Category Archives: Self-Esteem

Warning/Beware

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Words of caution: In trying to hurt the good people the no good only hurt themselves we are fiercely protected in every way by a higher power. And we are in no way whatsoever effected by the small traffic scattered down below we ride above on bigger planes heading in clear view.

Life is no joke and I have said many times that logic cannot be explained to sick people and I have seen life teach these kinds of people the most harsh lessons when their times called for it.

I have to honestly say that my life is doing very well I am truly happy within myself and it never took me a long time to get there I’ve always been secure within my state of being since at a very early age so I don’t relate when I’ve heard others say “it takes a long time to get there” as they speak only for themselves while generalizing within their own personal life and/or experience.

I have so much peace I have all of the things that I need, I laugh every day, I am doing very well on my job as usual and I am shocked that my boss recently revealed high praise and compliments to me regarding my work and performance as I and a few others didn’t think that he seemed to appreciate us.

Some have already waken up but what some folk still don’t seem to understand is that you can’t go around messing with spiritual people and not eventually reap the consequences.

A message came to me a few weeks ago that I got the best of all of my enemies and that they feel that it is just no use in getting the results that they want. It also came to me how they wish that I was and how they want me to become trash and that was never a secret to me because they always envied my character.

As a person genuinely born with a caul there is not really too much that anyone can do around me without me knowing about it especially when it caters to me and my life it has always been that way that is just something that certain people like me are naturally inherited with by birth and something that we are very blessed with, and it is nothing to take lightly or for us to take for granted.

When we keep quiet about or do not mention certain things it does not mean that we’re not aware of those situations and/or happenings.

It is no secret that individuals often get angry at us for “knowing things” and for being wise in ways that they definitely do not appreciate, however, that is absolutely not my problem.

I woke up again this morning after having a dream about Danielle and how some of the affiliated people around her (no one of any importance just her lame personal associates as she is a flunky) are on the internet trying to pose as me in posting and commenting online ( or just making up shit or both) as a way to get back at me for speaking the truth about her and Bibi on the job in the recent past. And as disappointing to them as this may sound it is really useless if they think or feel that this nonsense will have any effect or impact within my life if anything it is really more enlightening.

People of trash have always been jealous and envious of me ever since I was a little girl and have always told lies on me and it has never affected me or stopped me from being happy within myself or succeeding in whatever it was that I wanted to do, of course, that is why witchcraft was used for so long within the past to attempt to make me look bad within the public eye, to cause blockages within all aspects of my life and to destroy me as that is usually what pathetic people resort to against others that have something wonderful going on for them within life.

Yet they cannot use their witchcraft anymore as an aide in seeking the illusions and delusions of deceit to appear as a false reality in order to manipulate circumstance and the perceptions that others have upon their targets.

That witchcraft shit never worked on me. And now they’re totally on their own even though they still try to work spells and bring the witchcraft back but it is to no avail I am much more powerful and certainly much stronger within spirit and personality my enemies are all weak that is why they cannot move on, band together, and continue on.

Why would an army of garbage have to come up against one or two people for so many years unless that individual was a threat and why would it take so many to come up against one person? It is all explanatory within itself. It is not easy to take down individuals like me.

And what is really absurd is all of this went on through word of mouth none of these people ever met me, sat down and had a conversation with me, and it is so strange how they tried to ruin someone who never did anything to them yet that is what evil does-attack the good.

Trash have gotten away with bringing good people down for so many years through their underhanded tactics that they have finally come across one that they could not get over on.

It only adds extra credence to the fact that these types of individuals are innately incapable of elevating within the mind only to remain within that tremendously low level of function and understanding and their actions are a sincere reflection of themselves.

It is constantly the same things with them: talking about and lying about other people-who cares? The shit is tired! All this shows is that this is what bothers them and what brings them down in return they use this method on others assuming that they would be hurt in the same fashion that they themselves feel wounded.

No, I am sorry it does not work like that with me and those of us that are not of that nature and insufficient mentality. Yes, we are aware and we do watch our backs but we do not sit around thinking or worrying about the lies that ignorant and sick people spread about us and we damn sure don’t care about what any of them may have to say.

That is surly a dark place to be in what a miserable world that my enemies live in where they have no true self esteem where gossip rules and reigns within their world where the thoughts and actions of others either make or break them where what is important to them in their fallacy is bullshit within our own genuine reality.

See, they don’t even realize what they constantly show this is not shit that will harm us but this is the kind of shit that they actually show others in which in how to destroy them.

They are ridiculous within every sense of the word.

We live and are rooted within truth and can see above and beyond the scope as we are in tune to nature and to our surroundings we are productive beings serving our purpose, survivors climbing to higher planes, adventurers who welcome challenge and winners that thrive within the universe.

We are not confined or limited, we do not fear, and we are definitely not afraid to be authentic within our selves.

 

Calm, Cool, “Caul” And Collected

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teddy-bearsAs an individual by nature I was always quite composed and sure of myself, never having any serious doubts yet thorough within analyzing any circumstance or possibility because I am someone who is fair and very open-minded and that doesn’t generalize or impetuously jump to final conclusions.

Though born with second-sight and having that sharp “eye” to see and perceive beyond the ordinary scope of what is considered normal I and we as “sensitives”, “clairvoyants” and “mediums” instantly read, feel and communicate energy, vibration, and situation as well as people and their own personal circumstances without and sometimes even with intention.

It is interesting how people with our faculty come across many individuals that constantly lie to us and attempt to hide things from us while all along we know the truth and can automatically view what they want and try to keep concealed as they’re not fooling anyone but themselves, we may even laugh and shake our heads at them.

Many individuals don’t understand how our paranormal abilities work as we all operate within distinct modes, some within similar fashions while others within the unusual or idiosyncratic, and often underestimate or downplay our capacity.

Many get angry at us for being able to supernaturally detect an instance and they fear us because they do not understand how we can know the things that we do without having to be physically present or personally aware by someone of an event or occurrence while it may take place as others have to tell them of those things for them to know and to hear about it, things that they find out on television or by reading a news paper we could beforehand already have had a vision, message, or dream about.

Often sometimes among certain individuals they believe that if they’ve never experienced something of a paranormal nature then it isn’t possible for it to come about or that is does not exist or that it is mistaken for something else.

Sometimes it is even envy or jealousy that comes into play as some people don’t want another to have an attribute that they do not have even though deep down inside they do know and believe within the obvious yet go into denial due to not wanting to accept and will raise questions to find a reason to doubt.

Even if particular individuals are aware of things we have to remember that it is just hard for them to “accept” certain truths in general.

I’ve been told that my psychic abilities are very intuitive by others who also have the “power” and also by those that do not but that are able to recognize or observe an aptitude within another individual’s presence and I have been greatly resented by some for being able to sense and to recognize things about others that the average human being could not detect just like quite a few of us have throughout our lifetime.

teddiesWe all go through things in life, however, we should never regret or be ashamed to acknowledge who we are and what we are about no matter how uncommon or unacceptable or “supernatural” that it is within society because if we do we are denying and repressing ourselves and that is not healthy or moral. As long as we are living productively and not bothering anyone why be afraid to self express and/or self identify?

I don’t know how to be anyone else but me and I wouldn’t want to camouflage just to avoid ridicule or confrontation.

We come out much better taking on the challenge yet I do understand those in particular who often have to play it safe due to their own set of circumstances and the vileness of others so we have to live and do what is within our personal best interest.

 

 

 

My Epithet

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islandWriting is my first love and one of the career advancements that I continue to do and head for within the present as well as toward the future but I am a woman of many talents and enterprise so I don’t limit myself to just one or two things.

I achieve to accomplish all of what I have celestially been permitted through divine guidance, opportunity and advantage.

We must never be misdirected from our path of destiny and we must truly know and believe within ourselves to maintain and deliver.

When the time to reach one’s entire peak arrives it will come and it will be in the most unexpected of fashion just be prepared and ready for the responsibility and diligently learn during this preparation period that is selected by “our higher power”.

When what is ordained begins to manifest we will ultimately go into the rewards of fruition.

I am an inventor a visionary, the lead in a play, the artistic mind power behind the big idea or the singer in the band (although I don’t sing), I always shine.

I am sociable by nature with an eye for the electric. Others are drawn to me and they admire me.

I am especially attracted to the art world and I thrive out in the world and appreciate being surrounded by other people the only exception to this is when I am working on something artistic, where I can find myself completely engrossed in a project for hours at a time.

I am a leader, I am competitive, I am unconventional, I am creative, I am confident, I am intuitive and I am process oriented.

I work best when my environment gives me authority over my creative process, offers a combination of autonomy and teamwork is fast paced and sustains open-mindedness.

I work well with inventors who share my creative mind and my ability to work in a sometimes chaotic work environment. When I get together with my inventor colleagues the ideas start to flow, and I feel inspired by putting our minds together.

I also appreciate working with Planner colleagues because as the person who brings “big ideas”, I rely on someone to take care of and remember the details. I and my Planner coworkers make the perfect team, working in tandem to cover all aspects of a project.

As a natural leader and an easygoing person, I am fortunate in that I work well with all types of colleagues. However, I may find that if there are too many other visionaries on my team, I get the feeling that there are “too many other cooks in the kitchen”.

This can be frustrating for me and those on my team as they may be confused about whom to follow. I may find that I have to adjust my leadership style a bit for my action-taker colleagues who prefer solitary work.

I am a team and people oriented person, yet it can be good to remember that there are those types of people who work best alone as I often also do myself.

 

 

Only The Strong Survive And Only The Wise Surpass

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tea for twoLife within this physical world in general is not always such a very pleasant experience to undergo.

However, those of us who are shaped for endurance and that are able to withstand many of the turbulent of trials and tribulations that have been caused or brought on by other unsavory individuals as well as by the negative and inevitable forces that rotate and that vibrate amid the universe and which that inhabit the planet instinctively come to recognize how to sustain even within the most unimaginable of circumstances.

How many times have those of us in particular went and got through something that we didn’t think or know that we could actually handle just to look back and declare that we didn’t understand how we had indeed done it?

In actuality though, we do understand how we stood, maintained, and overcame due to our state of “consciousness” if we are truly awake and if we are grounded and have a stable foundation. And we know that again when the time comes we will still be able to bravely face and bear whatever it is that is ready to take us on.

Each period of and during our challenges we grow and become even more confident and courageous knowing and believing that no matter what the situation may turn out to be whether it is expected or unexpected that it will work out for our benefit instead of within our failure.

It is within the strength and the way of the elevated mind and the spirit, having a genuine peace of mind and peace within spirit also allows one to tolerate and persevere with an ease and unaffected state of being that others whom are “asleep” would not understand and/or not be able to do.

I’ve been told how good of a person that I am and I know that I am that is why I have gotten attacked from an early age and why most people that are good by nature have it hard by others.

It is only when you are truly good and there is not so many of us out there anymore yet we cannot define ourselves by how others see us because good to us can mean bad to someone else but that would not exactly make us bad people. We are just reminders to the bad how bad they really are that is why they have to try too hard to make us look so bad.

No one is obligated, nevertheless, the good need to look out for the good and I have helped so many people all over the world without even intending to and without even realizing it just by staying real, expressing myself, and sharing my experiences!

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kindu said 6 days ago

Hello Miss latoya,
I am so thankful to you for enlightening me.
When i feel sad about what i went thru, then i suddenly want revenge. At the bottom of my heart i feel i should wait and see how god will punish them. But sometimes i get impatient.
I will need more time to feel comfortable about it.
If you don’t mind, may i send you my ex-bf and my cousin sister’s picture? If you could tell me why they are after me, and what are they up to? Kindly send me your email id please.

I have never meet a person like you online. So far all the people i meet didn’t bother to answer my questions. You are a very kind person. I feel very comfortable to share my problems with you. Thanks alot.

Thks
Kindu

You said 6 days ago

Whether you feel sad or angry about the things that you were wrongly and unnecessarily put through your thoughts and feelings in regard to wanting revenge are very normal and justifiable, and it is nothing at all for you to feel guilty or ashamed about.

It is very logical and understandable.

And you deciding within your heart to wait for a higher power within it’s own time to take care of your enemies and work on your behalf and on the behalf of anyone else that these people may have wronged just shows that you are a person of good-nature who wants to go about doing things the right way as you see fit to how you see is right through your own morals or state of well-being and that is very commendable.

You will be blessed.

You’re just a person of upstanding character with positive intentions who wants to see the people get back what they deserve and believe me they will even though it probably doesn’t seem like it because it often seems as if the evil people get away with everything while the good people continue to be put through many different unwanted challenges but it just makes us even stronger and much wiser than we already are.

We grow while the negative people remain stagnant and headed straight to their eventual doom. Believe me, those kind of people are not happy.

If you never feel comfortable about seeking out help to do a ritual for your enemies demise with the help of the universes supernatural energies that is alright do not worry about it let the matter take care of itself naturally.

I am sorry about your experiences with other people online and other spiritual advisers that you may have consulted. It is sad but most are not truly out to help or to relate to one’s situation and circumstances they are not very trustworthy and are just worried and primarily concerned about money and financially profiting/gain most of them don’t even have gifts of insight and if they do their powers are not really that strong or accurate because they are not grounded within depth of purpose and authenticity.

And they are not on the correct side of the podium, meaning that on the outside they display a following of the light when indeed they are just followers of the darkness. Don’t trust too many people out there and don’t believe in many of these so called psychics they are not real they are just liars and manipulators. Don’t give out your money to nobody!

I really hope for you the best and you can email me and I’ll see what I can find out for you.spiritualworkbylatoya@verizon.net

 

No One Can Ever Take Away The Beauty Of The Mind And Spirit

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Telling the truthThese quotes that I have posted are testimonials to the way I have lived and believed in since I was a young child and someone had to indeed experience these reflections in order to produce them as many of us can honestly relate as it takes strength, confidence and authenticity within character.

I’ve been told myself by those who have read my blogs that a lot of the sentences within my original writings can be used and turned into quotes and when I had looked over and examined my literature and even my modes of speech-because the people who actually know me have always told me that- “I write just like I talk.” I have to admit that these people were correct within their assessments (maybe one day I’ll publish my very own quotes professionally but only if spirit moves me to when the time is right).

People have also told me that I speak about a lot of things that many people think and feel, and want to say but don’t. And that I write with power and passion.

FreedomI do not usually get inspiration from other sources as mainly what I write about comes from deep within and what I’ve noticed about myself and other gifted people or people of intellectual distinction who have been in my circle at one time or another is that we often know and come up with insight and solutions far before it even hits or is even accepted by mainstream society.

For instance certain quotes that are motivational are words that we were already aware of, experiencing and living by. Spiritual, mental and physical findings that have been discovered through research we had already been conscious of and living in accordance to years ago before it had become commercial or more well known among a large group of individuals, and so on.

truth against liesEven particular clothes we were wearing before they became one of the most popular name brand items.

The thing about it is that when those who are not on the level and are only able to perceive from within the boundaries of their own limited outlook when they first hear the variety of wisdom, information and solutions as it comes from us they are quick to judge or call us crazy because we are so ahead of them within our keen sense of knowledge and comprehension yet when they as slow learners finally do get the messages they then develop and acquire a philosophy or mode of life and further understanding that results in possible expansions for those who choose and are able to grow.truth and lies

 

A Day On The Job

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mushroomsLast week I was given a new permanent twelve hour three days a week overnight shift case assignment that I had done and completed and I was then going to be scheduled to work as a companion for a lady over at another supported living facility for nine hours a day for four days straight as a fill in but the woman had suddenly went into the hospital and it was not decided when she’d be returning back to the residence it was just determined that she would not be released for any time period soon.

So this past Saturday and Sunday I was scheduled to work two twelve hour morning shifts as another fill in.

On the Saturday assignment there was a bed-bound patient and my spirit did not take to her, as a highly sensitive spiritual person I will sometimes not operate properly when it comes down to certain types of people as my state of being temporarily goes awry (as long as I am within the presence of whatever it is that is clashing with my vibe) and it is a natural and automatic response that goes way above my tide yet very well within my reason and understanding.

This reaction, of course, does not arise within the environment when it comes to everyone just around those in which that are not healthy for me to be around and to whom my aura comes into conflict with.

As a innately good person my spirit as well as body repels and rejects any type of negativity or negative energy that generates and exudes out from other people and places making it very difficult for me to perform sufficiently as I am not inspired to and not allowed to by a spiritual means that I am not able to control.

There are some times when I cannot even go outside and this has been going on for years and these circumstances are not at all bad inconveniences they are part of the attributes and preservation that come along within my personal experience of being born with the caul. Nature will consistently open up further outlets and pathways to compensate for the even greater of opportunity if the circumstance brings about a misjudgment or an unfortunate outcome by other individuals and unearthly entities so there is never any need to worry as while something is manifested and done within a celestial fashion there will always be additional connecting pieces to the momentous puzzle.

trayThe lady noticed that I was hesitant about catering to her and she told a family member over the telephone that she had a “naive assistant” with her today. When she got off the phone I uttered to her “Did you call me naive?”

“Yes I did”, she addressed.

“I am not naive”, I told her, as I knew her kind and her ignorant train of thought.

“No, I mean naive to cleaning me up, not knowing how to do your job”, she explained to me.

First off, I had to sadly correct this woman on the definition of what the word naive truly means which in my opinion is “gullible” aside from one lacking the particular knowledge and experience of the world, types of people and so on, however she told me that being naive had nothing to do with being gullible so I just left it alone and showed her how naive that she really was. I came out and bluntly told her the truth about my behavior and she changed her entire tune.

I expressed to this lady that I do not wash nobody’s ass and that I do not clean up anybody’s house. I may assist one who is able to help them self to a point if need be but I am far too intelligent to wipe the shit off of anyone’s ass or to be anyone’s cleaning lady I am just a fill in for today on a job description that I do not usually do.

The woman told me that I should not be in this profession if I do not care because she thought that people take these sorts of jobs such as care givers whether it is nurses, nurse assistant, companion, aide or medical assistant and so on because they sincerely cared and looked forward to a lifetime journey throughout the field.

Some do, I told her, but that I was just in it for the money even though I have came across some nice people that I did enjoy giving motivation to and supervision over, and giving an important professional helping hand to, yet that this job was nothing that my heart was truly into especially for the long run.

Some patients or clients are pleasant, some are tolerable and some are just too undesirable to want to be around and this lady fit into that category as my spirit did not take to her, you see, I am a person of substance, positive energy and a clean aura, and I do not get along with any type of trash. I connect more so with people of a genuine high class nature -and naturally being high class has absolutely nothing to do with money it is an inborn state of mind, tendency and character- such as myself (those of us who are extremely intelligent, resilient and born with a significant purpose and whatever other definition that may apply in distinct to certain individuals).

 

tableThere are, of course, people who are ill and who may just get sick on account of an unfortunate circumstance of life and from living within an imperfect world.

 

Then there are the people who are incapacitated or fall ill with affliction of some sort due to all of the dirt that they have done within their lives and this woman fit into that category as she is miserable and bitter and also not too intellectually inclined. She is in her predicament and suffering as a result of negative karma that she ultimately deserves and I feel no sympathy for that degenerate at all.

I hate stupid people, people who think that if you don’t do something the way that they expect then that means to them that you do not know how to do it, or if you don’t immediately make known a knowledge or an awareness by not being affected through a situation, or if you’ve never made known something to the forefront to begin with, then that means or they assume that, you do not know anything about the issue at all. That is the typical mind state of trash.

I guess instead of hating the ignorance that many people do possess I should just continue to be glad that I am not one of them-some genuine words of fact and wisdom for me to always remember. Their ignorance is a reflection of them and definitely not me.

So I went down to the office to inform the nurse that I wanted off of this woman’s case for that day and my request was honored I was just asked to do a cluster shift in return for the remaining hours that I was scheduled there to work.

 

Serene

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lamp outI had a wonderful evening late last night as I prepared and ate a lovely dinner and relaxed in my bed within the comforts of home indulging in the entertainments of my favorite television programs that lasted up until after one a.m. this morning as I finally surrendered to the sleep that had softly crept upon me.

While I was in the midst of my enjoyment I felt the exact aura of serenity that had surrounded me during my childhood, teenage years, and early adulthood. The same casts of vibe and composure still following within me now all through out my span of maintenance, a priceless grace that I by nature was lucky to have come into contact with and an honor that no one can destroy or take away from me not even through the perils of any evil and deceptive form of witchcraft.

I realize that while I have maintained the purity of my spirit by never losing the identity of my individuality I have retained all of the blessings that have came along with living within authentic distinction. No ones gossip or rumor, envy or jealousy, opinion or judgment has ever served as a distraction or has ever had the ability to extinguish out the flames that ignite the purpose of my life force and state of well being no matter how strenuous within the efforts and attacks that were made against me in the past and that were derived from the certainty of malice and ignorance.

I have beat the statistics, banished those long time ago conjectures and have smoothly escaped the physical and spiritual hands of the mischievously corrupt, the element of an uncontaminated innocence is enough to make any demonic soul resentful, and full of admires.

I know that my enemies are terribly disappointed that I am not walking in their same torn up, and worn out shoes; I could feel it from deeply within me as I reveled in placidity last night.

What gets to them and what bothers them the most is that my mind is not at all guilty of regret or troubled by any type of vexation and there will never be any concrete reason for me to feel within any other manner otherwise.

My enemies want me to undergo a lifetime of aggravation in the mind the way that they constantly do. They endure the pain and reminders of their past and present deeds that linger around to perpetually haunt them.

They cannot genuinely laugh within the exact gaiety that I experience and they will never ever share the peace that I have embedded within myself.