Monthly Archives: November 2015

Miss LaToya

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2015-03-20-15-LaToyaLawrence3I was never the type to blast pictures/photos of myself over the internet ( I never thought it to be a wise idea. And I’ve never come across any pictures of myself on the internet)  or anywhere else for that matter. I’ve always been a very private yet open person.

Hell, I do not even normally take pictures although I have loads of pictures of myself during childhood.

Nevertheless, my jealous and evil black magic-doing “certain freak of nature relatives as well as certain enemies” had taken pictures of me to spread to others (when they weren’t pointing me out to people in the street)  in order to recognize me through out the years in the past while they would ineffectively harass and spread their lies in vain attempts to try to destroy me.

They all really thought that they were doing something.

All of their business and skeletons were out in the streets and they wanted to “out” me for not having any dirt so they all wanted to make up a bunch of silly shit.

2015-03-20-15-LaToyaLawrence5It eats them up so badly that they do not have anything negatively “real” on me!

That is why a lot of people “in particular” know who I am by face.

I have always been famous, a “star” within my own right without even wanting to be just through being unique, and a target for the jealous kind.

I, of course, knew what they were all up to as I have always been ahead laughing at them and at their own true torturous roads to self destruction. They never knew the depths of my knowledge, intellect, or gifts.

They never knew shit back then period. They were and are still lost and hopeless miserable souls.

They are well aware of the proficiency of my powers/talents now- because I had to show them all in not so much appropriate ways/fashions that I am also so very proud of. They’ll never know the definite heights of all that I possess and they do not need to.

It is none of their business!

2015-03-20-LaToyaLawrence4Since they love my “beautiful and youthful” face and innocent appearance so much I will be the one who truly controls the scene. I’ll air my own spotlight. I take the last photos in which “I truly own”.

I am just a very attractive unconventional solitary female what is the big fucking deal?!

This is literally me now at the age of forty earlier this year in 2015 at work doing a twelve hour three nights a week shift at the home of a retired lawyer/judge out in Massapequa, New York who was also by marriage related to a very famous well-known actress.

Doing only private duty I have come across the most beautiful homes of wealthy people.

When I tired of the home front I worked a twelve hour four nights a week shift for Dementia/Alzheimer patients at an residential assisted living facility out in Rockland county, New York that appeared more like the combination of a resort and a hotel.

2015-3-20LaToyaLawrence8I’ve worked in some very high class settings.

No matter where I’ve worked though I still have come across those “undesirable” co-workers who get intimidated by me then endeavor to make conflict.

It is mostly or usually the ugly and oogly looking beastly ones who like to fuck with me and it has been that way whether I was at work or at school or just in my own old neighborhood. Nevertheless, they are all very sick/warped minded kind of people.

No matter what I’ll always continue to strive. I’ll always continue to work. And I’ll always never give up on the professional writing and spiritual attainments that I was definitely born an meant to do and accomplish regardless of the negative energies that intend to hold me back.

I love the positive spiritual beauty and energy that is geared around me. I give praise to the good vibrations of the universe, my ancestors, orishas and special spirit guides.

LaToya Lawrence At Work

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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The Ultimate Respect

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dessertEver since I was a little girl one thing I remember about my mother is how she would always talk to me and share. I would do the same in return. I am a person who loves to talk and indulge in conversation when I am in the mood for it.

One thing my mother had disclosed to me is how she never ever had sex while she was pregnant with me. And I believed her one hundred percent and I still do til this day in that regard.

She is telling the honest to goodness truth.

When she told me that I felt so honored and it showed me how much love and respect that I was given while developing inside of her womb/uterus.

Yes, we hear so many times from doctors and educators that while a woman is pregnant the baby is protected by the amniotic fluid in the uterus and the mucous plug located at the cervix as they serve as barriers against wandering sperm and the thrusting of a penis.

And I am clarifying my knowledge of that “what is considered fact” because any time one happens to disagree or form their own opinion to specific topics others are quick to define them as being uninformed or imparting misinformation.

In life, we are taught things whether it be in school or within other structures but all is learned through experience. If it were not for study and experience how would we know?

In general,  no one has the right to classify someone as being uneducated for having their own point of view regardless of after hearing what is suppose to be fact.
ice cream dessert“Oh, I don’t want to hear that shit!” my mother would say of the notion of sperm and jolting not affecting an unborn baby. And I would laugh because it was funny to me.

“I wasn’t going to let no man be bumping up against my baby’s head and letting semen go into my baby’s food supply. That is why a lot of these kids are born so lustful and crazy now”.

The same thing about the Shingles virus. It is said anybody who had varicella virus/chicken pox may eventually develop that nasty rash infection.

“Oh, I don’t want to hear that shit!” my mother would say in regards to the way one is able to contract the Shingles. “They just say that because they don’t want to make everybody feel bad who comes down with it”.

In other words she was saying Shingles is like an std and in reality it sort of is because it is a form of herpes but some do not believe that it can be sexually transmitted but I personally do know two or three people in the past who had contracted it that way through oral and/or AIDS related sex.

I have to admit without a doubt that I feel the same way about pregnancy.

I don’t care what anyone else does with their body that is their own choice and their own business, however, with me personally it would be out of the question.

I have no absolute desire for a man to touch me period as I am asexual but hypothetically speaking if I was a pregnant woman I would not want or allow a man to touch me!

A complete violation to the atmosphere of my child’s developmental environment and I am so glad that my mother had felt the same or similar way that I do about the situation before I was even born.

And for that, no matter what else may have been said or done through out the confusion of negative influences that may have affected my mother in the near past I give her so much credit and appreciation for having given me the most “Ultimate Respect”.