towards their targets.

Amanda once offered me control over her 5,000 dollar bank account. What is 5,000 in this day and age? If it would have been more I still would not have taken her up on the offer. “I don’t want shit from you”, I told her (All I wanted was for her to die and she finally did pass away in the year 2009).

In 2012, after my mother sold our old house and split the “will” money Tina had the nerve to want to talk to me about something.

“I want to talk to you about my pension”.

Tina was insinuating leaving me behind her financial benefits upon her eventual death. I do not need or want that shit she could shove that money all up her HIV or AIDS infected ass as far as I am concerned.

I never had to go to anyone and I never had to ask anyone for anything in my entire life. And I never will.

I’ve always had and I always will do for myself. I am a very independent individual. I only want my own and I will endeavor to always get mine on my own.