I had a lovely hot shower earlier today. The water felt so good beating down on my head as I washed my hair within the process.
A shower is very therapeutic and relaxing and I always sleep even better after taking one.
Once I got dressed and ready, I went out to run a few errands. The weather was kind of nice but I still dress warm for the meanwhile. It’s not the time yet to go without a jacket or a sweater; this weather is not dependable.
When I returned back home, I snacked on some chips and granola bars. Yesterday I made two delicious non dairy milkshakes, I love my milkshakes!
I usually prepare my shakes with soymilk. I love particular ice creams that are also made with soy milk, almond, or cashew milk.
Cashews are great, I love everything cashew-cashew milk, cashew ice cream, and cashew nuts!
Cashews are even high in protein and very nutritious as most nuts tend to be. It is nice to consume things that taste good and that are good for the body. I’ve been eating cashews for years; I just don’t eat them too frequently, they are quite expensive.
Vanilla and french vanilla naturally flavored non dairy ice cream blends wonderfully with cashew, almond and, of course, vanilla soy milk.
I’m in paradise when I drink those thick rich shakes!
On the news they’ve mentioned Donald Trump and his crew not wearing any masks during this pandemic. The excuse I heard was that they all were supposed to have been tested for Corona Virus and all of them tested negative.
So, in other words, they don’t feel the need to wear masks as they’ve directed, and have been directed to do, just like everyone else has been advised to do.
I heard today, vice president Pence was caught not wearing a mask and his excuse was the same as Trump’s and their crew-because he also tested negative.
It seems to me that even though Corona Virus is said to have possibly developed from infected animals in China (according to the news/media) these politicians (Trump/Pence and others who are involved) give me the impression that the disease was especially planned out and put into operation and they all may have been injected or protected with something in which makes them all immune from catching the Corona Virus.
I’m not saying that I am absolutely right, However, it is a genuine thought that has crossed my mind.
Nevertheless, the universe is in control and as I’ve said before this circumstance of Corona Virus will all eventually come to pass. This is going on for a reason, better changes are in fruition and celestial revelations are manifested to those who are inclined.
We in particular receive the messages through our inner voice of spirit.
Excerpt from: No One Can Ever Take Away The Beauty Of Mind And Spirit
People have also told me that I speak about a lot of things that many people think and feel, and want to say but donāt. And that I write with power and passion.
I do not usually get inspiration from other sources as mainly what I write about comes from deep within and what Iāve noticed about myself and other gifted people or people of intellectual distinction who have been in my circle at one time or another is that we often know and come up with insight and solutions far before it even hits or is even accepted by mainstream society.
For instance, certain quotes that are motivational are words that we were already aware of, experiencing and living by. Spiritual, mental and physical findings that have been discovered through research we had already been conscious of and living in accordance to years ago before it had become commercial or more well known among a large group of individuals, and so on.
Even particular clothes we were wearing before they became one of the most popular name brand items.
The thing about it is that when those who are not on the level and are only able to perceive from within the boundaries of their own limited outlook when they first hear the variety of wisdom, information and solutions as it comes from us they are quick to judge or call us crazy because we are so ahead of them within our keen sense of knowledge and comprehension yet when they as slow learners finally do get the messages they then develop and acquire a philosophy or mode of life and further understanding that results in possible expansions for those who choose and are able to grow. Read more here
I remember when I could walk into any store that sold household cleaning products and easily find bleach or Lysol without a problem-forget about rubbing alcohol!
Now these necessities are scarce to come into contact with at the same time revealing a tell-tale sign of many people’s behavioral habits and hygienic practices far prior.
Before all of this Corona Virus scare that has petrified the masses I was already living and doing what is being instructed to do in regard to social distancing, “germaphobia”, and even further.
When I’d get on the bus I rarely sat in the seats and I hated when passengers would come too close or rub up against my clothing. I’d never touch outside or even indoor things without a paper towel or other material to push elevator buttons, turn doorknobs, hold onto transportation poles (buses and trains).
At certain jobs I’d wear gloves and put my jackets in a clean plastic bag instead of laying them down or hanging them up around other people’s belongings.
I wouldn’t sit down on other people’s furniture unless I placed something under my derriere (plastic bag, towel, disposable chuck).
I cleaned my cell phone with alcohol or disinfectant wipes every day before I went out and never held the phone against my ears. When I used phones that were located within establishments, I’d wrap tissue or paper towel around the receiver to protect my ears.
I even cleaned dollars bills once in a while years ago. I never put any money bare into my pockets as money is the filthiest thing to carry around. I always wrap money in protective material. I’d sometimes just wear gloves too for use with money and handling outside activities.
I never let anyone kiss or hug me; I never eat after anybody and so on, and I was doing all of these things since I was a teenager!
Certain people would laugh at me and call me ridiculous, especially because of the way I constantly washed my hands sometimes.
Now many average people have adopted this way of life and I laugh in general because they’re doing it all primarily out of fear while I did and still do it out of instinct, even if it may seem extreme. I’m sure there were others out there in the world just like me already doing our natural precautious habits regardless of how others may have reacted toward us.
It’s funny when those of us that are ahead of our time mind-wise and/or spiritually get ridiculed until it comes out just how on point, we actually we’re from the beginning with seeing, knowing, and understanding what others couldn’t decipher.
It is deep how some people have to be driven to extreme fear before waking up and realizing particular things.
Many didn’t even know what bleach was before Corona Virus reared its lethal head. Those of us who used bleach and other sufficient products on the regular now have to hunt these items down just to use them normally.
Luckily, I was able to get some bleach at a Walgreen’s, however, rubbing alcohol is still out of reach and I refuse to pay $13.00 to $20.00 for large bottles of unknown brand alcohol at a local beauty supply store. I just bought witch hazel instead to routinely clean my ears and to soothe the body when needed.
I bet when this Corona Virus is all over and forgotten about many will go back to their old nasty, germy ways.
When I began class a while back there were also online academic tasks assigned to us students for additional study in which I took advantage of and enjoyed. Now that school was temporarily cancelled due to the circumstances befalling the world right now (Corona Virus) the available online courses are primary.
I find it a very serviceable resource to be able to utilize my studies within the comforts of home for limitless periods of time any day of the week just as long as the educational instrument is being implemented.
My teacher had phoned me and other classmates last month notifying us of a possible further online study program, I haven’t heard anything from her since. I ran into a girl who attends my class a week ago and she asked me if I know when school is going to start back up because she misses the class. We did have a wonderful environmental setting, good teacher, and sufficient preparation.
I told her that originally the teacher had informed to me back in March that we may resume about the third week of April, however, apparently after listening to governor Cuomo address that New York will not be opening up currently or any time soon, I logically assume that our attending school will be put on hold a little while longer until health risks are at a significant or absolute low.
In the meantime, I have no worries or complaints and treasure this period as a sign that has demonstrated to me luck and a transition into supplementary better things to come as one “spiritually connected/in tune”.
This past Tuesday, one of my local supermarkets that was temporary closed for about two weeks due to Corona Virus reopened.
As I was aware a week ahead of time, I planned to be at the store early before 8am.
Everyone seemed to have had the same idea as when I arrived to the market by 7:50 am there was alreadyĀ a long lineĀ of people/customers that extended all the way around the corner and down the block.
A Hispanic lady who was last on line said to me when I stood behind her, “I said let me get here early so I’d be one of the first to get inside the store”.
We both laughed after her words.
I had told her I expected to be one of the first to get into the store also.
Apparently,Ā everyoneĀ who got to the store extra early that had to wait had thought so too!
The doors of the supermarket opened at 8am I and the lady in front of me along with certain othersĀ didn’tĀ enter the store until an hourĀ andĀ a half later and it was cold outside as we all had stood impatiently. Thank goodness itĀ hadn’tĀ rained down on us as the weatherĀ was predictedĀ for rain on thatĀ particular day.
I feel sorry for the people who had arrived much earlier than a half an hour to ten minutes to eight. Imagine the line of people/customers who came after me and built up an even longer line to extend further down the block.
I made good with some groceries that I wanted and needed, yetĀ wasn’tĀ able toĀ purchaseĀ everything that I had set in mind to get. The store was out of certain items and some items the store justĀ didn’tĀ carry all together. The manager acknowledged to me thatĀ they’dĀ be getting a delivery either that following Thursday or Friday.
So afterwards, I called a cab and took my groceries home before heading on over to my other local supermarket (Stop &Shop) to conclude with my shopping desires as they had products in which the other market lacked.
By then the rain had come down, however, IĀ didn’tĀ get caughtĀ up in it. The precipitation hadĀ begunĀ to slack off by the time I finished and went by the curb of the parking lot to wait for another cab to take me home from there.
The rest of my day hadĀ goneĀ lovely and the next night I made a delicious, filling dinnerĀ similar toĀ theĀ yummyĀ one I made last week! Read about it here: Ah, Delicious!
IĀ donātĀ stay home for the sake of staying home I go out and do what I have, need, and want to do when the time calls for it.
Though, when spirit speaks within the beauty of love, respect, and protection with the further generosity of vital welfare, I absolutely respond with the ultimate gratitude.
I’veĀ worked in retail for fourteen years andĀ I’veĀ professionally worked in health care for six and a half years.
I always keep more than one job.
At the beginning of the year, when I changed my work schedule at one of my jobs to fit in with my academic course everything worked outĀ just fine.
Then,Ā almost aĀ month afterward, one of my managers in the health care field asked me if I would change shifts with another employee who decided that she wanted to go back to school to enroll in some courses.
I told her no because I was in school too andĀ wasn’tĀ going to interfere with or jeopardize my plans to advance myself further in what I may consider to do within life.Ā WhereĀ the hellĀ did,Ā sheĀ haveĀ the nerve to think I would sacrifice my studies for some other employee, and after I already had made a schedule change with her (the manager) myself to conveniently attend school on certain days.
“Oh, I didn’t know if you were still continuing with that”, she had said to me.
I had never given her any details about my course as it was none of her business yet I didn’t appreciate her calling me asking me to change my schedule as if the other person was more important than me so I quit right there on the spot over the phone and left her hanging just like that.Ā Don’tĀ fuck with me!
I still had another job that I could go to while I attended school. In between time, I still looked for another job as back up.
When I found one and was about to take orientation the Corona Virus shit broke out. Everything was coming to a halt, even school temporarily shut down.
Even as some jobs had put a hold onĀ hiring,Ā I managed to get employed at not one but with two other companies who were stillĀ in the midst ofĀ employing individuals since IĀ was consideredĀ an “essential employee” within the health care field.
On one of the new jobs I needed an up to date physical so in March I went for my yearly physical but the doctorĀ didn’tĀ want to clear me for work because of the paranoia over the Corona Virus shit. She told me to stay at home.
IĀ was pissedĀ off because I like to make my money;Ā so,Ā I went home and emailed her a nasty little note telling her that I wasn’t worried about catching no Corona Virus and I asked her if she were going to pay my bills?
Then, the second new job came through where IĀ didn’tĀ need any medical clearance, yet a few days before work the scheduleĀ was cancelledĀ temporarily until this Corona Virus shit dies down.
All together now I have three jobs that IĀ haven’tĀ been able to go to. Yet I haveĀ been blessedĀ with means to survive without having to worry about anything.Ā So,Ā I had to sit back and take notice at what was staring me right in the face.
No matter how hard I tried to go out there to continue to work the universe was telling me no, not at this time of pandemic crisis and at the same time IĀ wasn’tĀ left hanging within any financial woes.
TheĀ powers that beĀ didn’tĀ want me or my family caught up in that shit going on out there.
“Spirit”Ā literally isn’tĀ any joke. When we genuinely and wholeheartedly walk in spirit the essence protects us and sees us through. WeĀ are carriedĀ thoroughly, supplied with ourĀ needsĀ and wants until weĀ are able toĀ again carry ourselves once the coast is clear.
A transcendental occurrence is momentously taking place.
The universe is doing a fantastic/magnificent job filtering out the atmospheric energy of extramundane impurities.
A transformation for the better is definitely in motion regardless of those who are not able to see, or recognize this specific metamorphosis.
My Connection To The Spirit World Is A Part Of My Very Nature. It Is Innate.
The purity within spirit is a beautiful anointment to be enveloped within. The love, the respect, the communication-it is immeasurable and irreplaceable.
The loyalty and dedication are not a strenuous effort or chore on either part of connection the mutual essence is an intrinsic fulfillment. Everything is all built in and deep-rooted. An inherent bestowal of lineage and veneration through preordained circumstances.
The magnetic energy that exudes is wonderful, and so far from anything demonic, which is extremely repulsive and automatically forsaken. As darkness is nowhere near as powerful as the light, any demonic vibration is unable to intensely stand up to the challenge of what ultimately surrounds me.
I adore how the more I fiercely repel evil and negativity the more goodness and positivity takes over.
I never accept or entertain the ill-will or ill-intent sent by others-that negative energy, whether through black magic/voodoo/witchcraft/, or simply just disagreeable/hostile attitudes, is undesirable and intolerable to spirit.
Born With Second-Sight And A Connection To The Spirit World
In regard to the authentic, distinct, and rare born of the caul/veil:Ā
For all of my life Iāve āknown thingsā without anyone having to tell me. It is a gift that many have never deciphered except those who are aware ofĀ these special talents among the particular.Ā
Certain individuals just donāt understand how I and others who are gifted with the abilities of second-sight are able to see into the past, present, and future through instant visions and cognizance.Ā
They know that we are legitimate they merely donāt assimilate how our faculty works.Ā
When people lie to us or try to hide things from us, we still know the truth. We more than likely know what they will say or do, and the outcome of things before they even know themselves.Ā
Individuals often get angry at us for knowing what they want concealed.Ā
We in particular have these gifts because we are special. We are children of the light who have inherited the power through the lineage of our greatĀ ancestors. We are one with nature, extended forces of the universe-descendants from the other realm/worldly.Ā
The instance is heavy and we ourselves are deep individual beings with grave purpose.Ā
As certain others are very unfamiliar with our valid insight, knowledge, perception, consciousness and realizations in which they may not be apt to grasp or destined to identify with, we often become the object of attack and condemnation among those who are ācelestially uninformedā.Ā
Nevertheless, our status is well-known within the spirit world, therefore, we have the ultimate protection, guidance, and direction. We donāt need or depend on the acceptance or approval of the blind, their attitude/frame of mindĀ is of no significance to the highly spiritually developed. Neither are their actions of any bearing.Ā
I’m proud to not be ordinary!Ā It is a genuine compliment to be called crazy or weird by the ignorant or lower class if said by any of them.
We are an inspiration to the intelligent and to the awoke, orĀ to those who are on the same “wavelength”.Ā Even so, we are able to stand alone-not cheered or regarded by anyone. Our mere existence hold’s its own, we are self-secure/self validated!
The money comes in handy for those going through the lack and loss of work until unemployment funds are available to the eligible, even though the amount may not be equivalent to the needs of some people, it’s better than nothing for the meantime.
People should aspire to spend their money wisely, however, there are always those who just want to use the funds irresponsibly.
I had to spend ten dollars today on ten masks that were a dollar each. Before this pandemic, and before panicky assholes went on a frenzy and bought out mostly all essential products unnecessarily, one was able to buy ten masks for a dollar.
The only reason I bought the masks are because after today they become mandatory to wear. A bus driver mentioned that without a mask starting tomorrow no one would be allowed to ride the bus.
I understand the precaution to a certain point, but much of this shit appears to me like control by the government and I don’t like it. No one takes away my freedom! The freedom to go where I want when I want; the freedom to not wear what I don’t want to wear and etc…. The only way to get a lot of individuals to obey is to manipulate by threats.
If we’re not easily persuaded then they’re ready to take away our constitutional rights and they try to do it within a way that seems crucial and within the best interest of everyone when in reality there are other ulterior motives truly involved.
The spiritual life is the best life, the only life I know.
Advantages Of The Caul
Someone asked me when I was in my early twenties what it felt like to have been born with a caul.
What was there to explain, really? It felt like me.
100% pure celestial energy; my natural intangible, ethereal propensity.
What came as ordinary to me was out of the ordinary to certain others.
I believe that oftentimes those us who are genuinely endowed with preternatural capacity are greatly underestimated and misunderstood, and many do not realize just how intuitive and “in touch”/in tune with the universe we actually are. Our extra sensory faculties go beyond the scope of particular reasoning.
As many are unaware of just how deeply we can see, hear, and feel into them, their lives, or within the world some take more of a notice of the circumstances in which happen around us ourselves.
They recognize our special blessings; the luck we may have-how things go well for us in ways that don’t normally work out for them, or within the odds; the basis of our unfathomable spans of preservation and unwavering elevation.
They witness these things about us; however, they do not understand why or how we are unaffected and maintained within these fashions.
The special knowledge and “knowing power” that we weren’t taught, but endowed with, allows us to be cognizant/conscious of these facts through the energy that we uncannily pick up from the vibration that exudes toward us.
We may feel the negativity whether heavy or light due to the conscious or unconscious focus displayed upon our certain advantages by others who are not so delighted by the instance.
The earliest I remember first experiencing my power it was at the age of three, and I still remember the incident to this very day.
I never shared the story with anyone other than my mother as I had told her right after it happened. In fact, she was a part of the vision I had saw just before it had taken place within our home moments afterward. As a child, I was just taking it all in having just witnessed an event in my mind’s eye to see it all unfold exactly the way it played out.
It was a natural feeling, and one that made me keep staring at my mother in wonderment when I recalled it to her.
For those in particular, our gifts are rare and they keep us ahead, and when we’re of the light we continuously receive the revelations (the hidden knowledge).
Extremely wise and spiritually connected:
A real person born with a caul doesn’t have to go look for answers from others. The truth lies within self through one’s own special set of circumstances and experience. Spirit speaks in distinction, a uniqueness that cannot be duplicated.
This nigger/guy approached me yesterday afternoon on the bus. He asked me if I knew a girl named āTammyā.Ā
I said āNoā.Ā
Then he told me that I looked familiar andĀ asked me if I was from around the neighborhood that we were in.Ā
I told him āYesā.Ā
He muttered the word āDamnā, afterwards. Then he asked me if I smoked weed and I told him āNo, neverā.Ā
He said and asked in return āNo, nothing?āĀ
āNoā, I had said again.Ā
He then repeated to me, āYou look familiarā, and he againĀ muttered, ādamnā.Ā
The nigger got off the bus at the next following stop and went about his way.Ā
He must of thought I looked so familiar to him since my lips were a little bit ashy yesterday-comical in a nonsense sort of way to me.
This week I should receive my $1,200 stimulus fund because I filed my taxes back in February and had already gotten my income tax/tax return. Some have already received their money this past Friday. My school courses that I had been taking was put on hold since March (fortunately I’m able to use this convenient time for continuous study at home), and work has been slow all due to Corona virus, though otherwise, everything is still going pleasant and Iām comfortable in this period of living in āThe Twilight Zone”. I have my health, my humor; my intelligence and peace of mind, my love, my family and my spirituality.Ā
Nevertheless,Ā we all need and want our well-deserved money!
Certain people are running to their god of the bible out of distress and they are in need of mental and emotional support. If they were solid in the first place, they wouldn’t be so tormented.
Those of us in particular aren’t disturbed at all. We have no reason to be.
The universe is cleaning up and many who are in a state of distinct spiritual āunconsciousness/unawareā have reactions that are typical for them right now-full of fear, panic, and worry. Those who need to die donāt want to perish and are making it bad for others who arenāt blowing this shit all out of proportion.
It’s funny watching the no good suffer, though.
Too bad the Corona virus doesnāt just strictly kill up all the large masses of people who are a waste of life, trouble, or who shouldnāt be here on the earth to begin with.
I awoke this morning to the adorable sounds ofĀ birds chirping outside my window. They always sound so cute! Their chirruping lasted for a good hour.
I also awoke to a headache that intensified two days ago; the results of adversaries working against me through black magic-when will they learn or accept that their efforts are in vain?
It doesnāt ever matter what is going on within the world they are still preoccupied with trying to overcome me. When 9/11 hit they didnāt stop, and now with this corona virus they are still at it. World events do not distract or deter them from their envies and resentment being put into action.
They are trying to communicate with me through dreams in an attempt to manipulate me into their false perception of what should be.
I have an extremely strong spirit and strong mind; I do not and have never thought the way average, or below average people do. No one can steer my mind from the truth or of my definite nature, it is impossible; yet, reason does not register with sick people.
My adversaries know who to mess with and who not to so they are just acting stupid right now. My conquering of them was, and still is, too much for them to handle. The idiocy they showed was too much for them to bear. Nevertheless, theirĀ nonsense attempts at trying to undermine the facts of their defeat is a total waste of time.
I was supposed to work this weekend, but there was a change of plans (the universe protecting me), so I went out earlier today to pay my cable bill (by mail) and to do some grocery shopping.
I do what I have to essentially and healthily do as usual, and then I go on back home to relax.
"My Voice" Weblog By Miss LaToya Lawrence 