Category Archives: Creativity

Bless The One Who Has Their Own

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retreivers“You know, a lot of people are jealous of you and your mother”, a woman acquaintance who visited my home from the old neighborhood told me to my face years ago.

I was at the age of ten at the time and she had come to sit and visit with my grandmother when she acknowledged this revelation to me as we sat next to one another on the couch.

I didn’t say anything in return as I listened and took the message in then relayed the information back to my mother when she had arrived home later in the day.

The news wasn’t anything that was foreign or that my mother hadn’t already known within her own knowledge and intuition as to the negative emotions of certain others especially of those who’d gossip and/or spread false rumor just to let out their apparent insecurities and resentments to be openly identified by those who could thoroughly analyze and recognize them.

The lady’s communication was just a confirmation to a validation.

So pathetic how the jealousy and envy had followed us for decades up until now with circumstance rubbing their noses into the fact that my mother was a more competent parent within intelligence and capability and that their children were incapable of ever measuring up to the caliber of what I have and am able to further achieve within faculty and accomplishment.

To Elude The Truth?

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felineIsn’t it something when sick people who are extremely jealous and envious of us try to relentlessly stop us within life then attempt to blames us when or if difficulty occurs knowing all along that they were behind the sabotage to begin with?

As they deliberately try to cause damage for us through their duplicitous methods of intervention whether by lies and/or manipulation of circumstance they actually believe that we ourselves are suppose to be the scapegoat?

It was often so strange to me how these type of people considered themselves to be clever within their ominous ventures as their undertakings have always appeared and proved to be rather transparent within the keenly focused mind’s eye especially when the subject of their scheme was well aware of their own obvious talents and skill and logical reasoning of natural probability for success.

The red flag is automatically raised when particular essence according to bestowal does not properly go into fruition, so who is the genuine culpable fool?

Attune

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serveNo matter what I have to keep my self occupied whether it is at my workplace environment, my outside environment or at my home environment.

Even while I am at rest my overactive brain is always ticking with the full force of natural productive energy.

I have a mind that I refuse to put to waste and a voice that I do not hesitate to put forward as it is not wise to hinder our talents and gifts whatever it is that they may be to us and within our capability so I go along with the celestial flow of automatic message and design.

pie slicesSpirit speaks to me on so many levels using me as an instrument to harmoniously transfer the melodies of extraordinary tune.

True Calling For This Caulbearer To Answer

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Egyptian GoddessEver since I was a child there were many who never wanted to see me getting anywhere in life as they earnestly aspired to create obstacles and destruction.

They endeavored to forward my life into another direction other than where it was naturally suppose to go as they intentionally did their best to impede and to cause unnatural catastrophic occurrences.

Throughout it all, and contrary to what my foes may have wanted and expected, I have phenomenally remained unscathed.

As I continue to prevail utterly intact I am determined and entitled to reach my highest point elected celestially and I will not stop until I get what I am appointed for.

When I published my first novel years ago my envious and jealous great-grandmother Amanda was so scared about the possibility of my success after she had tried so long and desperately by utilizing the negative forces of evil black magic to attempt to drastically change my destiny around.

“How far will this go?” She had asked her nephew in regard to my book, “Will there be a movie made out of it?”

EuropeanOh, it just ate Amanda up the thought of me achieving all of what I was purposed to accomplish here on this earth just like it does all of the other of my undesirable foes who’ve tried and that have continued to provide a helping hand within trying to tame the wild winds of my violent storm of intended success that would hit them all like a vile tornado, my blast of notorious energy is a hurricane that they’d never be able to handle.

I have idiotic foes at the moment who want me to give up on what I do and want for me to believe that there is no use within me to prosper within what I was divinely designed for yet they were not celestially outlined to accomplish anything at all. It is not within any divine plan to tailor any demonic breed of trash into eminence; their only way is through selling their souls to the devil, which he already has contained.

“They are going to make a movie out of your book”, my fathers uncle had told me after he had read it back in 2001 and he was not alone within his perspective.

He wasn’t the only one who had felt that way and who could sense that, I had known that revelation too and had even been approached, it is within the past what was to take place, however, the potential was known and it was addressed.

There are other definite future prospects that are not gone and that are still available for whenever the universe decides to bring forth that connection that envelops all around me I was not meant to be just a writer alone but a professional of quite a few other significant capabilities also. I can see and feel what I am surrounded by.

“You’re going to be very successful”, I’ve been told. “And your enemies are going to be shocked and surprised when it happens”.

EgyptianWhether one is born with a caul or not there are those of us who still have a special purpose within life and that are born and meant to have and to achieve the blessings that were preordained to them.

Even though it is tiresome enduring unnecessary circumstances we still have to fight and stay alert, when anyone tries to stop me or tries to hold me back it just makes me angry and more determined to survive and to attain, an innate instinct that has gotten me as far as I am right now.

My Epithet

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islandWriting is my first love and one of the career advancements that I continue to do and head for within the present as well as toward the future but I am a woman of many talents and enterprise so I don’t limit myself to just one or two things.

I achieve to accomplish all of what I have celestially been permitted through divine guidance, opportunity and advantage.

We must never be misdirected from our path of destiny and we must truly know and believe within ourselves to maintain and deliver.

When the time to reach one’s entire peak arrives it will come and it will be in the most unexpected of fashion just be prepared and ready for the responsibility and diligently learn during this preparation period that is selected by “our higher power”.

When what is ordained begins to manifest we will ultimately go into the rewards of fruition.

I am an inventor a visionary, the lead in a play, the artistic mind power behind the big idea or the singer in the band (although I don’t sing), I always shine.

I am sociable by nature with an eye for the electric. Others are drawn to me and they admire me.

I am especially attracted to the art world and I thrive out in the world and appreciate being surrounded by other people the only exception to this is when I am working on something artistic, where I can find myself completely engrossed in a project for hours at a time.

I am a leader, I am competitive, I am unconventional, I am creative, I am confident, I am intuitive and I am process oriented.

I work best when my environment gives me authority over my creative process, offers a combination of autonomy and teamwork is fast paced and sustains open-mindedness.

I work well with inventors who share my creative mind and my ability to work in a sometimes chaotic work environment. When I get together with my inventor colleagues the ideas start to flow, and I feel inspired by putting our minds together.

I also appreciate working with Planner colleagues because as the person who brings “big ideas”, I rely on someone to take care of and remember the details. I and my Planner coworkers make the perfect team, working in tandem to cover all aspects of a project.

As a natural leader and an easygoing person, I am fortunate in that I work well with all types of colleagues. However, I may find that if there are too many other visionaries on my team, I get the feeling that there are “too many other cooks in the kitchen”.

This can be frustrating for me and those on my team as they may be confused about whom to follow. I may find that I have to adjust my leadership style a bit for my action-taker colleagues who prefer solitary work.

I am a team and people oriented person, yet it can be good to remember that there are those types of people who work best alone as I often also do myself.

 

 

LaToya’s Autumn

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leafIt is in all seasons to “bloom” whether it is winter, spring summer or fall.

Welcome to my world and to the chronicles of my life as an unconventional individual who is not afraid to be herself, who is not afraid to speak her mind, and most of all, who is not afraid to speak the definite truth as I continue to share my experience.

Enter into the pages of a caulbearer, enter into the pages of jealousy, enter into the pages of creativity and purpose, enter into the pages of voodoo and black magic, enter into the pages of asexuality, enter into the pages of spirituality, and enter into the pages of reality.

A reality for those in particular that may interests many of us, a reality that may surround many of us, a reality that recognizes many of us, a reality that describes many of us, a reality that inspires many of us, a reality that puts many of us not within the average category and a reality that many of us can relate to.

And it is all coming from a person (me) with firsthand experience in these circumstances and situations, and who knows that you (those in particular) are “indeed not” crazy yet living and maintaining within a crazy, outrageous world full of very sick and ignorant people, along with very malignant evil forces and unnatural energies, as well as the natural. Visit LaToya’s Autumn

Poise

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swing againTo dwell within a state of a defined and aligned fulfillment what exactly is wrong with that superbly ordained commitment?

As I take swings back and forth beyond the shadows going to and from the mysteries that open up the many of my windows I enjoy the inexplicable nature of my ride that is out of the ordinary for anyone to most commonly describe.

The animation of my soul is not brought forth here as a source within a vessel to control, I am not created for anyone to mold.

The firm strings and board of lane through out the valley of passageway that I comfortably sway upon wherein lead me deep down into the mountains and unto the hills that from above I go therein.

So lucky to have come into contact with you, something that did not happen out of the blue, too good too be true, the things that you can do.

Oh, what I feel for you, if you only knew.

swingIt was guaranteed for us to stay I will never go away.

Too good to be true, oh the love that I have for you, never imagined it could be this way even though you promised me this day, I don’t worry about tomorrow because with you there is no sorrow, too good to be true you are my dream come new.

latoya lawrence

 

Love Letter:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/02/20/love-letter/)

Orisha Oshun:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/01/19/orisha-oshun/)

Higher Consciousness:(https://ladylatoya.wordpress.com/2016/01/11/higher-consciousness-2/)