Excellence

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LaToya Lawrence At Work 2As I was unable to attend the morning meeting in honor of outstanding employee accomplishments I was later handed an award by the store manager signed by him and my supervisor as I was among a few of the workers to receive recognition for duty throughout the years and it reads:

We express our sincere appreciation to LaToya Lawrence In recognition of your personal commitment, dedication, and performance.

I’ve always received certificates and awards during school and on my jobs and told how very good I was within the things that I do, however, I was never really fazed by it but I come to see how it is such a very nice and sincere gesture of hard-work and achievements not going unnoticed by those who count. And I am very gracious for the recognition.LaToya Lawrence Award At Work 1

 

The Peace Within

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wordsIn my own words as always:

Although a serious person I have always been one to constantly laugh and to consistently find the humor within a lot of things, even within the negativity of people I have to sarcastically mock, that is just within my nature.

We all have our deep moments here and there, however, no situation and no one have ever been able to take away the fun side of me and no one should ever let anyone or anything steal away their joy. I joke around and laugh everyday, even silently to myself sometimes as we cannot always express or demonstrate our amusement out in the open or to just any and everyone.

I’ve been in situations and circumstances in which others would have, or even have, considered being difficult periods that I would just swim on through with such ease and comfort. What may have appeared as a hardship to them was absolutely nothing to me because of my wavelength and disposition. I am as unconventional and laid-back as they come, occasionally too nonchalant.

Everything all depends on how we look at ourselves, the ethereal, the world around us, and the aspects in which that also surround within the universe. We are all distinct individuals in our own right.

white lionsI’ve been through too much far too early on in life on account of others at the age when I was totally innocent and blameless of any wrong-doing on up yet failed to lose my inborn high-spirited persona. I overcame tenaciously and was compensated gracefully.

I have too much love, knowledge and spirituality around me to not have peace and contentment inside.

Laughter keeps us healthy and love keeps us strong.

Love is found everywhere and within anything that attracts our senses gravely and valuably it is the essence of being within relation to our well-being, self love is priceless and the genuine love that is given to us does not come for sale.

Love has our backs and never lets us down and love would never allow anything to break it apart from us.

Love has many origins there is not just one source or vessel in which this intense affection stems and flows from or through.

We find and come across love in so many ways, forms and fashions the most vital thing is to cherish what mode attributed according to what shifts within harmony to our own unique states of existence.

words 2When I look at my life and where I am at and acknowledge the predicaments of others who are not as well off as me mentally, spiritually, physically and lifestyle-wise I recognize how lucky and fortunate that I am and that I never had to undergo anything within their severity.

So I just as those who have shared my experiences and that have walked in my shoes or similar ones we have a lot to appreciate, to be thankful for, and to look forward to through faith and belief in what hasn’t failed us yet. -latoya lawrence

 

Elated

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thank youI feel so good about myself as an individual and I am so very proud of who I am and of the woman that I have genuinely become through natural development and I cannot lie or deny that fact at all. 

I truly do like, love and respect myself and I am utterly satisfied as to where I do originate from within celestial state of being and occult lineage.

The identity that I was born with and that has expanded through out vital evolution will never be lost or stolen away from my possession.

Pure energy generates from within and radiantly exudes without.

Preservation:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/01/20/preservation/)

Illumination: Self Love, Self Respect:(https://misslatoya.wordpress.com/2013/05/05/illumination-self-love-self-respect-self-enlightenment/)

The Ties That Mysteriously Bind

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coffee and saucerI am not and have never been the jealous or envious type certain people, a lot in fact, have always been very jealous of me and all of this definite fact has not only been recognized by me but by many others who were cognizant of it at a time even before I myself was completely aware, they came and told me some even while I was still very young. I hadn’t even known the depth of envy and jealousy yet.

And with much experience growing up and then looking back I have examined and discerned with a “fine tooth comb” and yes it at times has burned me the fuck up how sick individuals have tried to maliciously interfere and to hold me back within life as well as they have tried and have also failed with others who were superior within their own leagues of existence.

I never dwelt on the ill will and ill intent of those who were inadequate because haters actually deep down inside hate themselves and I knew that they could never succeed within hindering me as I have always had too much fire and intelligence blazing inside of my own indestructible constitution.

I’d laugh at transparent manipulation tactics (ploys that were so obvious to me) and at the collaboration of those weak-minded souls who needed to desperately band together because by themselves they were never shit as they consistently gained their confidence (false sense of security) through the facades of their own pathetic little circles.

sweet treat heartsWhat I didn’t realize as a child as I do absolutely now is that everyone of those individuals have already and those who have accumulated along the way do reap much more worse than what they have sowed as at the first instant of dirty contemplation and deed it is “recorded” and “stored” for inevitable unbeknownst self reimbursement that automatically “tie” and “bind” here on earth and all to eternity.

Devious Contemplation:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2015/12/18/devious-contemplation/)

Evil Eye

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stalkerI am able to see many beautiful things out of my “big pretty brown eyes” many wonderful things that evil and ugly people cannot tarnish from around me.

The joy and the prosperity, the peace and the protection, the love and the respect, the knowledge and the blessings. All of the precious and priceless things that belong and come to the anointed and the well deserved.

No demon nor devil can spoil my contentment I am solid.

It is said that “money” is the root of all evil yet it seems to be more the “green eyed monster”.

Those spiritual and physical “stalkers” that are too much preoccupied with the lives of others because they do not have anything productive going on within their own.

The “tab keepers” who keep a track on the movements of the “enterprising” because they have no true purpose of their very own.

Those fraudulent souls who have no authentic identity and want to “steal” and to be just as the objects that are the most envied, the most desired within their pure “jealousy”.

Yes, want to look like me, want to act like me, want to talk like me, want to think like me, want to extra sensory perceive like me, then lie on me since one cannot duplicate the real me, and seek out to destroy me because unable to become me.

Oh, what a load onto me.

A baggage of someone else that I will definitely not carry, a burden that I would sure like to bury, a problem that I’d get rid of in a hurry, a bitch that I would love to seal into a ditch.

Oh, I can see why so frustrated of not being just like me as I am so hot that I hit that spot, I am so bad that I make you mad. There will never be another “cause their ain’t no other”, that is me “LaToya” not you “Mother fucker”.

What I say toward your “Evil Eye”- Goodbye!

Spook

One of the most ugliest and morbid of bitches that I have ever seen and/or came across no wonder the whore is so infatuated with a “princess” such as me. “So severely mentally ill need to go take a pill” and then go to sleep forever please do the entire world a favor and go away for good.

 

Miss LaToya

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2015-03-20-15-LaToyaLawrence3I was never the type to blast pictures/photos of myself over the internet ( I never thought it to be a wise idea. And I’ve never come across any pictures of myself on the internet)  or anywhere else for that matter. I’ve always been a very private yet open person.

Hell, I do not even normally take pictures although I have loads of pictures of myself during childhood.

Nevertheless, my jealous and evil black magic-doing “certain freak of nature relatives as well as certain enemies” had taken pictures of me to spread to others (when they weren’t pointing me out to people in the street)  in order to recognize me through out the years in the past while they would ineffectively harass and spread their lies in vain attempts to try to destroy me.

They all really thought that they were doing something.

All of their business and skeletons were out in the streets and they wanted to “out” me for not having any dirt so they all wanted to make up a bunch of silly shit.

2015-03-20-15-LaToyaLawrence5It eats them up so badly that they do not have anything negatively “real” on me!

That is why a lot of people “in particular” know who I am by face.

I have always been famous, a “star” within my own right without even wanting to be just through being unique, and a target for the jealous kind.

I, of course, knew what they were all up to as I have always been ahead laughing at them and at their own true torturous roads to self destruction. They never knew the depths of my knowledge, intellect, or gifts.

They never knew shit back then period. They were and are still lost and hopeless miserable souls.

They are well aware of the proficiency of my powers/talents now- because I had to show them all in not so much appropriate ways/fashions that I am also so very proud of. They’ll never know the definite heights of all that I possess and they do not need to.

It is none of their business!

2015-03-20-LaToyaLawrence4Since they love my “beautiful and youthful” face and innocent appearance so much I will be the one who truly controls the scene. I’ll air my own spotlight. I take the last photos in which “I truly own”.

I am just a very attractive unconventional solitary female what is the big fucking deal?!

This is literally me now at the age of forty earlier this year in 2015 at work doing a twelve hour three nights a week shift at the home of a retired lawyer/judge out in Massapequa, New York who was also by marriage related to a very famous well-known actress.

Doing only private duty I have come across the most beautiful homes of wealthy people.

When I tired of the home front I worked a twelve hour four nights a week shift for Dementia/Alzheimer patients at an residential assisted living facility out in Rockland county, New York that appeared more like the combination of a resort and a hotel.

2015-3-20LaToyaLawrence8I’ve worked in some very high class settings.

No matter where I’ve worked though I still have come across those “undesirable” co-workers who get intimidated by me then endeavor to make conflict.

It is mostly or usually the ugly and oogly looking beastly ones who like to fuck with me and it has been that way whether I was at work or at school or just in my own old neighborhood. Nevertheless, they are all very sick/warped minded kind of people.

No matter what I’ll always continue to strive. I’ll always continue to work. And I’ll always never give up on the professional writing and spiritual attainments that I was definitely born an meant to do and accomplish regardless of the negative energies that intend to hold me back.

I love the positive spiritual beauty and energy that is geared around me. I give praise to the good vibrations of the universe, my ancestors, orishas and special spirit guides.

LaToya Lawrence At Work

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Ultimate Respect

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dessertEver since I was a little girl one thing I remember about my mother is how she would always talk to me and share. I would do the same in return. I am a person who loves to talk and indulge in conversation when I am in the mood for it.

One thing my mother had disclosed to me is how she never ever had sex while she was pregnant with me. And I believed her one hundred percent and I still do til this day in that regard.

She is telling the honest to goodness truth.

When she told me that I felt so honored and it showed me how much love and respect that I was given while developing inside of her womb/uterus.

Yes, we hear so many times from doctors and educators that while a woman is pregnant the baby is protected by the amniotic fluid in the uterus and the mucous plug located at the cervix as they serve as barriers against wandering sperm and the thrusting of a penis.

And I am clarifying my knowledge of that “what is considered fact” because any time one happens to disagree or form their own opinion to specific topics others are quick to define them as being uninformed or imparting misinformation.

In life, we are taught things whether it be in school or within other structures but all is learned through experience. If it were not for study and experience how would we know?

In general,  no one has the right to classify someone as being uneducated for having their own point of view regardless of after hearing what is suppose to be fact.
ice cream dessert“Oh, I don’t want to hear that shit!” my mother would say of the notion of sperm and jolting not affecting an unborn baby. And I would laugh because it was funny to me.

“I wasn’t going to let no man be bumping up against my baby’s head and letting semen go into my baby’s food supply. That is why a lot of these kids are born so lustful and crazy now”.

The same thing about the Shingles virus. It is said anybody who had varicella virus/chicken pox may eventually develop that nasty rash infection.

“Oh, I don’t want to hear that shit!” my mother would say in regards to the way one is able to contract the Shingles. “They just say that because they don’t want to make everybody feel bad who comes down with it”.

In other words she was saying Shingles is like an std and in reality it sort of is because it is a form of herpes but some do not believe that it can be sexually transmitted but I personally do know two or three people in the past who had contracted it that way through oral and/or AIDS related sex.

I have to admit without a doubt that I feel the same way about pregnancy.

I don’t care what anyone else does with their body that is their own choice and their own business, however, with me personally it would be out of the question.

I have no absolute desire for a man to touch me period as I am asexual but hypothetically speaking if I was a pregnant woman I would not want or allow a man to touch me!

A complete violation to the atmosphere of my child’s developmental environment and I am so glad that my mother had felt the same or similar way that I do about the situation before I was even born.

And for that, no matter what else may have been said or done through out the confusion of negative influences that may have affected my mother in the near past I give her so much credit and appreciation for having given me the most “Ultimate Respect”.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Bless The One Who Has Their Own

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retreivers“You know, a lot of people are jealous of you and your mother”, a woman acquaintance who visited my home from the old neighborhood told me to my face years ago.

I was at the age of ten at the time and she had come to sit and visit with my grandmother when she acknowledged this revelation to me as we sat next to one another on the couch.

I didn’t say anything in return as I listened and took the message in then relayed the information back to my mother when she had arrived home later in the day.

The news wasn’t anything that was foreign or that my mother hadn’t already known within her own knowledge and intuition as to the negative emotions of certain others especially of those who’d gossip and/or spread false rumor just to let out their apparent insecurities and resentments to be openly identified by those who could thoroughly analyze and recognize them.

The lady’s communication was just a confirmation to a validation.

So pathetic how the jealousy and envy had followed us for decades up until now with circumstance rubbing their noses into the fact that my mother was a more competent parent within intelligence and capability and that their children were incapable of ever measuring up to the caliber of what I have and am able to further achieve within faculty and accomplishment.

To Elude The Truth?

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felineIsn’t it something when sick people who are extremely jealous and envious of us try to relentlessly stop us within life then attempt to blames us when or if difficulty occurs knowing all along that they were behind the sabotage to begin with?

As they deliberately try to cause damage for us through their duplicitous methods of intervention whether by lies and/or manipulation of circumstance they actually believe that we ourselves are suppose to be the scapegoat?

It was often so strange to me how these type of people considered themselves to be clever within their ominous ventures as their undertakings have always appeared and proved to be rather transparent within the keenly focused mind’s eye especially when the subject of their scheme was well aware of their own obvious talents and skill and logical reasoning of natural probability for success.

The red flag is automatically raised when particular essence according to bestowal does not properly go into fruition, so who is the genuine culpable fool?

“The New Craze?!”

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eggAbout a little bit more than a month ago or maybe two months by now the department store where I work at received a shipment of “Hatchimals” the latest kid fad that had sold out immediately.

Everyday people continue to come into the establishment asking about these furry toy animals that eventually hatch out of a large size egg and I wondered was that all that this source of entertainment actually did, was hatch out of a decorated egg without doing anything else because that is what it appeared like to me as I watched a clip of advertisement regarding the Hatchimals on the news a while back.

When I first saw the product and the box that it came in up close and within person I didn’t see or understand what all of the fuss was about as the item really didn’t attract my attention then after witnessing a more attentive observation over the broadcast my opinion of the toy went even lower.

I cannot see purchasing over fifty dollars for this item or running around in a frenzy trying to gain possession of it the way people have been doing for their children, to me it is not worth the effort.

Every time we get a new shipment of Hatchimals people are standing outside the store before it opens to be the first one to beat out another since they sell out so quickly.

Just today when I left out from work this morning after doing an overnight shift before the store opened a lady was pacing back an forth in front of the store out in the freezing cold (the weather is very brisk here in New York right now) questioning me about these Hatchimals and informing to me that she has been there every morning waiting for the opportunity to get her hands on one of those “surprise hatch” toys as the buyer doesn’t know what selection of animal/fowl is going to come out from that egg!

So when I got home I finally went onto the Hatchimal website just to get a bigger picture of what this shit was all about all the while knowing that it couldn’t exactly be anything that spectacular as the hype was making it out to be. Okay, I found out that this item is an interactive toy and I watched the video on the site as to how the Hatchimal functions and I burst into laughter at this phenomenon.

eggsNow I could see if the children were making such a fuss over “Georgie The Interactive Puppy” as he is cute and cuddly and actually responds to twelve commands and over one-hundred interactions within a pup-like manner, even the “Calico Critters” are cute as they have been out for years and they don’t do anything but not this nonsense.

Georgie also cost over one hundred dollars but is often on sale yet I would purchase that interactive puppy before I would ever dream of wasting money on that Hatchimal crap, however, every generation has its craze. For me it was Barbie back then and to me she and all of her accessories was well worth it and when I was coming up back in the day it was the Cabbage Patch Kids that was driving everyone crazy, I had seven of them dolls when I was a child.

Calm, Cool, “Caul” And Collected

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teddy-bearsAs an individual by nature I was always quite composed and sure of myself, never having any serious doubts yet thorough within analyzing any circumstance or possibility because I am someone who is fair and very open-minded and that doesn’t generalize or impetuously jump to final conclusions.

Though born with second-sight and having that sharp “eye” to see and perceive beyond the ordinary scope of what is considered normal I and we as “sensitives”, “clairvoyants” and “mediums” instantly read, feel and communicate energy, vibration, and situation as well as people and their own personal circumstances without and sometimes even with intention.

It is interesting how people with our faculty come across many individuals that constantly lie to us and attempt to hide things from us while all along we know the truth and can automatically view what they want and try to keep concealed as they’re not fooling anyone but themselves, we may even laugh and shake our heads at them.

Many individuals don’t understand how our paranormal abilities work as we all operate within distinct modes, some within similar fashions while others within the unusual or idiosyncratic, and often underestimate or downplay our capacity.

Many get angry at us for being able to supernaturally detect an instance and they fear us because they do not understand how we can know the things that we do without having to be physically present or personally aware by someone of an event or occurrence while it may take place as others have to tell them of those things for them to know and to hear about it, things that they find out on television or by reading a news paper we could beforehand already have had a vision, message, or dream about.

Often sometimes among certain individuals they believe that if they’ve never experienced something of a paranormal nature then it isn’t possible for it to come about or that is does not exist or that it is mistaken for something else.

Sometimes it is even envy or jealousy that comes into play as some people don’t want another to have an attribute that they do not have even though deep down inside they do know and believe within the obvious yet go into denial due to not wanting to accept and will raise questions to find a reason to doubt.

Even if particular individuals are aware of things we have to remember that it is just hard for them to “accept” certain truths in general.

I’ve been told that my psychic abilities are very intuitive by others who also have the “power” and also by those that do not but that are able to recognize or observe an aptitude within another individual’s presence and I have been greatly resented by some for being able to sense and to recognize things about others that the average human being could not detect just like quite a few of us have throughout our lifetime.

teddiesWe all go through things in life, however, we should never regret or be ashamed to acknowledge who we are and what we are about no matter how uncommon or unacceptable or “supernatural” that it is within society because if we do we are denying and repressing ourselves and that is not healthy or moral. As long as we are living productively and not bothering anyone why be afraid to self express and/or self identify?

I don’t know how to be anyone else but me and I wouldn’t want to camouflage just to avoid ridicule or confrontation.

We come out much better taking on the challenge yet I do understand those in particular who often have to play it safe due to their own set of circumstances and the vileness of others so we have to live and do what is within our personal best interest.

 

 

 

Eleggua

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coconutsI stay close to Elegba as we have a special bond that no one can break, he is one of my African soldiers, the chief among the others yet all of them maintaining their high roles, whether it is my Goddess Oshun, right hand man Ogun, grandfather Orunmila or backup man Ochosi.

I love Elegba, he is and has been so good to me, and it is unbelievable.

Never have I been able to trust so loyally within a divine spirit to do right by me than he and my other specific Orishas that reside within and around my life and upon the universe, not to mention all of the truth , guidance,  love and respect that they have all expressed to me.

I am still amazed whenever Elegba occasionally shows and let’s me know when his powerful spirit is surrounding me by giving me signs, whether he turned on the light bulb that was screwed into a fixture of my old house that wasn’t at all functioning to turning on the television set of my current home after I had turned it off among other astonishing yet plausible things.

I remember when Ogun use to unlock the lock to the front door of my old home on occasion a few days shortly after I’d correspond to him within ritual.

There are many genuine tales of testimony that I could share on behalf of the congenial relations between my Orishas and I along with my beautiful and loving ancestors.

I feel so honored to have been born into the lineage that naturally incorporated these special Deities into my life, where would I have been without the necessary properties of the caul that imparted me with the ability of extra sensory perception to acknowledge and to communicate with those intangible beings, vibrations, energies and forces that have been looking out for and watching over me long before I had even come to know about it?

They all had been with me since I was a baby, especially my ancestors.

coconut-and-spiceWhere would I be without their direction and protection aside from the nature of my very own birthright?

I just cannot believe how they have not failed me, they are so real, so sincere, they are so within accordance and within correlation to the individual that I am and within vibration and within our connections within the universe.

 

 

 

Quality Over Quantity Wins Every Time!

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Symptoms Of Voodoo/Black Magic by misslatoya

My name is LaSondra Bradford I believe I have voodoo and black magic on me by numerous of people

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misslatoya on November 16, 2016 at 11:12 am said:

When people have to join in and work together against you it is because they are weak. I know I’ve had a lot against me for years ever since I was a child. They believe their unity makes them stronger against those who they outnumber. They don’t know genuine strength.

One can be the most kind and silent with the vilest of resilience and one can be the most mean and loud with the vilest of cowardice and vice versa it all depends on the individual. Nice does not define one as being “soft” and mean does not define one as being “hard”.

A lot of nasty-natured people in general are sick and conflicted when their attitude is directed towards everybody “unnecessarily” it is not a sign of strength.

Only an extremely strong person can stand alone without any fear against an army and not be defeated and the reason is-and this is very important for you to acknowledge and to always remember since it is the very truth-because it is not the “quantity” it is all about the “quality”.

You can have millions of people against you let’s even say practically most of the entire world storming at your feet to demolish you yet if they aren’t shit and do not measure up to your caliber of intellect, spirituality, character, purpose and/or so on then their efforts are and will be within vain and they do not matter they are sure to fail.

They may not have the “eye” or “mind” to recognize or to fully discern all of the true value and/or attributes that are within their target. To them you may not be “shit” but if that were the honest truth why would they all put so much energy into trying so hard to tear you down and especially for so long? Why waste time (even though they really have no meaningful life) on a person that is nobody with nothing to offer themselves or anything or anyone else? It all speaks for it’s self! If you have nothing going for you no one will bother you because you will be just like them in their ignorant scope of view.

One person of “quality” would be able to mentally and spiritually tackle and survive literally thousands or millions of assholes of “quantity” with ease. There are some, though it may be rare in this day and age, that someone could put a gun to their head and they still would refuse to be controlled, and I know because that is just how stubborn I am when it comes to something I would never go against.

A person of substance does not need to form a group to build themselves up they are able to stand and conquer on their own because of their strong sense of self and foundation of being within their own mere existence, the mind is a very powerful thing and it is a weapon that is more mightier than any sword or number of people that have a lack of knowledge within the areas of numerous modes of distinction and variety.

Take all of those of “quantity” and get them alone by themselves with none of their fellow flunkies to run to and just see how far they will get and just how fast they will become a wimp, even when they attempt to struggle to put on their air of toughness you are able to clearly see through their facade. And they turn on one another also as they are not all true friends they use one another, lie to one another yet come together to devour those who are better.

Then there is the situation where coincidentally there are numerous of people who may work against one separately yet they are not at all working together or may not even know one another they’re just a number of single enemies for different very reasons of their own whom decided and just so happened to use or to be involved in the same method and source of vessel by reaching out to the many supernatural forces of Voodoo and Black Magic.

The necessary requirements are to spiritually block all and any from being able to cause harm and to bring any negativity of this kind into one’s life then to put up a spiritual shield that no one is able to break through not even a person of great spiritual power or supposedly great spiritual power (caulbearer, priestess, babalawo, curandera, santero, rootworker and etc…). Now how you want to go about that is entirely up to you and according to your own beliefs.

Another thing to remember is that not everyone can or will be helped no matter what because there is a such thing as karma to those who have to get back what they have put out-not that good people always have a happy ending and get rescued because life is very unfair and unjust for a lot of good people so good people often times are put through hardships that they definitely don’t deserve while no good people seem to have the lenient rode yet they themselves are suffering mentally with their own chains of demons and bondage of skeletons that their counterparts won’t and don’t let them live down so they are not truly happy as they have to live with a tight short leash wrapped around their necks by their own circle of fellow blackmailers and manipulators.

What I am saying is that a lot of people go around seeking help from Voodoo and the like or complain when bad things happen to them yet forget about the things that they may have done to others and a lesson or penalty just may have to be experienced and/or learned when they are unable to get any relief or remedy to solve their problems.

Life is mysterious and not always explainable and none of us have all of the entire answers even though some of us can interpret and see what many others cannot the enlightening thing about these circumstances and situations in which I definitely do know and believe is that none of this life is or will be a permanent state of familiar occurrence it will all end one day when transitions are made, and definitely one day when the world comes to it’s grand finale.

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Symptoms Of Voodoo/Black Magic by misslatoya

I am a victim of this kind of voodoo me and my husband our children also our complexion s and body structures are changing drastically we really need help.

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misslatoya on November 16, 2016 at 8:46 am said:

There are many forms of Voodoo and Black magic that will indeed manifest a physical response that is not natural as the negativity invades and violates the body and spirit.

Evildoers even at times also intentionally attempt to disfigure and/or to alter one’s appearance especially if or when one is attractive and appealing within looks and manner of being.

There are all types of motives behind the unscrupulous, the majority of evildoers are undesirable in every way they do not have any magnetic appeal except among others that are within their same category and often times they are not even acceptable or preferable among one another as they do not even want themselves or ones that duplicate their likeness within their many repulsive forms and fashion, and they desperately seek to take away from those that are the complete opposite of them whatever that may be according to the different levels of morbidity within their own disturbed mentality.

Of course, no healthy minded individual wants the unnatural strains of evil and negativity trying or succeeding to cloud their minds, dull their auras, create a mask of illusion to become a false truth by taking over their constitution.

The normal reaction would be to repel and seek to find a solution to rid oneself of this abomination.

Obviously in any case of an inflicted spiritual assault done by others or within the other worldly negative vibrations, energies, and/or forces that occur within our universe of uncertainty and corruption along with what is guaranteed and that is not tainted we have to go by and through the means that are necessary to get out of the unfortunate situation within a method that is going to work.

You would have to decide on what route you are willing to take depending on your beliefs.