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What In The Hell?

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At one of my jobs recently I’ve worked a permanent shift at a hospital for a hospice patient every day and the night before yesterday on Monday the lady that comes in to relieve me to do the overnight shift said to me in regard to our patient, “I hope she makes it another two weeks because I really need the money”.

Then last night when this lady comes in again to relieve me of my shift she asked me if I think that the patient will last till the weekend, hoping that she would live long enough only to fill up the hours adding up to a nice size paycheck.

This woman who we are looking after is on the verge of death as it is obvious that she may go at any time now has a family that comes to visit her every day that is grieving for her and can’t bare to see her this way suffering and on her way out yet all that this fellow caregiver is worried about is getting paid.

I understand that this is our duty and not any volunteer work and that we are doing our work to actually get paid, but damn.

And the thing about the situation is that she acknowledged to me that she has cared for the woman before at the assisted living facility where she lived and how nice, caring, and hospitable this old woman was to her and claims that if she dies it is going to hit her, meaning that she is going to feel some emotion. Seems like bullshit to me if it was really going to hit her she’d be more concerned about the woman living long enough to spend a little more time with her family and not to earn an extra few dollars, shit, get a second job.

In fact, everyone expressed to me how sweet this little old lady was the first evening I met her she grabbed my hand and kissed it.

I remember this past December when I worked ten hours a day five days a week at an assisted living facility where I watched over a lady who suddenly had a death in the family (her son) and one of her daughters offered for me to stay through out the rest of my shift as family members had gathered together there with her and had planned to take her out for dinner.

I had refused. I cut my shift short; the private agency that I worked for even said to me “You don’t mind cutting your hours short and not getting paid for the rest of the full time hours for that day?”

“No”, I had told her. “Not under the circumstances”, as I was the one that suggested that I’d leave for the day in the first place to give them their privacy and space. To me, it was the principal of the matter whether the family cared or not.

 

 

 

 

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Inner Voice

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Spirit is and has constantly been there for me. Spirit has never let me down and that is so amazing to me. And it is so astonishing because although that I have tremendous faith in what I know and believe still I never take anything for granted and I think that is why I continue to be carried so securely by spirit.

The celestial support that I unceasingly receive is very touching and so much appreciated and it is also additionally grounding. I naturally and genuinely treasure what is surrounding me and as I am in harmony and in balance with the quintessence of my existence, the alignment of my dimensional position within the universe that is in relation to inclination, I thrive.

The peace that is around me is so wonderful.

I was always a positive individual that exuded positive energy and I always knew what was going to work for me and what wasn’t going to work out from a very early age because I always had a very strong sense of self. And as my energy was always good it was always the negative energies of others that would constantly interfere.

Just the simple condition of not being within the presence of certain types of people (especially undesirables) is so rejuvenating and liberating, and oh so very healthy for the mind, aura and spirit. That circumstance has consistently been a major factor to my happiness and well-being as a highly spiritual individual.

Everything is so clear, clean, and beautiful living in the compatible arrangement of my own preordained nature. A nature of authentic serenity that some of us are blessed with when we continue to choose and remain on the paths that are correct for us.

When we hear and listen to that inner voice of spirit it never guides us in the wrong direction we become one within distinction and within the truths of our lives and where we’re going.

Spirit helps us to make important decisions, gives us the confidence and courage to take risks and to make the most vital of changes that prove to all turn out for the better and I am a living testimony!

Love is so durable and I feel it all around me and I just love the love. Love makes us strong, love makes us powerful, and love makes us who we are! Love is not corny yet it is often underestimated and it is why spirit has us within the first place.

Without the love, care, and protection of the specific energies around those of us in particular we’d be lost and alone as long as we have the loves of the light we will prevail.

 

Ancestral Contact

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Norm said 20 hours ago

Can you help me to know in what way
I can be in contact with my ancestors

You said 2 minutes ago

You have to do it in the way that is the most befitting to you. And if you want a more in depth detail explanation for yourself personally I’d have to focus and channel deeply into you to get further into your vibration.

In and from my own personal experience my ancestors were around and watching over me far before I had any knowledge of their presence having been within my life.

There was a time years ago when they were trying to get to me intensely yet didn’t have enough of the energy to do so. I coincidentally (now in hindsight I know that it was spirit back then moving and guiding me into further enlightenment so that I would be cognizant, in connection, and of help to my dear loved ones) reached out to a Yoruba Priestess that explained to me what to do in order to aid them within their previous intention. From then on, I haven’t needed any outside assistance within my ancestral relations.

Just like my Orishas came looking for me my Ancestors were nothing that I had originally sought after as they were already there from the beginning of my life watching and waiting for the day and time when I was fully ready to understand and accept my role of the bestowals that were inherently passed down. I accepted without hesitation and with genuine absolute grace as what I was born into came natural. How could I reject myself? It never crossed my mind, if anything, the missing pieces of a puzzle had as a relief to me finally come together.

We cannot go after anything that isn’t meant for us and have it meet our required purpose within harmony. What is designed for us will manifest itself divinely when we are open and in balance with the channels of our own unique foundations.

Would you want to connect with just any ancestral relative, particularly one that was of a negative energy? I think not, if you are not of that same negative energy. You have to be very cautious and careful to who you deal with and let in both here in the physical world as well as when you link in to the spiritual realm.

When you prepare an altar or any type of veneration method according to your own nature or preference for your Ancestors your motives and intentions should be completely sincere. It should purely be out of love, loyalty and respect as they have been motivated by love and respect into loyally aiming to keep us safe, nurtured, and ongoing and with fruition.

Our ancestors are all around us and we can connect and communicate with them within ways that are identifiable unto us as we recognize the familiarity within their routines and how they interact with us on a continual basis.

How we associate ourselves with our ancestors and call upon them are all not one in the same as many of us speak and work with them in different ways.

Veil/Discernment

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Omar said 16 hours ago

Miss Latoya,

Thank you for your reply and insights. It was very refreshing. I will be reading it more than once in order to get the full meaning! When you spoke about the negativity that we encounter serving to push us toward our intended purpose it was like a light bulb being lit. Throughout my life I have had family members and friends that I genuinely cared for that would betray my loyalty at the first opportunity that they had. It took decades before I began to force myself to see them in the light that they were showing me instead of the light that I had wanted them to have. Slowly I realized that I just wanted to have people that understood me and this put me in a situation to experience that negativity over and over again.

Now, I am beginning to consider my life and past actions more in hindsight and can see how it was necessary for me to have those relationships and experiences that were so painful at the time.

At this point in my life I am focused on being a person that God can use. I spend a lot of time alone or either with my daughter. I research all types of subjects and write down my ideas and thoughts. I get ideas in my sleep and wake up to write them down. I write poems, rhymes, short stories etc. I know that there is a purpose for my being here.

In the Bible, in multiple instances, it talks about having wise counsel. Growing up, I had always been the person in the group that was into thinking a few steps ahead of actions. Many times this would spoil plans and cause conflicts with who ever was the “leader” of the group at that time. I have always felt like I was a leader, but at those early ages, becoming the leader meant you had to be the baddest, and this was never my forte.

It seems like I am babbling, but what I am getting at is that I was attempting to be a wise counsel in those early years, but my counsel was not being appreciated because the leadership was unworthy.

Now, at this stage in my life, after my many experiences, I know that I am a leader. Even if it is only being the leader of myself, of course with Gods counsel, I must have wise people that are aware and are blessed to live outside of the scope of our everyday reality that I can hear from in times of uncertainty.

I appreciate you for your willingness to share your perspective and your spirit with me.

God Bless you Sister

You said 0 minutes ago

First of all, your ongoing words were not at all to me of any sort of annoyance or of a babbling content it was wonderful.

When it is necessary and proper within the alignment of instinct and tendency even for reasons that you may not be able to explain or even understand initially but know deep within your heart, mind, and soul that it is vital you have to let go and release because there is a need for our truths to be revealed from without ourselves unto the universe as we become further empowered and protected to move on to the next level.

A little side note: Have you ever noticed how people will confess and reveal to us their secrets and burdens, tell us things that they haven’t shared with anyone else, then admit to us “I don’t know why I’m telling you this?”.

That has happened to me on many of occasion. The powers of the caul will draw out information from others without us having or wanting to seek out their disclosures, even negative people that are enemies will express their guilt or discretion and even tell on their other counterparts.

Now back to what I was saying: Sharing and exchanging our words of experience and journey is very beneficial to all of us that are resourceful and conducive even to the most advanced of individuals.

We as gifted children within our own category of unique and spiritual talents that are “energetically inspired” and determined have all at one time or another had questions and have searched for answers and have wanted serious discussion from others who are “like us”. It is delightful and refreshing to come across some one who understands you and that you can trust and that genuinely has good intentions toward you within your quest for guidance or clarity.

Oftentimes in reading or hearing about another person’s story we may identify some of our own closely related issues and/or experiences and other common threads that bind or connect us together. We can take certain aspects or solutions that may apply to us or our lives and use them as stepping stones.

When we share to the very few “right” type of people whether within the presence of some one that we personally know or just in correspondence to someone that we connect with in some way or just even expressing our words and thoughts through writing and other modes of creativity it is very therapeutic and cathartic.

And some of us are ignited by divine spirit to bring forth messages through our own gifts and special talents. We are the very vessels that truth and knowledge will exercise itself through for whatever purpose that is within accordance to us and our journey.

I just want you to know that you seem to me to be a individual that is very intelligent and that is on the correct path and that has the strength, insight/knowledge and personal experience to make it through anything in order to succeed in whatever it is that is destined for you.

However, as I am sure that you already know when you are of the “light” the darkness will always attempt and try to shadow your path to hinder your walk and prevent you from arriving to where it is that you are suppose to go.

As people who are born to be leaders and not followers we value order, logic and responsibility and we are very trustworthy because we are very dependable and reliable. We are characterized by our “high thinking” and “high level of spirituality”. We have a clear manner of thinking and we pay attention to the details that other individuals overlook and negativity is not a fan of that at all.

The darkness can never overpower the light but at the same time we have to never let that “nasty wind” be strong enough to ever blow out our “beautiful sparkling flames”.

Veil

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Omar said 20 hours ago

Hello Miss Latoya,

I’ve been told that I was born with a caul. My mom told me a story about an older black woman being in the room that she had never seen before and didn’t see again after that when I was born, she was the one that handed me to my mom. She told my mom that I had been born with a veil. My mom also said that she heard the other nurses in the room asking “what is that” when I was coming out. Well, I don’t have visions or communicate with the supernatural. I have had some extraordinary dreams though. I have tried my best to live a “regular” life, often times forgetting about being a caul bearer and just trying to blend in. But I have always looked at most people around me as being “kind of slow”. I know that it is not right to think that way, but most times I just don’t understand the motivations of people. I feel like they weren’t taught anything or haven’t been raised properly.

I would like to open a line of communication with you just to see if you can give me any insights about what I’m supposed to be doing out here.

You said 0 minutes ago

Hi Omar,

Some of our powers are different and/or are stronger than others yet circumstances of various distinction fits within all levels of range and you should never “estimate” your value or “validate” yourself in comparison to other individuals that are said to be born with the veil as you yourself are the true identification of who you are and the true definition of who you are suppose to be if you truly choose to accept yourself.

There is so much more to being born with a veil than just seeing visions and/or having “direct” communication with the supernatural (remember that there are plenty of people on the earth that were “not” born with veils but that have had paranormal experiences) although those elements are indeed a big part of the association of our genuine caul births.

However, there are other distinguishing factors, attributes and characteristics that are also defined within us as “special” individuals, your supernatural connections may have went unrecognized/unnoticed as they are inevitably able to materialize within all forms and fashions invisibly and oftentimes manifest within our mode of intellect and mode of comprehension and other natural skill and talent that you may not have identified in relation to mystical interaction (just as spirit is working through me right now as I write this post).

We are magical beings in all a numerous of aspects.

So you do not casually or constantly have to come upon visions of the past, present, or what is to come or see and/or talk to spirits as many of us do to qualify you as one being born more or less with preternatural abilities in regard to the caul.

Supernatural communication is not always exhibited without us but is also displayed within us and will come out through our expressions and that is of what is expressed around us that is not always obvious unto us and other people surely are able to see it and are impacted by it yet they cannot explain or describe it and it attracts to us a lot of attention, and attention around us that we do not necessarily want or deserve when it is especially of a negative kind.

I’d advise any good person of the veil to never try to blend in as we were meant to stand out. Why camouflage within the mixture of repetitiousness that is within our society when clearly we shine? How can you live a regular life when you are extraordinary? Why would you want to?

When you are open to who you are and to your own nature regardless of whatever conflict and/or misconception that may occur from others your nature will become more open to you and the negativity from others will serve as a tool into bringing you closer and into union with what is in relation to you within and through out the universe as it will fiercely unite, guide and protect you within your own personal and spiritual zone.

It takes courage to be your authentic self especially within the presence of the vileness and ignorance within the world but when we truly don’t care and are motivated by our own truths and determination we are innately free of that and are unaffected by any judgment or criticism and we are properly rewarded for our loyalty through maintenance and sustainment but you must have foundation.

If you perceive most people around you or that you come into contact with to be kind of slow it is because you are ahead of them in more ways than one and because some of them just aren’t on the level to begin with and it has absolutely nothing to do with academics.

A lot of people are accustomed to a limited mode and scope of life, and a limited view of thinking, and when certain others come along with a mystical spirit, higher insight or a unconventional/unorthodox way of living and manner of bearing that is completely honest and natural yet foreign to them it incites controversy.

Many individuals are only familiar with one method and approach and don’t know anything else but think that they know everything therefore they treat and conduct all and one in the same when there are plenty of us that differ greatly within mentality and emotion ( some of us have absolutely no emotion toward what they feel we should) and because we do not fit into the typical category within their limited “reasoning” of knowledge and understanding we are often attacked or underestimated.

People don’t know how to deal with what they do not know about and a lot of individuals weren’t taught correctly and they weren’t raised properly a lot of people don’t know what life is really about as they have been subconsciously and subliminally trained through this society and it’s falsities and bull-crap.  A lot of the “programming” starts in school and within the church.

As a spiritual person of the caul I naturally sensed things weren’t right early on and adapted to what I experienced as the truth as I learned and discovered through having a mind of my own, us that are born with second-sight inherently are set apart from the rest of the world and aren’t so easily misled as we are rooted and fixed within a reality that travels beyond what is the physical realm alone.

Harmonic Truths

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I am truly blessed and that comes along with being a very good person who has led a genuinely clean life within distinction and harmony within my own personal legitimate universe and spirituality, no one has anything on me and no one can and will ever be able to touch me because I am shielded and protected by much love, respect and authority (Divinity) just as many of us that are grounded within the foundation and truth of what “is” in relation to our own existence, journey, and destiny.

I love and enjoy having a peaceful life and never having to personally be bothered with undesirables although we as positive and/or anointed people have to here and there constantly by nature hold our own and defeat as well as fight up against the negative people and evil principalities as they both go hand and hand that we come into contact with in our profession or daily outings that is just an unfortunate part of life within this realm, however, we are equip for each and every battle.

Keeping busy and maintaining adequate amounts of rest while living my life requires harmonic balance and consistent faith in what will carry me through. It is so fantastic how when we are authentic and unwavering as individuals how it magnetically draws the continuance of a loyal sustaining ongoing natural energy of perseverance and advantage. With the never ending fortunate outcomes there is never any doubt as long as one never fails to defeat their own purpose within the definition that is unto them.

Ignited By Inspiration

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Warning/Beware by misslatoya

Justmoon said 1 day ago

Love love love your words I read at a a true juncture of almost self doubt and self determination. Thank you

You said 2 hours ago

Bravo to you! When it comes down to genuine determination there is absolutely no doubt within self as far as I am concerned that would be a contradiction within itself.

Stay encouraged, stay confident, and most of all stay fierce.