Category Archives: Mind Games

Intent

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candle litCurrently adversaries seek to deprive me of all of the happiness and good luck that is around me right now, and I know.

It is just a vain repetition from their failure within the past that they continuously refuse to accept here now within the present. My contentment and celestial advantages is too much of a harsh reminder of the beauty that they were unable to tarnish from within and around me.

Their lies and their countless actions of devious measure toward me and toward the aspects surrounding my life went insufficient. The laws of the universe that govern my establishments are steadfast and upright, fierce and reprimanding. My adversaries have received a scolding that their sick and deficient minds cannot handle.

I am a target and have been attacked many times and one of the most annoying signs among certain others is a headache which is intended to trigger irritability, gloom, a clouding of my perspective, disorientation-all of which I absolutely do not feel due to the fashion in which I naturally operate-and a host of other back and forth emits of sorcery when the technique does not adhere to me and then reverse again unto them.

When one is extremely resilient within the mind and their energy is high, positively magnetic, robust, and unwavering, and others that are wicked are unable to persuade their way of thinking and/or manipulate their fortunate circumstances through the disruption of accomplishment and social relations by conspiring underhandedly on their own within palpable means they may resort to the impalpable ways of solution.

Envy and jealousy will provoke people to throw outbursts of unreasonable and unjustifiable hostility and it will also ignite them to rise up against an individual with allegations that are spurious (false/fake/forged) and unfounded, and sorcery brings about reactions of this nature in the same exact motion.

Witchcraft within all of its negative forms and terminologies of choice is a deception of illusion. A play on the faculty of concepts, ideas and images that form within the mind that is not present to the senses. It is also a strategy of attempt to debilitate one mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually and financially by sucking out all of their good “energy”.

 

A True Story Of One Living With The Caul:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/02/20/a-true-story-of-one-born-with-the-caulliving-the-life-of-my-spirituality-as-a-child-of-the-caul/)

Occult Power:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/11/03/occult-power/)

 

 

Scenario

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hat and handbagI never liked him from the get go as I knew that he was a candidate for trouble (he had made a smart remark about me wearing my jacket one day in early February saying that it wasn’t cold in the section of the building where we were at to someone else there present and I ignored his childish behavior as it was chilly until I had reached into a particular part of the room).

However, the scheduling director (Marlon) there at where I work kept coming to me within my thoughts last week and all that I could mainly gather aside from a few other things is that he was one who did not appreciate the praise that I had received from one of my clients who had spread her excited approval of me to the main office (headquarters) and all around the assisted living facility that she resided within in addition from him trying to set me up prior with a case to a Manhattan location on a short notice that I did not comply with a few weeks ago.

I am nowhere off point either as I had dreamed just the night beforehand when he called to schedule the assignment back then I was just way ahead of him, he had took a long pause over the phone when he did not get the reply that he was looking for.

Now today out of the blue I get a call this morning from another scheduler stating that I hadn’t arrived to my permanent three day case this morning, permanent case? This was the first time that I was hearing about it yet I was told by the lady that she had informed to me last week that the case that I did a week ago would be ongoing and that Marlon was a witness to her telling me so over the telephone.

Right away I smelled another set up within the making.

I was asked if I could come in to work today and I answered to them no because I was not notified ahead of time as she had falsely claimed. Then I was hung up on with a slam down to the phone receiver.

Later in the afternoon the same lady scheduler phoned me back up acknowledging to me with a milder tone and attitude that the case I worked on last week was my permanent shift load.

Later on, after that telephone correspondence I get a call from Marlon stating that the client I was suppose to work for suddenly requested no more service and that his case was now closed and that he had a different assignment for me in a close by location within another building, I declined, I am not playing along with no bullshit this entire scene was viewed out to me as a poorly written and undeveloped scheme.

At least think the situation through before creating a dumb picture to display.

When I mentioned to Marlon about me not being told about the case being permanent he imparted that it was water under the bridge and to forget about it I explained that if the lady had forgot to inform to me that the case she had offered to me was permanent then do not put her error on my slate because I know that she deals with a lot of people so the reference may have easily slipped her mind.

Marlon insisted that he was right next to her when she delivered the information to me. I communicated bluntly to Marlon that if he wanted to cover up for her fine that is on the two of them but do not let it happen again. He went on about how he was not a liar while steadily trying to over talk me I interrupted him before he got stumped within his words and before I hung up I challenged his nonsense, “If these lines are recorded play them back”.

collectablesCertain people are so sick the way they lie and they know that they are lying.

All that shit was a ridiculous hoax a bunch of made up shit brought on by an asshole or more who are so infuriated by the continual envy and jealousy entertained as a result of the harmony that flows concurrently within my life.

What was the purpose, nothing became of this today, what will be next? My days at going to work will never be dull ones with those in specific who desire for me to not have a place to go to work to and/or to not be comfortable within.

I remain naturally undisturbed.

They consistently use people who they have dirt on to perform their shenanigans they kill me how they always endeavor to interfere with my employment desperately seeking for me to lose my jobs hoping that one day I’d become a bum out in the street hanging in the gutter looking and smelling dusty and funky as themselves, that day will never come.

I am so glad that I have peace within my life and am not tormented by the demons that plague the completely miserable.

 

Roots

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chairOf course, I know for a fact that I was suppose to become very successful and accomplished at a very early age on up into adulthood where I would have already been properly established into an extremely comfortable arrangement of life setting due to the advantage of my natural destiny, according to my fate I was never meant to fail at my purpose or to be stricken with any form of disease that would cause my deterioration or death. There are many people within the world who innocently fall into my category and one day we will all be highly compensated for our injustice whether it is within this fucked up world or within the next.

I did indeed get the chance to have my stories that I wrote as a child published by a mainstream publisher at the age of ten or eleven regardless of the “roots” that were placed upon me yet I turned down the offer because of the anger that resided within me at the time toward the turbulence that was going on back then within my life but I was shown through out it all that whatever evil that it was that was struggling to overtake me my power was verily way much stronger.

I had let that anger pass up an opportunity to move forward in the most generous of a fashion but I was just a kid enduring bullshit that never should have arisen to the surface within the first place all on account of the worthless degenerate people of the trashy nature who never should have been given the breaths of life to begin with. Even if I had of accepted the offer there was no guarantee of a life free from the interference of perpetrators since those specific “roots” needed to be further tangled with and utterly unraveled and cut out from it’s own hearty core.

Jealousy, envy, hatred, spite and revenge are the main reasons why people resort to the aides of supernatural conveniences.

Whether one phrases the tactics as being derived from the origins of Voodoo, Santeria/Brujeria, Obeah, Witchcraft, Black Magic and so on (depending on one’s culture and/or practice) to create situations and circumstances that we accurately determine and describe to appear to us as being “fixed”, “crossed or crossed up”, hexed, jinxed, cursed and “blocked” because no matter how the terms are used the foundations are exactly the same, we have undoubtedly become the targets of vicious attacks carried out by those who attempt to harness malignant spiritual forces against us and within our lives.

People who actually contract spirits to reign pure havoc among our presence.

When “roots” are done or put on us the purposes are to bring about unnatural misfortune and/or disease. As the intent is for one and for what is all around one to become stagnant “roots” produce unnecessary blockages into one’s pathways, eliminating the ordained roads that are effectively suited for inevitable opportunity. In return, a person is unjustifiably restricted into mischievously altered lanes that they otherwise would have not selected due to the turnaround of their life literally being turned upside down, an abomination that proves to be quite burdensome and oppressive.

Who wants a condition whereas their roads are partially or completely blocked off when they were never designed to have been crooked that way within the first place? And what about the “roots” that are particularly outlined to bring about sufficient illnesses and diseases that is able to result in immobilization or death? Making healthy people fall sick with illness and disease that resemble afflictions that seem to occur or to develop normally.

bottleI remember back in the early two thousand when two pieces of garbage had the nerve to be looking within my eyes while their conspiracy of “Brujeria” was taking place, I was no dummy, my empathetic nature along with intuition told me that they were speculating or should I say “anticipating” disease. They expected me to have herpes of the eyes (which is not venereal yet can be venereal depending on what simplex type 1 or 2 and how it was caught as I’ve learned that people can spread their infected area from one body part to another) some shit at the time that I had never knew existed aside from hearing of cold sores and genital sores I hadn’t known that herpes could also affect the eyes but they taught me through extra sensory perception that I later found out the disease of the eyes that they wanted me to have was indeed a form of herpes.

I had never ever within my entire life ever had a fever blister only the chicken pox so if I did come down with something I would have instantly known that it was not normal and natural.

I had guessed that they wanted blisters to appear on my face for everyone to see just because I had made it known that I knew of a relative on my father’s side of the family who had actually contracted herpes and she was a degenerate just like them and had gotten her feelings hurt so it was suppose to be my payback to give me herpes through working “roots” that actually never did finally happen.

One night years ago, after that incident, I felt a pain above my right eye as I lay in bed. The pain had come from my head and I felt something leave from my head straight above my eye and slide down behind my right eye, and shortly following, my eye had begin to itch and then right away I knew that there was an attempt being made through “root work”.

I had said to myself no, I do not have herpes, and shortly after the itching stopped because the circumstance was trying to feed off of the fear of what I had known they were trying to do. I would not allow them to make me believe that they could give me a disease that I did not actually have so therefore the spell did not go into action.

As a person with clairvoyant ability simultaneously identifying affect while the situation was in motion I used my common sense to defuse the mechanism. It takes a strong mind to transform the correlation of negative spiritual manipulation; however, it can be done if one has the skill. It is vital to thoroughly know one self and to believe in one’s self, especially within a corrupted and distorted tangle within the mind.

A lot of people suffering from skin disorders, cancers and a variety of other ailments are none other than the recipients of a malicious supernatural foul play. Perpetrators have also tried to make me bleed continuously (have an unnatural excessive menstrual flow) another “root working” that never actually came into happening.

All of these motives are to stop us from doing the things that we want to do within our lives, to take away our strengths, to take away our confidence, to take away our dignity and to take away our spirit. If we let them win then they would end up taking away our purpose and that is completely unacceptable. The most important thing whether one has overcame the experience of having been the target of “roots” or whether one is currently undergoing the experience is to know, recognize, and to be aware that the condition is extremely real and of the ordeals that are able to manifest from it, and that it can also be removed and reversed.

Once done away with, though, remember to mend whatever the damage it was that was done so that the spirit goes back into it’s restorative states and is not left open unto the further malicious of possible attacks.

 

Baby At Peace:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2015/11/29/baby-at-peace/)

The Perfect Combination:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/03/08/the-perfect-combination/)

 

 

 

 

 

Epitome

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lone flowerI was inspired to write this entry due to the many interesting private as well as public messages in regard to the issue of the veil.

As I do not consistently have the time to respond to all within a timely period and do not entertain phony bits of deliberate mechanism I also do not have time for any bullshit and I detest those who want to pretend that they were born with a caul when they know darn well that in reality they were actually not. And the ones that dearly wish that they were yet cannot accept that they weren’t-no matter how much one would love to believe in whatever it is that would satisfy their fancy-that distorted belief itself will not bring about the production of event.

Life is about actuality not fallacy. I hate copycats and I ten times more hate manipulative liars.

I come from generations of power as I am the epitome of one literally having been born with the veil and when one is actually born under those special circumstances there will be someone within this life time who will indeed be able to recognize and verify that legitimacy, which I have said on more than one occasion will also make any of us a natural candidate for being a target.

I do not at all like ignorant stereotypes or generalizations I like authenticity within all forms even if that may defy what is limited within the scope of another individuals knowledge and/or experience.

softI am tired of false imitations of what others believe is to be expected within and among those of a specific classification due to the fact that they simply are not familiar with the range in which inborn tendency can operate.

When individuals contact me I wish some of them didn’t feel that they have to live up to the accustomed outline of what they think being a caulbearer represents, truth and originality is all that it takes not what is popularly heard or mirrored.

It is actually the minority that stands out as I have never understood why anyone would complain of the attributes and conditions that may transpire within the life of a person born with a veil I wouldn’t have life any other way because the spiritual life is the absolute best living arrangement in my opinion but that determination has to come with true discernment.

After all, it is not the talents or gifts of intuition and association with the other worldly that makes life at times especially hard or difficult it is the types of people and universal demonic influence that bring about complication.

I feel that some fear actually coming out and revealing their supernatural circumstances and experiences on account of the judgment and ignorance of others who are not legitimate to begin with. I also feel that some are self conscious as to the details of their situations and would rather just sit back and observe rather than to take part and express their revelations and that is one hundred percent alright if they choose to everyone is not meant to divulge their information and it is not always necessary.

lone rosesThere are individuals that are comfortable talking and corresponding with me as I have never been afraid to challenge and go out side the box with my way of being and thinking and state of genuineness, I am free and apathetic to those, if any, that are opposed to a manner of possibility and truth in which they are not able to deal with and that opens up the doorways for certain others to feel comfortable enough to come forward about.

There is no need to shy away from unconventionality or individuality.

 

Natural Capacity:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/04/18/natural-capacity/)

Truth And Trials Of A Caulbearer:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2013/05/22/the-trials-and-truths-of-a-caulbearer/#comment-482)

 

 

kay allen Hi i recently found out ive been born with a veil that explains why Baphomet is always watching me and i have been blocked all my life by my sister who i found out is a witch also my mom.how do we get out of the hand of the enemy
misslatoya
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In reply to kay allen.If one is truly of the light then you are never actually within the hand of any spiritual or physical enemy you are just within a battle that you will have to overcome by conquering the negativity (and negative energy) that may be around or surrounding you (you should never consider yourself as a victim/the word victim should only be used as a figure of speech).

If you actually consider yourself a helpless victim then you will be. Having someone attack you should instantly make you want to fight back (that is just my nature and my perspective).

Even if at first or for most of your life you have not been aware of having been born with a veil there should be a significant indication of preternatural occurrences depending on the levels of strengths that are developed upon within your talents through experience.

So what I am saying is whether or not you were aware of being born with a veil, and if you were paying attention, (how could anyone not as that is what one is as a gifted person you have to notice the things about yourself especially when those things differ greatly from within others) there had to be a connection as well as recognition even if you were unable to put your finger on it.

So through out all of what you have picked up about and within yourself and have been able to interpret, use that, and add that on to what you have come to know now (being born with the “knowing power” because that is what it means to be born with the veil it is the gift of second-sight imparting one with luck and a link to the spirit realm there are all kind of special things that go along with being born in that fashion and I know this for a fact as I was born with the caul from the head and face all the way down to the nape of the neck my caul was perfectly intact due to my mother having had a cesarean section and I came out with the perfect head I was asked as I got older if I had chewed the caul because it is said that if you swallow the remnants of the caul or through a solution from it that it will protect one from seeing bad spirits only good ones one would be able to see.

I know all about these things my doctor and a few of the nurses knew what the caul birth meant too, anyway, that was back in the 70’s) and as you discover and evolve you will automatically find the answers and the correct judgment within the next route to take, however, ahead of anything, you must face truth and then live within your own truth and not let anyone discourage you (no one will be able to cause discouragement as long as there is strong foundation within yourself) as you can follow nobody else’s path but your very own.

You will be able to conquer whatever comes your way if you are “properly” aligned and in balanced with the universe in a “favorable” mode yet that only comes through particular destiny.

Tramp

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blindfoldEverywhere that I go there have always been males who were very attracted to me all through out my life and still till this day yet I was never fazed by the circumstance. It had made no difference to me as I was very secure and wasn’t romantically interested in anyone in no way whatsoever.

Of course, there are males who can find a female attractive and give her a compliment without having any romantic or sexual intentions behind their observation. I’ve experienced that situation on many of occasion with males and even females who had approached me genuinely out of the kind propensity to express their own opinion.

A lot of people do it “Oh, he or she is so cute”, “Hey gorgeous”, and so on.

Some of that nonsense is at times also bullshit that people use both by men and women in order to flatter and/or to court for reasons that are calculating (some even do it just for fun to cruelly or trivially mock someone) as I have heard and witnessed the most unattractive of beings get called “beautiful” which in a variety of obvious fashions is considered to be pretty within appearance to many, including me.

I could never help whatever male that it was that had became attracted to me it wasn’t my fault especially the ones that were married or already involved within a type of relationship of one or more, however, when their female counterparts catch wind of their mate’s wandering eye and act out upon it within an irrational manner that is an entirely different story completely.

I remember how the assistant manager of a department store where I once worked at was extremely attracted to me and had desired me sexually he was so nervous one time that he had stumbled upon his words as we were talking. He was a married man who’d cheat on his wife but I just took advantage of the position within the store that he had the power to give to me and kept everything on a strictly professional level as I received good recognition on the job for being an exceptional employee whereas other females of a trashy nature would have flirted back and have been gratified and able to have been cajoled.

shoesThe assistant manager was not a good man but he knew that I was not the kind that was “idle” or apt to fall for any superficially inspired game and I do give him the benefit of the doubt for giving me the proper credit that I did deserve in my workplace.

Other degenerate cheats that hooked up with unattractive weak-minded whores that had taken their insecurities out on me I would never give any type of regard to as most of them liked to perpetuate a situation by playing the roles of instigator since I did not want or desire any of them at all.

Instead of laying blame on their own partner that they were sexually linked to or involved with they’d entertain the hunger to unreasonably “have it out with me” (they actually knew better than to come up and approach me) even though I didn’t personally know any of them all. Skanky males always recruit chicks that are dumber than they are in order to train and manipulate them through their own flaws of vulnerability.

These whores with low self esteem allow themselves to be pimped (used and abused) and propositioned. Isn’t it also something how women with derogatory backgrounds have the nerve to downgrade other woman with no history of promiscuous behavior by indeed calling them whores, and their equally warped male counterparts treating their sluts with more respect than they would toward a decent woman merely because their whores cater to their every whim and feed into the core of their outrageous male egos?

I recall a girl that got a job where I worked just to get a look at me because she knew that her man was interested in me and her “player” of a boyfriend constantly fed off of her lack of self confidence. She broke her neck to catch glimpses of me and one day grabbed a paper towel, threw it in the garbage, and then walked out of the employee bathroom the moment she spotted me up at the sink washing my hands after I had used the toilet.

see throughShe was so intimidated by me that she didn’t even use the rest room, knowing that she had to pee, and wiping her hands upon entering into the bathroom without even had wet or washed her hands, later on she passed by the area in which I worked within for me to see her.

At the end of our shift we happened to had ridden the same public bus together and I got a good look of her. Two days later she fought with her boyfriend as she was jealous over me. Instead of being worried over me she should have been more concerned over the job that she was unable to keep. This female only had worked two days spaced apart every other week yet could not hold up the position that she obviously must have not been qualified for.

After I encountered her once more there at the job (she gave me a phony smile of greeting) she disappeared and I never saw her again from then on.

Oh, how these tramps let the men in their lives make the most absolute fools out of them?

 

Lust Spell:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/02/22/lust-spell/)

 

Evil Eye

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stalkerI am able to see many beautiful things out of my “big pretty brown eyes” many wonderful things that evil and ugly people cannot tarnish from around me.

The joy and the prosperity, the peace and the protection, the love and the respect, the knowledge and the blessings. All of the precious and priceless things that belong and come to the anointed and the well deserved.

No demon nor devil can spoil my contentment I am solid.

It is said that “money” is the root of all evil yet it seems to be more the “green eyed monster”.

Those spiritual and physical “stalkers” that are too much preoccupied with the lives of others because they do not have anything productive going on within their own.

The “tab keepers” who keep a track on the movements of the “enterprising” because they have no true purpose of their very own.

Those fraudulent souls who have no authentic identity and want to “steal” and to be just as the objects that are the most envied, the most desired within their pure “jealousy”.

Yes, want to look like me, want to act like me, want to talk like me, want to think like me, want to extra sensory perceive like me, then lie on me since one cannot duplicate the real me, and seek out to destroy me because unable to become me.

Oh, what a load onto me.

A baggage of someone else that I will definitely not carry, a burden that I would sure like to bury, a problem that I’d get rid of in a hurry, a bitch that I would love to seal into a ditch.

Oh, I can see why so frustrated of not being just like me as I am so hot that I hit that spot, I am so bad that I make you mad. There will never be another “cause their ain’t no other”, that is me “LaToya” not you “Mother fucker”.

What I say toward your “Evil Eye”- Goodbye!

Spook

One of the most ugliest and morbid of bitches that I have ever seen and/or came across no wonder the whore is so infatuated with a “princess” such as me. “So severely mentally ill need to go take a pill” and then go to sleep forever please do the entire world a favor and go away for good.

 

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in styleI am and have consistently been attracted to beauty, and “beauty” has many specific definitions.

I am classy as I love different types of music including contemporary jazz. To me, music is one of the most beautiful “instrumental tunes” on the earth.

Everyone can find variety in selection and entertainment, so full of pizazz!

What is going on with personal individual identification though?

A lot of people who are pretty do not think that they are attractive and many people who are ugly think that they are attractive.

What is unattractive and what is attractive or even acceptable in actuality? Let’s have a reality check.

I have an eye for what looks good and for what doesn’t. I have always had good taste whether it was in clothing, furniture, art and so on. What may look good to one person may not look good to someone else, and some individuals just do not conceive or even know what true beauty really is.

I am a person who has never worn any type of make-up or cosmetics because I have never needed to I believe in being purely natural. A lot of individuals suffer from poor self image and/or low self confidence due to the “false standards” that others have set upon them and within society, genuine beauty comes in all shapes and sizes and within all forms and colors.

I cannot ever watch television without seeing people especially appearing on screen with some type of “made up face”. They are either trying to cover up something or to make themselves appear “better” through the use of cosmetics.

To me, the natural look is the best look.

When I look into the mirror I honestly like what I see and others do too I have gotten many of compliments and have had many admires, not that it is of any importance because I do not base my self worth or “self” anything else on appearance or whether or not anyone approves of it or not.

I never cared what anyone ever thought about me and what I looked like It only mattered how I truly felt inside, and I am truly happy and proud of myself.

That is why it was so disturbing to me when I heard yesterday morning on the news the way young girls these days are supposedly “camouflaging” themselves by downplaying there own attributes whether physical or mental just to blend in within their own social circle. And the anchorwoman and the other professional woman being interviewed claimed that “every” female has camouflaged herself some point in life one time or another even within adulthood.

tree twirlThat is a complete lie and a insult to all the other women and girls who were never afraid to be their natural selves and to stand out among a crowd, I should know I am living proof.

I have reflected on how sad it was to see certain people whether male or female eventually and drastically mutilate themselves through the acts of going under the knife to receive plastic surgery because some idiotic soul inaccurately told them that they were ugly or unattractive.

Beauty (prettiness/intellect) is indeed within the eye of the beholder and the one that should behold is definitely “thyself”.

Pretending to be “stupid” or not as smart as oneself actually is just to not be judged or ridiculed due to the fact that certain others may not measure up in ability is often unnecessary and quite obscene in my opinion.

Why desire to be around anyone who cannot accept another’s own authentic demeanor and/or personality? Those types are not worth surrounding one’s self with, changing an identity to lose one within the process? No thank you!

When some people downplay someone else’s looks or mental capacity they are at times being honest as there may be reasonable truths since there is so much opinion, diversity and preference, however, the majority of the time it is done purely out of envy and jealousy because they actually lack the attributes or qualities that they recognize within another and they go into denial then lash out.

 

My other corresponding self written posts:

(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2012/11/21/natural-beautywhat-is-real-is-better-than-what-is-fake/)

(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2012/11/20/the-beautiful-skin-that-i-am-in/)