Accountable Within Our Gifts

God entrusts each of us with gifts and responsibilities that we are accountable to him for.

As faithful servants we are to show good stewardship by using our gifts wisely.

We can creatively use our talents and skills in a variety of unique ways.

When we give of ourselves without wanting anything in return, we graciously touch the heart of God.

Many of us gain satisfaction in doing what we love.

When we enjoy what we do, how we spend our time, and why we continue on in our efforts we receive a celestial gratification.

It is a pleasure that is more rewarding than worldly satisfaction, or fulfillment.

Our gifts are automatically utilized for the greater benefit of all who we touch when who we touch is a benefit utilized automatically.

The Writing Hand

I love to write. I have been writing since childhood.

I do not write just to be writing. I have to be moved to write.

Whether if it is by spirit, inclination, or both, the experience is beyond me.

From time to time there is an intermission, though, the ability and performance is always there. But the essence of celestial flow has its frame of consistent exercise.

There was a rare time recently where I did not think I would be interested in writing anymore. I thought the thrill was gone but God showed me different.

For God is working in you, giving you the desire and the power to do what pleases him. –Philippians 2:13  

When we are open to let the Lord work through us to fulfill our purpose, he will generate his power and continue to lead us down the correct path.

When we may believe we are finished or have no more to offer in a particular area due to mixed feelings, the Lord will unexpectedly surprise us by showing us that he is not yet done with us.

His silence or what seemed as a stagnation was just a reformation to an elevation.latoya lawrence 

A Change Of Heart

I have heard stories of how Jesus transformed prostitutes, drug addicts, murderers, and so on. I have never been any of those things, but for the Lord to actually impact the lives of specific individuals who once lived within the grips of that type of lifestyle is truly inspiring and phenomenal.

I can testify to how God transformed my heart from hatred toward him to amicable. I believe aside for his great purpose for me the Lord also wants to use me as an example and inspiration to others.

If he could rededicate a believer of him since childhood who turned away from him in animosity during adulthood that is a story worth telling within itself- no matter how minor it may seem.

Returning back to the arms of God, surrendering completely to his plan, and having a hunger for reading the word and connecting deeper to his spirit is hardly anything insignificant to the Lord.

The event is a cause for celebration in the heavens. There is nothing more important on earth than having an intimate partnership with God.

True To The Heart

When I write sometimes I do not know where it will completely lead to. What I write practically writes itself. This is how it has mainly been as one being led by the spirit. I just let it go and let the spirit get out whatever message it wants to speak in those certain moments. Well, here goes:

I remember a few years ago some girl by the name of Melissa left me a comment. She had the nerve to think or believe that she was actually schooling me about God based on her preconceived notions of what she ignorantly gathered from reading an article that I wrote.

One cannot know a person’s life or entire life story just by reading a few detailed posts from a blog. My mother was solid in her Christian/Baptist faith she attended church regularly as a child, had gotten me christened/anointed/blessed at four months in a catholic church, and introduced me to God at a very early age.

I had always believed in the Lord, was gifted with second-sight, and was led to him and by him. God’s favor was on me since the beginning of my journey here on earth as a little infant. My mother and I shared countless instance of the Lord’s providence.

During my teenage years up into my early adulthood I had a very strong relationship with God and was in communication with him consistently through prayer and would constantly reap his generosity.

I was no stranger to the Lord, and he was not someone who was a stranger to me. Due to my aversion toward negative situations and circumstances brought on by undesirables (jealous/envious/miserable people) and the certain inevitable trials of life, in general, I was fed up and tired and very resentful at God for what I had to go through from childhood on up.

It happens. Nonetheless, the Lord called me back to him after my distancing myself from him for so long even though he never distanced himself from me.

The whole time God was still there taking really great care of me. I was furious at the Lord for various reasons, yet he did not punish me. Instead, he showed me compassion, mercy, and grace. He also extended an invitation to rekindle our fellowship so that I could get to know him more genuinely and intimately within a way that I never knew or understood him beforehand.

I accepted Jesus Christ between the age of ten, eleven, or twelve. It was so long ago I don’t remember exactly but it was before I entered into my teen years.

My great-grandmother criticized me over the telephone when I was about fifteen telling me that I wasn’t normal because I wasn’t doing and acting the way other teenagers were at the time.

According to her, I should have been hanging out, partying, having sex, and whatever else she hoped since she had gotten pregnant at fourteen, would get drunk and possibly do drugs as well as associate with the wrong type of people who used and abused her.

Any other great-grandmother who was truly a Christian at heart would have been proud and recognized that it was God’s holy spirit within me claiming me as one of his very own children.

I was never of this world.

I did not judge my great-grandmother or care about what she did in life. All of her regrets and downfalls she took out on certain members of the family out of jealousy. She and my eldest aunt tried their best to destroy my mother and I years ago. My mother and I were not like the rest of the immediate family. We were unique and spiritually inclined.

Insight was a gift that ran in the family but my mother and I were different than them in character and personality, we were cut from different cloths (not of the same nature).

God knows us all. It does not matter what other people think or what other people say. God is the true judge, soul-seeker, and examiner of the heart and our intentions. None of us have to explain ourselves to anyone and we are not to be a pleaser to those who do not understand or accept us. We are to be pleasers and expressers of God.

For the Lord knows us better than we know ourselves and only he can reach us in the places where he is able to search and find us.

Corona Phobic: Hygienic Due To The Pandemic

Excerpt from: No One Can Ever Take Away The Beauty Of Mind And Spirit

People have also told me that I speak about a lot of things that many people think and feel, and want to say but don’t. And that I write with power and passion.

I do not usually get inspiration from other sources as mainly what I write about comes from deep within and what I’ve noticed about myself and other gifted people or people of intellectual distinction who have been in my circle at one time or another is that we often know and come up with insight and solutions far before it even hits or is even accepted by mainstream society.

For instance, certain quotes that are motivational are words that we were already aware of, experiencing and living by. Spiritual, mental and physical findings that have been discovered through research we had already been conscious of and living in accordance to years ago before it had become commercial or more well known among a large group of individuals, and so on.

Even particular clothes we were wearing before they became one of the most popular name brand items.

The thing about it is that when those who are not on the level and are only able to perceive from within the boundaries of their own limited outlook when they first hear the variety of wisdom, information and solutions as it comes from us they are quick to judge or call us crazy because we are so ahead of them within our keen sense of knowledge and comprehension yet when they as slow learners finally do get the messages they then develop and acquire a philosophy or mode of life and further understanding that results in possible expansions for those who choose and are able to grow. Read more here


I remember when I could walk into any store that sold household cleaning products and easily find bleach or Lysol without a problem-forget about rubbing alcohol!

Now these necessities are scarce to come into contact with at the same time revealing a tell-tale sign of many people’s behavioral habits and hygienic practices far prior.

Before all of this Corona Virus scare that has petrified the masses I was already living and doing what is being instructed to do in regard to social distancing, “germaphobia”, and even further.

When I’d get on the bus I rarely sat in the seats and I hated when passengers would come too close or rub up against my clothing. I’d never touch outside or even indoor things without a paper towel or other material to push elevator buttons, turn doorknobs, hold onto transportation poles (buses and trains).

At certain jobs I’d wear gloves and put my jackets in a clean plastic bag instead of laying them down or hanging them up around other people’s belongings.

I wouldn’t sit down on other people’s furniture unless I placed something under my derriere (plastic bag, towel, disposable chuck).

I cleaned my cell phone with alcohol or disinfectant wipes every day before I went out and never held the phone against my ears. When I used phones that were located within establishments, I’d wrap tissue or paper towel around the receiver to protect my ears.

I even cleaned dollars bills once in a while years ago. I never put any money bare into my pockets as money is the filthiest thing to carry around. I always wrap money in protective material. I’d sometimes just wear gloves too for use with money and handling outside activities.

I never let anyone kiss or hug me; I never eat after anybody and so on, and I was doing all of these things since I was a teenager!

Certain people would laugh at me and call me ridiculous, especially because of the way I constantly washed my hands sometimes.

Now many average people have adopted this way of life and I laugh in general because they’re doing it all primarily out of fear while I did and still do it out of instinct, even if it may seem extreme. I’m sure there were others out there in the world just like me already doing our natural precautious habits regardless of how others may have reacted toward us.

It’s funny when those of us that are ahead of our time mind-wise and/or spiritually get ridiculed until it comes out just how on point, we actually we’re from the beginning with seeing, knowing, and understanding what others couldn’t decipher.

It is deep how some people have to be driven to extreme fear before waking up and realizing particular things.

Many didn’t even know what bleach was before Corona Virus reared its lethal head. Those of us who used bleach and other sufficient products on the regular now have to hunt these items down just to use them normally.

Luckily, I was able to get some bleach at a Walgreen’s, however, rubbing alcohol is still out of reach and I refuse to pay $13.00 to $20.00 for large bottles of unknown brand alcohol at a local beauty supply store. I just bought witch hazel instead to routinely clean my ears and to soothe the body when needed.

I bet when this Corona Virus is all over and forgotten about many will go back to their old nasty, germy ways.

My Blogs

Writing is such a fantastic talent and gift to have and I am consumed with the natural energy to write through spirit whenever I’m moved to create and express.

When I write, it’s not about getting people to read, I don’t care if nobody ever read my literature, I will always continue to write and speak my truths and experiences regardless, it’s genuinely about a driven force within me carrying out what I was born to do and the universe allowing me to do so within my connection unto it.

And, I understand the vibration completely and it is intangible.

It is mysterious how spirit and destiny works.

I Love All of my blogs:

My Second,

A Caulbearer’s Journey (LaToya The Writer: The Clairvoyant/Medium)

 

My Third,

Authentic Expression (LaToya’s Health And Wellness Lifestyle Blog

 

My Fourth,

Working WomanWorking Woman By Miss LaToya

 

Spontaneous Energy

Writing is an art and a talent, a gift to inspire, and to be inspired by.

When inspiration unexpectedly strikes it will happen anywhere and at any given period. There is not a set time for creative skill to rise into focus. Vision and wit is promoted by energy and drive expression and invention is contrived through originality.

Once all of the faculties range within motion the flair of province instinctively goes into coordination.

I dive on in as I enter the wonderful world of writing!

 

 

 

 

Inspired

It’s spring yet the weather here in New York doesn’t know what it wants to do so I still dress warm hoping eventually we’ll get some pleasant steady temperature that is more aligned into the season.

We may not even have much of a summer if this keeps up.

One day it’s a little nice out the next it’s back to feeling like the winter or fall.

Nevertheless, I keep myself occupied and when I have free time I write as I am back into the mode right now.

Spirit even motivated me to create another blog, my health and food blog that expresses and promotes wellness.(https://authenticexpression.food.blog/)

“Extra” Sensory Perception

Lana Jenkins said 1 hour ago

I once heard of a double veil a long time ago you and me are old school so to speak. I love your caulbearer site Latoya and i just want to say thank you for staying real and not being afraid to be yourself and speak your mind the world needs more people like you.

misslatoya said 6 minutes ago

In reply to Lana Jenkins.

Thank you, that was very kind and so sweet of you.

Yes, the double veil goes as far back as the seventh sister of a seventh daughter us old souls know about these things especially first-hand.

I enjoy writing on both my blogs when spirit moves me with that natural energy to write automatically. It allows me to use my creativity and talents within the most honest way at the same time connecting with the beauty of the universe, there is actual power in my writing and someone else even noticed it a while back.

They wrote to me and said “There is power in your sentences”. So certain people can see it.

 

(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2018/03/06/double-veil/)

 

Veil/Discernment

Visit LaToya-The Writer, The Clairvoyant/Medium by misslatoya

Omar said 16 hours ago

Miss Latoya,

Thank you for your reply and insights. It was very refreshing. I will be reading it more than once in order to get the full meaning! When you spoke about the negativity that we encounter serving to push us toward our intended purpose it was like a light bulb being lit. Throughout my life I have had family members and friends that I genuinely cared for that would betray my loyalty at the first opportunity that they had. It took decades before I began to force myself to see them in the light that they were showing me instead of the light that I had wanted them to have. Slowly I realized that I just wanted to have people that understood me and this put me in a situation to experience that negativity over and over again.

Now, I am beginning to consider my life and past actions more in hindsight and can see how it was necessary for me to have those relationships and experiences that were so painful at the time.

At this point in my life I am focused on being a person that God can use. I spend a lot of time alone or either with my daughter. I research all types of subjects and write down my ideas and thoughts. I get ideas in my sleep and wake up to write them down. I write poems, rhymes, short stories etc. I know that there is a purpose for my being here.

In the Bible, in multiple instances, it talks about having wise counsel. Growing up, I had always been the person in the group that was into thinking a few steps ahead of actions. Many times this would spoil plans and cause conflicts with who ever was the “leader” of the group at that time. I have always felt like I was a leader, but at those early ages, becoming the leader meant you had to be the baddest, and this was never my forte.

It seems like I am babbling, but what I am getting at is that I was attempting to be a wise counsel in those early years, but my counsel was not being appreciated because the leadership was unworthy.

Now, at this stage in my life, after my many experiences, I know that I am a leader. Even if it is only being the leader of myself, of course with Gods counsel, I must have wise people that are aware and are blessed to live outside of the scope of our everyday reality that I can hear from in times of uncertainty.

I appreciate you for your willingness to share your perspective and your spirit with me.

God Bless you Sister

You said 0 minutes ago

First of all, your ongoing words were not at all to me of any sort of annoyance or of a babbling content it was wonderful.

When it is necessary and proper within the alignment of instinct and tendency even for reasons that you may not be able to explain or even understand initially but know deep within your heart, mind, and soul that it is vital you have to let go and release because there is a need for our truths to be revealed from without ourselves unto the universe as we become further empowered and protected to move on to the next level.

A little side note: Have you ever noticed how people will confess and reveal to us their secrets and burdens, tell us things that they haven’t shared with anyone else, then admit to us “I don’t know why I’m telling you this?”.

That has happened to me on many of occasion. The powers of the caul will draw out information from others without us having or wanting to seek out their disclosures, even negative people that are enemies will express their guilt or discretion and even tell on their other counterparts.

Now back to what I was saying: Sharing and exchanging our words of experience and journey is very beneficial to all of us that are resourceful and conducive even to the most advanced of individuals.

We as gifted children within our own category of unique and spiritual talents that are “energetically inspired” and determined have all at one time or another had questions and have searched for answers and have wanted serious discussion from others who are “like us”. It is delightful and refreshing to come across some one who understands you and that you can trust and that genuinely has good intentions toward you within your quest for guidance or clarity.

Oftentimes in reading or hearing about another person’s story we may identify some of our own closely related issues and/or experiences and other common threads that bind or connect us together. We can take certain aspects or solutions that may apply to us or our lives and use them as stepping stones.

When we share to the very few “right” type of people whether within the presence of some one that we personally know or just in correspondence to someone that we connect with in some way or just even expressing our words and thoughts through writing and other modes of creativity it is very therapeutic and cathartic.

And some of us are ignited by divine spirit to bring forth messages through our own gifts and special talents. We are the very vessels that truth and knowledge will exercise itself through for whatever purpose that is within accordance to us and our journey.

I just want you to know that you seem to me to be a individual that is very intelligent and that is on the correct path and that has the strength, insight/knowledge and personal experience to make it through anything in order to succeed in whatever it is that is destined for you.

However, as I am sure that you already know when you are of the “light” the darkness will always attempt and try to shadow your path to hinder your walk and prevent you from arriving to where it is that you are suppose to go.

As people who are born to be leaders and not followers we value order, logic and responsibility and we are very trustworthy because we are very dependable and reliable. We are characterized by our “high thinking” and “high level of spirituality”. We have a clear manner of thinking and we pay attention to the details that other individuals overlook and negativity is not a fan of that at all.

The darkness can never overpower the light but at the same time we have to never let that “nasty wind” be strong enough to ever blow out our “beautiful sparkling flames”.

Precognitive Dreams Are Always Accurate

 

I’ve been going on delighting in my life as usual with my own personal blessings, peace and contentment through my own daily living and enjoyments not thinking or caring about a thing or any other soul only that of what concerns, inspires and satisfies me as should be.

Of course, by nature I am a very observant and alert individual without even trying to be as our spiritual antenna will buzz into activation through sharp/keen intuitive ability even if or when at the certain times that we may be distracted or not even paying attention, spirit will beneficially and spontaneously attract our attention during the most immediate of situation or circumstance no matter what big or small.

After I had the little incident at work about a month ago the thought had came into my mind to change my cell phone number after having given it to Danielle since I had never wanted to have given it to her within the first place and had never planned on calling her ever again since I had more recently found a direct number to the store where I could get into contact with an employee to let me inside the doors during the store’s closed hours.

One time in the early morning I had waited about an hour before anyone noticed to come open up the door to the store because there was no one around close enough to hear a knock at the glass doors while the store was still closed. So once I had gotten in I asked Danielle if there was any way for me to call and get through to someone in the store (the store manager had given me a number some time last year however that number didn’t work when I tried it). Danielle gave me her cell phone number instead so I could call and relay for her or someone to let me in if needed be. Why didn’t she just give me the direct store line for after hours as she wanted me to call her that exact moment so that she could obtain my cell phone number, “So i’ll know that it’s you when you call”, she claimed.

I was hesitant but I gave her the number she just wanted mine now because I had her’s.

Anyway, I had a precognitive dream about Danielle last night in regard to her inquiring to me about the digits to my cell phone number; the whole scene had played out clearly with me discerning more of the details of the vision later on within the afternoon today. When I awoke this morning I received a text message from Instagram asking me to use a six digit number to verify my Instagram account.

What Instagram account? I never signed up for Instagram I’m not even interested in the site. Social media sites of that nature is definitely not my thing and never have been. I only signed up years ago at Facebook and Twitter just to use as a tool to connect with my blog since I am creative.

I had a feeling before this even happened that she may want and try to retaliate against me as enemies often try to do when they were the ones to start unnecessary shit to begin with. In this case, though, I happen to have a blog where I as a individual chronicle the honest pages of my life through self expression as well as a vehicle to also express my natural talent through the art of writing as many of us love to do and I am inevitably inspired by spirit, a higher power that connects with me throughout the universe and the energy is wonderful.

What I write is my business and I speak in truth and that is the problem many people live on lies and don’t want to hear or believe in the truth. There are many sick people who attempt to and that do believe within their own lies when they are ignorant and/or crazy enough.

For so many years I have had undesirables from within the past who were and who are still envious and jealous as many of us have those individuals in particular who will continue to resent us for having and being everything within mind and character that they will never be.

One of my favorite quotes is definitely a true quote and that is: Never Try To Fuck Up Someone’s Life With Lies When They Can Destroy Yours With The Truth!-And that had been my actual story with no good trashy people who had to learn the hard way. They tried for years to attempt to destroy my life with ridiculous lies starting from childhood on up because their lives were and are so messed up on account of their own doing and/or because they were foolish enough to let others set them up and bring them down it just ate and eats them up alive to see good people with genuine backbone who are upright with a strong sense of self and mind of their own.

When people lie on us and put things on us that is not there due to their own lack of understanding or maliciousness we know that it has nothing to do with us but I also think that it is insane because most of the people that do those sort of things from my experience have been the ones that have the most dirt on them and always go after the innocent ones who haven’t done anything or haven’t done the negative things that they have done yet they try to make us out to be the worst people in the world and that is why we can laugh at them while the saying bears true: We don’t have to worry about the lies they tell on us because they already are destroyed by the truths that we are able to expose on them. Lies spread faster than the truth yet lies don’t hold up as the truth will always eventually come to the light!

So sad, an attempt by an asshole and other trashy assholes in the minority to create a phony Instagram page to slight me and, of course, to attempt to falsify a reality and/or just a set up to create and escalate some more bullshit. Sick people are so unhealthy within the mind as they do not have a life and cannot move on from being defeated within their own conflict that they send out to others that backfire upon them.

The bitch was stupid because I don’t give out my number and aside from me being notified within a precognitive dream as dreams are always accurate when one doesn’t give out their number or who they give out their number to is narrowed down to just a very chosen few it is obvious when foul play is involved and as I am a fighter and a investigator I phoned the corporate office of Facebook which owns Instagram today and I spoke with someone who also verified my discovery by tracing my cell phone number back to the person who tried to sign up the account under the number of my cell phone and the agent was able to tell me a location, how many times, and on the exact days the attempt was made. Don’t fuck with me!

 

What We Speak

Voodoo/Black Magic Removal And Reversal by misslatoya

Gene Gee said 3 weeks ago

skull-faceHello I have been going through some mental/physical stress for some time now ..it all started about 4 years ago I was so HAPPY it was amazing to me I didn’t know what to do with myself..lol Then I told someone very close to me about my happiness and they ask for a picture of me ..I always being kind hearted gave this person the picture.. not long later this I went to bed one night and awoke in a start something like a fear I had never felt before was standing at the foot of my bed.. and I haven’t been the same person since..Im not an angel far from it but I’m soft hearted and always wish the best life can give others.. I don’t wanna hurt anyone yet this person has a deep hatred for me and they were always perfect in my eyes..i would have taken food out of my own mouth if they were hungry..i just wanna be happy again with no self doubt ..I HATE FEELING this way..I deserve to be happy after all the crap I have been through..can you help me truly? I poured sea salt at the doorway to my bed room and the next day I awoke to see an old black stump standing outside the door..What was that? Why wont they leave me alone =( if you can help please get in contact with me..

You said 0 minutes ago

skeletonIt is sad that too often we as certain individuals are unable to share our thoughts, feelings, desires, accomplishments and etc… Especially when it is of a very positive nature as it is a very natural thing to relate. There are many of us that are not apt to carelessly or intentionally/deliberately tell our business just for the hell of it without significant purpose or forethought yet just mention things out of a pure inclined method of ordinary expression.

If we get a head ache, feel tired, want something to eat, we may often convey these sensations to another, of course, by just innocently relaying the words: “My head hurts”, “I am exhausted or I am sleepy, or I need some rest, and “I’m hungry”. There is absolutely nothing wrong with those acknowledgements, however, we sometimes harmlessly give out too much information to the individuals who are wired up with the wrong type of ill-nature and sick minded mentality.

When we reveal our goals, aspirations, accomplishments, how good and well our lives are going and indeed how happy that we are and are feeling there are many negative people out there that definitely do not want to hear about that at all, chiefly when they themselves are not experiencing these wonderful and pleasurable circumstances and outlooks. They’d rather hear about us having difficulties and problems and when they don’t they will intend to cause trouble for us so that it brings to them a satisfaction.

That is the reason a lot of people will lie about their good situations by pretending that they are doing bad or poorly within life so that others will not attempt to set out to tarnish what they fortunately have around them and/or that they have advantageously built around them, believing that if these particular other people think that they are not so well off that they would leave them alone and not bother to try to interfere with a success that they are not aware of.

I’ve been told years ago to watch what I say because of how jealous and envious people were so eager to attempt to perpetually cause blockages along my pathways, I was told to keep more of my business to myself. As often as we speak we do not always immediately take into consideration how our words can cause and inspire resentment and discontentment within those that are envious and/or jealous of our happenings.

Aside from within other daily life at times even here on my blog my enemies keep tabs on me and when I have expressed my genuine happiness on my site I would feel them trying to work negative energy toward my way to smother and to block me from feeling those beautiful natural sensations. And when I mention my jobs and the success that I have and have had on them forget about it, they definitely be desiring to put a stop to it as they have never wanted me to have any means of employment they’d rather me to have been an unintelligent incompetent individual and a bum out in the street because they felt that I and my family had too much to begin with yet what business is it of theirs?

What I and my other family members that were successful have was achieved and earned honestly.

Almost every job that I’ve had for over a decade my enemies have tried to interfere within not to mention my other natural talents and abilities in regard to my natural destiny but I am a fighter by nature and never let them win so I know all about others wishing bad on us for and after revealing our words of bliss.

I talk about many things as a writer and as a freedom of natural expression and as my spiritual connection to the universe inspired by spirit and my goodness that I share should serve as an inspiration that no matter how much others try to pull us down we can inevitably rise above and prevail within our own distinctive fashion that is specifically designed for us.

So do be careful who you talk to and what you tell and share with others only confide in whom you know that you can absolutely trust if you have to confide anything at all. You can also be protected so that no matter what anyone tries to do that it will not ever touch you again but that it will boomerang back to them many times worse but you say that you do not want to hurt anyone back in retaliation-you are so different from me!

Who ever comes after me I definitely go back after them with a fierce vengeance and I do it many times when they are at the least expected.

Yes, many times those who work evil against you want you to fear so they put a negative energy around you to try to scare you and make you afraid it is a manipulative form of control and to weaken you.

There are different solutions for different situations and different individuals and I understand your circumstance completely but you must know that ultimate unbreakable consistent protection comes with genuineness and that means and includes a solid foundation built upon a particular mentality and spirituality that will exude within your lifestyle and not one that is geared for everyone but that is geared within your own distinctive state of being and that is within accordance and concordance with the universe in it’s relation to your innate sphere of dimension.

You would have to be prepared and ready for that I in particular have been connected to that revelation from birth and childhood on up and have had an awareness that brought me into development. I don’t know if so many others are within this type of celestial path because it was never taught to me much like everything else it has come naturally but it is very important to know what we as spiritual beings or beings of the light are aligned and in balance with in order to maintain sufficiently.

Spiritual Attacks

ritualOn Sunday, August 21, 2016 I woke up in the morning sometime around one or two a.m. I estimate as I did not look at the clock to turn off the fan as I had gotten a little chilly. Right after, I entered straight back into my bed to return to sleep yet I was unable to.

I was kept up by insight and warnings of a paranormal means as I often do during those occasional times whenever I am simultaneously experiencing the activity and operations that automatically notify me of circumstances through my presence itself as well as through my thoughts.

A very sick family that a long time ago lived on my old block by the last name Anderson constantly remained within my mind along with another guy that kept flickering in and out the entire time until my mind became solely occupied with precognitive thoughts of him-I don’t know his name but I’ve written about him in particular many times as he spiritually harassed me with another guy for years after he approached me in the year 2008 as I was on my way home from work one night and the other had approached me at my workplace in the year 2006 on Christmas eve. I often communicated with them two telepathically (https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/25/satanic-measures/).

“Anderson’s” is exactly what was stated as spirit acknowledged to me.

Spirit also had informed to me that the certain members of this family wanted to prevent me from continuing to write and publish posts of what I undergo, have undergone, and what I know. I in the process actually saw visions of them literally desiring and trying to interfere to no avail.

Now I have been writing ever since the age of ten and had the opportunity to get published by a mainstream publisher back then, and I have been blogging and writing on the internet for over ten years utilizing my creativity and talent along with my knowledge and ability. I will never allow anyone to stop or to manipulate me within any form or fashion whether it is verbally or spiritually. I have a celestial calling in life driven by innate and divine influence and it shall be carried out wholeheartedly regardless of who objects or who cannot handle the truth.

By succeeding and continuing to move forward we fiercely show the devil and the demonic that they are not going to win over us.

When my aunt Tina poisoned my food years ago and I was rescued by spiritual guardians(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/29/guardian-spirits/)I had received messages of all kinds including information of how Joanne (a member of the “A” brood) had took part with Tina a long time ago against my mother with indulging in voodoo. I mentioned that bitch here as initials JAF, her maiden last name and other last name by marriage toward the end of this post (https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2016/08/09/vain-attempt-no-one-can-bring-us-down/) she is the dope fiend junkie/prostitute that had sexual incestuous relations with two of her brothers and had slit her wrist. There is a lot of dirt on her brothers and father as well.

When revelations of the Anderson family subsided then the guy that flickered in and out became the sole preoccupation of my thoughts. He was attempting to make me become amorous and lustful by trying to send me romantic fantasies of him while later also trying to spiritually tamper with my vagina once again as he and that other guy had tried before a few years ago and I had written about here as I consistently kept a track (https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/02/22/lust-spell/).

These no-good guys wanted to have sex with me in the past and are envious and jealous along with certain others because I love and respect my self and my body, and they could not talk about me truthfully within any sexual and derogatory way.

Demonic people endeavor to take/steal away our good and positive energy because they operate on such a very low level of vibration with one another that they are unable to naturally generate energy on their own to come up to our high level of vibration so they desperately have the need to rob and to drain us of our good luck and other good attributes to use for their bad purposes. No matter what, though, by trying to get our energy will not bring them up from where they are yet we still have to fight by staying aware and unyielding to their tactics that are intended for our destruction.

 

Attune

serveNo matter what I have to keep my self occupied whether it is at my workplace environment, my outside environment or at my home environment.

Even while I am at rest my overactive brain is always ticking with the full force of natural productive energy.

I have a mind that I refuse to put to waste and a voice that I do not hesitate to put forward as it is not wise to hinder our talents and gifts whatever it is that they may be to us and within our capability so I go along with the celestial flow of automatic message and design.

pie slicesSpirit speaks to me on so many levels using me as an instrument to harmoniously transfer the melodies of extraordinary tune.

My Epithet

islandWriting is my first love and one of the career advancements that I continue to do and head for within the present as well as toward the future but I am a woman of many talents and enterprise so I don’t limit myself to just one or two things.

I achieve to accomplish all of what I have celestially been permitted through divine guidance, opportunity and advantage.

We must never be misdirected from our path of destiny and we must truly know and believe within ourselves to maintain and deliver.

When the time to reach one’s entire peak arrives it will come and it will be in the most unexpected of fashion just be prepared and ready for the responsibility and diligently learn during this preparation period that is selected by “our higher power”.

When what is ordained begins to manifest we will ultimately go into the rewards of fruition.

I am an inventor a visionary, the lead in a play, the artistic mind power behind the big idea or the singer in the band (although I don’t sing), I always shine.

I am sociable by nature with an eye for the electric. Others are drawn to me and they admire me.

I am especially attracted to the art world and I thrive out in the world and appreciate being surrounded by other people the only exception to this is when I am working on something artistic, where I can find myself completely engrossed in a project for hours at a time.

I am a leader, I am competitive, I am unconventional, I am creative, I am confident, I am intuitive and I am process oriented.

I work best when my environment gives me authority over my creative process, offers a combination of autonomy and teamwork is fast paced and sustains open-mindedness.

I work well with inventors who share my creative mind and my ability to work in a sometimes chaotic work environment. When I get together with my inventor colleagues the ideas start to flow, and I feel inspired by putting our minds together.

I also appreciate working with Planner colleagues because as the person who brings “big ideas”, I rely on someone to take care of and remember the details. I and my Planner coworkers make the perfect team, working in tandem to cover all aspects of a project.

As a natural leader and an easygoing person, I am fortunate in that I work well with all types of colleagues. However, I may find that if there are too many other visionaries on my team, I get the feeling that there are “too many other cooks in the kitchen”.

This can be frustrating for me and those on my team as they may be confused about whom to follow. I may find that I have to adjust my leadership style a bit for my action-taker colleagues who prefer solitary work.

I am a team and people oriented person, yet it can be good to remember that there are those types of people who work best alone as I often also do myself.

 

 

Flourishing

eye in the skyI have to admit that I am glad that I am working back to my normal routine of three days now.

To me it is better to do three-day twelve hour night shifts rather than eight hour night shifts five nights a week into the morning.

I have the time now to work again with more days off to take more time out to rest and enjoy myself as I should.

The universe is full of better things that continue to remain in store.

Between these years of working more than one job at a time and working the excessive hours including overtime and filling in I don’t know how I continue to do it but I am a smart girl because I always had to make sure that I had back-up.

I constantly have work to do but I work too much.

And I have always said that the nursing field is not my lifetime journey but it brings in the income for the meantime until my real life mission and blessings come through.

Yet, I just need to hang in there.

Well, I’ve had a few nights to linger at home now it will be back to the drawing board. I thank goodness for my opportunities but at times I feel that I am missing out on what I am really supposed to be doing in life.

Nevertheless, I am a happy camper with a fierce punch. And I give praise to all of my spiritual connections that firmly have my back.

I’ve enjoyed this short time of writing I won’t have time again for a while since i’ll be busy but when I get the time and if or when I have something to say and the spirit hits me I’ll drop a few lines!

Innovative Style

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Excerpt:

Live, love, laugh and be full of your own distinctive joy, an exhilaration that no one can steal or take away from you, and your abundant spirit.

Life itself is a deep experience and knowledge and understanding is a deep advancement, intangible stimulation that delivers a powerful elevation – truth in my own words because I am living proof of what “divinity” can reveal and accomplish.

Exhibiting authenticity within a world full of many fakes and cowards takes a fierce character, one that is combined with a natural strength and confidence that manifests within to then inevitably exude without.

A genuine soul can take on any challenge that arises with a cool ease and vile tenacity.

Upon reasonable circumstance an honest person will not back down from what they may believe in or stand up for.

Why fear to express oneself within thought and ideas especially when reflection and vision may not be so common or within the norm? A unique view and perspective suggests more valuable notability and change compared to the same useless repetitive unfruitful solutions that are bias and foreign to the vast array of distinct individuals. I could never be stuck within someone else’s rut! I am about productivity.- Preview Innovative Style,

“The occupational career section is coming soon”, the page that focuses on our job life and how we (those of us who it pertains to) successfully balance within the daily activities of our home place and social life and workplace life-naturally keeping those two or three circumstances separate because work should stay at work and home should stay at home-I never understood how some people bring work home with them because once I get home all of that occupational duty or whatever that may have went on there is completely forgotten about! All I want to do is to eat and relax, and then go sleep.

LaToya’s Autumn

leafIt is in all seasons to “bloom” whether it is winter, spring summer or fall.

Welcome to my world and to the chronicles of my life as an unconventional individual who is not afraid to be herself, who is not afraid to speak her mind, and most of all, who is not afraid to speak the definite truth as I continue to share my experience.

Enter into the pages of a caulbearer, enter into the pages of jealousy, enter into the pages of creativity and purpose, enter into the pages of voodoo and black magic, enter into the pages of asexuality, enter into the pages of spirituality, and enter into the pages of reality.

A reality for those in particular that may interests many of us, a reality that may surround many of us, a reality that recognizes many of us, a reality that describes many of us, a reality that inspires many of us, a reality that puts many of us not within the average category and a reality that many of us can relate to.

And it is all coming from a person (me) with firsthand experience in these circumstances and situations, and who knows that you (those in particular) are “indeed not” crazy yet living and maintaining within a crazy, outrageous world full of very sick and ignorant people, along with very malignant evil forces and unnatural energies, as well as the natural. Visit LaToya’s Autumn

Poise

 

swing againTo dwell within a state of a defined and aligned fulfillment what exactly is wrong with that superbly ordained commitment?

As I take swings back and forth beyond the shadows going to and from the mysteries that open up the many of my windows I enjoy the inexplicable nature of my ride that is out of the ordinary for anyone to most commonly describe.

The animation of my soul is not brought forth here as a source within a vessel to control, I am not created for anyone to mold.

The firm strings and board of lane through out the valley of passageway that I comfortably sway upon wherein lead me deep down into the mountains and unto the hills that from above I go therein.

So lucky to have come into contact with you, something that did not happen out of the blue, too good too be true, the things that you can do.

Oh, what I feel for you, if you only knew.

swingIt was guaranteed for us to stay I will never go away.

Too good to be true, oh the love that I have for you, never imagined it could be this way even though you promised me this day, I don’t worry about tomorrow because with you there is no sorrow, too good to be true you are my dream come new.

latoya lawrence

 

Love Letter:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/02/20/love-letter/)

Orisha Oshun:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/01/19/orisha-oshun/)

Higher Consciousness:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/01/11/higher-consciousness-2/)

 

 

Karma

fluffI almost am not able to define the contentment that is and that has been around me for quite some time now as it has become even more recently heightened and relevant.

While karma has come back to hit me with a powerful blow of ecstasy it is intangible and all so well sowed. I am heavily reaping the rewards of a life and spirit that has reported back to me as being indisputably well done, especially under the many situations that I’ve succeeded to overcome.

It feels so wonderful to be at peace and to genuinely have a peace of mind, all of the things that go along with this deep and meaningful state of euphoria.

I have really been taught another in depth lesson as to how the life that I lived and how the person that I am and that I have become and that I have been for so many years, and by birth, has contributed to the beautiful sensations that I am able to and that I have inevitably come to feel.

These reactions are through circumstances that are impossible to forge because they are indigenous from the laws of life itself.

It is not always about what we do within life but why we do the things that we do and what the motivation is behind our thoughts and within our actions and if we are pure and innocent or honorable within intent then we shall all benefit from the results of our conduct and anything that may have been unjustly stolen from us will thoroughly and generously be replaced once again.

It is also not about living a certain way solely to gain divine commendation but to just live sincerely and let nature weigh out all the scales of balance because that is when and where true fortune is decided by and upon.

I am able to put into sentence and speak all of these self inspired words through my own present and past of experience and I am truly proud and ever so grateful as within all of my own actual works and writings to have the ability to be unique, authentic and completely original in my expression.

I give much praise and veneration to what has natively surrounded and endowed unto me and unto the others within the world who are impacted by knowledge and vision firsthand.

Having peace within life and within one’s self is absolutely priceless as it cannot be bought or brought on by countless amount of dollars and the lime lights of any empty portals of fame, being rich and famous alone does not bring about happiness but if one truly is happy inside then one is able to enjoy all of what is around them no matter how big or how small and no matter how comforting or discomforting.

sleepThere are a lot of people within society who are at utter stages of confusion and disorder and are unable to cope with their situation without the use of drugs and other type of stimulant crutches of preference and dependence, living a life without much guilt and/or regret is a totally foreign concept to grasp for them all and the aspects drastically interfere with their quality of living.

With peace of mind comes advantage a favorable consistency that allows one to remain undisturbed within a world full of considerable disturbance.

There is no better position in life than being secured that definite and assured feeling of safety and ease even when there is always a possible chance of danger as we live in the most unstable of times yet there still is no worry.

 

Planted Seeds:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2016/01/19/planted-seeds/)

Elated:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2016/02/05/elated/)

Peace, Power, Purity and Protection:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/06/10/peace-power-purity-and-protection/)

An Accurate Message:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/06/14/so-nice-i-just-had-to-sharean-accurate-message-2/)

 

 

 

A Literary Agency Literally Not Legit For Me

writing projectI phoned up a literary agency after viewing their website the week before this past thanksgiving to ask if they considered doing revisions for previously titled self published books and I was told yes.

So I sent off two books that I wrote years ago (the first 1998/the second 2001) and I got a written response during the week of Christmas.

The agency wanted and accepted both of my books declaring that they have excellent potential yet I was asked for a fee for analysis and marketing preparation along with a contract. Now I know darn well that no legitimate literary agent is suppose to charge a writer for anything that is absurd. The only money that they are to receive from the author is a 15% commission once they make a deal with a publisher and I knew that ever since I came into the industry.

When I look back I wish I had of accepted the generous offer to get my short stories published by a mainstream publisher when I was at the age of about ten going on eleven at least I would have had my foot in the door. Unfortunately I did not due to the much jealousy that was within the family and the danger that they would have inspired at that type of success it just wasn’t the safe or right time back then.

Self publishing has its own advantages as what is created and written by the author remains mostly within its original form aside from some of the editing, however, with a mainstream publication one risks the experience of having their own personal work butchered up to meet the certain standards or criteria.

I remember when I first self published my books and how my editing was good (I still have my original manuscript) then when the book actually came out I noticed that some of the punctuation was not done correctly yet it was a solid book and still very well-written.

In regard to the second book in which I went with a different self publishing company, I noticed a few misspelling’s not very much but they could have done better than that but both my books came out nice I just did not have the financial resources to promote them, and of course, my envious foes had blocked any of the success from coming into fruition by the usage of evil black magic/brujeria (the big evil “tie/bind” spell).

I wasn’t hurt or disappointed in any way whatsoever though, if anything, I stood strong and developed again as I had to go through that ordeal to discover “the truth” as I was further spiritually enlightened and rearranged for my “original” life production.

documentsIn all honesty, I do not want to ever again, and I do not feel that I should have to pay anyone anything in order to get published.

If it ever does eventually come to be (when the time is right and I am safe because what is the point of prosperity for someone to try to kill you over it out of jealousy? It is not really the family members so much anymore because those ones in particular are all dead except for my aunt Tina but it is the other outside assholes) I absolutely want an upfront payment, traveling and booking engagements, and of course, royalties.

I do not want “fame” I never wanted to be in the spotlight I just want my “money” for whatever talent that I was born to use for a well deserved quiet and private life of contentment.

I phoned up the agency stating that I am not suppose to pay an agent and so on, going into the detail, and I was told to go find an agent who does not charge for revision preparation.

So I declined on the literary agency’s offer and I was returned back my books along with a copy of testimonials by other authors who allegedly found satisfactory and/or success within their company, and a letter still acknowledging that my writings had excellent potential and I know that they do but when the time is right it will happen.

I am not in any drastic rush I just have that very natural and healthy “drive” and “determination” to succeed in more areas than just one!.

 

A Real Caulbearer

1485234-200Shannon Lee Wolf is a glutton for punishment. She just keeps digging herself deeper and deeper into a huge whole.

Initially I would just ignore this woman and her crafty and vain attempts due to the fact that I am a productive person, and one who is far ahead of her intellectually as well as spiritually.

However, I am moved by spirit to convey this message.

I knew that this one was coming, I was just waiting for how it would be presented out to me by the ever contemplating bullshit of Shannon Lee Wolf.

Well number one, I am exceptional and very rare as an individual. And I was born with a unique power and I do have genuine psychic abilities that cannot be compared to (different people are anointed in their own various modes for their own specific purposes and by their own distinctive nature).

I have an extremely strong spirit and a natural connection to the spirit world and to the universe. I am also very intelligent, very talented in many different areas, and very blessed.

And, there is nothing that anyone can do to change or to take away from any of that. And there is definitely nothing that anyone can do to refute the gifts and the so called “grandeur” which have been beautifully bestowed upon me so trying to deny or to downplay the truth about who I definitely am and what I definitely do possess will not in any way whatsoever have any affect on my state of mind or state of well-being.

Highness in any form is not defined by whether or not others are able to recognize within or without of it.

I am not the insecure type -nowhere near it- and I will not go out of my way to try to prove anything to anybody because there is no need or desire for me to do so. I really and truly do not care.

When a person is authentic they are not worried in the least as to the attacks, opinions, misgivings, or ignorance of others because it is absolutely irrelevant to their circumstance and/or situation. Why should one seek to defend what they live and breath? What they are made up of? That is the most ridiculous concept!

My first natural reaction would be to shrug off the ludicrous nonsense as I inevitably did. The lack of knowledge on the part of those in particular just serve as reminders and to the further advancement of the infinite scope.

And so laughable considering that I have literally saved peoples lives through my predictions.

And it is so weird and twisted how Shannon Lee actually thinks that she can manipulate my mind through the use of her own contrived techniques along with the excerpts that are strictly derived from my own writings and phrases.

She cannot come up with certain impressions/content of and on her own so she frequently uses my styles and mode of expression to throw right back at me!

( Just like when she comes to my blog to gather information from my numerous writings to convert into her phony books regarding caulbearers -the last resorts and the lousy attempts to endeavor to make the money that she cannot otherwise acquire due to her well deserved unfortunate predicament ).

She’ll always be a poor struggling writer with no true noteworthy success!

1487334-200Whoever falsely informed Shannon about me surely set her up for a very hard downfall. Yes, that’s right. Let’s not pretend that this all just genuinely started with the article by “The Way”.

Shannon needs to remember that I am the “real one” who is born with a caul. Indeed not her!  So she does not need to even go there. Aside from Shannon’s sickness, I do not even understand why she continues to keep insisting that she is a caulbearer when she definitely is not and I would meet the bitch in person and tell her that straight to her face!

That article was just an excuse to divert true intentions that did not go all too well.

Without going into the obnoxious and gory details, people have been coming after me for years (and using different people to do it) on account of who I am and because of the gifts that I possess. No, of course, everyone was not fully aware of what I had or to the extent thereof, nevertheless, the ones who did have a clue as to my identity never let the ordeal die down.

People like me are dangerous, and we are scarce (rare and hard to find or to come by) in this day and age. And I cannot be touched or affected by the negativity or bullshit that is intermingled with “the garbage type of people” (I am too spiritual), and I will not dare to let anyone stop or to discourage me in anything.

What the problem is is that I am a person who rawly imparts the truth in a world that likes to put fear into people in order to control them. The plan was to make me look as if I did not know what I was talking about -even though they absolutely knew that I did- regarding the things that I spoke of. To stop me from writing altogether (on or offline). And to get me off the internet pernanently.

What better plan than to attempt to discredit someone who was not and who would not turn to corruption.

There are many demons out there who place and who seek to place darkness and negativity onto and towards the good yet it does not and will not always work upon everyone.

My psychic abilities are very intuitive and very accurate and on point, and I am not oblivious to any of the slightest design.

Shannon Lee Wolf is in connection and concoction with others that I personally “know of”, and who have tried in so many far from ingenious ways, forms, and fashions to try to bring me down in the past.

They had initially sent her because she was just another flunky who had nothing else going on for herself and within her life. And because she has the ability to maneuver the heads of like-minded individuals who share her same mentality and who are vulnerable to, or who are easily influenced by her attacks or tactics that are the notorious derivatives of evil black magic/witchcraft.

Without a doubt, Shannon Lee is so very jealous of me. Of course, I do not expect her to admit it verbally. Yet I know cognitively, and it is all too evident within all of her responses and activities.

The woman is so envious of my intellect and knowledge. My writings and content. That is the real reason that she started following my blog in the first place. To keep up to date so that she could steal my material. And I was already aware that she was stealing other people’s work before certain people came to me talking about her.

I did not need the confirmation of anyone to prove to me that Shannon Lee wolf was a liar and a poser! Though I did appreciate their coming forward and putting their trust in me.

That is how I knew that they were telling the truth in the first place. They had just verified what I knew to be true all along.

1487142-200And as more truth be told there are no hackers. I know that it makes Shannon feel better to actually believe that there were some since she is unable to cope with the harsh realities of those who have recognized her for the female version of the new Jim Jones.

Shannon needs to also lay off of this bullying and this dark caulbearer crap. Sounds so warped as it is purely a reflection of her own disturbed creation and a fabrication of the taunted imagination.

I honestly do not know or have never been in any contact with this person that she revealed as “Wolfesbane”. For a caulbearer who’s caul got left behind inside the tunnel of her mother’s rotten and smelly crotch-she sure does not have any insight at all!

For a caulbearer who’s caul slipped off her face because her abusive boyfriend told her so-she sure did not know who her friends were. Yet she claims to be “in tune”. Why didn’t she know in advance that someone would dig up her personal business then post it onto the internet for public observation?

And although I have never corresponded with the person-whoever they are-who actually got a hold of the information then uploaded those files up unto the web, I applaud their momentous deed and was so honored and privileged to take further delight in the matter by lending a helping hand in spreading the very important news and awareness.

Maybe Shannon’s boyfriend (Johnny Blade) abused her so much by knocking her upside the head with his fist that the abilities that she never had to begin with became automatically dormant.

And I definitely was not wrong about Shannon at all.

The woman is weak. And she was so easy to destroy. She has been ruined for a long time now! She just cannot see it! Before she came onto the scene she wasn’t shit, it had just gotten worse later on.

And this last quote from Shannon lee: “If your blogs about me were to be deleted from the internet, we could both just go about our business and think of one another no more. It’s a very simple thing to do, and all of this silliness would end”.

I have been writing and blogging for years about my own thoughts, experiences, life in general, and other issues in particular way before this woman even came into the picture. How did my blogs start or begin to become about her? This is all news to me!

Just another attempt to stop me from writing period.

The audacity for her to dictate to me what to do with my written posts about what is going on within my life.

To be honest I do not randomly think of Shannon Lee Wolf at all. I know things and I feel things about her just like I do with anything and everyone else when the moment calls for it, but I have been went about my way. I was never left behind. She is not able to move on alone and on her own. This silliness will end when she stops coming to my blogs to steal my shit (although I know that she will not no time soon).

It is the principal of the matter. I hate people who try to take from others to build their self up when they have absolutely nothing.

The manipulators always twist and turn things around when they cannot get over in doing their dirt. So then I (and everyone else who is equip and who is not easy prey) become the one’s who are the culprits-I have no time for that bullshit!

If I am so dark and not as special as she wishes that I wasn’t, then why keep coming to my blog? If Shannon Lee Wolf would stop coming to my blog there would be absolutely nothing for me to mention about her. I could care less about the spiritual attacks that she tries to work against me. Anything that she does is just a waste of time and will backfire on her like it already has!

From Shannon’s own words:

( Marsha Crystal Starchild the woman who is attacking you is very evil.

The Curious Caul Yes Marsha, she is. I’ve been bullied before, but this one is very different. Evil to the core. Only Archangels have the force to fight her. There is no way I could do it on my own! )

1458139-200Well, I know that Shannon Lee Wolf will be leaving a host of comments just about every day or every other day as she continuously does, however, I will not respond to any of them. Or to the incognito perpetrators that she sends to private message me, follow me (my blogs), or comment for a reaction (to get a rise out of me and whatever else that is foolish) whenever she does not get the response from me that she is looking for.

Goodbye Shannon, unlike you I have a steady roof over my head, an occupation to indulge in, and a steady income that flows within my home. I have a life that definitely does not include you!

And if you do not understand that honey, then you’d better go and reach back up into your mother’s cunt and take out that imaginary caul then rub it all around your eyes and deep into your face so that you can see and discern a little bit more clearer!

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Submitted on 2013/07/25 at 3:38 pm | In reply to shannonleewolf.

LaToya….Something that just occurred to me, that I never told you. When I cited your blog as verbatim text to The Way (i.e. Bob Crosbie) yours was the only other site that carried his message. At that time, there were so many sites and forums with his “words of wisdom” that led to his caul bearer cult…that it was unclear if your blog might be just another one of his identities, as he had so many. Because you hadn’t given him credit for the text, it seemed very probable that “you” were “him”. (All professional and even newbie writers know how to avoid plagiarism.

When I got the clear picture that I was mistaken that you could be him, I did apologize to you, LaToya. Most people, caul bearers or not, would have accepted the apology and left it as water under the bridge. But strangely, you opted to take it as an invitation for war. How odd. But, at that time…I didn’t understand that there were Dark caul bearers, lol. I naively thought that we were all of the Light. I learned very quickly that this wasn’t at all the case! And I began learning the ways of the caul bearer dark side. It all equalled revenge and punishment -Truth and Honor left to the wayside.

But, yeah, Crosbie knew that I was tired of seeing his numerous sites set as traps for Good caul bearers looking for support and understanding to become ensnared in, and that I offered a safe and private site for Good caul bearers. He preaches hate and disdain for “garbage people” just like you do. So he tried to have my site shut down for simply using one word. “Caulbearer”. He claims to “own” the word. It seems that like you, he thought that I was weak and easily “destroyed”. And like you, he was wrong.

I’m a Good caul bearer. I’m no where near as “weak” or “stupid” as you have determined. I work for the Light Side and you, Rich Williams, and Crosbie (The Way) work for the Dark Side, along with many many others. Caul bearers on the Dark Side are very self assured, arrogant, and presumptuous. What they fail to recognize is that we Good caul bearers are in tune to you all, 100%. We are quiet, but see you. We know you. And when you throw fire balls at us…we watch you.

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Submitted on 2013/07/23 at 6:50 am

And…you keep on insisting that I am morbidly jealous of you. Again, I’m puzzled. Why would I be jealous of you? You wrestle with yourself and torment yourself with delusions of grandeur and a sense of power and psychic abilities that you don’t have at all. You believe that sharing one’s childhood vulnerabilities makes them weak, which is really quite sad. You believe that bullying and harassing others is a sign of strength. How backwards is that?

When I first subscribed to your blog, I was interested in a caul bearers perspective. I wanted to read what you had to say – is that so very evil? We had a tiff over the information you shared from The Way site, I apologized, and it should have been done with. But it was you who began flying off the handle with your strange rantings about me. You began to morph everything I did into something dark and awful. But you made it all up in your head. And you pretend that I’m all twisted up inside and have no peace or contentment. I don’t mean to sound rude, but after awhile, it just becomes amusing to watch you spinning out of control inside of your own darkness.

You can sidle up to hacker Rich Williams (Wolfesbane) all you like, and make believe that everything he has to say is true. But it doesn’t make it true, now does it? The both of you are so obsessed with me, it’s just plain weird. And funny to watch. But do I appreciate your actions? Of course not. If your blogs about me were to be deleted from the internet, we could both just go about our business and think of one another no more. It’s a very simple thing to do, and all of this silliness would end.

My Early Internet Days “Constructively” Resurrected

398692_glasswareWhen I get into my writing modes and creations it is so lovely. I go crazy. Always stimulated with numerous ideas and projects. Designs that are old along with the plans that are new.

Mad with determination, enjoyment, and discipline.

Guided by the natural inspiration and talent for the art of my literature. And also by a higher power to do and to continue to do.

When I first started blogging on the internet at another platform in late January of 2006 the name of my popular blog was titled “My Voice” by Miss LaToya Lawrence: My Voice is all about my creativity and issues relating to society. Everybody may not agree or like what I say but I don’t care because I speak the truth and that’s all what’s important.

In the year 2013 I am still going on strong and led by spirit.

My latest new blog- The Archives: LaToya’s Early Day Internet Diaries has recently come into creation- A resurrection of all my interesting and real life experiences, knowledge, spiritual adventures, and truths from when I first came onto the online scene back in the year 2006 from the archives (over one hundred-twenty posts!).

Of course, I have grown and advanced even further since then.

I loved delving back and having memories to save, capture, and remind me of my moments just as pictures and videos often do. I adore and treasure all of my self-written posts.

Blogs are so great in so many ways for a writer and a creator!

My written posts have long life and have ongoing relevance regarding life in general and in distinct.

I have quite a bit to re-post with links back to the original, however, it will not all be done in one day as the activity is time consuming and I have other things to do and to get done within my day to day life. But here and there I will be adding each post of  about one hundred and twenty something.

The way that I get things done though it will not take me very long to complete!

The Archives: LaToya’s Early Day Internet Diaries

Expression Of Perspectives/Sharing Insights

714601_tulipsSpirit moved me to share this correspondence between another writer and I as we spoke and returned our feedback on particular issues of enlightenment and importance.

This person had read then commented on one of my posts titled Know Thy Self: Not What Others Say Or Claim You To Be:

I can relate. I lived two years at school, where everybody assumed that I was dating a friend of mine, just because we hanged out together. He got some embarrassed by it, we ended up losing contact for 2 or 3 years.

We are who we are. Each person that I had met was unusual by itself. I used to make my first impressions based on thing like that, but even back there I was aware, that I might be wrong.

These days I almost don’t do it anymore. I was proven wrong so many times that you can put people into boxes, that I am no trying anymore.

Thank for that inspiration article. We need to remind people from time to time, that we are who we feel and think we are, and not what other people project on us. No matter how hard is to not agree with the society’s opinion.

Submitted by AvivA-AvivA on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 01:15.

LATOYA

Yes, it is very important to not allow anyone to dictate to us who we are as individuals or as to why we do the certain things that we do.

Uniqueness is a blessing to take advantage of and no one should doubt themselves, or have to repress who they truly are and what they truly want to be on account of narrow-minded people who are ignorant.

We deserve the freedom to discover, learn, recognize, and to enjoy the innate beauty of our own existence.

Submitted by LaToya on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 03:09.

AVIVA-AVIVA
I would not be able to say it better.

Submitted by AvivA-AvivA on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 03:11.

LATOYA
Thank you for sharing your perspective and experience. We can all find enlightenment from one another in one way or another.

Submitted by LaToya on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 03:23.

AVIVA-AVIVA
So true. That is why I like reading things from other people and listening to their opinion. A person can learn so much from it.

It is also more interesting, when person is sure of himself and is not afraid to state their mind.

Submitted by AvivA-AvivA on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 03:40.

LATOYA
I totally agree.

Submitted by LaToya on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 06:41.

1388853_red_tulipsThen this writer had read then commented on another two posts that I wrote titled Asexuality, and Proud To Be Asexual/The Liberating Truth About My Asexuality

I wish, that I would be so sure of my identity, when I was a teenager. But I really respected science back there, and since animals (including people) are made to reproduce, they would all had sexual drives.
This was a great article, describing the asexuality. There is a need for more exposure. I still meet the people, that just try to start kissing me, assuming that I like that kind of thing. And when I stop them, they assume that I must be lesbian.
Sometimes I do not know if I can laugh or not, when they try to explain to me, that I can’t be asexual, because it is weird/unnatural/…

Submitted by AvivA-AvivA on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 05:52.

LATOYA
Believe me. You can definitely laugh because it is the most natural thing to those who are Asexual.

Now I do not claim to speak for all because I cannot. We are all different individuals with various experiences.

However, as a person my self being Asexual “to be sexual” is something very unnatural to me. It is also a turn off to me how so many indulge in the sexual act the way that they do. This is such a highly sexual society. So it is funny in a way seeing how each side is or maybe viewing the other side in the same exact light.

I do not have a problem with what other people feel or do though. But it is not right for anyone to tell anyone else what is not possible unless they have truly and actually walked in their shoes.

That is how we learn many incredible things that actually exist. There are things that people had never believed in until the circumstance or situation transpired in their life or to someone that they knew, or someone other that they may have come across.

This is a huge world with all different kinds of people and many things go on that we would never think of or even imagine.

Some human females who are Asexual only get a sexual urge once in a while during the time around ovulation similar to certain animals. The body’s way of initiating the possibility of conception if one were to follow the urge. Copulation for reproductive purpose, not for desire or pleasure.

Yet even if some do get that particular urge from the body they would not all want to have intercourse with the opposite sex.

Submitted by LaToya on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 07:18.

AVIVA-AVIVA
I feel for the women getting this urges, as it must be really uncomfortable. I am glad that I made peace with myself. I also have no wish to having anything to do with sex.

I see the proof of how sexual our society is in the movies. I watch other people, how during scenes involving sex they all stop talking and eating. And I am usually the only person looking around.

It is also the reason to introduce the people around me to the concept of asexuality. I sometimes have to be really patient for the people to end up understanding. But is how the world is eventually changed. One person at the time.

Submitted by AvivA-AvivA on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 07:36.

LATOYA
I understand one hundred percent. There comes a certain freedom and purity that comes along with not desiring to have any type of sexual contact. It is even obvious just by observing the lifestyle of many others.

It is also a great strength of character to not want to have anything to do with sex. I have the attitude that this is my body and that no one has the right to touch or to violate it. My body is my own personal territory. I do not want anyone to ever touch me in any intimate manner.

I have never even been attracted to anyone whether it be male or female. I am purely attracted to my own spiritual nature and living a healthy and productive lifestyle.

Submitted by LaToya on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 08:15.

Then I read one of her articles titled How I Realized, That I Am Asexual and I made a comment underneath the other few responses and we corresponded some more.

You are correct that this is something we don’t often hear about. I’ve heard several other people who say their sex drive is so low as to be non-existant but yet some folk will insist on trying to pigeon-hole them into other categories, as if it were possible to be, for example, a heterosexual asexual. (What would that even be? A person who is interested in not being interested in the opposite sex more than they are interested in not being interested about their own gender?!?). Congrats for speaking out!

Submitted by BruceW on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 15:35.

AVIVA-AVIVA
Well, there are people that are heterosexual/homosexual romantic and asexual, so it is not completely incorrect. It simply means that they have a drive for being romantic with somebody, but not having sex with them.
But not every asexual have preferences like that. Some are aromantic as well, having no wish to participate in any romantic behaviour at all.
But I was asexual as long as I remember (I just never realized it). I become aromantic only in the last years. It is not the same thing.

Submitted by AvivA-AvivA on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 18:12.

VINAYA GHIMIRE
Hello Aviva,
I discovered your writings couple of hours ago and now I’m so much hooked to your contents.
Masturbation is a common phenomena, there is no denying to it. Until we find a partner we all masturbate. However, some continue to masturbate even they have partners. I have read about asexuality before, but not from the one who is asexual. You really are brave to admit this,lot of people do not admit their sexual orientation. I believe there is nothing wrong to have orientation different to so called normal people.

Submitted by Vinaya Ghimire on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 09:15.

AVIVA-AVIVA
I wish I could say I am brave, but I don’t really think that this article shows my bravery. I got just so used to explaining the concept to people, that I found it natural.
After all, do you realize how many times men think, that I am interested in them sexually, just because I am talking to them? Even if they were the ones starting the conversations.
But there is a way to try and predict that in advance. The more they complement me, even when I ask them to stop, the more possibility for that to happens. It is really interesting, when I declared to them, that I am asexual.

Thank you fro liking my writing.

Submitted by AvivA-AvivA on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 18:13.

LATOYA
I truly do love this post because being Asexual is truly something to be proud of. It is beautiful. We have an entirely different thought process regarding sex that a lot of people do not understand or relate to.

I was told that it is not normal to not have any nature,or that something had to be wrong somewhere by a chosen few. I had just paid that nonsense no attention.

I had been this way all of my life. It is who I am and I was definitely born this way for a reason.

When one is confident and proud within them self and within who they are there is nothing that anyone can do to change that. No one will ever be able to discourage them or to make them doubt.

Asexuality needs to be put more out into the open and accepted.Your article will be inspiring to those in particular.

Submitted by LaToya on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 07:53.

AVIVA-AVIVA
Thank you for you kind words, Latoya. I am proud of it now, but in the past not knowing about it put me into the feeling of insecurity. That is why I try to explain the concept to everybody asking or misunderstanding my stance. I also do not mind declaring myself as such, when asked.

I really hope that you are right about your opinion in my article. As long as it help at least one person accept that part of himself/herself, I am going to declare this article a success.

And you put the bar really high. I read the article about asexuality on your site (the link in your article) and I know, that my article does not reach that standard. But it is another piece in bringing awareness to the public.

Submitted by AvivA-AvivA on Fri, 05/10/2013 – 09:03.

520775_dutch_flowersAnd here is Aviva’s article posted on 05/10/2013 titled “How I Realized, That I Am Asexual”

( I have read other articles of her’s on different subjects. She is a good writer with her own good, interesting, and reasonable viewpoints and I totally agree with her how it is beneficial to gather the opinions of others-whether we agree with them or not-to learn and to sometimes maybe understand the different levels and where certain people are coming from.

Anyway, that is what life is. Knowing, being a part of, and experiencing all of what is out there and that is going on out there within our world. We have to live, discover, analyze, stay alert, and keep on moving ahead):

How I Realized, That I Am Asexual:

Asexual. The word, most of the people I met had never heard of before. Some of them understand it just by hearing it, but some of them do not.

When the people talk about sexuality, the mostly divide people into three groups: heterosexuals, bisexual and homosexuals. I usually do not see the word asexual even mentions. It is true, that by statistics, we represent only 1% of the world, but we are still people, that do not want to be excluded.

I struggled with my identity for a while. When I was 17 years old, I suddenly realized, a lot of people around me watch porn and masturbate. Some of them talked about their sexual life.

I was unable to participate in the discussion, as up to that moment, I didn’t try any of that stuff. I just wasn’t interested.

But I am a person, who wants to try everything for herself. So I tried watching porn, but I found it boring. I started to read stories with erotic scenes in it, but after a while I realized, that I enjoy the plot, if there was any, and I usually skimmed the rest of it, since it was not interesting to me.

I tried masturbating, but I didn’t feel anything. I could get some sort of body reaction, but it seemed pointless. I even tried it with a person, when opportunity presented itself, but it felt hollow and completely pointless.

But still, I was little lost. I didn’t feel into any definition, that I knew. Since biologically, I would have to feel the need to do it, but I didn’t. I felt like my biology was not normal.

Then one day I read the word asexual on the internet. I was so intrigued, that I started to look around to learn more about it.

I finally find out, that I biologically, there was nothing wrong with me. Or there was a lot of people, that had something wrong with them.

I came in term with it in a moment. I finally felt right.

I am proud to be asexual and I am not ashamed to admit it. But sometimes I feel, like people would need to be exposed to that concept just a little more.

After all, we hear about all the other preferences a lot, but this one.

Perpetrators

1227444-200They keep coming to my blogs to be nosy yet some are intrigued (quite a few). About two are subscribers of my blogs (they are affiliated with one another). I know everything that they are up to and that they are trying to do.

“Steal” is one of course. My information, my words, my writing style, and also my distinct modes of expression (for their low-grade boring uninspiring literature and other so-called rip off creations) by mere communication to others out of envy an jealousy (using my style of worded expression), and also to just appear more authentic.

They also want and try to analyze (but believe me their brains are not equip enough to expand that far even though they may believe that they are actually smart-I know better).

However, there is only one Latoya. And I do give warning-keep coming endeavoring to fuck with my shit and i’ll guarantee that you are going to get more shit in return! The universe and karma will take care of that!

Their lives are already miserable as they have no life.

They have no talent, no nothing. Absolutely nothing at all going on for themselves so they try to take and steal from others in order to succeed. And then they want and expect to receive praise and credit for accomplishments that they are nowhere near capable of. They need people to use so that they can make money off of them.

They may be able to fool some (the easy prey, weak-minded, gullible, and easily influenced-whether it is by lack of intuition, lack of experience, or just sheer stupidity) however, everyone is not so oblivious.

I have never been a fool and always able to see beyond. I never reveal everything and in incidents with perpetrators I give them enough rope to hang their selves with their lies, innuendoes (their implications and paranoia dredged up from their own identifications within their own guilt) and games.

Statistics are just small examples, I hold way more proof in more detailed ways than one. So I just sit back and watch them masquerade and indulge in their illusion and delusions while all along knowing their predicaments and outcomes which they can never really and actually see for themselves until sometimes when it is too late.

http://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2013/06/16/incognito/

https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/05/28/significance-of-the-caula-caulbearer-that-cant-be-defeated/

Shining Bright And Knowing It!/Write Me Up!

file0001102938942Many things that are kept quiet need to be spoken about and many things that are spoken about need to be kept quiet, usually things that are of a garbage and nonsense nature are more the widespread than mostly anything else. Whereas the things that are special, unique, penetrating, and controversial do not get nearly the attention that deserves or needs to be heard and deliberated upon.

That just goes to show what type of levels the majority of the people in the world are feeding on and off of.

I always preferred the minority to the majority when it came to regard certain matters.

If I was wholeheartedly accepted by everyone then I would surely know to worry. Something would seriously be wrong. I do not want to fit into every category and with everyone. I want to fit into me.

A woman once said to me “as writers we open ourselves up”. To me, I am not opened or closed. I swing back an forth as I am neutral.

I know that she meant that statement in more ways than one. However, everybody is not going to like, agree, or approve of everything that we say or do. This is a huge world.

I honestly and logically do not expect everyone to like or to agree with everything that I write about. If I don’t like a particular creation or form of literature of some one else I won’t just knock it solely for that purpose.

It does not necessarily mean that the item is of bad or poor quality it just may not be of my interest. I may not relate to it, or so on.

In my opinion it is nothing to take to heart. That is just my perspective.

Nevertheless, there are undoubtedly incidents where many do produce work of substandard or mediocre quality.

One should never fear to express their words, their literature, or their feelings no matter what the consequence. Whether it be in profession or within personal life one should also never fear to be in the midst of criticism.

One person’s trash is another person’s treasure. What is something to one is nothing to another.

What some can see others cannot. When one is exceptional no one can tell them any different.

It is better to stand out than to stand in with what is common.

My Success Is My Own And Not What Anyone Else Makes It!

833363_quiet_lightMeasured Success/The Many Different Definitions Of Success

As usual my extremely envious enemies are always directing negative black magic spells toward my way in hope of causing impediments. They will sometimes try to work against me at any day and at specific times of the week yet their most main days in which they indulge is on Thursdays and Fridays.

I can always feel them and what they are attempting to do and what they are attempting to make come about, and why.

Yes, I am constantly being monitored by them. A certain blog post that I wrote set them off in this particular incident. They work together here and there, and spread about.

Last Thursday and Friday on the 30th and on the 31st my enemies were heated. They tried to send a few evil spells that I immediately sent right on back and I further enjoyed a beautiful weekend.

Amongst other things they want to bind me up from experiencing the success that is around me and the ultimate successes that are meant for my life. It is a thick jealousy that they carry, the killing kind. Nevertheless, it does not matter. They are digging their own graves.

I was just recently told by a successful self-made business woman who said to me through a private message ” I am happy you have found a way to get back at those who tried to hold you under their thumb”.

She was commenting in response to a compliment that I gave her regarding an article that she had wrote about those in general and within the market field who try to hold other people back due to being intimidated by their knowledge, demeanor, and/or abilities. And that she had decided to go into self-service (going into business for herself).

As I related and had the same ideas and attitudes, I expressed to her how I became more fulfilled once I undertook that same root. I knew that I was always meant to be my own boss even if that sometimes meant working with others-no problem-just as long as I am in charge of leading my own way in the fields that I belong in and that I can eventually blossom throughout.

Tainted employers won’t let you go or get too far when you are too intelligent, too confident, too strong-willed, and not corrupt.

Success means many different things to different people. It can only be defined by the individual who is satisfied with whatever it is that they consider to be their aim and accomplishment.

What got to me about what the woman mentioned to me is the expression “get back”. I never looked at doing things on my own as getting back at those who didn’t want to see me get anywhere.

It is an interesting concept. I’ve heard that the best revenge is being successful, and I have enough common sense to know that it would eat any enemy up to see their intended target prevail against any of their malicious misdeeds.

I just knew that with the certain people existing in the here and now, in this day and age, that they were more worse than ever. With the insanity and jealousy that I’ve constantly and continuously had circling around me for years I would never cease to run into obstacles from particular individuals.

I have never been one to kiss anybody’s behind or to let anyone walk all over me just to get by or to get along. And I darn sure wasn’t going to waste my life by being anyone’s flunky like so many others have-it just wasn’t in my nature or character.

These are serious and dangerous times and one has to be on guard and very vigilant about their well-fare. It is important not to let others onto specific things that you have going on or going planned even though they inspire on their own and with others to investigate in order to tarnish a career.

However, they do not know what you really have going on if you are quite clever about any specific venture. Some may not even believe an undertaking is possible or that you actually have a business going on at all-and that is even better because it gives one a further head start. Then if or when the opposition eventually or actually does find out it is already too late for them to try to interfere.

I never gave up. I never give in. I never had fear. I never loss focus.

I am so glad that I have such a beautiful blog to use as a further tool for my automatic writing. Aside from the other few things that I have going on within my life I’ll always stay true and in connection to the universe that sustains me.

Writing is a complete joy!-LaToya

Significance Of The Caul/A Caulbearer That Cannot Be Defeated

1397581_front_porchThe Trials And Truths Of A Caulbearer

My Love And Light

Update (December 16, 2020):

Indeed I have never been defeated only because of God, and because I have always belonged to God.

Everything I write is genuine as I speak from the truth of my life, mind, and experiences, however the Lord came to me to reveal his true self over the misconception and anger I had toward him.

The Lord summoned me seven months back I wrote just a few examples here as there are plenty more!: God’s Summon, The Lord Never Abandons Us, My Roots, Idol Worship And New Age, Counterfeit Christians And The Truth About Salvation.

I am leaving posts up on my blogs in which I spoke very negatively about God because I have nothing to hide and because I feel it is a great testimony to show before and after how the Lord can come into- or back into- our hearts and change us toward him for the better. –latoya lawrence


Significance Of The Caul/A Caulbearer Who Can’t Be Defeated 

 

I came across some old comments that I had saved but never approved because they were so ridiculously transparent.

Full of envies, jealousies, and disappointments as to my success as a “special person” and as to the successes within my life as a “survivor”. As a great accomplished (continuing to push forward and prevail regardless of obstacles set before me by enemies) individual with strength, confidence, growth, and much knowledge.

This person in particular who addressed me rather arrogantly and bitterly in a comment was particularly responding to the one and only post regarding the Caul that I had copied and pasted to share for public observance August 26, 2007 http://www.caulbearer.org Order Of The Ancient Way which was removed by wordpress since the owners of the site did not approve of the sharing of their content.

Anyway, this person specifically who I speak of had not read anything else other than this particular post that I had copied regarding being born with the caul.

They had not bothered to read any of the over one hundred prior posts that I had written concerning my life and experiences with the world distinctly and in general.

So when they mentioned that much of what I wrote about caulbearers they had seen on other sites-it was indeed a big fat lie! I did not write the post listed by “Order Of The Ancient”. Nothing but a game that they tried to run on me.

Later came Shannon Lee wolf (Sharon Lassiter) who tried the same thing and failed (But she went a step further by falsely accusing me of plagiarism. And only to draw attention primarily toward herself). The only problem now is that she continues to come to my site to steal my content, facts, experiences, and style of writing (which cannot be duplicated) to put into her own words and to claim as her very own material just like she did with the other particular members of her phony caulbearers united website.

All credit for anything that Shannon writes goes to I and to all the other “true caulbearers” that she has stolen input from. I guarantee that she will not get far. Everyone who is on the level knows the truth about her. Even the certain people around her are aware of her fraudulent schemes-trust me!

This person accused me of purposely attempting to drum up admiration. In reality this person was just infuriated by the attention that I was getting on my site. Jealous, resentful people do not like to see others who are talented do well in the things that they were meant to do.

I am a writer, a messenger, a speaker of truth.

If people are inspired to compliment me or to look up to me that is purely their prerogative. I have absolutely nothing to do with that. If a bunch of people were coming to my blog constantly criticizing me would I have been accused of trying to purposely drum up that type of attention? I think not, so please spare me the bullshit.

People have admired me and my works all through out my life and for many reasons just like many of us congratulate or compliment others who we take pleasure or resource in.

Whether one “praises” or “ridicules” it has no bearing on me.

I am not here to please or to disturb anyone. I am here because I have just as much right as anyone else to live my life and to fulfill out my purpose.

I am not obligated to serve anybody’s “God of the bible”. He is not my Lord or my commander.

My caul birth serves for my own well being as an individual of my own existence of where I come from, who I am, and where I belong.

And no one will ever violate that. No one will ever dictate to me what my life and birth truly signifies within the terms of lifestyle or celestial means.

My worth is not based on the service from me to others.

I am not here to serve anyone. I have no obligation but to myself. I am obligated to love myself, to respect myself, and to be all that I was created to be.

I am one of the very few of my kind who weren’t able to be converted or destroyed by the demonic and their negative disguises and influences. Part of my purpose is for the survival of what I am a representation of.

And through my self service of naturally exercising and utilizing my gifts to enhance my life and profession certain others are able to benefit within certain areas if they choose to, or if they find it useful to their own state of being.

The so called “will” of “God” does not apply to me as I gratefully and fortunately am not of him.

“God” is demonic. I know this for a fact. There are a lot of lies and brainwashes going on out within the world that only a person like me is able to see, feel, hear, know, interpret, and understand. Certain revelations are not meant for just anyone.

All caulbearers are not of one another. They all do not use their knowledge or ability in the same exact method. All do not even have the same beliefs or interests into the occult. Many have different roads, genealogical roots, and are connected to specific spiritual dimensions. And many are very powerful in their abilities and in what they do.

Some caulbearers are just extraordinary people living ordinary lives. And if they follow or believe in “God” it does not necessarily make them bad people. Neither does it make those born without cauls any less good or important in their existence.

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Of course, those who oppose the God of the bible will come under ignorant conclusions and judgements by many. It does not bother or affect me at all. It just makes me the more proud and determined.

This person who left the comment also mentioned obeying “Gods’ instruction to stay on the right path.

It is very sad that some choose and need a sad book like the bible in order to know the true difference between what is right and what is genuinely wrong according to their particular nature.

God is just a sick, irresponsible, cowardly spirit who continually wants and needs to be praised and worshipped for his own gratification or self satisfaction.

If one is truly pure in mind and spirit according to their own particular nature guidance, direction, inspiration and truth will innately manifest and lead one down along their correct or destined path. I know. This has been my way for all of my life because of who I genuinely belong to, and I have lived an extremely good life.

That is why I have always constantly come under attack ever since childhood.

Christianity and no other religion will ever strip away the true identity or spirituality that comes from my true African origin.

“Spirit has always been with me”. “Spirit came to me on it’s own”. My ancestors and Orishas have been with me from the beginning and they will continue to be with me til the end. I am gratefully of them.

I don’t give a fuck about the “god” of the bible and I am tired of hearing about him. He gets no credit from me just pure contempt.

My life runs so happily, so peacefully, and so smoothly. Only when he’s around and trying to intercede with his demonic presence and demonic believers, servants, or followers does conflict arise.

I remember when my so called Godmother (who my mother picked out for me during my christening as a baby in a catholic church. And who I have no regard for. She was a dopefiend in the past as well as one who was down with the rest of my enemies).

Lorraine had the nerve to tell me that I defeated all of my enemies with black magic because I always kept the ways of God.

Lorraine’s statement was one of the biggest insults to me (I had never told her or went into detail about how I defeated my enemies. “They are all shocked and surprised, they don’t understand how you did it” Lorraine had said to me at that particular time).

They believed more in their own God more than they should have!-I say.

I know tricks that none of them knew about. Not even the certain person that I worked with. I did the rest alone. And within the present I still work alone with my “spiritual connection”.

I, Latoya, having lived a clean life had absolutely nothing to do with me adhering to the laws or rules of God. I defeated my enemies because I and what is around me is much more stronger and much more powerful than them and what they are.

And God played a big part in my enemies black magic as they were and are all demonic.

Some people have such a twisted and misguided view of the influence of their perceived God, actually believing that we as humans cannot be of any good or of any significant value without him. Nothing but pure bullshit!

I am the way that I am not because of the God of the bible. If I was I’d be in serious trouble!

I am the way that I am because it is within my own nature. Strong, honest, and free with no shame or apologies.

The circumstances around my very existence estimates the true value of my worth and I have plenty of experiences to validate every aspect. So the only one’s that defy and fool themselves are the ones who are in denial and who are blinded by their own ignorance and lack of acuity.

Here is the comment that was sent to me on my blog back in the year of 2008

From Caul/Veil, 2008/05/28 at 2:19 PM
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Caulbearer
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Furthermore?LaToya, you should question yourself and your inner motives. I see a lot of people praising you here, but you would do much better to help others see what they need to know for themselves. Praise will be a downfall

As a caulbearer, you have a gift of ability and certain attributes that others do not. But you should take care of those. God?s instruction to you through the Bible still applies, and you are not exempt from being contaminated by self agrandizement of free will. The Caul itself is not an ends to a means. It is a means to do good. How you choose to use your abilities is what makes those profitable -spiritually profitable- to others, and should be done without acknowledgement of your self.
You can fool yourself. You can deify yourself. I know. And you have to take great care in listening to God, to know that you are staying on the right path.
Much of what you write about Caulbearers I have seen on other sites. But I don?t need to see that to know that I am different, that somehow I know more, that somehow I can sometimes heal. Just remember, you need God to do all of these things, with the caul or without.

And here is the other comment that was more recent from last year. This one however, was motivated by the connection that had to do with a post regarding Shannon Lee Wolf. If one takes notice though they both are similarly related just different tactics “Just like the rest who’s names I will not mention”. They all had and have their different approaches yet some go away and leave it alone while others continue to effort in vain:

LoveGOD
Himroid@rocketmail.com
76.91.63.248
Submitted on 2012/10/02 at 2:30 am

For a hand- pickedt soldier of GOD you sure don’t mention him much . I do recall you talking alot about you’r self though. Seems like you need to take a few steps back and humble you’re self. You seem so full of light and so full of shit at the same time . My name is what you call me. I was born to anwser his call as well. You spend a lot of time on the computer I see . The world needs you. If you have gifts I can promise they were not ment for you to gain “fans” . Instead of promoting “you” or other negetive light why not ask that people go sign up to donate Blood Marrow . Or ask that people in need of someone to talk to e-mail you . You get my point of course . See you’ll probably want to fire back at some grammer error or get ignorant in some way but the truth is GOD . Email all retarded comments to HIM and ill take the positive ones 😉 Also what point is it to have us unite ? That just means a higher chance of some one feeling there self a little to much ( happens some times ) and trying to be some leader or something like that. Our gifts don’t need anyone but …. take a guess …Yep ..!! GOD!! ..

Both comments from demonic creatures who I laugh at without pity. They do not realize what they show. I know what they are, the people who they are affiliated with and so on. Most of the time they are looking for a response, a reaction to aid them out within the mission that they have planned (all in which I can see right on through). For so many of them they sure aren’t too bright-but after all that is why there is so many of them! The blind leading the blind.

The Visions/The Messages/The Knowledge

I Am Blessed So Keep Your God To Yourself

 

Illumination: Self Love, Self Respect, Self Enlightenment

1235759-200I love myself dearly, madly. I always have, I always will. There is nothing that anyone can do to change that. Self love and self-worth is an esteem that comes from within. No one is able to give it, and no one is able to take it away when the regard is truly genuine.

I have never battled with or suffered from a low self-esteem which is a good thing.

However, not everybody is secure enough within themselves and they act out in particular ways as a result of their own feelings of discontentment.

There is a difference between depression, disgruntlement, or dissatisfaction over longing for a better circumstance and craving for something in which that someone does not have.

Life can be difficult and unfair at times especially at attaining the certain desires that one deserves, earns, and/or in retrieving the specific things that may have been stolen from one.

No one is in the exact same mood every single day.

There is happiness, sadness, indifference, ambivalence, anger, regret, guilt and so on. Whatever energy or emotion that may be negatively or positively plaguing any individual that is affected by a moment, an instance, and a change and also depending on a person’s own innate personality or character traits and flaws.

These mixtures of feelings are a natural part of life here on earth.

Yet not everybody takes the hopeless approach by giving up or giving in to despair. Many people have a very healthy and inspiring attitude toward a trial or during a challenge.

They are motivated to go forward. They learn then gain from their experience and they take that passion to use constructively.

Others on the other hand are not so optimistic; some are full of doubts or irrational fears. They lack the confidence and the initiative that it takes to become successful in whatever venture that they may choose and that they may want to undertake.

It is a fact though that many people do have shortcomings and will never be able to grow, evolve, or to measure up to the certain standards. These types of people are the exact same kind of individuals who will try to bring people of advantage down to their level, or lower below.

Low self-esteem to many is equal to a misery. And misery indeed does love to have company. The self loathing, self-hatred is so debilitating that it causes a vile and morbid jealousy. An extreme malignant stimulation to react in accordance to envious provokes.

It sounds so absurd to me, truly ridiculous, but there are low-grade people now in the current who are actually upset with me for not having been able to reduce my high self-esteem.

The specific things that they see within and without of me is something that many of them wish that they had.

My wonderful and natural attributes what they all resent me for.

If my personal disposition was a little kinder in regards to their state of existence then the hunger to see me fall and fail would not be so intense. Nevertheless, I have to be authentic.

I cannot and I will not put on any airs. I am real to the core and I refuse to let up on being true to the tides even if it is, or appears to be a bit harsh.

There is absolutely nothing wrong with recognizing or acknowledging one’s own ability and capability. We are supposed to take notice of our strengths and fiercely believe in ourselves. If we did not hold onto that faith we would not have accomplished half of the things that we have, and then continuously strive for more or to just maintain whatever it is that we already have.

Those who have a false or exaggerated opinion of their own self importance are just vain and pompous individuals with no depth or genuine purpose. There is usually no radiant talent behind what is merely done for show. One who needs to constantly “prove” or “parade” is just very insecure.

There is nothing more meaningful and fulfilling than when “spirit” places one into the forefront an instrument to draw out and play to those who are particularly “tuned in”.

When I was a little girl I was always very blunt and outspoken. I knew I was and would be a professional writer. I never in a million years thought though that I would be celestially inspired to shamelessly express information, messages, and creativity so openly through my literature.

It just goes to reveal that one never knows the adventurous turns that may be routed through out a dynamic spiritual journey or mission.

I truly enjoy what I do. I never get embarrassed or feel self conscious about any of my ventures. I just feel love, excitement and proudness for the beauty that has continued to blossom and surround me over my courageous years of exploration and development.

The confidence is innate, contagious. I spread it to those who I also love and who I am absolutely proud of.

There are some people who are so low in the opinions of themselves for no apparent reason. They just need someone who can see the glorious light that shines upon and within them. The passions that burn yet that is buried underneath the evils of blockages.

The smothers of darkness that proceed to hold one back from breathing out their striking forces of mind-blowing wind.

All that one really has to do is to ignore the blinders that opposition places over, and focus straight into true sight. There in that particular view reality will be seen. Shadows of obstruction or hindrance will began to fade to clear away all of the lies and smudges of deceit.

As soon as one rediscovers then accepts what is no longer hidden from the shades that had lurked, sheer brightness will sheen, glistening with new life, new direction, and a brand new clarification of a tremendous design.

And nothing and no one will ever be able to cloud this type of luminous visibility.

 

The Therapeutic Benefits Of Expression

No one has to or is required to bare their soul to anyone for any reason whatsoever if they do not want to. Some individuals are very private people. Yet it is not good to keep specific things all bottled up inside.

Everything needs a release every now and then. And afterwards, the process of discharging out a thought or an emotion is indeed quite refreshing, rejuvenating to the spirit.

Whether we speak about the things that fill up within and around us to another person, or write them down, or even sing about them. Self expression and expression of any kind is vital and can be very therapeutic to the body as well as mind and spirit.

Too many people suffer from tension and stress and find relief through physical stimulation. Physical stimulation, however, is only a temporary method. Mental stimulation on the other hand provides long-term lasting effects and results.

I was never the type to get mentally stressed unless I was in the midst of what I considered to be annoyingly bad to my aura or environment. My spirit force always had a special talent when dealing with disturbance.

Natural energy fields that project positive light reflect then illuminate in concordance to the mind.

The power of the mind and the letting go of creativity, ideas, and feeling is exceptional if used for personal development and continuous growth.

We can acknowledge the negative things that are within life without it bothering or affecting us.

There is nothing wrong with expressing truth and perspective about what exists and what is actually going on. It is very healthy to get our thoughts and feelings out.

What is the purpose of pretending or being blind to reality.

Expressing hatred does not mean that one is hurt. Expressing a complaint does not mean that one cares. Expressing a fact and an opinion denotes awareness and individuality.

No one feels, thinks, or reacts for the same exact reasons. What is a burden or a thrill to one is not necessarily a burden or a thrill to another.

A lot of people are not genuinely honest about the certain things that go on inside their minds. Some are too afraid of how others may interpret or regard their statements and point of view.

Many are not on a particular level of reasoning and intellect. They are full of idles and false senses of what is important, exciting, and healthy.

If one perceives something in an over dramatic way and makes more out of an action, communication, circumstance, or situation other than what the instance really is then that unfortunate matter is totally on them.

I have often experienced misconception, exaggerations, ignorance, and even straight out lies and game-playing due to the small-mindedness among particular classes of low-grade people.

Half of the time whatever ridiculous or obnoxious conclusion that is formed and perpetuated by and within the minds of some individuals are just particular revelations that were too deep or difficult for them to accept or to comprehend.

All of us are not within an identical mode and place of life. We are not all of one another and are all not able to relate to each other in the many areas of our existence.

To each his or her own. And to each his or her own happiness and well-being.

Channeled Work/Intuitive Gifts

1412776_corridorI sometimes wonder what makes me write some of the subjects that I create.

“They need to be said”, They need to be spoken”, “They need to be told”, utters my intuitive voice. “Even if you did not intend to elaborate on that particular matter”.

The revelation is indeed so heavy to me. How something magical inspires me to write and convey special knowledge and experience for beneficial and constructive purposes that I do not fully know the extent of.

“You are helping a lot of people even if you do not expect to or even realize it”, my mother told me regarding my gift and utilization of automatic writing.

All that I can do is to continue on and believe in what spirit constantly directs me to do.

Writing is a joy that comes naturally and beautifully. The activity is therapeutic as well as pleasurable. I find a relaxation and spiritual contentment from the energies that manifests through communicating to my higher self.

I treasure the moments that are spent in solitude.

I often feel extremely, deeply. I absorb and soak up energy like a sponge. It does me a great service and pleasure to be by myself or in the atmosphere of only a chosen number of few.

I can tackle an outside crowd of busyness with confidence, strength, and ease. Nevertheless, I need plenty of the alone time that I just simply adore.

My own energy fields heighten tremendously as a result.

Whether I write, sit quietly, or within the company of others. My spiritual channels are constantly at work.

My mind is not only of my own but also of my subconscious state of well-being that speaks during the times of trance.

As a clairvoyant I naturally channel through divination in various forms and most of the time without any directed design.

I cannot stop or control what is made known unto me by supernatural influence and association, nor do I want to.

It is not at all healthy to shut down or to repress one’s innate inborn ability. If one was not meant to endure one would not be able to receive. I stay willing and open. I allow the forces to generate and to flow.

I take delight within the soft massaging sensations of a serene meditation.

When I write through spirit I connect with and to a ethereal plane. Messages of insight continue to spontaneously and fluently transmit through the instruments of my own hands.

The automatic information often comes into the form of distinct thoughts and original ideas.

I illuminate, become amazed, and am inspired at and by the knowledge that I’d rather not take the ultimate credit for since I am guided through the universal powers of nature.

Things consistently turn out so perfect within the materialization of input.

It is very interesting to learn more and more about one’s self and why? What and how? When and Where?

Questions to things that are already known through the recognition from personal experience.

Things that are already understood through the familiarity of a personal nature.

Yet still there is an adventurous and exciting mystery behind every missing piece of a brand new puzzle. Behind every unique design that has to be organized then completely put together for the ultimate dose of additional clarity.

Vision and discernment go both hand and hand. One hand always washes and compliments the other. And they both work well and at best when they interact with each other.

Living Life As A Spiritual Person

Automatic Writing

I Write What I Want To Write

Pathetic

134218_lobbyCaulbearers United Scam/Caught Red-Handed

Shannon Lee Wolf or shall I say Sharon is going crazy.

She has repeatedly visited my site. She had also alerted a few other of her associates (her partners in crime).

The bitch is in a panic yet she is playing the circumstances off.

Sharon attempts in vain to manipulate the situation that she is in. Putting up a public front and display. Sharon is not a strong and unique person.

She is just a phony weak liar.

Sharon/Shannon is not fooling anyone over here. (I am way ahead of you bitch!)

Sharon’s shit is all hanging out there.

The lengths that she will go through to cover up her tracks just to make her lies appear even the more legitimate.

As usual she has to use her facebook page as a means of  support (a crutch).

A place to build up her false sense of purpose and credibility. And to “prove” to those who are gullible enough to believe in her, or to those who are just pretending to believe in all of the bullshit that she is portraying.

While I have a real and productive life to live and enjoy with plenty of security along down the line Sharon has to continue on with her cons.

I just wish she’d stop following my blog and stop worrying about me and what I write about. She needs to mind her own business and get a life of her own. No one over here cares about her or her existence. She serves no true value or importance.

Instead of putting on airs of being content and laughing things off knowing damn well that she hasn’t got a pot to piss in she needs to be out looking for a job instead of looking for ways to hustle over the internet.

Fifty year old bitch has nothing to show for anything but a funky fat ass. Who and what does she plan to live off of for the rest of her life?

Oh I know, Sharon is the co founder of “Vermont Peace Barbecue Sauce” the first sauce made by caulbearers!!!!!

Sharon needs not to pretend to laugh at anyone or anything because she is a mockery within herself.

If I were able to delete this sick bitch from my site’s subscription I would, unfortunately that option is currently not available.

Anyway, here is the latest in her transparent ploys.

https://www.facebook.com/CaulBearersUnitedLiftingTheVeil

The Curious Caul
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Surreal how some people will launch cyber hate attacks on you from the dark shadows of anonymity, and always on the safety of their own turf. A self propelled whirling blackness they create — shadow boxing at it’s worst. 😛

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Vocabulary And Comprehension

file0001067063188I have always had a very large vocabulary. And I have always had an outstanding comprehension.

Reading and writing were two of my favorite, best, and strongest subjects while I attended school.

I never received a low grade mark on any of my writing or reading tests. I was good at math to a certain extent; however, arithmetic was not my very best or favorite subject.

I know enough math to get me through my way of life though.

I’ve accurately done and know how to do annual accounts. I’ve done and continue to do my own taxes. And, of course, I know how to balance my own money. I am definitely a business minded and oriented woman.

I am always open to learn new things that I may not be so familiar with. There is always room for discovery and improvement.

Many of us have a lot of information on various matters regarding life through intelligence and experience. We are indeed aware, cognizant of plenty.

However, none of us completely know everything that there is to know about life. This is a huge world that we live within.

What we are experts in we undoubtedly can master.

At the same time we may further advance ourselves by enhancing our knowledge in the certain other areas that we find interest in.

Since I am a person who is on the level intellectually I understand that there are individuals-who do and who will-get and be offended over what is said or written by some people in general.

They also may even feel intimidated.

None of us as a people and as a society will always come into agreement. Nevertheless, certain individuals should learn to not take certain things too much to heart.

Some people just have to not pay certain others any attention. There are a whole lot of sick, ignorant folks out there who are just, mean, angry, jealous, bitter, and spiteful.

Then there are those particular people out there in the world whom cannot stand to hear the truth. They always want to be right even when they are wrong.

In life there are many controversies, misconceptions, and so on.

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If people sometimes took out the time to be more open-minded they’d further their horizons.

Now I am not saying that we have to concur with or accept the preferences and differences of others-yet there should be recognition and allowances made on behalf of those who exist in their own genuine distinction.

Many things, situations, and circumstances are better liked and appreciated once they are perceived better or in a more clearer light.

Reading types of literature is a good example.

Anyone can observe an article of writing. The important issue is the ability to comprehend what is being read.

Everyone has their own writing style, mentality, intent, mode of expression, and way of thinking. And no one should be criticized for their own uniqueness or creativity.

One person can address something in one fashion as where another person may take and gather a perception in a form that was never meant or intended.

Certain people are limited within their vocabulary.

So when they go to read words that they are unable to discern they become uninterested in a specific article of literature.

Whenever I had come across words that I did not know the definition to I’d just go and look them up in a dictionary for further understanding of what I was reading.

I never got frustrated over something as minor as an unfamiliar word.

That is how one continues to learn then build upon their vocabulary. To some people, they will consider a book or article of some sort uninteresting and not of any quality only because they were unable to comprehend and discern what they had read.

Then there are the insecure people who feel that they have to use big words as they converse in discussion. They want to make an impression on others. In reality, they only make themselves sound and appear foolish, ignorant.

Many individuals who use certain words that are unknown to some do not mean any harm. They are not showing off. They are not dumb. They are not inarticulate, and so on. They just have a wide vocabulary and have a broader way of going about expressing themselves.

Visit LaToya-The Writer, The Clairvoyant/Medium

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What You Wish On Me Will Undoubtedly Fall Back On You Again, And Again, And Again!

I had read a fictional book in the nineties about a little girl who was born with a caul over her face. The book was sort of interesting, however, in my opinion it could have been better.

The life that I lived was actually way more deeper and fulfilling than what was made up in that novel and much more detailed in grave (serious) content and in the things that are possible.

I was in my early twenties back then and looking for someone else who was familiar with the gifts of the caul, someone who could shed another perspective other than the things that I had heard from the people in my life, and the things that I had already experienced for myself.

So I contacted the company who published the book by the author whose initials are t.m.a. I wrote a letter to her, and I had intended for the letter to be forwarded to her home, through them. Instead, the publishing company returned my letter back to me with her home address stamped onto it.

I wrote three letters to this woman before she responded to me. I explained to her that my inquiry was not a hoax and that I was indeed genuinely interested in possibly gaining a little more insight about particular things regarding being born with a caul/veil.

T.m.a. set up a day and time to call me and we spoke over the phone. When we first talked she expressed to me that she did not know anything at all about the caul. That all she knew is what she heard-what people told her.

Right then and there I knew that she was a liar. I did not believe that. I felt that she had to have been born with a caul to write a book about it. I mean, I did. I would not had wrote my own personal non fiction book mentioning my gifts and experiences without actually having been born that way-unlike some people that we know of (Shannon lee wolf for instance).

Later on in the conversation after she warmed up to me and saw where I was coming from she admitted “I, t. (I’m just going to continue to use her initial/initials) was born with a caul”.

“I knew you were”, I told her”

And she laughed.

T.m.a. also expressed to me saying, “Okay, you know that you’re special. And you have to use your gifts. Our gifts are not for ourselves, they are for others. What are the points in having gifts if no one knows that you have them?”

I have to say that I actually disagreed with her comment because I knew that my gifts were indeed for myself whether anybody knew about them or not. I did not mention this to her though. I didn’t give her too much information, she was a vibe that I was familiar with and did not really take to.

I read t.m.a. like a book. I knew her kind/type but I was lead to her for a reason-and I found out just how correct I was in my judgment of her and why I had sought her out to begin with-I am seldom wrong about people.

I met a priestess through her (which turned out to be in good favor for me. I then met another woman over the phone by her who was born with a caul who couldn’t keep any friends, and who had a very nasty attitude-she wasn’t shit).

T.m.a. and I had talked over the telephone a couple of more times since then but I noticed her attitude started to change. Right after I spoke with the second woman who was sick and miserable.

To make a long story short, I eventually had to tell t.m.a off. I had to tell her about herself/put her in her place. She’d heard gossip/lies (well, they’re all liars-including t.m.a.) from my trashy father’s side of the family who knew her or knew of her, and since they were of the same negative vibe they joined in together.

It is a very complex story but it has to do with their witchcraft conspiracies-and me not being one of them/their kind (thank goodness!).

T.m.a. has been pissed ever since. A year or two ago she felt stupid and was disappointed because an evil spell that she’d done against me did not work. The woman is still at it. She does it non stop from time to time, however, now she is putting extra effort into it.

On Friday, January 25, 2013, t.m.a. and others were working against me, trying to put thoughts into my head about my disposition/attitude toward their kind/class/type of people. They wanted me to feel like I was the bad person; I’m the wrong one, absurd mind games measured by their own lies and deceit.

This past Friday, on February 1, 2013, I felt t.m.a. and a group of others engaged in prayers, meditations, and rituals. Negative sayings, thoughts, and wishes along with their spells to try to block me in my writing career. They don’t want to see me succeed in anything that I do, especially what I was meant to do. They want to sabotage the building of my profession.

I just pitied them in their vain attempts/endeavors. They are just so sad and worthless. They need to feed off of other peoples positive energies in order to gain success for themselves. They try to do a switcheroo, your good energy in return for their negative energy so that they can pull to prevail and push to make you go down.

The next day, on the second of February, I could feel t.m.a. again. This time wanting me to feel that I was out of my league, treading on territory in which where I did not belong-by conducting the occupation of my writing. My own gifts, my nature, part of what and who I am.

I knew their garbage wouldn’t work. They do not have the spiritual power. They are nowhere near as strong as me in mind or spirit. And I was right. So now t.m.a. is trying to weaken me with more absurd spells. She’ll just have to wear herself out along with the others. I am steps ahead of them, knowing their every move.

What is sad is that instead of wasting time and putting so much energy into attempting to bring me down she should be doing spells to try to make herself advance in life. Obviously she is unable to do that, though.

At one time years ago (way back in the early 2000’s) she was suppose to be making a movie about her book with her “so called” independent filmmaker husband-what happened to it?

I have not seen the movie in theaters yet! Then she launched what was suppose to be her own publishing company that she could not afford because she was in desperate need of donations in order to maintain the business, and get it up and running.

T.m.a. is demonic. I saw it in her face years ago when I observed one of her pictures that she posed in with her husband. And the more dirt that this bitter bitch tries to do will just set her further and further back in the ground.

The Power Of Expression Through Writing, Literature, And Etc…

th_yourlovedI love to write. It is a natural and automatic talent that I was born to do. I will never stop enjoying this personal hobby and occupational profession.

It is very important for individuals to have a stable platform whereas they can express themselves and at the same time create.

As far as mainstream, society likes to dictate what is and what is not appropriate content and material to publish. And also what is much more appealing and popular to targeted audiences.

When I write it comes from within, a source of power. I do not concern myself with who would or would not accept or approve of my subject matter. I leave that up to choice. If no one read my work I’d still write, though I was not meant to be a writer for nothing.

A lot of people have held down certain jobs in order to pay their bills, buy their clothing and necessities, to have spending money, to occupy their time, and so on. I know because I’ve done the exact same thing. These jobs give you work experience and help to build and enhance particular skills yet the occupation may not be what one really wants to acquire in life.

Many people are filled with dreams, aspirations, and determinations to follow their natural passion. And while it is good to have something to fall back on one should never give up on what they truly desire.

I’ve been writing ever since the tender age of ten. And I had the opportunity to get my stories published by a mainstream book publisher back then. So I always knew that my talent was going to go far.

There have been quite a few who have tried to discourage me from continuing to write, even going as far as trying to work black magic as a means of bullying me in order to get me to stop from publishing my original content on the web (my blog here) this past summer.

They’d prefer me to work at some beneath me low paying job where I would never get ahead at because there would be corrupt employers there to intentionally keep me held down and held back. However, that is impossible because I am too smart for that, and I do not have to settle.

Or they’d just prefer me to be a bum out on the street.

Certain types of people don’t like to see individuals who have too much knowledge succeed and get ahead if they come across from the “right side of the tracks” and cannot be controlled and/ or maneuvered by anyone for any reason.

Regardless, of how many who tried. And regardless of how many will continue to try, it will never matter. There is nothing that any of my enemies can do about it. I have my own thing, my own actual writing career that has progressed the way that it was supposed to. And I will be carried on for the rest of my life by the fierce blessings of my destiny.

Writing and journalism is a very great accomplishment to attain, especially when the creative content is real and unique.

I can do just about anything that I want to do in life but I choose my first love and that is to write. And what better is there to get paid for something that you actually love to do. Not only do I write, I conduct other artistic and business arrangements related to my career.

I built on my own. And I will continue to succeed on my own (and on my own terms).

The Truth Always Comes Out/Shannon Lee Wolf Has Finally Been Found Out!

People are coming to realize just how much of a liar and con artist Shannon lee wolf really is (she is nothing but a fake and a phony). And it is about time! Everything that she is being accused of by those in particular is absolutely true.

She is a liar, a manipulator, an evil witchcraft worker and much more. I knew that she was taking people for their money and using them for their information to try to make them vulnerable (when she first came onto the scene she’d ask people for donations. Then she came up with this silly “Vermont peace barbecue sauce” that she wanted to sell-I wouldn’t eat that shit!). She uses people because she has no real true gifts of her own. She is just a pitiful piece of trash.

And she does indeed steal other people’s stories and writings only to try to make them her very own-she’s been stealing from me (my own personal knowledgeable writings and experiences) and my blog for the past two years and I’ve never belonged to any of her groups.

She just came out of the blue and attacked me unjustly a few years ago for being real-a genuine person born with the caul/veil who would not fall for her bullshit. And she did not even know me. I read what she was all about from the get go! You have to watch people like that.

In due time, and no matter how quick or long that it may take-the no good people do eventually “get theirs”. They will get every bit of what is ultimately coming to them!

Shannon lee wolf makes me so sick with her lies and how she always tries to play the victim. And she kills me with how she blames “fear” as the motivator when people “challenge” her authenticity.

Oh please, nobody is scared of that stupid bitch. She needs to stop being “afraid” and just face up to the truth about herself and who she really is!

Hear from Shannon Lee Wolf’s own words from which I copied from her facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/CaulBearersUnitedLiftingTheVeil

  • The Curious Caul Smitty, you are right again! We can’t allow ourselves to get stuck in anger — it merely saps us of vital energy and keeps us from peace. When a stranger rises up against me, it stings, because I am so very sensitive to energies, but I get over it. Everything I feel is amplified, and when I am getting pummeled from multiple directions (which is often typical) and being ill and not feeling well, it gets to be too much for me. I often get to be the target of people’s worst fears and become a scapegoat for them. I’m accused of doing awful things that I would never do, and feel their personal terrors being forced on me. This time, it was a member of one of my groups. She accused me of using caul bearers as “lab rats”, “subjects” – experiments for clandestine projects I’m supposedly working on with Jade, on the sly. She said that she and other caul bearers deserve to know the truth, and that we have essentially been lying about what we do when we are not present in our groups, and she felt the need to “protect” caul bearers from being exploited by us as money making objects. That I take their stories and steal them to write about. It struck me deeply — I have devoted thousands of hours to the cause of caul bearers. To give them a safe, private, and supportive place to share stories and feelings that have been bottled up for lifetimes. No matter how crappy I feel, I give to them freely and have asked for nothing in return — not a single penny. I’ve given freely to educate the public about real caul bearers — that we are not fables from the past. We aren’t vampires and werewolves. We are real people with real gifts and real feelings. The last thing I would ever do is use and abuse the very people I am here to protect and nurture. If anyone chooses to point their fears in my direction, they belong elsewhere — I will not stand to be accused of abhorrent deeds, when I am the complete opposite of such people’s fears. Just because I’m a writer doesn’t make me a twisted abuser of trust, and it’s the worst thing I could ever be accused of — and she insisted that she was just asking a question and had no idea I would take it so hard. Wha? If I accused her of putting poison in her children’s food as an experiment — that I and other caul bearers deserved to know the truth, then others stepped in with their doubts about her, would she not feel offended, hurt, betrayed? Cornered by her comrades? People need to face their fears — own them, heal them. I’ve had enough of them being persistently put on me for the last 50 years, and I’ll take no more of it. Just Sayin’.

I Am Right Where I Am Suppose To Be For Where I Am Headed

It is something how life has a way of working things out. When something is truly meant to be nothing and no one can actually stand or get into the way.

I was born to write. That is a part of who and what I am. And I have come to realize to a greater extent that my internet writings have been a fortunate platform for me to exercise my talent. An advantage that I’ve been given in the event of circumstances due to the many that wanted and tried to hold me back.

Not only is my blog writing a vehicle to share and express my connection to the universe, it is a look into my present and future.

A sincere road that leads to my further “arrival” a system to keep me active and up to date, abreast and ready when the time comes for advancement.

I am doing what I am supposed to do in life-spiritually and professionally. I should not and will not invest in anything other than what (all of the things that) I was called to do in life.

There is nothing wrong with taking other “worthy” employment opportunities to gain a little extra income but my heart is in my innate abilities-which are much greater than some beneath me job that I do not need and am over qualified for.

I do not want and refuse to exert my professional powers for the benefit of certain others. They do not deserve my expertise in the things that I am capable of doing. My talents, abilities and knowledge are for me to excel with.

What is around me makes my life “happen”, tells me to always hold on because we “have” you. We always did and we always will. Just look around you, don’t everything always work out?

And I have to admit that my answer is “yes”. Things always do work out.

Even though I am not surprised in the outcome of my victories, it is so deep to me how I have went through then survived a lot of strange and evil things.

Meanwhile, I’ve reached my blogging longevity. I’ve done a lot of writing.

I’ve been a professional writer from a very young age. And I have been blogging on the internet for seven years straight now. I will be soon coming up on my two hundredth post.

I first started blogging years ago on a site titled blogsource. However, the site eventually shut down and I found an even greater and better blogging site here on wordpress.

Luckily, I did not lose any of the posts that I wrote back then because I transferred each and every one of them straight to this blog and they can all be found in my archives section located further down on the right hand side of this blogsite.

I Am Indeed A Happy Blogger!