Accountable Within Our Gifts

God entrusts each of us with gifts and responsibilities that we are accountable to him for.

As faithful servants we are to show good stewardship by using our gifts wisely.

We can creatively use our talents and skills in a variety of unique ways.

When we give of ourselves without wanting anything in return, we graciously touch the heart of God.

Many of us gain satisfaction in doing what we love.

When we enjoy what we do, how we spend our time, and why we continue on in our efforts we receive a celestial gratification.

It is a pleasure that is more rewarding than worldly satisfaction, or fulfillment.

Our gifts are automatically utilized for the greater benefit of all who we touch when who we touch is a benefit utilized automatically.

Its Hard For Adversaries To Accept Truth

Jealous and envious people often try to outdo or compete with those who they know they’re inadequate to, and feel threatened by.

We don’t entertain them within our minds as we live our day to day lives unconcerned about their unwanted existence. Yet, we appear upon their minds as a constant reminder of the incomparable and repetitious torture in relation to their own shortcomings, and inevitable downfalls.

For about two weeks now, adversaries have been working against me to no avail. They have made an effort through working a spell or spells to mask and block the good energy innately generated around me in an attempt to unnaturally lower my spirits and prevent further advantageous things from entering into my life.

They come to my blogs and/or get wind of my writings. They observe my peaceful and satisfying lifestyle. They resent my spiritual blessings and protections; and they are heavily disappointed at my consistency to successfully hold versatile jobs, and earn steady well-paid incomes.

I and certain members of my family were born intelligent and meant to do well no matter who or what negative source endeavored to intervene. We were always much stronger and more knowledgeable than the demonic individuals who crossed our paths.

They also come to my blog to look for clues or ideas within my writings, actually believing that I would unwittingly or tactlessly (clumsily) divulge some type of information to counteract the intangible/celestial arrangement that surrounds me.

This tug of war that adversaries delusionally hold onto is a battle in which they constantly fight on their own against themselves. I’ve never held onto the other end of their ropes as I let them fall to their defeat a long time ago due to the fact that they didn’t stand a chance at ever destroying me.

They just need to wake up, realize, and finally accept it.

Health And Wellness

I ate shrimp and rice for dinner the night before last. Afterwards, I drunk one or two full cups of ice-cold apple juice.

When I cook that particular meal it always comes out delicious and filling. I’ve bought and fixed shrimp quite a few times lately. It had been a while since I’ve eaten shrimp.

I don’t have a problem finding the product on the shelf. They are a little expensive compared to the other items of seafood stocked in the local supermarket, and certain people aren’t too eager to purchase these particular quality of shrimps on account of the price, even though they are worth the money.

As I sit here in my living room I decide what to prepare for dinner tonight and at the same time I have a memory enter into my mind.

The thought reflected on one of the wealthy clients I worked with for a few months a few years ago. She was a retired business attorney who practiced law for nearly 20 years at Home Box Office, specializing in satellite transactions and international partnerships with movie studios and cable companies to bring HBO abroad.

Anyway, one day we took a cab from her million-dollar rented apartment that she came to eventually own, situated in Manhattan, NY to her hair-salon that was located on the second floor of a fancy building.

While I waited for my client to get her hair colored, washed, blow-dried, and styled I killed time by going down to one of the first floor restaurants to order me some food to take back to her apartment.

I was staying at her home for nearly the entire week straight-working a double and extended day shift. Usually I’d do four days a week overnight with her, but her day caregiver was temporarily off schedule, and I covered her shifts as well as mine.

There inside the restaurant I ordered shrimp with french fries, a side of vegetables, two packages of mixed fruit, and a vegan smoothie.

I placed my order for take out; the order summed up to a little over fifty dollars.

I saved all of my food to eat later that night except for the smoothie, and one of the packages of fruit.

I sat at one of the restaurant tables and ate my delicious fruit while I sipped on my green-colored smoothie that was made purely of vegetables, fruit, and spices.

Aside from having juiced raw fruit and vegetables in my juicer years ago, I had never tasted one of these modern-day smoothies that are usually made with dairy yogurt or whatever else.

I was surprised at how very good the smoothie that I had tasted, considering the combination of the raw vegetables mixed in together. I can’t remember the entire ingredient list but the beverage did contain spinach, carrots, apples, celery and a few other nutritious edibles along with lemon and spice.

 

Homework

When I began class a while back there were also online academic tasks assigned to us students for additional study in which I took advantage of and enjoyed. Now that school was temporarily cancelled due to the circumstances befalling the world right now (Corona Virus) the available online courses are primary.

I find it a very serviceable resource to be able to utilize my studies within the comforts of home for limitless periods of time any day of the week just as long as the educational instrument is being implemented.

My teacher had phoned me and other classmates last month notifying us of a possible further online study program, I haven’t heard anything from her since. I ran into a girl who attends my class a week ago and she asked me if I know when school is going to start back up because she misses the class. We did have a wonderful environmental setting, good teacher, and sufficient preparation.

I told her that originally the teacher had informed to me back in March that we may resume about the third week of April, however, apparently after listening to governor Cuomo address that New York will not be opening up currently or any time soon, I logically assume that our attending school will be put on hold a little while longer until health risks are at a significant or absolute low.

In the meantime, I have no worries or complaints and treasure this period as a sign that has demonstrated to me luck and a transition into supplementary better things to come as one “spiritually connected/in tune”.

 

 

Fortunate Occurrences

 

I don’t stay home for the sake of staying home I go out and do what I have, need, and want to do when the time calls for it.

Though, when spirit speaks within the beauty of love, respect, and protection with the further generosity of vital welfare, I absolutely respond with the ultimate gratitude.


 

I’ve worked in retail for fourteen years and I’ve professionally worked in health care for six and a half years.

I always keep more than one job.

At the beginning of the year, when I changed my work schedule at one of my jobs to fit in with my academic course everything worked out just fine.

Then, almost a month afterward, one of my managers in the health care field asked me if I would change shifts with another employee who decided that she wanted to go back to school to enroll in some courses.

I told her no because I was in school too and wasn’t going to interfere with or jeopardize my plans to advance myself further in what I may consider to do within life. Where the hell did, she have the nerve to think I would sacrifice my studies for some other employee, and after I already had made a schedule change with her (the manager) myself to conveniently attend school on certain days.

“Oh, I didn’t know if you were still continuing with that”, she had said to me.

I had never given her any details about my course as it was none of her business yet I didn’t appreciate her calling me asking me to change my schedule as if the other person was more important than me so I quit right there on the spot over the phone and left her hanging just like that. Don’t fuck with me!

I still had another job that I could go to while I attended school. In between time, I still looked for another job as back up.

When I found one and was about to take orientation the Corona Virus shit broke out. Everything was coming to a halt, even school temporarily shut down.

Even as some jobs had put a hold on hiring, I managed to get employed at not one but with two other companies who were still in the midst of employing individuals since I was considered an “essential employee” within the health care field.

On one of the new jobs I needed an up to date physical so in March I went for my yearly physical but the doctor didn’t want to clear me for work because of the paranoia over the Corona Virus shit. She told me to stay at home.

I was pissed off because I like to make my money; so, I went home and emailed her a nasty little note telling her that I wasn’t worried about catching no Corona Virus and I asked her if she were going to pay my bills?

Then, the second new job came through where I didn’t need any medical clearance, yet a few days before work the schedule was cancelled temporarily until this Corona Virus shit dies down.

All together now I have three jobs that I haven’t been able to go to. Yet I have been blessed with means to survive without having to worry about anything. So, I had to sit back and take notice at what was staring me right in the face.

No matter how hard I tried to go out there to continue to work the universe was telling me no, not at this time of pandemic crisis and at the same time I wasn’t left hanging within any financial woes.

The powers that be didn’t want me or my family caught up in that shit going on out there.

“Spirit” literally isn’t any joke. When we genuinely and wholeheartedly walk in spirit the essence protects us and sees us through. We are carried thoroughly, supplied with our needs and wants until we are able to again carry ourselves once the coast is clear.

 

 

 

Stimulus Payment

 

This nigger/guy approached me yesterday afternoon on the bus. He asked me if I knew a girl named “Tammy”. 

I said “No”. 

Then he told me that I looked familiar and asked me if I was from around the neighborhood that we were in. 

I told him “Yes”. 

He muttered the word “Damn”, afterwards. Then he asked me if I smoked weed and I told him “No, never”. 

He said and asked in return “No, nothing?” 

“No”, I had said again. 

He then repeated to me, “You look familiar”, and he again muttered, “damn”. 

The nigger got off the bus at the next following stop and went about his way. 

He must of thought I looked so familiar to him since my lips were a little bit ashy yesterday-comical in a nonsense sort of way to me.

 


This week I should receive my $1,200 stimulus fund because I filed my taxes back in February and had already gotten my income tax/tax return. Some have already received their money this past Friday. My school courses that I had been taking was put on hold since March (fortunately I’m able to use this convenient time for continuous study at home), and work has been slow all due to Corona virus, though otherwise, everything is still going pleasant and I’m comfortable in this period of living in “The Twilight Zone”. I have my health, my humor; my intelligence and peace of mind, my love, my family and my spirituality. 

Nevertheless,  we all need and want our well-deserved money!

 

A Caul Destiny That Won’t Be Denied

Things are going my way. The universe harkens unto my voice. I live in my truth and my way harkens unto the intangible dimensions within my connection to the universe. The destiny that was designed for me, and the destiny I design, are both intertwined, and as they are both within harmony, they will not be denied.

Whereas there are a lot of good people in the world there are also plenty of negative and mediocre people inhabiting the planet and when no good people find out that they cannot use you and abuse you they do whatever it is within their power to refuse you the opportunities in which you are entitled to.

However, is not up to them or entirely in their hands to decide how far we go within life, or within our careers so to speak. It is just we live in a society governed and controlled by some people who are corrupt, and by some who are not on a certain “elevated” level and wavelength, or both.

The power is within the universe to ultimately decide, and the energy is dispelled unto not only those who are spiritually receptive, but to who it is also celestially intended.

As a spiritual person, life has consistently went better for me than the average life has went for others.

I was always meant to be successful and I have succeeded within many fashions and aspects of my life.

There are and have constantly been people, nevertheless, who’ve tried and who still take part in earnestly attempting to hold me back at reaching my highest peaks of deserved financial success.

I’ve worked jobs that I didn’t really want to do, or that I had no genuine interest in just to steadily gain a stable income to allow me to pay my bills, and to maintain the lifestyle that I frequently enjoy.

I was always able to make a good volume of money but they don’t want me to further delight in what they will never be able to have.

There is nothing they can do to stop who I am, what I’m capable of doing or achieving, or the things I was born to accomplish, they have only been able to delay certain events from taking place at a sooner period.

The time they stole and continue to steal, for the time being, until my optimum time finally arrives, is the extra time they’ll spend burning relentlessly within the lower depths of hell once they arrive to their inevitable and eternal destination. They have to suffer here, though, before they go, and a tough lesson beforehand they surely will learn.

I don’t follow the ways of the world because the world has absolutely nothing to do with me, I follow my own individual nature, preferences, and inclinations.

I have always definitely known how to live and to survive in this world, yet I am nothing of this world, and I never will be, and I am very proud of this actual fact.

Life

My life continues to run smooth. I am at a place of constant alignment.

My peace of mind never wavers, and my natural spirited attitude stays in tact, not ever being swayed away by any occurrence.

Environment and surroundings are so very important, however, when one has a deep personal fulfillment stored from inside it doesn’t matter what atmosphere we’re caught up in, pleasurable internal conditions sail us throughout each specific area, and position.

I genuinely have a deep peace of mind, fulfillment, and happiness, rooted from within.

No matter what goes on around me I am undisturbed and unaffected by it.

A lot of individuals are not truly content in their lives for personal or professional reasons of their very own. I always felt success and achievement meant different things to different people, and depended upon an individual definition of whatever the accomplishments meant to them, and unto their own fulfillment.

My contentment never centered around other people, marriage, or having children.

My happiness centered around well-being, healthy living for the mind, body, and spirit, something which inspired me all throughout my life from my early days, and what has kept me motivated till this day.

The results have been satisfactory.

I’m glad I don’t associate myself within the company of those whom I have no desire to be around, I’m glad I never wanted to get married, and I’m glad I don’t have any children. I am complete within my personal self.

Professionally I’ve done very well.

I had interactions with employers who’ve tried to take advantage of me because I was a good worker, and certain coworkers who were envious of my self confidence and abilities, but that’s everyday life for many.

Within career, I should be so much further ahead, yet I don’t really care. I am more concerned and delighted in the person who I am, and how I lived my life. That is what makes me the most proud, not a job, because I know the high extent of my capabilities, whatever else is meant to be will come in due time.

Right now, I’m enjoying the rewards of the blessings in which kept me preserved and which keeps me sustained.

I feel so very lucky, and fortunate, at how spirit and the universe loved me enough to consistently respect me and my life.

 

 

 

 

A Babalawo I Had A Session With

I can be moody once in a while but for the most part I am kind and soft-spoken with a very pleasant attitude yet I am nowhere near soft within personality or character.

As one born under the zodiac sign Taurus I am the true definition of stubbornness, strength, and a vile temper when provoked.

I am also one who believes in revenge without apology it is within my instinctive nature. No one unjustifiably messes around with me and gets away with it. I’ll do my shit out in the open or on the sneak tip as I have the advantage and none who are without the consciousness of paranormal recognition would be the wiser.

Years ago I had a genuine Babalawo (Yoruba) who gave me an extremely accurate reading and who desired to fiercely undertake retribution against all of the people who conspired to indulge within Brujeria against me and payback was exactly what I had wanted.

The spiritual work also included removing all blockages, allowing my destiny of money and preordained success to fully unleash, a special protection shield, and the ultimate channeling of my innate divination skills.

“You need to retaliate”, the Babalawo had urged.

His words were like sweet music harmonizing through out my ears. “That’s what I want to do”, I had told him in return.

This man was the real deal, however, I wasn’t so quick to jump up and receive his services even though he offered them to me at a very reasonable price. I am a person who gazes deeper into what selectively appears upon the surface.

I’ve had many offers of help from other spiritually inclined individuals but I don’t trust so easily I was never one to act before the proper time and everyone is not legitimate. Yes, I could have gotten what I wanted a long time ago and at the rate of time wherein I preferred but at what life altering cost?

I take into consideration all aspects in which surround me and the possible effects or consequences when collaborating with sources of force which may not be in correspondence to my own alignment. I am proud of personal spiritual bestowal and respect my balance within the universe and the inheritance within dimension.

I have protections, my extra sensory gifts are intact, I’m doing well making a decent living, I am granted the necessary things I require and desire, and I proceed to fight back viciously although I am very thorough and logical and use my faculties wisely.

I decided it was best for me to completely use and generate my own magnetic energy and stay robust incorporating my own celestial aptitude within my own endowment of distinguished spiritual arrangement.

My choice was within accordance to balance as all elemental instance fell into their exact position within the range of location to circumstance and eventhough time may now and then play a factor in the gain of specific conditions there is a measure of intangible attentiveness performing within operation to assemble the most convenient and appropriate span for restore and delivery.

I learned I was more powerful within ability than those who claimed or believed they could actually help me and I reaped more benefits from the original work done on my own and with the natural spirituality of my own beloved ancestors and orishas than I would’ve ever imagined to be possible.

I don’t do animal sacrifice as the Babalawo did and as certain others often do, I never have, I don’t need to do things of that nature it is too sick and unclean to me. And I don’t work with just any and every orisha, I have my own personal ones assigned through lineage by attribution and compatibility.

I work purely of spirit, energy, and other distinct vibration of force in revelation to the essence of my own true and unique state of being.

This Sunday Evening

The radio is playing some good old tunes from the seventies and eighties, jam after jam, back to back!

The rain was coming down here in Queens, New York, its finishing up right about now as the sun is partially back into view.

I made a dinner of rice pilaf and shrimp It was delicious. I plan on watching some good old black and white suspense movies later on tonight before I head off to bed.

Tomorrow I’ll spend my scheduled Memorial Day working a holiday shift that I took on and don’t mind doing.

Its all going nice and good I’m genuinely enjoying my day.

 

Loner

There are people who wanted to come into my life and be around me but I didn’t want to be bothered with them at all. I was civil, however, I didn’t want to be their friend or to maintain any connection to them.

Some people I just don’t like and I don’t have the patience or tolerance to make allowances.

Those that I’m compatible with intellectually and/or personality wise who I easily get along with and have great communication and rapport with keep in contact and then we go our separate ways.

I prefer intervals rather than to constant association periodic encounters suit me just fine.

I deal with and come into contact with many people through work and local travel yet I have no desire to develop a personal relationship with anyone.

I love being a loner it brings to me satisfaction.

I don’t need to be among a crowd of others to have fun or to have a really good time. I don’t need to lean on others for advice or support.

I’ve always been this way and this mode of life has been fulfilling to me under my circumstances as an individual with preternatural nature and unconventional outlooks.

To each his or her own and I’m certainly doing my own terms within my own way.

Choices

There was this Haitian chick that tried to start an argument with me in the elevator as we escorted/transported elderly residents to and from their rooms to the dining area when I worked as a private companion for a lady resident at the Bristal assisted living facility in North Hills a couple of years ago.

I told her how ugly she was and to take off her weave and make up, and she couldn’t handle it. My words had bothered her for a good three weeks before she eventually let go of what she initiated to begin with.

I don’t understand why women or girls with low self-esteem dish out nonsense that they cannot take back in return. They need to keep their mouth shut and stop being petty toward other confident women that they don’t personally know and that aren’t bothering them.

Some of these females act worse than children.

Another young Caribbean girl who also worked there caught wind of what went on during my scoff at the other woman.

“We’re immigrants”, she said.

“Why don’t you go become a doctor?” She also addressed to me, in response to her hearing that I specifically mentioned to the one in the elevator “I’m american, this is my country”.

The way I took her words was that I was born here in this country of the united states and that I have every opportunity in the world to take advantage of becoming what I wanted compared to them having to struggle and make do within the field that they were in.

Yes, it’s true If I really wanted to be a doctor or even a lawyer I genuinely could have been those things, however, my heart wasn’t in it. I had no interest in those fields.

Also, even though there are a different type of physicians and different type of attorneys when one is a doctor there is an obligation to serve and to take care of every patient in need of emergency care or help unless maybe one sets up a private practice of their very own.

For the most part I wouldn’t want to help everyone and I’d never forgive myself if I saved a piece of trashes life.

As far as the law goes I would be darn good at legal representation, debating, standing up and fighting for what I believe in to make a change, and for adhering to what is right according to what I agree with.

Nevertheless, I don’t agree with the certain laws of the land and the way the judicial system operates.

 

Karma Can Be So Sweet!

This past Friday on January 25, 2019 I was out in the field doing a ten hour fill in shift at the Brandywine assisted living facility located in queens (which is an undesirable place to work as it is kind of torn down in my opinion compared to the more luxurious facilities that I have continuously worked at) and ran into a knucklehead that use to work in the same department as I did when I worked at Sears seven years ago.

I don’t remember the correct spelling of her name but to give the closest examples of it “Madulla”, “Madrulla” or “Mahudrulla” something to the style of that but everyone called her Liz and I worked at Sears before she had come along as she had against the rules got the job there because she was dating and screwing the team lead manager of our department. She never did any real work, however, she use to follow along with bullshit in trying to harass me with false made up rumors due to ignorance and jealousy.

Well, this dumb tramp happened to be working at Brandywine and called my name when she saw me as I ignored security whom didn’t want me to enter the dining room to attend to a client while I was wearing gloves.

When I returned to the lobby I told Liz “You have the nerve to call my name after all of the stupid shit that you use to do at Sears?”

I told her to talk all of that shit now! I told her that I’d beat her ass. I told her that she was a bitch and a slut and to step to me outside!

All Liz did was keep quiet and put her head down.

People with a lot of dirt on them like to do dirt to others who haven’t done anything and that haven’t done anything to them in attempts to bring them down out of envy and because they get intimidated-the bitch didn’t even know me-then they think it is all suppose to be forgotten about.

Don’t fuck with me and then get friendly I don’t care how long ago it is or was.

I kept cool back then because I knew the certain ones that took part in that nonsense were sick, jealous, and beneath me and, they weren’t worth losing my job over by retaliating verbally or physically as they were looking for responses from me anyway as in their warped mentality they probably would have thought they were getting to me but they weren’t.

I’m just a passionate person that is full of fire born under the sign of the bull (Taurus zodiac) and I don’t take any shit from anybody especially worthless trash.

The energy around me serenaded my actions as I was justified and glorified-this opportunity was meant to take place. I hate that stinking cunt!

 

I Catch Them Every Time

By nature I am extremely alert and very intuitive.

I can feel the negativity as I have another jealous bitch on my job. I am so sick and tired of jealous and envious people.

I love being by myself and surrounded just by my loved ones.

When I came into work this past Monday I picked up on her ( the co worker) discontent she had been out for about two weeks and just returned back this week.

She is disappointed because I do so well at my occupation and it is all so silly to me she should just come to work to do her job and not to compete and be worried about me (but that is what trash does when they can’t intimidate, control you, or can’t get you to join in with them they gang up to do underhanded shit).

I am professional and courteous yet I don’t come to work to make friends but to sufficiently accomplish my duties and get paid.

I don’ t give a fuck about her and her shady ways yet I know that I have to watch her because she’s not pleased at how well I get along with the lady that we work for.

Jealous people always like to find fault or flaws that are not actually there within us they endeavor to call us the opposite of what we are not wanting to accept our capabilities and attributes because we are reminders of the success stories that they will never come to be. And they can’t deal with the fact that we don’t like their kind, have no genuine respect for them and don’t want to be bothered with them as they are undesirable.

Jealous and envious people hate to see us do well and will do everything within their power to cause trouble.

They resent me because I tell the truth, fiercely hate them, and because I can see them for what they really are among other things.

I’m always aware yet I never worry or fret because they all get caught up within the grips of their own rope. They hurt no one but themselves as my success and happiness causes them such heartache and distress.

I leave it all in the hands of the universe and I have not yet been disappointed.

It’s just pathetic that they can’t move on with their lives but, that is just it, either they have no lives or they’ve long time ago fucked up their life.

 

 

What In The Hell?

At one of my jobs recently I’ve worked a permanent shift at a hospital for a hospice patient every day and the night before yesterday on Monday the lady that comes in to relieve me to do the overnight shift said to me in regard to our patient, “I hope she makes it another two weeks because I really need the money”.

Then last night when this lady comes in again to relieve me of my shift she asked me if I think that the patient will last till the weekend, hoping that she would live long enough only to fill up the hours adding up to a nice size paycheck.

This woman who we are looking after is on the verge of death as it is obvious that she may go at any time now has a family that comes to visit her every day that is grieving for her and can’t bare to see her this way suffering and on her way out yet all that this fellow caregiver is worried about is getting paid.

I understand that this is our duty and not any volunteer work and that we are doing our work to actually get paid, but damn.

And the thing about the situation is that she acknowledged to me that she has cared for the woman before at the assisted living facility where she lived and how nice, caring, and hospitable this old woman was to her and claims that if she dies it is going to hit her, meaning that she is going to feel some emotion. Seems like bullshit to me if it was really going to hit her she’d be more concerned about the woman living long enough to spend a little more time with her family and not to earn an extra few dollars, shit, get a second job.

In fact, everyone expressed to me how sweet this little old lady was the first evening I met her she grabbed my hand and kissed it.

I remember this past December when I worked ten hours a day five days a week at an assisted living facility where I watched over a lady who suddenly had a death in the family (her son) and one of her daughters offered for me to stay through out the rest of my shift as family members had gathered together there with her and had planned to take her out for dinner.

I had refused. I cut my shift short; the private agency that I worked for even said to me “You don’t mind cutting your hours short and not getting paid for the rest of the full time hours for that day?”

“No”, I had told her. “Not under the circumstances”, as I was the one that suggested that I’d leave for the day in the first place to give them their privacy and space. To me, it was the principal of the matter whether the family cared or not.

 

 

 

 

What Goes Around Comes Around

Shortly after I quit working at Toys R Us eight months ago it had got back to me that Bibi got fired as she was caught stealing from the store. See, the bitch got her’s even though she thought she was untouchable. The bitch couldn’t fight the universe and her inevitable karma! (https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2017/02/10/at-one-of-my-current-jobs/)

 

Souvenirs

A lot of my pay stubs from working at Sears for four whole years.

When I tidy up from time to time I come across things as we usually do when we clean and/or make room for other things and to also throw out things that we no longer have use for.  While in the midst I came across a lot of my old pay stubs and realized that I’ve worked a lot of jobs between retail and within the health care field. I even came across an old report card from when I was a youngster marked with A grades and few B ones along with some certificates for achievement.

One of my pay stubs from working the hosiery department at JC Penney for an entire year

I am so proud of all of the accomplishments that I have made through out the years.

Two weeks ago a client at one of my jobs called up the private company that I work for acknowledging to my superiors that I was giving exceptional service and that she wanted me working more frequent days and I had accepted the offer when the company phoned me up with the news. This client also told me that I was too smart to be working the job, and I always get this same remark from people, “Why are you here, you’re too smart to be at this job whether it is in retail and the such.

One of my pay stubs from working at Bloomingdale’s for three years

Without going into certain details I expressed to the lady that phoned up my job about the jealousy from others and how within the past up until now how many had tried to interfere with my life yet I still succeeded but that how when I was a child I had the opportunity to be published by a mainstream publisher but that I mistakenly refused the offer due to my anger at what was going on in life at the time and at the trouble it would have caused during that time from a few envious/ jealous disturbed family members and outsiders that were working with them and etc… but that writing was my nature and where my heart truly was.

One of my schedules from Toys R Us

“Well no one can stand in your way now”, she told me. And she is correct.

She took down my full name and number wanting to keep in contact with me stating, “I want your full name because I know that you’re going to be a writer, well you are a writer”.

I told her, “I know what you mean, recognition”.

One of my schedules from Burlington

“Exactly”, she said I can tell and hear it in your voice that you’re a writer”. She has no doubt that I’ll eventually make it even further and neither do I!

No matter how many people have tried to hold me back through out my life I have managed to become very successful regardless in all of the things that I had set out to do. When anyone tries to stop me it just makes me hate them even more and makes me more determined to get what I want.

Free supplies notice I received when I adopted a new female Labrador Retriever in the year 2011

I remember when this guy by the name of George Owens (who always thought he was the smartest thing in the world and that he knew everything but was nothing but a dumb ignorant undesirable fuck who didn’t know what he was talking about who’d constantly gossip about everyone then go smile in their face) said “She can’t even do this”, talking about me doing the annual account for my mother who was conservator over my grandmother’s affairs years ago as my mother would ask him to do it once a year (he didn’t even know me personally or well enough to know what my capabilities were but I knew him as I could read him like a book and knew that one day he would get his and he sure has gotten his! I won’t mention what it is though as I have already discreetly mentioned it in a post last year).

And I thought that was interesting since the lawyer over my mother and another professional woman had stated that he didn’t know what he was doing as he kept getting it wrong every year. The annual account didn’t start getting done accurately until I became the one to complete it from then on and it was documented, we didn’t need him. The stupid ass George Owens even got arrested for tax evasion (http://queensda.org/Press%20Releases/2001%20Press%20Releases/03-March/03-21-2001.htm) he goes by a muslim name now. I’ve always filed and done my taxes completely on my own without the help of anyone every year. I’ll tell you, jealousy is a bitch.

As good people no matter what the circumstances we are the ones to come out on top when we are strong.

I don’t understand why people tried me within the first place and thought that they would get away with it. I was born under the zodiacal sign Taurus and one can’t mess with the bull without getting murdered or seriously injured.

 

 

Harmonic Truths

I am truly blessed and that comes along with being a very good person who has led a genuinely clean life within distinction and harmony within my own personal legitimate universe and spirituality, no one has anything on me and no one can and will ever be able to touch me because I am shielded and protected by much love, respect and authority (Divinity) just as many of us that are grounded within the foundation and truth of what “is” in relation to our own existence, journey, and destiny.

I love and enjoy having a peaceful life and never having to personally be bothered with undesirables although we as positive and/or anointed people have to here and there constantly by nature hold our own and defeat as well as fight up against the negative people and evil principalities as they both go hand and hand that we come into contact with in our profession or daily outings that is just an unfortunate part of life within this realm, however, we are equip for each and every battle.

Keeping busy and maintaining adequate amounts of rest while living my life requires harmonic balance and consistent faith in what will carry me through. It is so fantastic how when we are authentic and unwavering as individuals how it magnetically draws the continuance of a loyal sustaining ongoing natural energy of perseverance and advantage. With the never ending fortunate outcomes there is never any doubt as long as one never fails to defeat their own purpose within the definition that is unto them.

Spooky

This past Friday was payday:

I have plenty of experience with my departments of merchandising on the sales floor and with being in charge of storage rooms and I use to work overnight for three years at Bloomingdale’s in the shipping department where we would handle invoices, wrap, and pack expensive orders for shipment, the money that people would spend on items were ridiculous though, hundreds of dollars for teddy bears, cosmetics, and so on. I could see spending good money on the appliances and certain clothing but not that unnecessary shit like make-up and stuffed animals-not the money that they were spending.

Anyway, since I had experience with shipping and had enjoyed it I went to work at Fedex Ground and the money wasn’t bad $13.45 an hour. I was told I was going to be trained along with certain others to specifically work at new shipping departments (I forgot the name of the offices or place the manager had told me we were going to be training to go). So I put in for the night and overnight shift so I could do my other job on earlier days during the week but not too early.

When it was time to start work I was told only preload shift was available but when night and overnight became available I could change shifts.

Oh my, I had to be to work by 4am. Okay, no problem, I made the sacrifice since it was just temporary but then around the time in the morning when I had to travel the train wasn’t going to the stop that I needed to get off at to catch the bus to drop me off in front of Fedex so that meant getting off the train a few stops before to walk through abandoned buildings along deserted factory area around dangerous streets that one could get killed on if a car crashed upon the sides of the expressway and to top it off my spiritual antenna kept picking up negative energy and my body was reacting to the eerie vibrations around the area then when I’d get home I’d start seeing visions of the area foreboding me not to go back there.

Then I eventually found out soon after with my own eyes that the area was surrounded by more than one of large acres of cemetery the location burial of millions-literally one of the largest cemeteries in Queens. I was walking right into that shit and could feel it no one is telling me that place isn’t haunted.

Upon leaving my shift I found out that every day I’d have to take my boots off for security to check, my manager said that someone was caught stealing from there once and that everyone had to take their shoes off upon leaving. Sorry but I wouldn’t be doing that every day and what could be stolen from a giant warehouse full of packages that would fit into a pair of sneakers, shoes, or boots? I had a good laugh off that one especially since we had to come in and out through metal detectors.

If one wasn’t working with the cash why does everyone working as package handlers have to take off theirs shoes. I left all that shit alone and have no particular complaints right now with my other job.

 

 

 

 

 

 

A Day In The Life Of A Working Lady

When I finally left Toy R Us back in May of this year as I told a representative at the corporate office that I wanted to resign I had already had another job working at Burlington Coat Factory.

When I got hired at Burlington it wasn’t for the position that I had initially applied for (just like at Toys R Us nobody really wanted to do that job) the desperate bitch manager named Ruth explained to me that she was going to put me in the fitting room to work because none of the other previous fitting room attendants were able to meet audit for an entire year so I was suppose to be the new slave to put to the test and use? I don’t think so!

I wasn’t like the other worthless trashy flunky bitches (Marilyn Bartnick, Johanna Jackson and Latima Hall) that needed to be there. And I am darn sure not anybody’s ass kisser. All three of those inferior bitches tried to start trouble with me yet I ignored them as Ruth had stated “LaToya, your working with a bunch of women, just keep your mouth shut”.

I do understand that “average” jealous women do get catty and petty but not “real” women-“classy women” of intelligence and purpose don’t have time for nonsense. All we care about is being happy and taking great care of ourselves and optimistically preparing different things for our pleasant futures.

Johanna got mad because I expressed to Marilyn how I caught her sad and obvious attempt to sabotage my work-not that working in a fitting room is serious duty-however to people of that nature they don’t know what real work is so Johanna failed at her intention to make me look incompetent at a job that I was far overqualified for.

It reminded me of when I was one of the top workers at Sears about five years ago and after having working there for four years straight a few envious employees tried to mess up my work to get me into trouble, little did the stupid asses know that there were hidden cameras back there in the storage room where I was in charge of, and they were the ones that the head manager penalized. They had to clean up everything that they had intentionally unorganized.

Ruth told me that she knew I was doing everything that I was suppose to do (because she claimed she could see from afar, hidden cameras I assumed, because security also claimed that they knew everything going on within the area too) but that I just needed to speed up on my task of overloaded volumes of clothing that were being returned back to the store on a day to day basis and at the same time organize clothes to go back onto the sales floor while cleaning out and up after the fitting room as customers were nasty and constantly stacking up extra clothing. She wanted me to do all that shit within a short time every day so that she could make audit and take credit? That bitch must have been out of her fucking mind!

The real truth of it all is that they were always backed up due to the fact that they were too cheap to hire other people to fill out other positions I had heard other employees complaining of the excess areas of work that were being stacked upon them (one person bombarded with the impossible unless one was going to fuck up the work just to get it done within a hurry).

Latima, a literally bald headed bitch with no hair that was barely on the scalp, had the nerve to come to work with a thick long weave the next day after sporting her natural no hair style. This girl is so hideous looking as those are usually the ones to start conflict and she knew that she was ugly because she’d come to work with globs of make up on and still looked bad she got mad at me for doing work that another employee told me to do that she claimed she was going to do then accused me of lying about being told by the other worker to do so.

It was all a set up, silly shit that I ignored, and she made a scene because I would not give her the reaction that she was looking for I never understood why trash thought people should fear them they need to get off of their insecurities as they are absolutely nothing to fear. A customer was even disgusted by her and told me to report her as she was so unprofessional.

The next day Latima didn’t come into work so I told the woman named Karen who was in on the lie that “I come here to work and not for no bullshit” then she got scared and started kissing my ass because she knew she was guilty.

The day after that Ruth calls me into her office because she was disappointed because after a little over a month employed there I wasn’t being the flunky that she hoped and planned that I would be by working me like a damn dog and getting me to do what she wanted when she wanted and said to me “If you don’t speed it up in two more weeks then you’re out the door”.

I said to her, “Will you give me another position in the store since things are not happening fast enough for you?”

“No”, Ruth said.

“I’m leaving now because I’m an excellent worker”, I told her as I refuse to let anyone control me by threats of any kind just to keep a job. I can find work anywhere unlike the others that she had stranded there and wrapped around her finger.

“Okay”, Ruth got mad and said. “I’m going to terminate you out the system right now”. However she lied because she didn’t terminate me right then and there. She hadn’t expected me to come out with what I did. I have too much self esteem and self confidence to stay and tolerate bullshit-she thought she was a bitch-she didn’t know me very well because I can ultimately be the definition of a real bitch!

Instead of actually terminating me within the system I received a new hire benefits bullshit sent to my email later that day:

Warning/Beware

Words of caution: In trying to hurt the good people the no good only hurt themselves we are fiercely protected in every way by a higher power. And we are in no way whatsoever effected by the small traffic scattered down below we ride above on bigger planes heading in clear view.

Life is no joke and I have said many times that logic cannot be explained to sick people and I have seen life teach these kinds of people the most harsh lessons when their times called for it.

I have to honestly say that my life is doing very well I am truly happy within myself and it never took me a long time to get there I’ve always been secure within my state of being since at a very early age so I don’t relate when I’ve heard others say “it takes a long time to get there” as they speak only for themselves while generalizing within their own personal life and/or experience.

I have so much peace I have all of the things that I need, I laugh every day, I am doing very well on my job as usual and I am shocked that my boss recently revealed high praise and compliments to me regarding my work and performance as I and a few others didn’t think that he seemed to appreciate us.

Some have already waken up but what some folk still don’t seem to understand is that you can’t go around messing with spiritual people and not eventually reap the consequences.

A message came to me a few weeks ago that I got the best of all of my enemies and that they feel that it is just no use in getting the results that they want. It also came to me how they wish that I was and how they want me to become trash and that was never a secret to me because they always envied my character.

As a person genuinely born with a caul there is not really too much that anyone can do around me without me knowing about it especially when it caters to me and my life it has always been that way that is just something that certain people like me are naturally inherited with by birth and something that we are very blessed with, and it is nothing to take lightly or for us to take for granted.

When we keep quiet about or do not mention certain things it does not mean that we’re not aware of those situations and/or happenings.

It is no secret that individuals often get angry at us for “knowing things” and for being wise in ways that they definitely do not appreciate, however, that is absolutely not my problem.

I woke up again this morning after having a dream about Danielle and how some of the affiliated people around her (no one of any importance just her lame personal associates as she is a flunky) are on the internet trying to pose as me in posting and commenting online ( or just making up shit or both) as a way to get back at me for speaking the truth about her and Bibi on the job in the recent past. And as disappointing to them as this may sound it is really useless if they think or feel that this nonsense will have any effect or impact within my life if anything it is really more enlightening.

People of trash have always been jealous and envious of me ever since I was a little girl and have always told lies on me and it has never affected me or stopped me from being happy within myself or succeeding in whatever it was that I wanted to do, of course, that is why witchcraft was used for so long within the past to attempt to make me look bad within the public eye, to cause blockages within all aspects of my life and to destroy me as that is usually what pathetic people resort to against others that have something wonderful going on for them within life.

Yet they cannot use their witchcraft anymore as an aide in seeking the illusions and delusions of deceit to appear as a false reality in order to manipulate circumstance and the perceptions that others have upon their targets.

That witchcraft shit never worked on me. And now they’re totally on their own even though they still try to work spells and bring the witchcraft back but it is to no avail I am much more powerful and certainly much stronger within spirit and personality my enemies are all weak that is why they cannot move on, band together, and continue on.

Why would an army of garbage have to come up against one or two people for so many years unless that individual was a threat and why would it take so many to come up against one person? It is all explanatory within itself. It is not easy to take down individuals like me.

And what is really absurd is all of this went on through word of mouth none of these people ever met me, sat down and had a conversation with me, and it is so strange how they tried to ruin someone who never did anything to them yet that is what evil does-attack the good.

Trash have gotten away with bringing good people down for so many years through their underhanded tactics that they have finally come across one that they could not get over on.

It only adds extra credence to the fact that these types of individuals are innately incapable of elevating within the mind only to remain within that tremendously low level of function and understanding and their actions are a sincere reflection of themselves.

It is constantly the same things with them: talking about and lying about other people-who cares? The shit is tired! All this shows is that this is what bothers them and what brings them down in return they use this method on others assuming that they would be hurt in the same fashion that they themselves feel wounded.

No, I am sorry it does not work like that with me and those of us that are not of that nature and insufficient mentality. Yes, we are aware and we do watch our backs but we do not sit around thinking or worrying about the lies that ignorant and sick people spread about us and we damn sure don’t care about what any of them may have to say.

That is surly a dark place to be in what a miserable world that my enemies live in where they have no true self esteem where gossip rules and reigns within their world where the thoughts and actions of others either make or break them where what is important to them in their fallacy is bullshit within our own genuine reality.

See, they don’t even realize what they constantly show this is not shit that will harm us but this is the kind of shit that they actually show others in which in how to destroy them.

They are ridiculous within every sense of the word.

We live and are rooted within truth and can see above and beyond the scope as we are in tune to nature and to our surroundings we are productive beings serving our purpose, survivors climbing to higher planes, adventurers who welcome challenge and winners that thrive within the universe.

We are not confined or limited, we do not fear, and we are definitely not afraid to be authentic within our selves.

 

Dirty People

I spent a long day at work yesterday getting a lot done and cordially interacting with the customers and not too long before I was about to end my shift Danielle coincidentally paged me for an update on what I was working on as it was just about time for me to leave and while we were standing at the customer service area a customer that I remember had come to me earlier inquiring about an item approached.

I remember directing him toward the location to where the product was located but I had forgotten what it was that he had wanted because I had dealt with so many people during the entire day but I asked him if he’d found what he was looking for.

He replied to me that he had and with anger in his voice he told me with Danielle standing right next to me as she was helping out another customer that “Yeah, that Bibi, she don’t know nothing about nothing, but she’s supposed to be an assistant manager, huh? I asked her to go and get me the manager of the store and she told me that there is no manager but I know that is a lie”, he concluded as he was obviously pissed off, he was furious by the confrontation that he’d had with Bibi and her attitude and substandard performance toward him.

Danielle kept quiet. I told him that I would go and get the manager for him and I went and did so and while I did it seemed like I was getting a mild interrogation from the store manager on the situation with getting questions asked of me such as “What happened, how did you know about it and why didn’t you help him?”

After I’d told him that there was a customer that was very upset and had acknowledged to me that he had inquired from the assistant manager to see the store manager and that she told him there was no store manager. I explained to him that I didn’t know the entire details to what went on as I had nothing to do with it and that I knew the customer because he had come to me earlier on and that I asked him if he’d found the item that he was looking for all I did was direct him toward the area of the product when he had asked me about it, the man didn’t seek any other assistance from me other than that.

It appeared to me as if the store manager was just really disappointed because I was there in present to witness another personal complaint by another in regard to Bibi’s negative attitude and unprofessional behavior. I bet if I was the one who had gotten into the confrontation if would have been just fine and if I had of been in the many complaints of Bibi’s track record I’m sure that I would have been gone just out of spite because I am one of the good ones.

I genuinely and generally never get into disputes with customers it is unnecessary and if it were to happen it would not be of any of my intentional doing as through out life we all come into contact with various types of people bearing all modes of disposition that is just part of life and nothing to be penalized for we just have to use our brains, ability and experience to handle the situation within the best manner possible while attending to perform our responsible duty in the workplace.

When one is sick and/or abusing their authority within the workplace and they keep getting away with it because it will be covered up by fellow colleagues that is an entirely different story.

A week ago, the store manager summoned me and other coworkers at the store into his office for a routine update for us employees in regard to our job requirements and on the ongoing improvement within our customer service to give the customer the best experience possible when they come into the store and we were given a document to sign our names to it as in agreement toward those reasonable goals.

And our manager expressed and explained to us that it is okay and that we will not be found at fault to interrupt our assignments when need be in order to take out the time to help the customers no matter how frequent they may require assistance.

Yesterday the store manager brought to me the same documents and I had said to him “Didn’t we go over this already?” And he said yes but that these reprinted documents now had each of us employee names written on them so that he could hang them all upon the break-room walls with our signatures on them so I resigned the paper.

As associates and team members actually adhering and abiding to professionally accomplish a goal set by ethics, Bibi-even though she didn’t get her position honestly-as assistant manager should be setting an example instead of contributing to a problem.

Whereas certain other members of staff are doing a much better job at being decent and productive toward the service of the customer and work environment it sure is interesting how the same code of conduct doesn’t have to apply to a corrupt member within a managerial position.

(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2017/02/10/at-one-of-my-current-jobs/)

(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2017/03/23/precognitive-dreams-are-always-accurate/)

 

 

Soul Food

powdered-cakeThis past Friday, Sunday and Monday which was yesterday I enjoyed a nice and wonderful day at work doing my occupational activities and so far everything was professional as it should be and that is the way that I like it; to go to work enjoying what I do with no bullshit just doing good business, providing sufficient performance and helping out the customers as they need and inquire none of us that are genuinely productive and constructive and that mean well have any time for nonsense just peace and contentment.

When I got off the job I went straight to the neighborhood grocery to pick out some items and was so delighted to come across a great quality non dairy plant-based buttery spread that I had heard of and a non dairy vegan/vegetarian cheddar style cheese that I hadn’t paid attention to even notice was stocked there in that supermarket for as long as I have been going there. Now I don’t have to go out of my way or spend a fortune to buy my certain other non dairy items to indulge in as they are at a reasonable price and nearby location.

powdered-sweetsMy day was made after I left that supermarket as I love to eat and live healthily it is just exciting to me to know there are so many foods becoming more available for the vegan and vegetarian lifestyle to choose from. I love my soy meat (textured soy protein that I deliciously discovered years ago back in the early nineties) I love my very vanilla non dairy soy milk, vanilla non dairy ice cream and non dairy alternative cheese and butter all made from plants, fruits, vegetables and vegetable oils.

Our own personal environment and lifestyle play a significant role within keeping our aura/energy field as well as mind, body, and spirit maintained, unaffected and protected against negativity and darkness and that livelihood comes natural when we are in tune to the universe within our own specific innate tendency.

 

 

At One Of My Current Jobs

window-shopping-at-the-mallI’ll always have and keep more than one job because I am very smart, sufficient, and capable so I can afford to let one of my occupations go to eventually find a replacement for another if or when I choose to according to my preference because I do not have to just settle for anything, however, it does get tiring going through the process of job hopping here and there yet when I do I constantly get something even better.

Yes, there is nothing really out there too much these days in terms of desirable work in regard to what is average and it is hard for many to find work that is why some of us do certain jobs for the time being just to keep a steady money flow, to continue to utilize and advance our skills and to further occupy constructive time-those of us that are genuinely productive.

Of course there are also many who deserve the proper work and positions that they are qualified for yet we may have to wait for a more opportune time especially within the things that we really want to achieve. When I told a bus driver for Coach USA a few years ago as I road and when I use to travel back an forth to work in New Jersey doing a twelve hour shift on the Alzheimer and Dementia ward to assist and give out medication to the patients at the residential facility I had expressed to him that I did not want to eventually become a nurse and he said to me “Do you think that I went to school to become a bus driver?”

So a lot of us just make do for the time being and not because we can’t do any better and not that we’re even doing bad at all within the present it is just what we may not always prefer. In my case though just like certain others we intentionally have others attempting to try to hold us back because they are unable to go anywhere in life and if or when they do get to certain positions they get there dishonestly and underhandedly.

At one of the stores that I am at right now the travel is very convenient and that is an advantage and I am content as I am able to adapt to any surrounding and I have true peace and happiness within so I am at ease. However, there are these two sick and miserable jealous bitches by the name of Bibi (in short for Bibiashia or something like that) Zihair and Danielle Davenport who only got their positions through favoritism before I got there.

spending-money-at-the-mallBibi got her job as assistant manager because she was friends with Diana the prior store manager who got transferred to another store because she was doing such a terrible job at handling the one where she was at (but within her mind Diana actually thought that she was being promoted) and Danielle only got her position as whatever manager she is supposed to be because she is friends with Bibi.

Neither Bibi nor Danielle is actually smart or capable at being within these manager positions that they were not qualified in to begin with. Danielle had at one time left to go be at the store where Diana was but shortly returned back because she was so miserable there Danielle, Bibi, Diana and another female manager who recently quit and had also got a further tip to “Go before they grab you” all use to walk around the store in these positions talking all day and not really doing anything and getting away with shit because they all had their jobs secured to a certain point while doing their dirt.

There are a lot more details that I can get into but to make a story short I came close to whipping Bibi’s ass last year as she tried to abuse her position by trying to fire me out of spite when she didn’t even have the authority to when Danielle stepped in front of her, I assume Danielle assumed that because I am little/slim that she could scare me or whip mine some people make the mistake of looking at size as an advantage and then get their asses kicked!

The only thing I had to be cautioned about was getting arrested because those two didn’t know me at all and I would have killed those two bitches as I had expressed “She is not worth me going to jail for”.

For the rest of the weeks they kept Bibi away from me and at a distance I didn’t have to communicate with her at all or too often as that was great for me because she is one sick and disturbed bitch that I cannot stand and that I hate to be within the same presence of.

The day before yesterday Danielle came into work yelling and raising her voice at one of the workers there at the store I could hear her mouth over the music that was playing. She kept telling him that he didn’t do his work and he insisting that he did and she overriding that he didn’t. Danielle told him that if he didn’t want to work that he should leave and never come back!

I had said to myself “Why is this bitch trying to be tough all of a sudden?” The bitch has problems that she needs to keep to herself and I had a strong feeling that she was going to try that shit on me and she did later within the day.

bubble-bath-splashShe summoned me over the loud speaker to dial an extension number to call her and I did. “LaToya, I got an email about the storm we’re going to have tomorrow”, so before she could finish I said “So you want me to clock out?” And she told me yes.

Danielle waits until seventeen minutes after 12 o’clock noon to tell me to leave when my shift ended at one p.m. The storm wasn’t going to be until the next day and I had not that much over a half an hour to finish out the rest of my shift so what was the problem? Why was I the first and only one to be notified of this bullshit at the time?! I don’t know why these two stupid jealous miserable bitches try to be slick when they are not.

Stores do at times have to cut hours especially to prevent lay-offs but I know for a fact that they do and had have particular hours available and have had many times purposely cut my days and hours to keep and to benefit for themselves and/or to give to some one else. I remember the times when Bibi would get pissed over the long hours that I was doing and tell me that she would clock me out just so she could illegally take out some of the hours that I had worked because the bitch was so jealous of me and didn’t want me to make too much money there. For two weeks straight I as well as other workers had recently waited outside while we would arrive to the store on or before time and no one was there to let us in. I had to phone Danielle to tell her that no one was there to let us in one time.

When I first began to work there a while back they purposely didn’t train me for my position as pricing coordinator for the whole entire store yet I learned on my own because I have the brains and ability that they don’t. I’ve done pricing before, however, every store is different and has their set of standards that have to be met with and while my job is not a hard task for me to perform I have to admit that this is the worst place where I have worked in terms of management.

This store is much unorganized and under corruption by certain employees and they need to be investigated. Those who do the right things get mistreated and those who do the wrong things get over.

I am definitely not the only one with complaints for these unethical assholes that have undeserving titles of management.

Some of the staff does come to visit my blog from time to time and think that I don’t know about it or that I am unaware that they come read my blog and I think that is funny as I am a clairvoyant who can read them like a book that is why I laugh at them inside when they get mad when I confront them with the truth on there motives and they get manipulative thinking that they can threaten me and others by making us loose our jobs by influence if we don’t comply with their “abuse of power” within our place of work.

Since last year they’ve been curious and some curious to see if I was going to talk and write about them but as always I was ahead of them and didn’t care but since they were so worried now they can come read this!

strolling-in-styleDanielle and Bibi are jealous and intimidated by me and they may be able to talk shit to the other workers there and get away with it but for the first time Danielle got loud with me the day before yesterday and that will be her last because if she does it again she is going to get seriously hurt. Bibi tried to start her shit too because I do not fear them and will not kiss their asses both of these bitches are beneath me and nowhere near the level of my high intelligence and I refuse to bow down to trash/garbage such as themselves.

Bibi is a whore, I can tell, her and Danielle are both ugly and undesirable within appearance and Danielle is so stink and funky-looking wearing the same shit everyday she had the nerve to get jealous of my winter coat when she saw it last year I look far younger and better than the both of them as their both worn out and tired. They both suffer from low self esteem and use their positions of management to dominate and to compensate for their own feelings of inadequacy. Their titles don’t bring them up any higher than what they are they’ll forever be losers and they know it but they try to lie to them self.

Bibi and Danielle are the ones who need to leave and never come back as it would be a much better environment without them. A lot of people have quit and there are others who are about to quit soon and I am going to leave too because like I said before Bibi and Danielle are not worth me going to jail for as I am very tempted to take an instrument and bust the both of them in the head. They both are scared and need their jobs because they cannot genuinely hold their own and they wouldn’t be able to survive out within the real world as they aren’t competent enough to succeed as a legitimate employee without having anyone to give them a free ride.

hit-the-nail-on-the-headI can attest that this comment is true by a customer as I myself have experienced Bibi and her fucked up disposition and lies:

Toys”R”Us 57 Google reviews
Triangle Plaza II, 30-02 Whitestone Expy, Flushing, NY
11 months ago

On 03/15/2016 at or around 1:25 thru 2:00pm, I noticed a bin with strollers, about 5 pink owl designed and a few red and blue ones. I picked the Pink owl design from the bin advertised for $19.99. The register scanned $29.99, i advised the price advertised and she radio the GM and manager. They said no theres no sign stating $19.99. I ran over there to show them, but it was removed. The GM and manager were standing near the strollers and moving around the bin. I asked, “where is the sign?” they said “what sign”? I explained the situation, they said no only the red and blue are $19.99 the pink owl design is $29.99. I told her, there was a sign advertising all the strollers within the bin for $19.99, they said “i dont know what to tell you, theres no sign, maybe someone changed it” Very rude, and bothered, surprising it was the GM and manager (named Bibi) She walked to the register with me, saw it and said no this is $29.99. I told her, there was a sign, she rudely and so disrespectful, in witness of the cashier Junita, which also said she has problems with that managers attitude, said “there was no sign” i soon realized her and the GM took off the sign to avoid honoring the price, and admitting to the error. It was a $10.00 difference, i told her, check the cameras, i am not lying. She said, “there are no cameras” 

I was stunned, and disgusted. She was intentionally being rude and disrespecting my intelligence to make me believe i was seeing things. I filmed 2 customers telling the cashier they saw the sign and were also going to purchase one. Once my father walked over to the bin, and took pictures of the surveillance cameras the GM yelled “just give it to her!” and Bibi, walked away annoyed, she was beyond rude, i have never encountered such horrible customer service, and person. she should be investigated, seems her employees are being harassed. They didn’t even want to give me the name of the GM or Bibi. I will never return to this location.
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ikidi

12/21/2011

Overall
Very disorganized!

This toy store is very disorganized. The store manager has the nastiest attitude. Some of the workers are helpful while others are slackers. The line is ridiculously long when they don’t have enough register open. Overall, this toy store sucks and the store manager is to blame. Diana, you are terrible on being the store manager. I don’t know how Randy can trust you with this store. Smh!!!

 

 

 

 

 

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teapotConnie said 6 days ago

I was wondering if you knew, or anyone knows, what the odds are of me being a mother of identical twin girls, and having one of them deliver an en caul baby? Yes, the baby, (she) was born in her entire amniotic sac just a couple of days ago. And, just for kidding around, do you think I should play the next biggest lottery available? Honestly, I am very intrigued by the whole phenomenon.
Any information would be greatly appreciated,
Thank you,
Connie

You said 4 minutes ago

basket-of-applesA child born with the caul strictly over its face and a child born entirely within the amniotic sac are two different instances and are not to be classified within the same signification although a child born en caul can still have psychic capability even with full fledged abilities.

I’ve never met anyone within my personal life that was born en caul. I and certain others that I know along with family members were born with the caul over our faces at birth yet my family comes from the south and I have heard of the stories from others of some who were born within the amniotic sac and that were psychic and that could tell people their future.

Nevertheless, a child born with the caul over their face is definitely no superstitious nonsense and should be taken very seriously. I am forty-one years of age now and my earliest memories of noticing and experiencing my gifts were at the age of three and my abilities get even stronger as I continue to age gracefully.

When I was at a certain age I stopped going to school because I could not be within the same environment of specific types of people and other children that were demonic and that were of a negative energy it was not healthy for me to be around them it was very intolerable they ruined and dulled the atmosphere (https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/04/stages-of-a-caulbearer/). I was nothing like these people and I still am nowhere near like average within manner of bearing and within manner of thinking.

Entering into my teenage years I gained more insight and enlightenment and the natural power to build a shield around myself with connection and understanding with the universe to protect my energy field yet it is still repulsing and intolerable for me to keep within the company of undesirables yet I am unaffected by their actions and vibrations. I am able to work and interact around them on a professional and social level though I still have to keep my distance from them on a personal level as my spirit will absolutely not take to them.

As children of the caul we are very spiritual, intellectual and influential (some of us are even genuinely extremely magical) and we are often very misunderstood, misjudged and targeted by certain groups of diverse people who lack information and/or that are not on the same particular wavelength as we.

In general, true caul births are rare and we differ hugely from others yet as we all come from different backgrounds and walks of life with similar traits and characteristics we all have our own unique experiences and valid stories to tell.

Bless The One Who Has Their Own

retreivers“You know, a lot of people are jealous of you and your mother”, a woman acquaintance who visited my home from the old neighborhood told me to my face years ago.

I was at the age of ten at the time and she had come to sit and visit with my grandmother when she acknowledged this revelation to me as we sat next to one another on the couch.

I didn’t say anything in return as I listened and took the message in then relayed the information back to my mother when she had arrived home later in the day.

The news wasn’t anything that was foreign or that my mother hadn’t already known within her own knowledge and intuition as to the negative emotions of certain others especially of those who’d gossip and/or spread false rumor just to let out their apparent insecurities and resentments to be openly identified by those who could thoroughly analyze and recognize them.

The lady’s communication was just a confirmation to a validation.

So pathetic how the jealousy and envy had followed us for decades up until now with circumstance rubbing their noses into the fact that my mother was a more competent parent within intelligence and capability and that their children were incapable of ever measuring up to the caliber of what I have and am able to further achieve within faculty and accomplishment.

To Elude The Truth?

felineIsn’t it something when sick people who are extremely jealous and envious of us try to relentlessly stop us within life then attempt to blames us when or if difficulty occurs knowing all along that they were behind the sabotage to begin with?

As they deliberately try to cause damage for us through their duplicitous methods of intervention whether by lies and/or manipulation of circumstance they actually believe that we ourselves are suppose to be the scapegoat?

It was often so strange to me how these type of people considered themselves to be clever within their ominous ventures as their undertakings have always appeared and proved to be rather transparent within the keenly focused mind’s eye especially when the subject of their scheme was well aware of their own obvious talents and skill and logical reasoning of natural probability for success.

The red flag is automatically raised when particular essence according to bestowal does not properly go into fruition, so who is the genuine culpable fool?

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Voodoo/Black Magic Removal And Reversal by misslatoya

Gene Gee said 3 weeks ago

skull-faceHello I have been going through some mental/physical stress for some time now ..it all started about 4 years ago I was so HAPPY it was amazing to me I didn’t know what to do with myself..lol Then I told someone very close to me about my happiness and they ask for a picture of me ..I always being kind hearted gave this person the picture.. not long later this I went to bed one night and awoke in a start something like a fear I had never felt before was standing at the foot of my bed.. and I haven’t been the same person since..Im not an angel far from it but I’m soft hearted and always wish the best life can give others.. I don’t wanna hurt anyone yet this person has a deep hatred for me and they were always perfect in my eyes..i would have taken food out of my own mouth if they were hungry..i just wanna be happy again with no self doubt ..I HATE FEELING this way..I deserve to be happy after all the crap I have been through..can you help me truly? I poured sea salt at the doorway to my bed room and the next day I awoke to see an old black stump standing outside the door..What was that? Why wont they leave me alone =( if you can help please get in contact with me..

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skeletonIt is sad that too often we as certain individuals are unable to share our thoughts, feelings, desires, accomplishments and etc… Especially when it is of a very positive nature as it is a very natural thing to relate. There are many of us that are not apt to carelessly or intentionally/deliberately tell our business just for the hell of it without significant purpose or forethought yet just mention things out of a pure inclined method of ordinary expression.

If we get a head ache, feel tired, want something to eat, we may often convey these sensations to another, of course, by just innocently relaying the words: “My head hurts”, “I am exhausted or I am sleepy, or I need some rest, and “I’m hungry”. There is absolutely nothing wrong with those acknowledgements, however, we sometimes harmlessly give out too much information to the individuals who are wired up with the wrong type of ill-nature and sick minded mentality.

When we reveal our goals, aspirations, accomplishments, how good and well our lives are going and indeed how happy that we are and are feeling there are many negative people out there that definitely do not want to hear about that at all, chiefly when they themselves are not experiencing these wonderful and pleasurable circumstances and outlooks. They’d rather hear about us having difficulties and problems and when they don’t they will intend to cause trouble for us so that it brings to them a satisfaction.

That is the reason a lot of people will lie about their good situations by pretending that they are doing bad or poorly within life so that others will not attempt to set out to tarnish what they fortunately have around them and/or that they have advantageously built around them, believing that if these particular other people think that they are not so well off that they would leave them alone and not bother to try to interfere with a success that they are not aware of.

I’ve been told years ago to watch what I say because of how jealous and envious people were so eager to attempt to perpetually cause blockages along my pathways, I was told to keep more of my business to myself. As often as we speak we do not always immediately take into consideration how our words can cause and inspire resentment and discontentment within those that are envious and/or jealous of our happenings.

Aside from within other daily life at times even here on my blog my enemies keep tabs on me and when I have expressed my genuine happiness on my site I would feel them trying to work negative energy toward my way to smother and to block me from feeling those beautiful natural sensations. And when I mention my jobs and the success that I have and have had on them forget about it, they definitely be desiring to put a stop to it as they have never wanted me to have any means of employment they’d rather me to have been an unintelligent incompetent individual and a bum out in the street because they felt that I and my family had too much to begin with yet what business is it of theirs?

What I and my other family members that were successful have was achieved and earned honestly.

Almost every job that I’ve had for over a decade my enemies have tried to interfere within not to mention my other natural talents and abilities in regard to my natural destiny but I am a fighter by nature and never let them win so I know all about others wishing bad on us for and after revealing our words of bliss.

I talk about many things as a writer and as a freedom of natural expression and as my spiritual connection to the universe inspired by spirit and my goodness that I share should serve as an inspiration that no matter how much others try to pull us down we can inevitably rise above and prevail within our own distinctive fashion that is specifically designed for us.

So do be careful who you talk to and what you tell and share with others only confide in whom you know that you can absolutely trust if you have to confide anything at all. You can also be protected so that no matter what anyone tries to do that it will not ever touch you again but that it will boomerang back to them many times worse but you say that you do not want to hurt anyone back in retaliation-you are so different from me!

Who ever comes after me I definitely go back after them with a fierce vengeance and I do it many times when they are at the least expected.

Yes, many times those who work evil against you want you to fear so they put a negative energy around you to try to scare you and make you afraid it is a manipulative form of control and to weaken you.

There are different solutions for different situations and different individuals and I understand your circumstance completely but you must know that ultimate unbreakable consistent protection comes with genuineness and that means and includes a solid foundation built upon a particular mentality and spirituality that will exude within your lifestyle and not one that is geared for everyone but that is geared within your own distinctive state of being and that is within accordance and concordance with the universe in it’s relation to your innate sphere of dimension.

You would have to be prepared and ready for that I in particular have been connected to that revelation from birth and childhood on up and have had an awareness that brought me into development. I don’t know if so many others are within this type of celestial path because it was never taught to me much like everything else it has come naturally but it is very important to know what we as spiritual beings or beings of the light are aligned and in balance with in order to maintain sufficiently.

Spiritual Attacks

ritualOn Sunday, August 21, 2016 I woke up in the morning sometime around one or two a.m. I estimate as I did not look at the clock to turn off the fan as I had gotten a little chilly. Right after, I entered straight back into my bed to return to sleep yet I was unable to.

I was kept up by insight and warnings of a paranormal means as I often do during those occasional times whenever I am simultaneously experiencing the activity and operations that automatically notify me of circumstances through my presence itself as well as through my thoughts.

A very sick family that a long time ago lived on my old block by the last name Anderson constantly remained within my mind along with another guy that kept flickering in and out the entire time until my mind became solely occupied with precognitive thoughts of him-I don’t know his name but I’ve written about him in particular many times as he spiritually harassed me with another guy for years after he approached me in the year 2008 as I was on my way home from work one night and the other had approached me at my workplace in the year 2006 on Christmas eve. I often communicated with them two telepathically (https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/25/satanic-measures/).

“Anderson’s” is exactly what was stated as spirit acknowledged to me.

Spirit also had informed to me that the certain members of this family wanted to prevent me from continuing to write and publish posts of what I undergo, have undergone, and what I know. I in the process actually saw visions of them literally desiring and trying to interfere to no avail.

Now I have been writing ever since the age of ten and had the opportunity to get published by a mainstream publisher back then, and I have been blogging and writing on the internet for over ten years utilizing my creativity and talent along with my knowledge and ability. I will never allow anyone to stop or to manipulate me within any form or fashion whether it is verbally or spiritually. I have a celestial calling in life driven by innate and divine influence and it shall be carried out wholeheartedly regardless of who objects or who cannot handle the truth.

By succeeding and continuing to move forward we fiercely show the devil and the demonic that they are not going to win over us.

When my aunt Tina poisoned my food years ago and I was rescued by spiritual guardians(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/29/guardian-spirits/)I had received messages of all kinds including information of how Joanne (a member of the “A” brood) had took part with Tina a long time ago against my mother with indulging in voodoo. I mentioned that bitch here as initials JAF, her maiden last name and other last name by marriage toward the end of this post (https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2016/08/09/vain-attempt-no-one-can-bring-us-down/) she is the dope fiend junkie/prostitute that had sexual incestuous relations with two of her brothers and had slit her wrist. There is a lot of dirt on her brothers and father as well.

When revelations of the Anderson family subsided then the guy that flickered in and out became the sole preoccupation of my thoughts. He was attempting to make me become amorous and lustful by trying to send me romantic fantasies of him while later also trying to spiritually tamper with my vagina once again as he and that other guy had tried before a few years ago and I had written about here as I consistently kept a track (https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/02/22/lust-spell/).

These no-good guys wanted to have sex with me in the past and are envious and jealous along with certain others because I love and respect my self and my body, and they could not talk about me truthfully within any sexual and derogatory way.

Demonic people endeavor to take/steal away our good and positive energy because they operate on such a very low level of vibration with one another that they are unable to naturally generate energy on their own to come up to our high level of vibration so they desperately have the need to rob and to drain us of our good luck and other good attributes to use for their bad purposes. No matter what, though, by trying to get our energy will not bring them up from where they are yet we still have to fight by staying aware and unyielding to their tactics that are intended for our destruction.

 

Excellence

 

As I was unable to attend the morning meeting in honor of outstanding employee accomplishments I was later handed an award by the store manager signed by him and my supervisor as I was among a few of the workers to receive recognition for duty throughout the years and it reads:

We express our sincere appreciation to LaToya Lawrence In recognition of your personal commitment, dedication, and performance.

I’ve always received certificates and awards during school and on my jobs and told how very good I was within the things that I do, however, I was never really fazed by it but I come to see how it is such a very nice and sincere gesture of hard-work and achievements not going unnoticed by those who count. And I am very gracious for the recognition.

 

Attune

serveNo matter what I have to keep my self occupied whether it is at my workplace environment, my outside environment or at my home environment.

Even while I am at rest my overactive brain is always ticking with the full force of natural productive energy.

I have a mind that I refuse to put to waste and a voice that I do not hesitate to put forward as it is not wise to hinder our talents and gifts whatever it is that they may be to us and within our capability so I go along with the celestial flow of automatic message and design.

pie slicesSpirit speaks to me on so many levels using me as an instrument to harmoniously transfer the melodies of extraordinary tune.

Haven

bedroom bureauI love to go out and enjoy myself from time to time and when the moments call for it aside from when I am out and about within the world with doing my day and night job assignments in the health care field and other field of occupation, however, as a true person born under the zodiacal sign Taurus I am a homebody by heart and I keep my home-life separate in all aspects of relation as my home is an extension of my own personal sociable and spiritual temple where I entertain myself as well as continuously nurture myself.

baby shoesI’d never let anyone violate the sanctity of my spirit or the personal space of my environment.

My Epithet

islandWriting is my first love and one of the career advancements that I continue to do and head for within the present as well as toward the future but I am a woman of many talents and enterprise so I don’t limit myself to just one or two things.

I achieve to accomplish all of what I have celestially been permitted through divine guidance, opportunity and advantage.

We must never be misdirected from our path of destiny and we must truly know and believe within ourselves to maintain and deliver.

When the time to reach one’s entire peak arrives it will come and it will be in the most unexpected of fashion just be prepared and ready for the responsibility and diligently learn during this preparation period that is selected by “our higher power”.

When what is ordained begins to manifest we will ultimately go into the rewards of fruition.

I am an inventor a visionary, the lead in a play, the artistic mind power behind the big idea or the singer in the band (although I don’t sing), I always shine.

I am sociable by nature with an eye for the electric. Others are drawn to me and they admire me.

I am especially attracted to the art world and I thrive out in the world and appreciate being surrounded by other people the only exception to this is when I am working on something artistic, where I can find myself completely engrossed in a project for hours at a time.

I am a leader, I am competitive, I am unconventional, I am creative, I am confident, I am intuitive and I am process oriented.

I work best when my environment gives me authority over my creative process, offers a combination of autonomy and teamwork is fast paced and sustains open-mindedness.

I work well with inventors who share my creative mind and my ability to work in a sometimes chaotic work environment. When I get together with my inventor colleagues the ideas start to flow, and I feel inspired by putting our minds together.

I also appreciate working with Planner colleagues because as the person who brings “big ideas”, I rely on someone to take care of and remember the details. I and my Planner coworkers make the perfect team, working in tandem to cover all aspects of a project.

As a natural leader and an easygoing person, I am fortunate in that I work well with all types of colleagues. However, I may find that if there are too many other visionaries on my team, I get the feeling that there are “too many other cooks in the kitchen”.

This can be frustrating for me and those on my team as they may be confused about whom to follow. I may find that I have to adjust my leadership style a bit for my action-taker colleagues who prefer solitary work.

I am a team and people oriented person, yet it can be good to remember that there are those types of people who work best alone as I often also do myself.

 

 

Still On The Throne

QueenieThe night before last on August 2, 2016 I lay awake late in bed and received a clear vision of the woods during the dark hours and the motive of my enemies desiring to take me there to kill me!

I received a message that one of the reasons that they want me dead is because I know too much about things and the things that are specifically going on with them and their actions. In further reality it is a combination of things.

Well, that is nothing new! I’ve been “knowing” all of my life and had many unsuccessful attempts made upon my life by undesirables.

When I finally went to sleep that night I dreamed that my enemies had me at a house that they tried to prevent me from leaving yet they never physically came into any contact with me while I was there.

See, they want to murder me but they don’t have the heart/nerve like I do. They want to kill me-they will get killed in the process.

They want to also get me out of the way because I continue to cause major well-deserved damage to them and it is driving them up a wall even though I could not imagine them getting anymore sick and crazier than they already are since they have reached beyond the limits of insanity constantly yet still there are many exceptions within their case.

They are severely demented as well as demonic.

Yesterday while I was in the shower preparing to get ready to go out for one of my routines I received a telephone call. The call was from a health care company that I had sought employment from but at the time when they had work for me the hours had clashed with another job that I had been working so I had declined on the offer and was told that they would look for hours that would fit into my schedule.

That was two years ago and I hadn’t heard from them since!

Whenever I’d call and ask the female who would do the scheduling for the borough that I was in she claimed that there wasn’t anything available for the days or hours that I was looking for but all of a sudden I get a call from them now asking me if I am still looking for more work?

May I repeat that this all took place an entire two years ago!

I had even forgotten all about that health care establishment as I have been busy working at quite a few assisted living and retirement residential facilities why are they contacting me now out of the blue?

That particular female I was told does not work there anymore (I asked about her and was informed that she left) but that the company still had me and my information within their system and all that I needed to bring in was my recent physical and have a required drug screening done to further update my file before I start work.

Doesn’t sound right to me smells absolutely fishy considering the recent events that had went on in regard to my enemies and their plotting with those in particular at Sunrise.

I know that my enemies are dumb, however, don’t they know what having been born with ESP means? I mean even one of the junkies from the old neighborhood I use to live in ran up to me one evening twelve years ago acknowledging to me that he knew I had Extra Sensory Perception.

So why do these assholes even continue to plot when I know what they are going to do before they themselves even know beforehand? I will always get a warning or a message.

Some of them actually believe that esp is just knowing things through dreams as they would desperately work their spells to try to block the past, present and future event of scenes that I’d experience during my sleep when clairvoyance is so much more than that.

And it is something that no one can stop or take away.

WarriorAll of this nonsense because my enemies are upset because I have many talents and qualifications that they do not encompass so they never wanted me to reach my full potential let alone hold a simple everyday job.

They never counted on me having other jobs in the midst of them trying to make me lose the ones that they were aware about ( it is not every job of mine that they are able to interfere with, though) so since they are unable to beat me they want to use a company from the past to set me up for a trap now? I don’t think so and they have tried this before (https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/01/08/the-real-storythe-real-deal/).

They’ve even started tapping my phone again and interfering with it while it rings they use to do this at my old home from time to time especially when things are not working out in their favor (it doesn’t matter whether the phone is old or brand new because it is not the equipment it is them listening and interceding I’ve even heard one of them at my job at a distance when I was working at Sears reveal to the other “she knows her phone is being monitored” https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2012/08/28/perpetrators-plans-to-tear-down-the-wise-and-strongwhat-they-dont-want-you-to-know/).

This all began with my great grandmother Amanda Byars when I was a child she was so dumb that she literally didn’t even know what a comma was all that she and Ernestine Lawrence (Tina) knew was how to lie on me and my mother and do dirt and she has people carrying on with it even after her own demise and death.

Lies that were told on my mother and I out of much envy and jealousy years ago just to get people to mess with us and to go along with their corruption has gotten a lot of them in trouble and harshly ridiculed by those who came to see the truth and by those who had known the truth all along especially since the truth continues to come out and prevail.

These enemies of mine are not even really friends or all of that tight with each other as they get caught within their own dirt and lies then turn on one another as they have just used each other to begin with it’s one set of trash thinking that they are higher than the other playing on their disadvantages because it is the stupid ones that they go an get, boosting them up just to make a fool out of them.

My problem that I am proud of against my enemies or anyone else is that I was never one that anyone could rule someone could put a gun to my head and I still will not budge. I am nowhere near worried about anyone trying to kill me either I am not worried about anything because I am deep, and I am too spiritual.

 

 

Truth Consistantly Prevails!

kitty catI Continue To Be Targeted by misslatoya

Nancy said 19 hours ago

Hello LaToya I know the company very well. They are one of my providers for the insurance company that I work for. Please don’t take my post the wrong way but you have to work behind the scene with people like them. Build your case by staying incognito and keep a folder for each time they log or post on your blog. Don’t let them know that your watching them. Now we all know you know what phone, computer and location we are posting from lol. If you keep posting comments about them it would look like you are upset because you got fired. Becarful what you say about the company because you don’t want everything you say in writing to be held against you. If you keep posting negative comments about them you would only look bitter in their eyes. And you are actually walking into their door because they are looking and wondering what you are saying about them. Don’t entertain them online just sit back and watch behind the scene. Vent at your laptop lol but when you post on your blog talk about everything except Sunrise assisting living on F street. Lol

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Miss LaToya Says:

I feel that your comment is bullshit and that you are in affiliation with these people somehow and are just trying to set me up because this is all just a part of the conspiracy that has extended because I have won.

And you can take that anyway that you want because you type of people are unable to comprehend my high caliber of knowledge anyhow as you are not on my level.

You want particular information out of me but you are not going to get it and there is nothing for me to incriminate myself with so that it can be used against me inaccurately or falsely out of spite because I haven’t done anything wrong.

It is known among others what is really behind everything. There are people out there who know what is going on I’ve been going through this garbage for years with assholes.

Number one, I can write about anything that I darn well please and I do not keep writing about that senior living facility they are preoccupied with me out of fear within their corruption and the truth that be told about them just as the rest of my enemies who are envious and jealous of me are. For years sick people have been coming after me for nothing and I am tired of this shit.

I do not give a fuck what anyone at Sunrise thinks and anyone who would believe that I would ever be angry or bitter over them firing me is ludicrous.

It absolutely makes no sense. This is not about getting fired per say, especially when I am a highly qualified and multi talented individual and have other jobs to attended to (so get your facts straight) and anyone who is on the level with an intelligent mind can comprehend that.

That place where I worked is nothing and who would be angry or bitter over separating from a place where a bunch of low life people-including uneducated foreigners that have worked for over five and ten years there doing nothing but wiping the shit from other people’s asses?! That is pretty sad.

I didn’t need that job and I didn’t have to do the slave labor that the rest of them during the day shift did.

This is about them there at the place already knowing who I am and rising up against me along with others under false pretenses in an attempt to sabotage me because I wasn’t able to be manipulated, I speak the truth, and because I am a good person who happens to be exceptionally gifted and I did not stand for it.

All of this bullshit that is going on with them right now with the other false accusations of me harassing and threatening them is just them trying to camouflage their tactics of trying to silence me and to get me into trouble because I have a clean slate and a great continuing future ahead, and because they are angry and bitter because I told the truth, stood up for myself and fought back.

They are just making asses out of themselves and I am not worried in the least.

Yes I have a gift and what I wish and conjure upon them or anyone else is not a crime it is an advantage. What, I’m gonna get arrested for the power of spirituality? A privilege bestowed upon me by birth?

Anybody who goes up against me is going up against the powers that be.

The real deal is that they are ignorant and intimidated in regards to my caul birth as they have constantly been inquiring through out reading my sites before I even started working for them and the foreigners who are against me and who were able to persuade them within their weak minds are just mad because their voodoo does not work on me and they cannot control and destroy me like they did a lot of the rest of the other stupid american blacks.

And a lot of these white people think that they are using these Haitians and Jamaicans to do the type of work that nobody else would ordinarily continue to do because they are not qualified to do much else ( so of course, they’ll take their side with perpetual lies and innuendo) but it is the foreigners who are actually using and controlling them in order to keep their jobs. So in a sense they’re all and both just fucking over one another.

They are all stupid pieces of trash if you ask me!

 

Flourishing

eye in the skyI have to admit that I am glad that I am working back to my normal routine of three days now.

To me it is better to do three-day twelve hour night shifts rather than eight hour night shifts five nights a week into the morning.

I have the time now to work again with more days off to take more time out to rest and enjoy myself as I should.

The universe is full of better things that continue to remain in store.

Between these years of working more than one job at a time and working the excessive hours including overtime and filling in I don’t know how I continue to do it but I am a smart girl because I always had to make sure that I had back-up.

I constantly have work to do but I work too much.

And I have always said that the nursing field is not my lifetime journey but it brings in the income for the meantime until my real life mission and blessings come through.

Yet, I just need to hang in there.

Well, I’ve had a few nights to linger at home now it will be back to the drawing board. I thank goodness for my opportunities but at times I feel that I am missing out on what I am really supposed to be doing in life.

Nevertheless, I am a happy camper with a fierce punch. And I give praise to all of my spiritual connections that firmly have my back.

I’ve enjoyed this short time of writing I won’t have time again for a while since i’ll be busy but when I get the time and if or when I have something to say and the spirit hits me I’ll drop a few lines!