The Perfect Day!


Delicious Day! 

157012-200About two and a half weeks ago I had a regular routine monthly staff meeting with my colleagues.

The executive director there at my place of work gave me a thank you card signed with a greeting wishing me success in the advancement of my career along with two free AMC movie tickets.

Well, this afternoon I along with a guest of mine used those movie tickets and enjoyed a wonderful day at the theater.

We went to see “The Perfect Guy” (premiered yesterday nationwide)  which was a very good suspense thriller. The film was so great I really enjoyed my outing today!

Hadn’t been to the movies in a while it was nice to relive my ole stomping ground! Woo-hoo!!!

“The Big Four O” Still Young And Lively


BaBy Toya

My Beautiful Li’l Baby Photo

How Lovely To Look Back 

07-20-2007 10;27;44PM

I turned forty years old this year. What A long time on this sick earth. I’ve endured a beautiful life thanks to the spiritual advantage of circumstance.

The fantastic climax (ultimate blessings) surely to come soon or eventually.

The certain rotten tribulations that I was not meant to endure yet sometimes had to undergo never reflected it’s ugly head on my aura and/or appearance. No demonic strains ever taking a toll on my bearing.

Living a lifestyle of truth and exceptional spirituality.

The beauty and power of the universe, my ancestors, and my orishas shine radiantly upon me.

“Oh how lovely to the Peace, Purity, And Protection that still surround me.

I’ll always Love You Baby Girl 

“Your beginning leads to the future, your future” – My Spirits inform to me

Go Figure?: Food For Thought



I think it was sometime in April that I was sitting up in orientation for one of my other occupations ( I always keep more than one job on the back burner ). I can hold down two or three jobs at a time. I can be a workaholic!

Anyway, while I was in or at orientation you know the usual is filling out a number of papers such as tax forms, employment agreements/acknowledgements, work availability and so on. So one paper came across race/ethnicity and I asked the lady heading the class if it was okay for me to list more than one nationality because there are the options to do that these days.

“Yes, whatever you identify with”, the lady directing orientation had informed to me.

And, of course, I identify will all of who I truly am.

Out of nowhere this dark skinned trashy/dope fiend-looking illiterate-sounding undesirable up in age female butted in my address uttering some shit about “I am whatever my father is”.

She stated something about that is how the government sees it.

I told the bitch that I do not go by the government, I go by reality.

The female then related to me that what she was saying all goes back to “science”. The ole egg and sperm dilemma.

It instantly started to come to me what was really behind her trivial outburst.

She tried to infer that genes along with sex is strictly determined by the father regardless of the attributes of the mother. I had to correct this bitch but I did it in a way without giving her too much information and she shut up.

What I did not get into with her is that the male does not solely determine the sex of a child it is a combination of both parents which determines the sex of a child. Even some men are hung up in that false ego bullshit.

Shouldn’t she have learned a very long time ago that all the gametes in the women’s eggs carry the X chromosomes while within the male’s sperm carry only half the X and half the Y chromosomes-both about a fifty-fifty match. And that the male sperm is only a factor variably in producing the sex of a child-meaning that the circumstance is scientifically indefinite/unpredictable.

Of course our sex is naturally predetermined by fate beforehand from a spiritual standpoint/point of view and turn out of events but “If the male’s X happens to hit the female’s X it’s a girl, if the male’s Y hit’s the female’s X it’s a boy”, you dumb bitch!

Also where she was stupid at was saying “I am what my father is” in regards to race/ethnicity when she didn’t even fully know his background just making assumptions while lashing out and trying to get back at me.

If I were truly what my father was dispelling my mother and his mother that would make me a 100% full blooded Cherokee Indian because that is what his father was. Did the stupid bitch know that? “Hell no!” 

What all this really was about I picked up was that this person knew that I considered my father and his side of the family to be “trash” ( and in reality they truly are ) and since she also was trash that was her way of trying to retaliate against me for not acknowledging their kind in any relation to me.

I am sorry but there are no trash traits within me and I do not apologize for that! My strong substantial bloodline of the family comes from my mother’s side I don’t even have my father’s blood type thank my lucky stars!!!

Update: Still Kicking With A Supernatural Force!


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After my last post back in March regarding “you know who”, particular enemies tried to retaliate of course by using black magic in an attempt to interfere with my career.

I didn’t even bother to write about it back then because it wasn’t worth my time but I am just mentioning it now to let it be known that my insights as always were correct and that their actions proved it as they often continue to tell on themselves.

( I never let anyone manipulate my situations and what I know to be definite truths )

I forgot all of the exact dates that they were trying to work on me through satanic measures ( I didn’t log it down but I remember that they always try to fuck with the energy in my left arm when they want to tamper with my jobs ) but you know like I’ve said before when you hurt one of their kind and/or get the best of them they join in together to retaliate.

( You’re not suppose to take up for yourself you are suppose to let them run over you and get away with their shit! )

Of course they did not win I am still doing very well and very good within my life. Just too busy to be on the internet sometimes but I am still on the scene and I still very much enjoy conducting my writing talents/abilities!!!

More Bullcrap! / Of Course, I Do Not Care Yet It Is Always Wise To Keep Aware!


Talk About Lies And Conjures Of Inventions, Oh Please Do Not Make Me Laugh

Bitch Really Needs To Give It Up:

Miss L is a fountain of Darkness and Hatred – voids of darkness can’t be healed. Please understand that no good can come of her, and that she is unable to feel love, she can only perceive it as weakness. And the Truth…to her…is what she conjures up. Mostly it’s lies and humiliations she invents to place others beneath her. It’s sad, because it’s all she knows. Namaste

Words Of A True Demented Master Manipulator Who Is In Deep Denial. (With Nothing Going On For Herself But Continuous Fakery/Along With Her Fraudulent Expeditions) What A Eternally Sick Chick!

The Year 2015 Just Came In And Still She Cannot Get Over Her Losses?

Every Rare, Honest, Good And Authentic Anointed Spirit Who Can See Into Truth Is “Dark”. Yet Ms. Spillman Lasitter Wolf Is The True “Light Of Being Or Information”.

(When She Or Others Lie On Me It Is Suppose To Be The Truth But When I Or Others Speak The Truth About Her It Is “So Called” Slander?)

Oh, This Shit Is Tired. It Is So Played Out. Go Get A Fucking Life And Stopped Worrying About What You Are Incapable Of Measuring Up To (“I”!).

You Can Continue To Blabber Your Bullshit About Me For Many Years To Come And Still It Will Never Alter Reality. All You’ll Ever Do Is To Continue To Show The Genuine Imbecile Asshole That You Truly Are!

Violet Skye’sThe Curious Caul
17 hrs ·

Wow why would you repost a private message I sent to you? So your followers could call me a vampire and make fun of me,shame on you Shannon! Hemlock Grove I don’t think so. So continue your hating on me. I really thought you could help me understand this En Caul stuff,but boy was I wrong,and will promptly admit it. Good luck with your endeavours. You don’t even known the first thing about me,that loving people regardless of their situation,I always help them then I decide to cut ties if necessary! Please don’t slander me anymore,thank you and good night.

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  • The Curious Caul Sweetie…you’ve confused me with Miss LaToya. She posted your email to her on her blog, in which you slandered me. And I responded to that, here. (When you deleted your emails to me, they were gone from my inbox as well, so I couldn’t have posted them. Nor would I have.) I always said I would help you, just as I help all cauls who ask – and our emails illustrated such. Be well.
    • Violet Skye’s What. Is it with people now days ? Crawling over each other to make themselves out to be something their not. Love thy neighbor I thought was one of the commandments,I guess that doesn’t apply in mainstream media venues like Facebook or Twitter. Its no wonder why humans will only account for 4% of the earths history,what a pity! They’re Such wonderful humans that will be passed by because humanity can’t get it together. Makes me not even want to try and be good to anyone or expand my consciousness to help this wretched society. I’m going to pray for understanding and forgiveness for us all! It breaks my heart and spirit when I think of this stuff. Wished I was just a normie! My apologies for upsetting you,I was misinformed.have a stellar peaceful day. Gerri aka Hakti Ger/violet sykes 4 u
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    • The Curious Caul Best we can do as Caul Bearers is to respond with love, whenever possible. And to recognize when others respond to us with love. I wish you could have recognized this in our emails – that I responded to you with love and respect, even when you misread me. But the deeply hurt spirit within, perceived a battle. We all need to heal, Gerri. Miss L is a fountain of Darkness and Hatred – voids of darkness can’t be healed. Please understand that no good can come of her, and that she is unable to feel love, she can only perceive it as weakness. And the Truth…to her…is what she conjures up. Mostly it’s lies and humiliations she invents to place others beneath her. It’s sad, because it’s all she knows. Namaste

“Offended” Is Not Necessarily The Equivalent As To Being “Hurt”/Although It Means The Same To Some There Is Actually A Big Difference To Those Who Sincerely Know



I am a very intellectual and analytical person by nature. I have always been very perceptive, unconventional, and very open-minded. And I have always had a very strong sense of self.

Now what I have learned growing up and had to try to understand is the way that some/certain people get their “feelings hurt” and what that actually means (It was indeed foreign to me-and that is no lie!).

I never would get hurt mentally or emotionally through what was supposedly considered “Damaging or “Wounding” within the eyes of those with a typical mind-set yet I did not realize in specific instances that others in particular who were limited in knowledge did not take it that way.

My mother would often tell me “Toya, you have no feelings.” Even people who were close to me knew that nothing really bothered me, I was just that way.

A neighborhood guy who didn’t even know me well enough came up to me on the street and said to me many years ago “You care/love animals more than you do people”.  I have to admit that he did discern me correctly.

Individuals often put their own insecurities on others. If they perceive something as a hurt and/or get offended by that same something in the like or what have you they will automatically assume that that is or will be another person’s same exact hurt.

I totally disagree, although, the majority of people or a great deal of the population are affected in that mode/fashion there are way too many other people within the world for everyone to actually feel and behave in the same.

610797-200The difference between being offended and actually hurt within my eyes and within reality is:

“Annoyed and Irritated”! (Just as “hatred” isn’t derived from fear or hurt)

I do of course get angry and pissed off at times depending on the mood and/or tolerance of the energy that is around me just like anybody else, especially and specifically if I am lied upon and other not so kosher/acceptable instances but it is not all of the time. It is stemmed entirely out of “anger” which is a natural and very healthy emotion. It is just how one goes about handling their hostility or rage.

And I usually just naturally dismiss and rebuff the offense because it does not and will not stay with me. It will quickly pass and it is all forgotten about.

One can be offended without being “mentally” or “emotionally” hurt. When one is hurt they “feel bad” or “distressed” (they can be angry at the same time too) over whatever the incident. If someone has a significant impact on them perhaps- “striking a nerve” of some sort it will resonate because it may “hit home”. The negative emotional affects will linger and the “mental” assault/attack will be prolonged as harm and injury has been caused upon the mind and spirit.

Many people do not intentionally set out to hurt another person’s feelings in fact most thoughtful people try to avoid that misgiving. In my life, though, there of course have been people who have deliberately said and have done things to try to “hurt” or “break” me to no avail.

They’d even prefer to believe that I was “faking” my strength or putting up a “front” (not everyone, just certain knuckleheads). Some people will even take one’s “kindness for weakness”.

The real deal is that those are imbecile or uninformed people who are not strong enough themselves and who are not wise enough to determine “cause”,  “effect” and “circumstance” so they cannot imagine no one else not feeling the pain in which they endure through the burden of their own lack of knowledge/self ignorance (they are limited in scope, view, and experience).

We all are the way we are for a reason. I always rose above and mastered my situations, recognizing myself as a spiritual soldier armed with qualities and characteristics innately bestowed upon me as a means for vital survival and as an instrument for influence and change.

I will always debate when necessary. I will always stand up for myself and I will always love and respect myself.

In Response To “Let It Go”/A Brief Exchange Of Communication


You’re wrong, I have not been offended yet I am turned off by ignorance. I am nowhere near anything like the average person. I do not get hurt by what people think or say or whatever else certain folks may want to assume and generalize by their false perceptions, nevertheless, people will believe what they want to believe and that is their own problem not mine.

Anyhow, I think that you’re very knowledgeable in what you believe and you are correct some people are deceived by demons and the like. However, I guarantee that what I possess (spiritual abilities) are very natural genuine gifts that I was born with and I absolutely did not have to do anything to obtain them. And my gifts get even stronger with age. It is all completely natural. The bible and the story of God is definitely not 100% the truth and I know this for a fact.

And again, I hope you do not take anything that I write the wrong way. If you met me in person and had a talk with me perhaps you’d take whatever that you may have misinterpreted in a different light depending on your mentality.

You are of a different culture with you’re own points of view and beliefs and whether you believe it or not I’ve had Jewish associates both religious and non religious and I am familiar with some of their modes of faith and we got along just great. We do not all have to agree but I do see truths that do make sense in what you have said and I do not doubt you either.

What is true and right for you is as real and the same as what goes for me within my reality. There is a whole lot that I could go into and would like to (you have good insight) but I feel that talking it over “verbally” gives a better approach and advantage for communication and clarification and feedback compared to just corresponding through writing.

P.S. It was so nice of you to take out the time to explain where you were coming from but don’t get me wrong I do not take bullshit personal I just do not have time for it (just speaking in general).


i never doubted you, as a jew we believe some genuine people exist but are told to assume that even if they are genuine G-d in the torah warned us that he banished these unseen beings, they cant communicate but with those but do not believe in the living G-d and instead believe in them, but the torah is clear that there are other g-ds and one must not put them over g-d or be tricked into it,

my ancestors Abraham, Sarah, Isaac, Jacob, the 12 tribes of Jacob aka Israel all where aware of shamanism and the unseen, that G-d banished these g-ds and their legions on the sixth day into a spirit world unlike the one we go to directly as men or the one we live in now, they where left un finished able to shape shift, breed, live and die, the older ones rule over many mischievous demons or submit to the will of g-d so they live thousands of years, fairies etc etc all the same shape shifters, G-d spared them only because they offered to serve him as testers to prove they are more worthy then man kind., but who ever believes in them are cursed, there are amulets i tibet made by monks and gurus requiring chanting and even sacrificing animals to bond with these demons, they hold monthly de possession sessions, its a all time high superstitious world Thailand, Tibet etc

But, i aint doubting you, just asking if your are SURE what you encountered is not a jinn, genea or demon (all the same) since angels only do what G-d tells them like robots and have no free will as we and those banished creatures?

The Shabbat i the book of genesis is a eternal commandment and testimony to the world who the final judge and ruler ad creator is, we sanctify it to rest with him, our father and shabbat means saturday in hebrew and not friday or sunday as in a sun god mithra or rome.

in any case, i love to meet or get to know people who have connected with or obtained keys to the unseen , but most likely they did something to obtain those powers, which are mostly illusion like our life when it passes., i take it people offended you in the past here, im not, i hope its true which makes it even more hurtful to anyone lying if its not, we are protected from all these deities but not from our own family members and community doing harm to one another, so no matter what sometimes hoodooo or something has to take place or we live in years of misery too.