Miss LaToya


2015-03-20-15-LaToyaLawrence3I was never the type to blast pictures/photos of myself over the internet ( I never thought it to be a wise idea. And I’ve never come across any pictures of myself on the internet)  or anywhere else for that matter. I’ve always been a very private yet open person.

Hell, I do not even normally take pictures although I have loads of pictures of myself during childhood.

Nevertheless, my jealous and evil black magic-doing “certain freak of nature relatives as well as certain enemies” had taken pictures of me to spread to others (when they weren’t pointing me out to people in the street)  in order to recognize me through out the years in the past while they would ineffectively harass and spread their lies in vain attempts to try to destroy me.

They all really thought that they were doing something.

All of their business and skeletons were out in the streets and they wanted to “out” me for not having any dirt so they all wanted to make up a bunch of silly shit.

2015-03-20-15-LaToyaLawrence5It eats them up so badly that they do not have anything negatively “real” on me!

That is why a lot of people “in particular” know who I am by face.

I have always been famous, a “star” within my own right without even wanting to be just through being unique, and a target for the jealous kind.

I, of course, knew what they were all up to as I have always been ahead laughing at them and at their own true torturous roads to self destruction. They never knew the depths of my knowledge, intellect, or gifts.

They never knew shit back then period. They were and are still lost and hopeless miserable souls.

They are well aware of the proficiency of my powers/talents now- because I had to show them all in not so much appropriate ways/fashions that I am also so very proud of. They’ll never know the definite heights of all that I possess and they do not need to.

It is none of their business!

2015-03-20-LaToyaLawrence4Since they love my “beautiful and youthful” face and innocent appearance so much I will be the one who truly controls the scene. I’ll air my own spotlight. I take the last photos in which “I truly own”.

I am just a very attractive unconventional solitary female what is the big fucking deal?!

This is literally me now at the age of forty earlier this year in 2015 at work doing a twelve hour three nights a week shift at the home of a retired lawyer/judge out in Massapequa, New York who was also by marriage related to a very famous well-known actress.

Doing only private duty I have come across the most beautiful homes of wealthy people.

When I tired of the home front I worked a twelve hour four nights a week shift for Dementia/Alzheimer patients at an residential assisted living facility out in Rockland county, New York that appeared more like the combination of a resort and a hotel.

2015-3-20LaToyaLawrence8I’ve worked in some very high class settings.

No matter where I’ve worked though I still have come across those “undesirable” co-workers who get intimidated by me then endeavor to make conflict.

It is mostly or usually the ugly and oogly looking beastly ones who like to fuck with me and it has been that way whether I was at work or at school or just in my own old neighborhood. Nevertheless, they are all very sick/warped minded kind of people.

No matter what I’ll always continue to strive. I’ll always continue to work. And I’ll always never give up on the professional writing and spiritual attainments that I was definitely born an meant to do and accomplish regardless of the negative energies that intend to hold me back.

I love the positive spiritual beauty and energy that is geared around me. I give praise to the good vibrations of the universe, my ancestors, orishas and special spirit guides.

LaToya Lawrence At Work











The Ultimate Respect


dessertEver since I was a little girl one thing I remember about my mother is how she would always talk to me and share. I would do the same in return. I am a person who loves to talk and indulge in conversation when I am in the mood for it.

One thing my mother had disclosed to me is how she never ever had sex while she was pregnant with me. And I believed her one hundred percent and I still do til this day in that regard.

She is telling the honest to goodness truth.

When she told me that I felt so honored and it showed me how much love and respect that I was given while developing inside of her womb/uterus.

Yes, we hear so many times from doctors and educators that while a woman is pregnant the baby is protected by the amniotic fluid in the uterus and the mucous plug located at the cervix as they serve as barriers against wandering sperm and the thrusting of a penis.

And I am clarifying my knowledge of that “what is considered fact” because any time one happens to disagree or form their own opinion to specific topics others are quick to define them as being uninformed or imparting misinformation.

In life, we are taught things whether it be in school or within other structures but all is learned through experience. If it were not for study and experience how would we know?

In general,  no one has the right to classify someone as being uneducated for having their own point of view regardless of after hearing what is suppose to be fact.
ice cream dessert“Oh, I don’t want to hear that shit!” my mother would say of the notion of sperm and jolting not affecting an unborn baby. And I would laugh because it was funny to me.

“I wasn’t going to let no man be bumping up against my baby’s head and letting semen go into my baby’s food supply. That is why a lot of these kids are born so lustful and crazy now”.

The same thing about the Shingles virus. It is said anybody who had varicella virus/chicken pox may eventually develop that nasty rash infection.

“Oh, I don’t want to hear that shit!” my mother would say in regards to the way one is able to contract the Shingles. “They just say that because they don’t want to make everybody feel bad who comes down with it”.

In other words she was saying Shingles is like an std and in reality it sort of is because it is a form of herpes but some do not believe that it can be sexually transmitted but I personally do know two or three people in the past who had contracted it that way through oral and/or AIDS related sex.

I have to admit without a doubt that I feel the same way about pregnancy.

I don’t care what anyone else does with their body that is their own choice and their own business, however, with me personally it would be out of the question.

I have no absolute desire for a man to touch me period as I am asexual but hypothetically speaking if I was a pregnant woman I would not want or allow a man to touch me!

A complete violation to the atmosphere of my child’s developmental environment and I am so glad that my mother had felt the same or similar way that I do about the situation before I was even born.

And for that, no matter what else may have been said or done through out the confusion of negative influences that may have affected my mother in the near past I give her so much credit and appreciation for having given me the most “Ultimate Respect”.








My Yoruba Deities/Oshun


seasonalI love it when I am surrounded by the presence of my own personal Orishas who never cease to amaze or to disappoint me.

They are loyal and very sufficient along with my good ancestors.

As my Orishas take turns as the leads of my life and take turns working together within my worlds naturally directing and affecting/effecting chance and change in the favor and in the accordance with the universe they serve as extremely beneficial guides and protectors.

This is pumpkin season and what other better reason than to mention the beautiful “river goddess” Oshun.

Oshun and I go way back! I remember the first time I received her honey-colored beads.


And I remember the first time I gave/offered her a cute little pumpkin along with some honey years ago. I buried it with a ritual and experienced some of Oshun’s fierce power as she invited and took me along on a comfortable and relaxing “spiritual float/travel”. She was so ecstatic because I gave her the pumpkin not to just get something in return but only truly from my heart and out of pure gratitude.

Oshun has shown and given me nothing but love, respect, insight, peace and safety.

And again this year she gets a cute little pumpkin out of the appreciation that she deserves!








Veneration to you Oshun!

Got Me “LaToya Lawrence” Literally Down To A Tee!!!


capture(Special Note: This Article Is Just Not Mainly About Me. There Are Others Who Could Find (their names/spiritual numbers), Read, And Possibly Identify With Their Own Celestial Realities). Some people do not like the truth and some just cannot deal with or handle the truth in general. However, I have always been a lover of truths as well as a teller of the truth no matter who did not like it and when I first came upon this material that I copied and posted below I could not believe how accurate is was. It’s as if someone genuinely sat me down and read me with the deepest of facts and spiritual knowledge of my well-being and existence.

I have always been a believer and lover of astrology/zodiac and the like. Whoever wrote this material actually has “deep” legitimate insights and elaborate details that are undeniable.

I, LaToya Lawrence, am very impressed!


Name Latoya Lawrence etymology & traits for life path nr 11

Ruling Planet: The Moon
Colors: Green, Cream
Gemstones: Pearl, Jade, Moonstone
Qualities: Charismatic, Inspiring

Character and personality traits to this life path number:
Visionary, idealistic, teacher, sensitive, a perfectionist, aloof.


  • The number 11 is the number of spirituality, magic and mysticism.
  • General meanings for 11 are: spirituality, intuition, wisdom of the soul, charisma, knowledge, awareness, draw from the faith force call of the soul, but also suggestibility, instability and vulnerability.
  • With a 11 in the properties you are a sensitive and creative person, with a great interest in art, spirituality and culture and have great confidence. You have to support the power to help people even when they find themselves in an uncomfortable unpleasant situation.
  • In a personal eleven year, you should pay attention to the union of body, mind and soul. It is a year of inspiration. Learn to trust your intuition. Live out your feelings and try acting on intuition.
  • From a spiritual point of view the 11 symbolizes imperfection. The 11 has the capability of ideas becoming reality. We are talking about taking things in, approaching them and growing.


Numerology meaning for the name Latoya Lawrence

lunchThe life path number of Latoya Lawrence is 11. The number 11 is a master number. Numerology number eleven is related to light and is regarded as the teacher. Knowledge is enlightening and helps to live consciously. You are an idealist a dreamer and sometimes a mystic. Since you have a lot of vision, you should be an inspiration for others. You have the gift to open doors and help others to achieve more. You should follow your hunches, because you’re psychic. You are a good speaker and people like to listen your stories. You should learn to be more practical and start thinking about creating real plans and writing them down. Otherwise you tend to live too much in the clouds and nothing gets accomplished. Learn to respect appointments and start being on time. They are wise and intuitive. Often clairvoyant with extremely sensitive feelers for vibrations and extrasensory perception. Can be a spiritual teacher for others. Also sudden changes and unforeseen events do not make them lose composure, because elevens know that change is the only certainty in life. For a long time you are on the spiritual path. You’ve been a very long time on the spiritual path, maybe even more than one incarnation. You have learned through spiritual evolution a lot about the mysteries of life and death. You possess courage, talent and leadership. You are intelligent, wise, intuitive and often prescient, with extremely sensitive extrasensory perception skills and a strong inclination to the spiritual. At the same time you have the power to take on many changes and unforeseen events. The key words here are altruism and society. You came to the unique incarnation of the examiner. You must learn to love thy neighbor as thyself and take it to your deeds. Your strong intuition gives you valuable wisdom and inspiration! Eleven is one of the most difficult vibrations, since it requires a constant high level. You must learn to be patient and at the same time able to make quick decisions. You need to consider the balance between exploration of material, physical life and invigorating spiritual life, which is based on your own understanding. You can be successful in the field of science because you are attracted to all the new inventions and discoveries. You might want to choose an astronomer, astrologer, or a bible researcher and interpreter of the profession. You are original and creative. You can be a teacher, writer, philosopher, orator. He gives courage, power and talent with strong leadership skills.
477342-200The life path number of Latoya Lawrence is 11. Life path number eleven is a master number. Inspirational poetic idealistic aesthetically driven, exceptional famous spiritual Enthusiastic fanciful As one of the master numbers indicate the eleven from the potential to change other people’s lives. With the destiny number eleven you can inspire others with your enthusiasm and teaching ability. It may be that you personally feel your destiny number eleven as a test, because this number drives you to a life ideal to serve a mission. Working despite (or thanks to?) your nervous energy and the pressure under which it puts you. It is quite possible that they you be known or even famous (at least in your own environment). A sensitive, caring and artistically gifted you behave supportive, inconspicuous, diplomatic and friendly. You need a partner or spouse. Learn to wait and be patient while working behind the scenes. Since you tend to analyze over things, you work well in groups that need attention to detail. The team steps up their imagination by being uplifted by you. You have the power to influence others and lead them through their imagination to higher knowledge (or a new way of looking at things). Realize that you can have access to your former self. Elevens are old souls (who have their life lessons well integrated). You are able to visualize concepts and put them into reality in order. Do not live a life that only embraces fantasy, instead of taking life the way it is. Opportunities may arise for you in psychology, (because of the associated with the eleven spotlight), in apprenticeships, as an analyst of any kind and in consultation theater world (healthy human mind and intuition).


The Perfect Day!


Delicious Day! 

157012-200About two and a half weeks ago I had a regular routine monthly staff meeting with my colleagues.

The executive director there at my place of work gave me a thank you card signed with a greeting wishing me success in the advancement of my career along with two free AMC movie tickets.

Well, this afternoon I along with a guest of mine used those movie tickets and enjoyed a wonderful day at the theater.

We went to see “The Perfect Guy” (premiered yesterday nationwide)  which was a very good suspense thriller. The film was so great I really enjoyed my outing today!

Hadn’t been to the movies in a while it was nice to relive my ole stomping ground! Woo-hoo!!!

“The Big Four O” Still Young And Lively


BaBy Toya

My Beautiful Li’l Baby Photo

How Lovely To Look Back 

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I turned forty years old this year. What A long time on this sick earth. I’ve endured a beautiful life thanks to the spiritual advantage of circumstance.

The fantastic climax (ultimate blessings) surely to come soon or eventually.

The certain rotten tribulations that I was not meant to endure yet sometimes had to undergo never reflected it’s ugly head on my aura and/or appearance. No demonic strains ever taking a toll on my bearing.

Living a lifestyle of truth and exceptional spirituality.

The beauty and power of the universe, my ancestors, and my orishas shine radiantly upon me.

“Oh how lovely to the Peace, Purity, And Protection that still surround me.

I’ll always Love You Baby Girl 

“Your beginning leads to the future, your future” – My Spirits inform to me

Go Figure?: Food For Thought



I think it was sometime in April that I was sitting up in orientation for one of my other occupations ( I always keep more than one job on the back burner ). I can hold down two or three jobs at a time. I can be a workaholic!

Anyway, while I was in or at orientation you know the usual is filling out a number of papers such as tax forms, employment agreements/acknowledgements, work availability and so on. So one paper came across race/ethnicity and I asked the lady heading the class if it was okay for me to list more than one nationality because there are the options to do that these days.

“Yes, whatever you identify with”, the lady directing orientation had informed to me.

And, of course, I identify will all of who I truly am.

Out of nowhere this dark skinned trashy/dope fiend-looking illiterate-sounding undesirable up in age female butted in my address uttering some shit about “I am whatever my father is”.

She stated something about that is how the government sees it.

I told the bitch that I do not go by the government, I go by reality.

The female then related to me that what she was saying all goes back to “science”. The ole egg and sperm dilemma.

It instantly started to come to me what was really behind her trivial outburst.

She tried to infer that genes along with sex is strictly determined by the father regardless of the attributes of the mother. I had to correct this bitch but I did it in a way without giving her too much information and she shut up.

What I did not get into with her is that the male does not solely determine the sex of a child it is a combination of both parents which determines the sex of a child. Even some men are hung up in that false ego bullshit.

Shouldn’t she have learned a very long time ago that all the gametes in the women’s eggs carry the X chromosomes while within the male’s sperm carry only half the X and half the Y chromosomes-both about a fifty-fifty match. And that the male sperm is only a factor variably in producing the sex of a child-meaning that the circumstance is scientifically indefinite/unpredictable.

Of course our sex is naturally predetermined by fate beforehand from a spiritual standpoint/point of view and turn out of events but “If the male’s X happens to hit the female’s X it’s a girl, if the male’s Y hit’s the female’s X it’s a boy”, you dumb bitch!

Also where she was stupid at was saying “I am what my father is” in regards to race/ethnicity when she didn’t even fully know his background just making assumptions while lashing out and trying to get back at me.

If I were truly what my father was dispelling my mother and his mother that would make me a 100% full blooded Cherokee Indian because that is what his father was. Did the stupid bitch know that? “Hell no!” 

What all this really was about I picked up was that this person knew that I considered my father and his side of the family to be “trash” ( and in reality they truly are ) and since she also was trash that was her way of trying to retaliate against me for not acknowledging their kind in any relation to me.

I am sorry but there are no trash traits within me and I do not apologize for that! My strong substantial bloodline of the family comes from my mother’s side I don’t even have my father’s blood type thank my lucky stars!!!