Category Archives: Jealousy

Loathe And Despise

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My mother listens to the radio station from time to time in the morning and Steve Harvey comes on, always running his mouth and talking about God. This man has done so much dirt within his life and has the nerve to give advice and continues on to express his corny and ineffective opinions and unrealistic soliloquies.

Today he mentioned the subject of hatred and how time consuming that it is to hate and about people that write on blogs expressing the hate that they feel as they talk about other people and things.

While I do understand that there are plenty that have and that have had negative things to say about him online and plenty in general that write about or that mention their dislike of others publicly as well as privately it definitely is not time consuming or a waste of energy.

Anger and hatred Is healthy and normal it is just how the anger and hatred is handled depending on circumstance.

And I myself am not talking about speaking petty nonsense or unjustifiable lies as so many unfortunately do I’m talking about the power of truth and self expression.

One thing that is pathetic-and that is the ignorant mind-people need to just speak for themselves and stop placing their insecurities and personal notions and generalizations as a universal truth because it is indeed not.

I’ve heard those that are on a particular level in the past go around saying how they may have went hating certain people for years, inferring that the object of their contempt wasn’t always aware of their disdain or that while they were resenting that individual they on the other hand were going on with their lives smiling and cheerful or whatever, making them feel stupid or defeated and that may be the case with some people but so what?

What does that signify? Abosolutely nothing! It all depends on an individual’s own mentality as to why they feel the way they do and how it benefits or doesn’t benefit them. Everyone doesn’t see things within the same view and everyone doesn’t feel and experience within the same outcome.

There are people that hate me out of their own envy and jealousy and because I am a strong and intelligent person that doesn’t care or for whatever else and I don’t give a fuck.

Hatred is not a burden or a negativity for everyone. Hatred is no different than love as it is just a description of a feeling it is just that acting on hatred can produce what others view as negative incidents or results and some are fearful of that.

However, no one ever really complains too much when someone does a nice gesture out of love. Why isn’t that considered time consuming and a waste of time and energy especially when the one on the receiving end doesn’t care or isn’t appreciative?

People have liked, loved, and cared for me and I wasn’t touched or moved by it. I didn’t like, love, or care about them or have any consideration for their feelings because I didn’t take to them within that way whether it was just friendly or amorously by hopeful aquaintances, associates, or even relatives.

So all that I am saying is that every one that hates does not go around miserable everyday or every second dwelling and pondering over and about who they don’t like and we don’t care whether they are aware of it or not (It’s not a psychological competition it is just a natural feeling of intense dislike for another for whatever personal or general reason), in fact, we hate who we hate like what we like and genuinely enjoy ourselves as we go on and live our daily lives.

 

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Cathy Barge

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Symptoms Of Voodoo/Black Magic by misslatoya

 

PJ said 1 hour ago 
This Cathy you’re talking about is she from whitestone, ny?

misslatoya  said 16 minutes ago

Yeah, this Cathy Barge is indeed from Whitestone, NY. She is short and dumpy and she wears black-rim glasses she is ugly in the face and she looks whipped.

I mean I am going to be forty-three years old next month and I look young and innocent with a pretty complexion and the cute little body/figure of a pre-teen or little girl even-not saying that’s a standard or everyone’s preference-I’ve just taken care of myself and lived a clean lifestyle and it shows.

Cathy is a wicked, miserable, envious bitch and it is written all over her essence.

She has an obvious mental problem and she had the nerve to claim that she has a degree of some sort in relation to a social worker. The last thing the world needs is another nut out there that is ignorant and that thinks that they can use a position that they are not really qualified for to psychologically manipulate
vulnerable individuals who wouldn’t know any better.

Fortunately there are people like me and others out there that are actually of substance, value, intellect, knowledge and spiritual elevation that are able to reach genuinely high achievements and use them productively.

 

 

 

  

 

Cathy

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My accurate premonition came to be rather swiftly as “I hit the nail on the head” as usual.

Cathy/Catherine Barge the bitch that I wrote about here (https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2018/03/29/i-catch-them-every-time/)   came into work Wednesday morning on April 4, 2018 and called me “A stupid bitch” in an attempt to provoke me while proceeding on with a lie to use against me in a malicious effort to try to get me fired from my job.

Cathy called up the agency stating that the lady that we work for was on the floor crawling after falling off the bed. Number one, I had just checked in on the lady and she was asleep. Number two, the lady lays on a mattress that leans straight up against the floor she’s not balanced on any type of railing it would’ve been impossible for her to fall out of a bed that is actually right near floor level. And the woman is not any type of invalid.

If the lady really rolled to the floor shouldn’t Cathy had rushed to her aid to help her up instead of coming toward my direction to start a fight?

Cathy couldn’t even get her lies straight she hadn’t planned the treacherous incident very well (What set her off is that she saw a fresh cup of coffee sitting on the floor by the lady a cup of coffee that she was suppose to make. Me fixing the lady a cup of coffee that she asked for interrupted Cathy’s obsessive compulsive tendencies and she just blew the fuck up. If she’d known that was actually the third cup of coffee that I’d made for the lady Cathy really would have flipped her lid) I said to myself this sick, lying, jealous bitch.

I went into the lady’s bedroom who had awoke and that was now sitting up on the bed and acknowledged to her the lie that Cathy had just told because she didn’t know what was going on as she had just waken up.

“Don’t argue back with her” the woman told me. “I like the both of you”.

Cathy is on the phone with the agency telling them “She’s crazy, I told you she was crazy!”

And what had I done? Absolutely nothing!

Cathy told me that I was jealous of her because she is white and “under privileged”. Did she realize what she was saying?

She also told me that I speak illiterate (I’ve never ever heard that one before) and that I am skinny with bad skin. I had to laugh inside at this neurotic psychopathic bitch she had told on herself in so many ways.

Cathy is very jealous of me as well as others I doubt that I am the only one and of the way in how I carry myself. She is high strung and extremely insecure. She is intimidated by the fact that I am a very intelligent and attractive female of color (black/African american) that doesn’t fit into the negative stereotypes that many prejudice other races perceive that we should be or classify us as.

Whoever used her to come after me- because I know she is a part of a link from my sick and jealous enemies- knew that she was stupid.

Cathy is nothing but a low scale piece of trash that cannot deal with the fact that I exceed her within character and mentality she is nowhere near the high level that I am on even though that she is a white italian that probably needs to believe that she is superior especially over a black American person who just couldn’t be exceptional as a lot of us truly are.

Well, I didn’t get fired and Cathy was livid I could feel all of her negative energy directly in the pit of my stomach. Since she didn’t get over with her lies I bet at her next attempt among others she will try to turn the lady that we work for against me.

I don’t care I go to work to do my job and will continue to keep everything professional without feeding into anything I refuse to even mention Cathy because she has nothing to do with me yet if she keeps mentioning me to start conflict that is totally on her.

Cathy/Catherine Barge is so pitiful, predictable and transparent.

The devil is always busy and his flunkies are running as hot as the hell that they are all scheduled to burn in within due time. Us good folk have nothing to worry about our further blessings are on the way.

We reign as the darkness will never overpower the light.

 

 

 

I Catch Them Every Time

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By nature I am extremely alert and very intuitive.

I can feel the negativity as I have another jealous bitch on my job. I am so sick and tired of jealous and envious people.

I love being by myself and surrounded just by my loved ones.

When I came into work this past Monday I picked up on her ( the co worker) discontent she had been out for about two weeks and just returned back this week.

She is disappointed because I do so well at my occupation and it is all so silly to me she should just come to work to do her job and not to compete and be worried about me (but that is what trash does when they can’t intimidate, control you, or can’t get you to join in with them they gang up to do underhanded shit).

I am professional and courteous yet I don’t come to work to make friends but to sufficiently accomplish my duties and get paid.

I don’ t give a fuck about her and her shady ways yet I know that I have to watch her because she’s not pleased at how well I get along with the lady that we work for.

Jealous people always like to find fault or flaws that are not actually there within us they endeavor to call us the opposite of what we are not wanting to accept our capabilities and attributes because we are reminders of the success stories that they will never come to be. And they can’t deal with the fact that we don’t like their kind, have no genuine respect for them and don’t want to be bothered with them as they are undesirable.

Jealous and envious people hate to see us do well and will do everything within their power to cause trouble.

They resent me because I tell the truth, fiercely hate them, and because I can see them for what they really are among other things.

I’m always aware yet I never worry or fret because they all get caught up within the grips of their own rope. They hurt no one but themselves as my success and happiness causes them such heartache and distress.

I leave it all in the hands of the universe and I have not yet been disappointed.

It’s just pathetic that they can’t move on with their lives but, that is just it, either they have no lives or they’ve long time ago fucked up their life.

 

 

The Truth Should Always Be Exposed

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Voodoo/Black Magic Removal And Reversal by misslatoya

Tracey said 6 hours ago

Just want to warn everyone about Tonita Poyser. Behind the scenes this woman is a demon witch who thinks she’s powerful and thinks she has control over a lot of people. She and her Mother and family has done a lot of evil acts such as blood sacrifices, death curses etc to people in order to gain power, money etc. Her Mother Cecelia Bond is even worse!!!
I know this to be true about them as I have experienced it firsthand with them.
They act like they are Godly people going to church every Sunday, but they are not.
For anyone who knows this woman, her mother and family, just be careful, cause you never know what they might have done to you. These people are very evil and dangerous.

For anyone wondering what is this purpose of this post, I think it’s time we start to expose the evil ones who are doing evil, there are more good people on this planet and if we all come together and pray in God’s light to drive out the darkness, I believe surely one day we will be able to overcome all the evil people out there, and evil intentions towards humanity.

These people who practice these evil acts don’t want people out there to know the real truth about them, and will try to make their victims look like they are the mad or bad ones. It is time to start exposing them for what they truly are!!!

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First of all I just want to say that as a truly gifted and intelligent and knowledgeable woman with a strong and open mind I am well aware of certain low-minded and ill-intention people that may write to me for dishonorable results or silly set ups and it is not that I take every comment that I respond to as truth or as a cordial expression of similarity and sharing but I use certain topics and elaborate valuable input through my inner voice of spirit.

So what I am saying is that I take the good out of bad situations or circumstance and use it as an advantage and to my own advantage. Special people are always ahead of those that are calculating.

Now I don’t feel that everyone has an agenda when they contact me I just know that I am a target as many of us that are good, gifted, strong and that speak the truth are among people who’d like to see our downfall as that is evil’s mission, however, it doesn’t bother me.

When I notice a tactic used that may be thought to “reel” me in spirit moves me to take that opportunity to exercise wisdom. And that is just my acknowledgement in general because I am not and have never been anyone’s fool!

I commend anyone genuine for taking the initiative to write what is on their mind especially on a issue that has and that continues to wreak havoc on this entire world.

When we expose evil for what it is and the evil doers for what they are it weakens what they do in secret because it is made known and brought out into a “conscious” reaction of conflict to activation.

The more we expose the truth the more we destroy the negative energy that inevitably creates a positive change. And while we are doing that we also bring about and bring forth our purposes of what we are here to accomplish and fulfill more healthily and abundantly.

Us good are here and in reality we do reign we just need our day and time to shine ultimately and it is here and coming.

Those of us that are on the level and/or that have the insight would not have to wonder or automatically doubt or question an individual’s motives as to why they would publicly put out their messages as for many of us it is a necessity as we ourselves are naturally inspired and propelled by the “energy” to express ourselves and to speak out the much needed truths that need to be told. For many of us it is a calling, a gift, and a “power” that is handed upon us through the universe to utilize.

When spirit speaks to us we have to listen and act upon it.

Genuine power is within the truth. And the liars hate the truth and definitely do not want their true identities and true intentions to be out there at all. They are vicious deceivers and master manipulators who indeed turn everything negative around on us truly good people.

Of course, they try to make us out to appear to be the bad ones, to be the liars, and then they call us the crazy ones in a vile and vain attempt to scare and to discredit us as we can see through them and discern them for who they truly are and into the notorious depths of how they operate.

We don’t fear evil and we do not fear them, in fact, we are the intimidation/threats to them and they know it that is why they try so hard to destroy people like us but we that have knowledge know that it is impossible for the darkness to overpower the light. They prey on the fear of the ignorant or the uninformed that is why it is so very important for the proper information of what is going on to be known and as to their tactics of pattern.

When we authentically walk in truth there is no need to fear anyone or anything as the truth is what has us maintaining and standing strong to begin with and when one has the knowledge on top of it we can indeed move mountains while no one will be able to ever move us because we are concrete. We just sit back and watch our enemies panic and wait for them to come up with their next batch of ludicrous schemes to worm their ways out of.

Good people do need to come together yet they have to be wise enough in doing so because those that are evil do everything within their efforts to try to prevent that from happening through all types of manipulation against us in general. Many of them are so sick that they believe their own lies and they are sometimes convincing to those that are not able to read into them as well as we can and they just continue on to cause even more trouble and unnecessary confusion.

It seems though now as so many of us have went through this with these kinds of people they all are not getting away with these things as they use to anymore and have gotten caught. The dirt that they have done to and upon us we as individuals were strong enough to handle and disperse (circulate/branch out/produce) yet they are genuinely cowardly people because they cannot handle and stand up to their defeats, consequences, and punishments and will do all that they can to resist and stall.

As long as this imperfect world is within existence there will always be negativity along with evil people only once the world ends and that new paradise begins within all of our own celestial destinations according to our own fates when we make our transitions whether good or bad will there finally be a genuine end to all bad things and people.

But of course, we as a people here on this earth for the time being are very capable of making great positive changes to a much better world and better ways of living but we as good people would really have to be determined and have that internal “fire” to continuously fight for what we want and make that happen by no means turning against each other within the process of eliminating the bad people in their destructive actions towards us and our designs. We all have to put our minds (knowledge/intelligence), talents, and uniqueness together and make some beautiful “Magic” for all the world to see.

And P.S. And just for the record: most people within the church just masquerade and are true demons (demonic individuals with the mark of the beast) and many congregations are in disguise just temples and bodies of devil worship and evil supernatural practices.

A Family Affair

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I have two more sets each of census  records (again of my mother’s mother side of the family) both listed from 1-80 as there are 1-35 pages (too many to post I’d be here all day that I gathered from Ancestry.com) each of family members that were recorded back in the year of 1940 (many family that are known to us and some that are not because we never met everybody within our lineage) and it is not a constantly repeated list of the same relatives they’re a list of different blood related people branched from the roots of our extremely large family tree there were literally thousands of us! There may be millions now with all of the possible children, grand, and great-grand children and so on.

It is so nice to communicate with our loved ones especially when we’re not even expecting it, they come at times to encourage, enlighten, acknowledge, inspire and protect.

I just had a dream the night before of one of my elder female relatives that came to give me a message of confirmation regarding how my aunt “Tina” Ernestine Lawrence was the one that originally initiated slander against my mother from the beginning years ago and how no one else within the family (on Catherine’s side of the family) had ever set out or even thought about doing anything of that nature as everyone of our other good relatives had nothing against my mother or any negative thoughts or intentions toward her we were just a normal regular family and it had made no sense. My mother knew that though, that it was all Tina from the get go and that other family had no part of that disgust. Tina was always an undesirable that was never well acquainted with the family she never even knew who most of the relatives were!

She was warm and completely honest in her connection with me as a reminder of how they all stick together (our unit) and how they’ll always have my back.

My elder relative just wanted me to know the truth in details-as they share with me so often concerning different circumstances and situations- out of love and benevolence because they are proud that I am naturally and genuinely carrying the torch for our family, a burning flame of authenticity and loyalty from through out the generations of those of us that are and that were innately set apart.

Second set of 1-40 of my relatives.

Second set of Census Records 41-80 of my relatives.

Third set of Census Records of 1-40 more of my relatives.

Third set of Census Records of 41-to 80 more of my family members.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Kin Folk (The Fruits And The Branches)

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When I was a baby my great grandmother Amanda Byars knew that I was gifted and that my mother had a power too aside from her being intelligent and multi talented and found out through one of the readers that she use to go to what I was going to grow up to become and got insanely jealous.

Any other normal relative would be happy and proud of and for the other members of the family.

She with the help of other undesirables went to have my mother and I crossed up in an attempt to change our destiny, the beautiful destiny that was fated for us. She wanted my mother labeled as crazy and wanted me to be just another statistic all to happen within a unnatural fashion through the black magic/brujeria done unto us.

Much to her disappointment my mother was one of the most competent and best mothers a daughter could have and she helped a lot of people that didn’t deserve to be helped.

She helped a bitch by the name of Annette Cromwell get into college years ago if it weren’t for my mother and her connections (because my mother knew a lot of people) she would not have been able to have the necessary documents filled out correctly and authorized, she helped a neighbor contact his long lost relatives through digging up files in the library, and she helped another neighbor get her disable son to collect disability benefits for the rest of his life, and that is just a very few of the things that my mother did for people who didn’t know how to go about doing these things on their own and for themselves.

I had a dream of my deceased great grandmother a few nights ago about how she was unable to get what she wanted. My life did not at all turn out to be the disaster that she wanted it to be and she is rotting in hell for all that she has done and tried to do to my mother and I.

My life hasn’t exactly went accordingly in order as to how it was suppose to go as far as career level is concerned as I was a long time ago suppose to have already become prominently established in all of the areas of field that I was originally to excel and prosper in.

My mother also should have come so much farther in life with all of the knowledge, smarts, talent and capability that she had and still has today.

I meanwhile instead had to take detours that still resulted into successful ventures yet never the directions in which I was meant to take although the journey to reach a portion of my destined peak currently is in it’s availability for me to someday eventually grab a hold of as no one could ever utterly take my blessings away and all this interference as a result from the damage that was done from the blockages and burdens of past black magic/brujeria.

When my blessings do come to me as designed I won’t get them in the ways that it would have come initially this time it will be even better and more meaningful as I have come to know the details of my existence more profoundly.

When I went to certain readers many years ago in my younger days I didn’t tell them that I was born with a caul I let them tell me as that was what they were suppose to do. I was lucky enough to find quite a few real legitimate readers that gave accurate readings.

Aside from the psychics ability to hit the nail on the head about a lot of the occurrences within my life they all had predicted the same things about me being very successful, having my own business and so on, that I was always meant for success but constantly had too much jealousy around me coming from other people.

I was born to have money and fame that money would never be a problem and told that I was going to be on television one day. I do admit that I don’t mind the money as my family never went without to begin with but I never wanted fame.

I’ve even dreamed many times of my future and the things meant to come for me as well as the actions of others so I knew that it was true as much has come to be and much has been blocked or delayed from me in receiving.

So it was interesting years ago when my great grandmother was alive back in the early 2000’s when her and the neighborhood trash were in the midst of working their brujeria uttered to me over the phone “I thought you were going to grow up to be somebody. I thought you were going to be on TV”.

Now where did she get that from? I never spoke to her or anyone else about what the psychics informed to me years before that. It is because she already knew my future as well as others did and spitefully said those words as if to say “I fixed you”, without knowing she was giving herself away.

“I never wanted to be on TV”, I told her. And that was the truth. “And I already am somebody”. I then expressed to her that I knew what she was doing and that her words weren’t hurting me as she wasn’t on the level intellectually or spiritually to understand where my head was at and where I was coming from and that really her words were just an honest reflection of herself and other unfortunate undesirables who were bitter and hurt through their own inferiority.

I’ll never understand why my grandmother Catherine dealt with and then married my grandfather, not that he was a bad man, because he was extremely smart and gifted but because that would bring a piece of trash like Amanda into our lives. It wasn’t his fault he had a mother of that nature but Catherine didn’t come from people like that. Too bad my grandfather didn’t know his father-where I strongly suspect he got his good qualities from, Amanda also didn’t have the same biological father as her other brothers and sisters, her mother was a gifted woman though and her other siblings weren’t trouble like she was.

Once Catherine did start raising a family with her husband I wish that she had of stopped having children after having my mother because the other three spawned their genetic trashiness from Amanda’s side and a lot of unnecessary bullshit-erupting from their envy, sickness, and jealousy along with associates of their kind- never would have escalated to the extent that it had.